♥ Thursday, September 20, 2012 ♥
Its been a super long time since i blogged.. Its more than ONE year already.. Suddenly feel like posting something again... This one year many things happened...Happy, Sad, Angry (All sort of feelings)... Got attached, got break up, got compliments, got accusation (What ever u name it).. Whether its personal life or work its all contributed to my craziness....
This two years plus since I took up my full time job, many things had changes.. Sometime I wonder, izzit bcoz of my work life or izzit ppl just changed.
Changes #1:
Close friends seems to be very far away...
Thou' i been constantly reminded that they are there and etc.. but somehow I just feel the change.. Somehow their lifestyle and mine no longer the same... Someone who dun like to watch movie and such is gg out for movies blah blah blah...So just bcoz of attached this person is willing to give in? But last time we as friends must give in to the person? How unfair...Got things want to find this person to talk also scare the bf will mind and such... Coz this person de bf is damn sensitive.. Planned a event for us close friends only but this person is bringing the bf.. Can't this person think? With the bf around, alot of things cannot be said... Alot of things cannot talk.. We can no longer be like what we used to be...Den another person, started smoking and such.. Is this the person who I know 10yrs ago?? This person de life style no longer the same but whenever we meet I still can let my heart out to her.. i trusted her and she is the only one who can understand at this moment bah...
Changes #2:
Somewhere is no longer that enjoyable...
I dunno izzit I not flexible or what but I really cannot tahan ppl who are damn lazy.. I dun am not that ON also but please show some interest in things u do lah... If your heart is no longer here, then ask for somewhere else and fk off lah.. What so difficult....Rather than staying here and bring down everyone...People who i can used to trust alot now can no longer be, coz this person had changed as well....
Changes #3:
Happiness won't last long...
Its been a few mths alrdy.. But I seems to be still unable to let go fully... Externally I look 100% okie.. 100% let go and such.. But deep down?? I think I just bury it inside but yet did not face it.. As such the other day when I got so drunk, I actually let it all out... Why am I only to be blame??
Enough of ranting le... This post is just about ranting.. doubt anyone will see also.. Coz I dun intend to let anyone see too...
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 10:09 am
♥ Sunday, January 09, 2011 ♥
First entry of the year 2011~~~Today is the 9th day of January 2011...Also mark the 7th month and 1 day of in-camp life.... Time consider passes by very fast already as it alrdy the 7th month already...Thinking back on 8th June 2010 when i first started my in-camp training....Everything finally coming to an end....One more test to go!! After this test everything for the training will come to an end.... and the test is scheduled to be on 18th Jan 2011 which means in 2 weeks time...Fast isn't it?? Need to jiayou for this last test liao....After this test i will start my attachment from 24th to 30th January at some place....Den it will be February already where Chinese New Year will take place....From the latest news that I received, I will officially pass out from camp on the 3rd of March...Which means after CNY i still got one more month to go... Which also mean that from today till that particular day i still have 7 more book in.... 7 more weeks to go... 49 days to tahan (without deducting holidays, weekends and attachment).... =DRevamping of my blog picture will be pushed back coz recently i realise i not much new photos to put in...So decided to hold it back alittle....When have more le den i will change...for now i will just leave it as it is....=pHope that all my friends are still doing well...Especially my close friends such as Yeewoen, Michelle, Lucinda, Sharon, KiahKiat and etc..... But i think michelle is doing well bah..Keep clubbing with her friends....Lucinda,Sharon and kiat should be fine oso coz they got their bf/husband to take care of them...As for yee woen, hmm....From her blog she look okie...lolz...So should be fine bah....Need to find time to meet up with them le...Most prob shud be CNY period bah..Coz this few coming weekends all quite pack le.... =)
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 3:01 pm
♥ Friday, December 31, 2010 ♥
5.18pm of 31st December 2010....Final few hours to 2011....Guess most of the people are getting ready to go countdown at here and there...For me i still dunno want go out not...No one to go out with...How good that the other people are going all over to countdown and celebrate the start of 2011...But kind of think of it wad's there to celebrate about?? lolz...Celebrate that we are able to survive another 365days and proceed to a brand new year?? Perhaps!! I don't need to do a look back at 2010 le as nth much to write abt coz half of the year i am inside camp for training...Knowing new friends and buddies....Learning new knowledge and proceeding to a career.....Trying to balance everything is the hardiest of all bah...Need to manage the time with friends and family as well as for myself.....Wish everyone a Happy 2011~!!!
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 5:19 pm
♥ Wednesday, December 22, 2010 ♥
Woohoo~!! I actually about one month didn't blog alrdy...I guess people who come in alrdy get bored or maybe nv even come in le bah...Coz i have not been updating....Hmm...Sorry ppl...Coz been in camp and whenever i book out i will be so lazy to blog....Now already 22nd December 2010...in 3 days time it will be CHRISTMAS...Talking about christmas, i just now actually went out to Tampines Central alone to buy presents for my friends, nieces and nephews...Buy so many sia...Den come home i wrapped all the presents personally... =) Any of you wan to make a guess which is whose?? lolz....
If Christmas is coming, it oso meant that year 2010 is coming to an end... In 9 days time, 2010 will end and it will be year 2011...Fast isn't it?? Half of 2010 i am serving the nation and receiving my training in camp....Start of 2011 i will finish my training and will be serving the nation for the next 4 or more years depend how i wan my life to be....Which means finally year 2011 i will be starting my career...
In 2010 i had achieved some of the things that i wanted to... For example, celebrating my birthday at a chalet, able to buy wad i want by myself, having a driving licence and many many more....In 2011 i need to haf a new sets of goals and resolutions.. =D
Most IMPORTANTLY, i hope that 2011 will be a HAPPY year for everyone...Whatever that happen in 2010 we shall just leave it in 2010...Let's move forward to 2011...
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 2:48 pm
♥ Sunday, November 21, 2010 ♥
Birthday already over by 2 days and only now i come and blog about it.... This year due to my birthday been on a friday which means i am in camp so i celebrated it 1 week in advance which is on the 13th of November..Had my very first chalet celebration...Its was fun....Thanks my family and friends who made it happen...Thou' its rather disappointing that alot of them din turned up due to wad ever reason they gave.... yea yea.... photos can be found in my facebook....
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=302257&id=587407525&l=ab2f957560And more photos can be found under "my photo" coz most of them are uploaded by my friend- yee woen.... =DDen on the actual day of my birthday i was in camp....and thanks my bunkmates and some friends who sing the birthday song for me and making my bed and locker as messy as possible to sabo me.....Den after book out came home rested and reply all the facebook well wishes before heading out to meet yeewoen and michelle.... yeayea...And tats all for my 23rd birthday.... =D
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 9:50 am
♥ Saturday, November 06, 2010 ♥
Ooo...Today is 6th November 2010 already... Birthday celebration in one week time and still got things not settle yet.... Need to faster settle it le...No time liao...Coz monday to friday i will be in camp....Den straight away on friday i will return home and go to the chalet le....Those ppl who i invited should received my facebook or sms invite le...Hope to see everyone there... Some not invited due to many factors so please dun get angry or think why you not invited...I have my reasons....Yuppp....
Last entry i blog about my wishlist...Now this is the updated version =D
#1 Mooks Tee Shirt
#2 A New Crumpler Red colour bag
#3 New Tee Shirts without cartoon-ish design
#4 Nice looking Cap #5 New ear phone for my Ipod Touch#6 Wallet#7 Everlast tank top
#8 I Phone
#9 Digital Camera with underwater function
#10 Bicycle
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 9:25 am
♥ Saturday, October 23, 2010 ♥
Today is the 23rd of october 2010 le... last entry is on the 8th.... How time flies.....Day by day it passes....And now october coming to an end and NOVEMBER is coming... November is my month coz its my BIRTHDAY month... Woot!!
Planning in progress....Still got things to finalize....Hope to do it as soon as possible so that i can inform everyone that are going to be invited... yea yea....
People been asking me about my wishlist....Been thinking real hard and i still can't get to think of what i really want.... Things i really want is rather expensive thats y i nv think of putting it as my wishlist....coz i will nv get it....wahaha.... But yuppp...still here are some of my wishlist that i am currently thinking of....
#1 Mooks Tee Shirt (http://www.plussixfive.com/2010/02/01/mooks-australia-singapore-edition-2010/)
#2 A New Crumpler Red colour bag(https://www.crumpler.com.sg/flash/flash.aspx#/english/product-details/barney-rustle-br06a.html) #3 New Tee Shirts without cartoon-ish design#4 Nice looking CapCurrently can only think of this 4.... But the expensive wishlist is as follows:#1 I Phone#2 Digital Camera with underwater function#3 Bicycle
EuU ArE ReMeMbErEd @ 8:55 am
Ooo...Today is 6th November 2010 already... Birthday celebration in one week time and still got things not settle yet.... Need to faster settle it le...No time liao...Coz monday to friday i will be in camp....Den straight away on friday i will return home and go to the chalet le....Those ppl who i invited should received my facebook or sms invite le...Hope to see everyone there... Some not invited due to many factors so please dun get angry or think why you not invited...I have my reasons....Yuppp....
