Shoots. Im actually counted as still injured. But my coach mr tan says i will be ok by the time trng resumes after ct2. And i got my long-awaited yellow belt today!!!
This week has been a blessing for me, being able to be with the one that i like. Thank God for tt.
And all you folks who ask me to update. Yep i've updated. All the old guard taggers pls come back and tag. Pls!!!

Woah. Havent posted for nearly 2 weeks! Time sure flies. And lots sure happened.
Ok lets start from last week. Got a back strain, so the usually enthu me had to be sidelined. Then watched Forbidden City on wedneday. It was great (for me, dunno abt others). The acting was pretty good, but when the main character (te young empress) sang, she sometimes seem unnatural singing with ang moh fluency. Some parts were pretty touching, and i must admit my eyes did swell up a bit with tears, but i am an expert with holding them back.
Had philo dialogue on thursday. Shud fare pretty well. Also had my ying yong wen essay.
Funny thing is, i forgot my PE unifrom once for 2 weeks, when i have nvr forgotten before.
This monday had a math test. Nvr put angle property. gonna get screwed.
Then had my jap oral. Stumbled like a few times. Think i'll fare average. Also had my jap eoy exam. Also gonna score average. Sigh my jap gp isnt gonna be very good.
Tmr finally can go trng after injury, but then its the last one. Gonna train hard.
Im gonna study hard for CT2, then after tt train hard in judo. I aim to be very strong. Hopefully, with hard work, i can be as strong as that moorian waterpolo player with bulging chest muscles by end of sec 4. If not, at least 80% as muscular.
Hmm now im getting more and more interested in other martial arts. Just explored the web and found the website of a aikido club in singapore. They are holding an aikido holiday course for those who want to learnt some stuff. Maybe can ask the ri judokas if any are interested. Then can go together. Holiday so long, as well go for fun enrichment programmes (excluding tuitions).

Congrats to RJ and CJ for becoming the vice-cap and captain for C DIV 2007!!!! Hey remember to include me and ahmed, the enthu judokas, into the exco ok? Just make sure it isnt waterboy. maybe i can be treasurer, since i have CEC treasurer experience, being guided by mrs priscilla lim, my math teacher and only ft (since sensei paul "zeke" lim is gone).
Hmm. Went window shopping yesterday (not today as previously mentioned. sry for error). Looked at dumbbells at world of sports, then went to the backpack shop at the corner on the 2nd floor of the 'fastfood' block of J8, beside the IT shop. The backpack shop seems to be trying to clear stocks. Everyone, if u want to get new, cheap backpacks and slingbags, go there. They're giving pretty big discounts.
Then after tt, went to buy bubble tea. Tried out strawberry milk. Then i checked out the optics shop nearby. Its called Ben & Tony's. Seems their specs are quite cheap, and the models quite nice, good and even hip. Check it out. (Now i seem to be a bargain hunter version of k f seetoh, the makansutra guy)
And a sad thing is, my first RI badge BROKE! The one that i got from JRIC. Wa lau. It was my first badge, and mr paul lim was the one who put it on at JRIC. Sian. Have to buy new one. Maybe i shud start collecting sch badges, starting from ri, rg and rj. I have a chij one that i found in primary sch.
Sian. Now i have so many tests and projects. Jap oral and year end exam coming. AHHHH!!!! Now have to be hardworking. Gambatte!!! And after ct2, i will work harder to be a better judoka.I will probably go for tues and thurs training, other than mon wed fri trngs.
Hopefully i get my yellow belt next mon.

Damn tired so gonna make a quick 2-min post.
Got my yellow belt. WOOHOO!!! those who only got yellow tip (including the ppl from HCI) are NOOB NOOB NOOB!!!!!!!!
School opening is the most f**king thing that happens in generally all students' childhood and teenagehood. But im prepared to face the war against homework and projects valiantly. My weapons are my pen and pencil as swords, ruler as sword sharpener, and eraser and correction tape as my compass and map.
The training today was so 'fun'... so rg judokas, be prepared.
I hav made the decision to use most of my free time to mug. Occasionally checking my emails and stuff is ok.
And F*** U MICROSOFT. ALWAYS: MSN DOWN, WINDOWS PATCH HERE PATCH THERE, IE F**KING UNSAFE AND SLOW.
AND F**K U SINGNET. WHY MY INTERNET SO SLOW. I THOT GOT 'DEDICATED INTERNET', HUH? SEARCH YAHOO ALREADY SO SLOW.

This has been pretty much a normal week for me so far. Srry everyone for not blogging for so long. Now my taggie is empty.
Watched Monster House on tuesday with my church friends. Quite a interesting animation movie, and the good thing is it doesnt give me nightmares. The main chracters are 2 boys, a girl, an old man and his wife's spirit, which possessed his house. That is all i can say. Watch it if u want to know what happens.
The whole week has been pretty sian. Homework, Jap, Comp Games and nothing much. Made an improvement in guitar considering im a DIY rookie.
SJF Yellow belt grading on Saturday. Pray that i will pass it. Then dun need to wait till december. Working on my judo nagewaza and tachiwaza also. Need to think quick in sparring.
Nervous abt competition next year. Must train hard to secure my place. But learnt this week that success is hard to gain. We must all learn to live with failure.
Thats all i have to say. And pls post at my citrus taggie. There has been no activity since 1 Sept.

"If i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lie with me, and just forget the world."

I feel as if im being a disappointment to lots of people. I feel lots of pressure from lots of people. I feel hurt by people, even if i did and meant no harm. I feel alienated by ppl.
Where are you now, high up in the sky, looking down at me, just another tiny dot on Mother Earth, not worth your blessings.
Where are you, sitting at home, doing other stuff, not knowing someone needs you right now.
Where am i, on this earth, without anyone able to read my heart, without any happiness, without any joy and laughter, lost in the icy world, lost in the burning inferno, searching my heart for that bit of hope.

Feeling so tired, so helpless, so hopeless.
So lonely right now.
But nvr give up, just move on, like u have nvr done before.