Though i got 2nd position, but from this event itself i really feel very happy to be in my team, all the support and motivation during this period of time.

"Failure Is Not An Option"
Forever it remains in my heart..

Love you Peeps...

i m bored..
just finish Ambassdor Cup Level 1 event today..

top 2 stations our of 3 so far...
hehe..
really never expact myself to do so lor...

3rd station is theroy..my weakest link..
pray and cross..

didnt actualli wana participate but hao asked us join for camaraderie sake...
then sway sway top 2 stations..
tsk..
nw just wana do my best lor..
dun expect to win la..
coze my prio is school for now..

sick again..
supposedly to go find law and stayover..
bt my fever and throat sux!

haiz.
time for dinner..
ciaoz.

just gotten home not long ago..
was checking my partners pay and payroll stuff just nw..

school was fun these 2 days..
so interesting..
is on event planning..
it had owas been my dream to be a wedding planner..
bt is starbucks that made me think twice..

checking my emails while waiting for lawrence to call..
poor baby so stressed by work..coze his SM out of town..
these 2 days we had really spend alot of time tog..

for the milestone party..for naz wedding..
but he just seemed so tired...
not focus while we were out..
sighz..

but nvm..thinking of our trip at the end of the mth, we just cant stop our engine..
we are taking a short break cum celebration for my bdae this yr..
we are going on holidae..
still cant cfm is KL, Bali or Bintan..
coze Zul havent go book the tix..
26-30 may i will be out of town!
yippee!
so happy..
finalli i get to spend my bdae overseas..
1st time in 22 years..
and best thing w someone u love..
hehe..
as i m typing tis post, i m grinning from ear to ear..

is lyk a dream comes through..
u ppl shd noe mi well enuff, every year when u all ask mi what i wan..
i will just said lets head out for dinner or gd food lor..
i just longed and love those company during the period of my birthday..
coze thats the time when i get to take a break and meet up with my gers and soulmates...
out of my busy schedule to meet up all my love ones is indeed very joyful moments..

alrite..tink i shd go slp liaoz..
though he havent called..
tml opening..
mst slp more man..before i get sick liaoz..

start bking mi for coffee k.
nite!

had been bottoming up lots of thots these mths..
finalli think i shd let it out..

was having fever for the last 5days.
is the sickening weather man..
hot cold 360 change any moment..

didnt went for my exam, fever was really bad the night before..
was shivering and trembling this sec...and sweating lyk mad the next..
how to study?
had throat infection coze of the fever, i never felt such a burden to talk...

finally i got a manager to cover mevis..
alrite lor..
he's new but can be trained..
since he is willing to learn..

someone just told me that he wana tender..seem lyk this week it is the 5th " i want to tender" statement..
but i felt the pinch for him..
coze is so near for him, but the road is so humpy ahead...
it been so long i've seen him smile..
i wonder if is for the best for him..
i just wish that he is happy..

4partners of mine tender..
2 for a good course..
i really wish them all the best for the success of their future..
chances dun come by so often..

i m not dying..
just mentally tired very easily these days..
there's lots of ??? in me..
balancing between work and school is not so easy after all..
argh..3 more months to graduation..


but i noe i will never say die..
coze i noe i still have those worth while keeping partners of mine still..
certain ppl just cant wait to c me die..
i know it.
but there's alwasy the secret and dark side of me that i dun show out sometimes...
as i climbed up the coperate ladder, i realize the importance of strategic planning..
is either u do it, or u cant move on..

the game is moving so fast the pace, i beginning to lose my breath and peserverance..
but i know at the road side of the marathon journey is where my loved ones are standing..

i m alive, yes i'm.
another 2 more days to the long awaited 5days break.
realli need the time to rest, study and meet up with all my loved ones..

failed another module recently.
fark!
2marks can!
waiting for the appeal results..
tsk.damn pek cek can.

aniway, it been so long that i've update on myself.
been realli bz with wrk.
nonstop working and schooling.
upcoming exam is not a simple one.
coze we noe nuts about what is going on with the lecture.
fark up lecturer i wud say.

18/3 store audit.
my score card for my up to now, since i took over the store.
i dun wan to do badly coze thats my performance review criteria.
and i put in my heart and soul into it..
lets pray hard k.

after so. i b gone for my leave!
yeah..
gona spend my 5 days with him...
been so long that i had spend time with him..
both of us so bz with wrk lor.haiz.
finalli we got a chance to have an escape frm wrk!

nt going aniway though..
staying in sg coze we 2 wana save up..
i need to save up for my Macau attachments already.
sighz.just paid my school fees.nw i m almost dry..
got a Mac Book tog with him, coze we sign up for the singnet promotion.
he get the internet and i get the laptop!

aniway, my 5days are also dedicated to all of u k.
just gif mi a buzz lor..
and we can arrange k..
hehe..

time to rest liaoz.
tml still got a long day for cmc and workshop!
ciaoz.

it been more than a mth that i've blogged.

been so bz with school and work.. and not forgetting a brand new chapter to my life...

9more days and it'll b the first mth for lawrence and me..

i never felt so xin fu before..

some may say that we r in the honey moon period etc.

but the feeling this time is realli so special that is beyond words..

nw taking a short break from my assignment rush..

to blog bout my updates..

thousands apologies to all my dear friends..

i've not forgotten about u gers..

is just that with the new appointment as the Store Manager of Eastpoint,

there's so much to handle all the sudden..

while struggling with my school, work had becum my priority..

but i promised for the monthly meet-up i'll make it a point on my planner to be there k.

but you all mst tell me earlier lar..hehe.. :)

aniway, cny was so-so lor..

while everyone is gambling their lungs away..

mine was simply so sama sama..

just that this yr my cousin is back from US..

with a new born ger and his wife..

another baby to the family!

went to law's hse and ah ma hse liao..

scary merry!

fahmi and chuck saw the " stressed" face of mine while i was at store to wait for him to pick me up..

i never felt so stressed b4 can..

haha..

other than receiving of my results..

haha..

5more mths to my Macau attachement..

sighz..

mixed feelings..

i noe i cant put down my hardwork and my life here..

3months..is long..is short..

man..how am i going to get thru this stage..

everyone asking me if i m looking forward to 2008.
initialli i was, coze i m gona graduate in JULY!
but i flunked one of my module..may have to stay back till December..
hopefulli my appeal can pass through..

a simple but yet sweet and drama new year.
was working my ass off to close the year with a big bang and legacy.
we've created the milestone once again.
was really happy for that historical moment.
but come to think about it, it was the most boring new year i've eva been through.
every new year i'll sure be off and be out watching the fireworks with him and my frends.
but this year, what to do ..have to do stocktake and run shift..coze fulltimer le..
where got pt priviledge..
tsk.
went dwn PS to meet Law..
cranky him also make mi cranky in the end.
my leg was killing me so decided to leave first..
was really shocked when he called..
that short conversation which lead to a 3hr long talk was really very touching.
but is not possible for now..for sure..
coze i just wana focus on work..

aniway..i never regret knowing you too.."