I am back from my Taiwan Trip, celebrated my 21st Bdae. I am lost, it is like neither here nor there. When I am young, I always hope that I will grow up fast. Now, I am a little bit scared. Maybe not a little.

Few weeks to graduation day. I think that could be offically adult?

Bf tell me that I am running away to the fact that I am now a adult. Really?
I dont know.

So now what?
Nothing comes easy.

Flying off to Taiwan with Bf, Yanwei and Reuben in a few hours time!

The long awaiting day had finally arrived.

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Hearts.

2 more days.
Time I need you to go faster..
Every night is really a torture for me.

I really miss you very much

Sometimes I find myself behaving too strong
even crying is so hard

Sometimes I wonder
what will happen if there is one day that you decided to leave?
I think it will be the end to me

These few weeks when you are not around
things changed a little bit
I had dreams very often..
Even raining can wake me up in the middle of the night
I had to listen to music when I am alone
All these did not happen when you were around

Okay, is kind of weird to get really emo
well I guess nobody is reading this page anyway.
I think I will really laugh in the future when I read back all these ..

Started working to make my time pass faster

I cant wait for you to come back.
8 more days.

I dont like this kind of feeling.