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Audrey Yee was born on 14 June 1990 in Singapore. She is sandwiched between an elder brother and a younger sister. Her father works smartly in Shanghai, China, a place she finds beautiful as Singapore is. While her mother, leads life as a fashionable housewife. Attending New Creation Church, she leads a very blessed life under God's grace. She was educated in YWCA, Marsiling Primary, Christ Church Secondary, Pioneer Junior College and currently SIM (RMIT), taking Business Management to assist her father in the near future. This legal-to-be girl is said to be 'weird' by many, which she interprets as 'unique'. She enjoys good food, manga, anime and plenty of sleep which she usually cant afford due to poor time management. She loves being lazy, so her dressings look sloppy most of the time. Audrey aka Cat Drey aka Rei(-sama) appreciates simple and elegant designs and takes joy in recycling, believing everyone should too. So if in conclusion you would like to know her more, do read her blog or add her at msn: kuuki3z@hotmail.com
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1. yamaha P-95 or
any other decent looking digital piano in black/white/nude
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Monday, January 21, 7:35 PM
A NEW SELF
Moving on to a new blog to celebrate a new personal discovery of Audrey Yee.
The years spent on this blog is just amazing with its share of ups and downs.
It is now 2013.
Start doing what I want and need to be happy.
Elsewise, a year later, I'll regret I didnt start now.
Victimised- this I will not be.
So my REAL life starts now.
It has been fun being childish and immature and yapping all about my unhappiness.
Yet from now, I desire that all my new posts be filled with me going on and on about joy found.
I will be happy.
I dont deny my past.
But I look forward to the future of His promises coming to pass so strongly in my life.
Let them all manifest.
I am Audrey- noble and strong it means.
I am Audrey Yee- my Dad's daughter always, in spite of all my stupid mistakes and failures.
I am His covenant child because of His finished work- never about my right or wrong doing.
Now. Exordium.
Saturday, June 16, 1:07 AM
"today" or rather 15/06/12 has been an awesome day!!
despite various interruptions, i managed to sleep till 2.30pm
i had a good read of "Yazuka Moon" by Shoko Tendo and only slept at 6.30am @_@
the book is fairly short- i have professed to disliking reading and still, i completed the book in under 6 hours. it is her biography, a daughter born of a yazuka.
it speaks of the challenges she went through and covers aspects of bullying, drug abuse and many more, only for her to finally settle in her heart about who she really is. this is especially so in a society where conformation is the norm- the nail that sticks out just gets hammered in. overall it is a good read for me due to the length and my interest, as well as her simple prose (it is her first book).
moments after waking up, i took a nice shower with my organic (mr brenner's) rose soap.
sorry. haha, wanna mention that at least once, having bought from the four seasons organic market.
i dont purport to use only organic stuff but i do like this soap alot ^^
its smell is not overwhelming la. and gradually fades
afterwhich, rushing through my facial regime,
we left house to send snowy to the vet for vaccination.
also to have his left eye checked up since it's red and swollen with some discharge.
then for jalan kayu roti prata and back home.
left for jcube shortly and met up with ziying, carina, asta and sweekee.
we ate the taiwanese food place and surprised me with mini cupcakes TwT,
along with a song. sorry, make that three, since they sang the birthday song in english, mandarin and korean. so touched to the max TwT
the awesome 'day' doesnt just end there.
i opened the letter box only to find a letter addressed to me from SIM.
thinking it was about the upcoming graduation ceremony, i tore it open
and lo and behold. it was to congratulate me for doing well in Financial Markets!!
it said i was one of the top students for that subject in my course T___T.
thank you. it is such an encouragement! (despite it being the last semester)
got home and had a glass of water only to realise there's another piece behind that.
ah, i also did well for International Management! T___T.
thank You Jesus. You are so so so faithful in Your words towards me.
in that You will cause me to be the head and not the tail, to be above only and not be beneath.
thank You Lord for this letter of affirmation, of Your unfailing love for me.
i know it can only be by Your grace. no way am i going to get all these without your favour upon me.
hehehehehehe. what a great great day.
thank You Lord for lifting me up ^^
*muacks*
shalom!Thursday, May 17, 3:34 AM
recently i'm finding it so hard to breathe.
it always happens during the exam period and right after.
during being the stress from last minute cramming
right after being the commitments i have towards maintaining the relationships neglected during the exams
le sigh
bought a second hand car with 4 years' life span left.
it was on a whim and at $26,000.
it broke down like 2 weeks later- on the second lane of the freaking BKExpressway!
i've narrated the story too many times that i dont want to elaborate anymore.
in essence, a black car and a yellow van followed and kissed our rear like maybe 10 minutes after the engine died on us.
praise God Almighty that His hand of protection covered us- no blood was shed
and also the sudden realisation that i have overspent my rightly allowance by ALOT- totally not right considering im not earning my own keep yet!
i was given 7 months of allowance but i only have 3 months' worth!!
4 was given away roughly by exorbitant facial packages i got myself in T__T
super regret.
now i'll just go frugal to the max- yes, im an extreme person trying to make my life balance.
therefore, i need the Lord's help.
le sigh. im honestly terrible in personal financial management despite being a finance student in uni!!
now that i'm not supposed to be 'stressed' since exams are over,
1. no more cakes! cakes are expensive =(
2. no more magazines! its always buy and recycle/keep
3. no more cosmetics and related products!
4. no more new articles of clothing
aim: stay at home as much as possible and munch on existing perishables in the fridge
thank you all very much for listening to my rant.Monday, April 23, 7:52 PM
go ahead.
whine and do nothing about it for prolonged periods of time.
of what use is it.
go ahead.
criticise and yet, are you any better?
if its not constructive, then what use is it to let it out of your mouth?
go ahead.
making snide and haughty comments about other people's failures.
do unto others what you want them to do unto you.
its easy to let words spill
its amusing everytime when they work against you
its hilarious everytime you back off when mocked
i would be better off saving my words
since im no better than any of youWednesday, April 18, 10:11 PM
hogay... =(so i'm so so sick of studying for the moment,
or rather i dont feel like studying yet =_=
welcome to the life of a student studying for her final university exams!!
HALLELUJAH >< though, im not the average girl without the Lord on her side.
ahh. knowing that makes me feel better.
no need for fear for He is greater than all my adversaries.
hehehehe.
so as usual, four exam papers.
i studied for the first one liao (International Business- 50%), which is.. OPEN BOOK!!
hoohoo. been 2 semesters ago since i last took one open book exam.
and as usual, it was quite freaky. but i didnt lose my nerves.
open book exams always make me slightly jumpy because the already very small table's flooded!!!
God was very nice to me as usual- with the invigilator helping to erase pencil markings in my textbook rather than confiscate it <3
ahh. and i saw one girl's got confiscated =(! it could have been that hers were pen markings.
but i still feel blessed.
for this paper, anything could come out- we have the case study released though.
we have notes and 12 JOURNAL ARTICLES TO READ!! the latter was a major pain in the butt, i tell you.
especially for someone like me who has always professed to have a major dislike towards reading.
i love pictures and manga so much more =S
but ok, the Lord strengthened me and helped me to read those.. I feel extremely loved and so blissful!
progress:
Financial Markets (60%)- halfway through lecture notes. haven started on revision questions and sample exam.
Personal Wealth Management (60%)- just started!! intend to finish half of the lecture notes today. still have got plenty tutorial questions to run through @_@
International Human Resource (50%)- haven start ><
nananannana.......
shalom!
the Lord will see me through =)
He's always faithful to His word (unlike me @_@)