Sunday, May 30

P.O.P le! heya having my 1 week break now.. so shuang.. suddenly tonight i dun have to book in haha. just crossing my fingers now and praying that i dun see SISPEC on my monitor screen this fri when i check my posting..

harry potter this time round was abit disappointing.. its like i haven really started to enjoy the show and its over..emma watson indeed looks better with every episode..
SighZ.. i've just accepted NUS science.. they din even gave me any other options. accepted NTU bioengine a couple of weeks ago too.. still kinda undecided wad to do actually. shucks la i still dun have a very clear direction with regards to wad i wan to do in future. really wished that i could have got into medicine.. but its kinda far fetched for me now. just have to resign to fate that i'm not as good or as lucky as the rest. dun have that kind of money to go overseas too.. Haiz.

Survived my field camp and 16K route march.. i din purposely fail anything as i planned to initially so that i can get into a slack unit.. just find it too hypocritical if i really did that so guess i'm on my way to sispec now... which i vowed not to go..dun think i can make it to OCS either.. had actually wanted to slack thru my army life.. but now it doesn't seem to be coming true.. my friends in sispec and OCS are all like struggling and having a hard time now..

feeling quite helpless and "directionless" now.. ayez.. evrything doesn't seem to be going the way i want.. or rather i dun really know wad i want. ironic manz...

went marina south just now to eat zheng fa seafood.. its the same bbq and steamboat thingy.. but the food there is like nicer compared to other stalls.. we've given live prawns to cook.. felt super sinful about it man.. it was still moving and struggling when we put it into the hot boiling soup.. kinda cruel.. but it really tasted kinda fresh and tasty though.. hahaha

going to watch the day after tomorrow with my 77 classmates tmr. its really been a long time since i met them man.. almost 2 months.. i rem the last time going out with them was like just before i enlist and *volaz* i'm going to POP this friday.. time flies man

Saturday, May 1

din have a very good start this week..

when i 1st stepped into the bunk, my friend shouted RAT! instinctively i asked "where??"
"into your cupboard!" was the reply i got... wad the hell!! very carefully, i opened my cupboard and almost immediately the rat jumped out and scurried away to dunno where... everyone spent like 1/2 hr trying to find the rat but still can't find it...

as i returned to my cupboard to unpack my stuff.. to my horror, i found rat droppings on my clothes and my cereal packaging apparently broken by the rat.... damm sianz!!! wad the F*** so sway!! so i had to take out everything from my cupboard and disinfect/wash everything... and wads worse i was caught by sgt for not sleeping after lights out.. fortunately he was nice enough not to do anything to me if not i would be down for guard duty now...

den the next day... the stupid PC choose me to be the platoon iC.. i such a chao slacker everytime do things take my time one den now ask me to be platoon ic who has to rush ppl to fall in... wad a joke. fortunately think i did a fine job la hahaha.. everyone was quite cooperative heh... so not a v difficult task and evrything kinda went smooth for me... just found it quite ironic that i dun exactly wan to go into sispec or ocs yet they choose me.. where they are so many ppl who are dying to have an opportunity to perform.. i just wanna slack through my army life.. =P

hope to catch a movie later... my usual 4-8 peeps like not free today... sianz.. think the stupid tekong bug has really hit me... my throat feels sore and my voice is so "sexy" and husky... can't stand...

would be missing in action for the next 2 weeks... next week field camp not booking out... hope everything will be fine.. hope i dun fall sick!!

having trouble deciding between life sci and bioengineering.. could someone be kind enough to advise me.. sian kinda accepted the fact that i can't be a doctor... unless 1/2 a million dollars drop from the sky and allow me to study med overseas.. sighz

think thats abt all cya guys 2 weeks later