UPDATES!

MA2 was pretty tough but i'm just glad its over. Now, the only thing im hoping for is that i do not fail the paper and that's the only thing that's stopping me from throwing away ALL my accounting notes. Boo :(

Next and final paper: Business law. Open book exam, so I am praying it is not as tough!

For those of you who still rmb what i do to destress........

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okay haha sorry i just had to post this somewhere :P

Goodnight all, shall post on NOISE Singapore soon!

2 more papers, and mugging like mad for accounting.

Dont know if i have time for law.

Not complaining! gonna do my best, do it well, get it done and over with.

YAY!

Its left with 2 more papers, and my poly life is over and done with.

Feels just like ytd that i was ranting and complaining about how i dislike poly.

Come to think of it? I've grown up

So, so much.

Much, much more

More than anything else.

:')

SingFlea, 17th March, SEE YOU THERE!

SOOOOOO....

My very first gig in 2012, tgt with Bryan (not Brian). Confusing yes. Bryan (with the Y) is another friend of mine who went to the auditions with me because Brian (with the I, which is aka my male vocalist) wasn't free/he didnt want to.

SO yes, we are one of the 5 acoustic bands selected. Magazines are gonna be there. Could this be my big break? ;) hahahah!

Kinda like this photo. Bryan and I! @east coast park.

So yes, more covers are going to be done, and i'm not gonna procrastinate anymore this year. Need more demos!

See what I meant when I said this is gonna be my best year yet? ;))

"Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget I beg, I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead."

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Just found out that my last paper is on the 27th Feb and im E-X-C-I-T-E-D!

WHich means less than a month's time, i'm unofficially graduating from TP. Away from all poly life, and into the working world. People are asking me "So what are your plans after poly?"

WELL! I've enrolled myself into the School of Theology, AKA SOT. Its by CHC. For those who don't know what it is...

"School Of Theology (SOT) is a full-time Bible college started in 1994 with the purpose of training up potential pastors and missionaries to establish strong local churches in their own cities and nations. This purpose is specifically and practically spelt out in the Mission Statement of City Harvest Church: "To build churches with a strong spiritual atmosphere of faith and purity, where every member is released into ministry, discipled in the Great Commandment, to obey the Great Commission."

It'll be a 6 months course, and I know and I know its going to be good. VERY GOOD.

Hey so technically speaking, i'll still be studying till September. Just not in any unis... yet :) still considering if I shoudl go overseas or just try it out here locally first. We'll see how everything goes. Time to start on my assignments. Not complaining! Getting it done and over with. IM EXHILARATED!

TGIF lovelies! XX.

Days are passing way too fast.

Too. Fast.

By 6 Feb, i would have completed and submitted every single of my mega projects; all 4 of them. That's like, in 2 weeks' time.

By 6 Feb, there will be no more projects left for me to do anymore. Well, at least until I enter uni, which is a indefinite period of time.

Reminiscing the times where I actually feared entering poly, the times I kept whining to J and he had to reassure me again and again. That must have been quite tiring eh. hahaha. but look where I am now - Senior Year. Graduating officially in 4 month's time. The times where I cried to my pillow, screaming why is poly life like that, refusing to get out of my "bubble" world. And when finally I had to, things started to happen.

The growing up process, the moulding period. It wasn't near easy, but I crawled out of every situation somehow, and got through them. I am REALLY grateful to the every individual that has made an impact in my life. That few individual whom I hold reallly close to to my heart, and they know who they are. Ones that were there during my lowest low, there when i failed my practical driving test, there when I had issues with my classmates that seemed unresolvable at that time, there when all i needed was to just rant it out to someone all the anguish and disappointment that was in me.

Yes, if you thinking "Is it me?" It is probably you. No, IT IS you. You are one of them :) Even if you think i might have forgotten, no. People like jane who was one of the sweeeeetest year 2 classmate of mine, i still keep her close to my heart. Whatmore those that are still closer to me?

Its through everything that I really start to appreciate and cherish my friends alot. Because its at this age where suddenly, friends around you might just have motives when they approach you and want to be your friend. And i really learn that my true friends are just THAT few who has been there for me, gone through not just the ups, but the downs in my life tgt w me.

I guess its through the growing up process that it reveals to me who I actually am. Ever since my year 3 class issue, my confidence has dropped like mad. Somehow, I can no longer stand and present as confident as I was in the past. I can no longer voice out what I really want to say. Not that i'm conforming to anything of any sort. It's just the self-confidence. But i'm slowing picking up, slowly learning once more to be who I am.

I used to think that I'd be happier if i'm everybody's friend, and not being close to anyone. But then I realized subconsciously, I'd be labelled as the "Always-there", "Only-if-I-have-no-one-else" and the "extra" friend. No, i'm not trying to imply anything here, but I'm just saying that I'm thankful I have people behind me, picking me up if I refuse to stand when I fall, and always being an encourager and a motivator.

The next 2 weeks are gonna be hell, but I've been through situations worse than this. Looking forward to the next phase of life already. YAY!

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BTW, i'm going to enroll myself in SOT - School of Theology 2012. Gonna be life-changing, and its gonna be my best year yet :) nights xx.

This week is a superrrrr crazy week.

Test after test, project after project. Crazily tight schedule. To make things worse? I'm sick.

Officially fallen sick.

I dont get it hahaha when im working, im seldom sick. BUT once i study, my immune system becomes so weak and then I fall sick so easily. Tsk.

At work now, shop's a lil quiet. the Tuesday curse hahaha.

OKAY wanted to update for the sake of those who still reads my blog. I promise the next entry will be more exciting hehe.

Today was quite fruitful. Good start to my 2012.

Not sure if i've mentioned before, but today I finally got to meet Spruce, Brian's friend who is an awesome saxophonist. Its interesting because i expected him to be more dao, but he's really nice and super friendly. Not to mention, super humble.

Also met Brian's classmates, Nadiah and Daryl, as well as a pianist Jevon. In all, there were like 6 musicians in the house. Honestly I was quite intimidated. Nadiah is a good singer as well, and plus Spruce is around. I just lost all, and literally, all my confidence just dropped to like.. rock bottom?

But wellll eventually with the support from my bestf after she sent me a msg, I just realized that I had to have the confidence. Soooooooo we came up with a recording in the end. Its a super inprompto one, but decent at least. Recorded it with Nadiah - Realize by Colbie Caliat.

Had dinner with Brian and Spruce and we just chit chatted, and S really taught me quite a few stuff. Took a bus back with him as well and he really did taught me alot of stuff.

"Never reach the stage of complacency, where you think you are good enough. - You never are and you'll always have to keep working hard. We are all still learning, even myself. Dont ever reach that stage of no return."

I really took away alot, alot, alotttt. I dont know how to emphasize it. But i'm just really am blessed.

S: "One day someone will come and ask me "hey you know who's Germaine?" and i wanna say "I know her". Also, one day someone will ask you if you know Spruce, and you'll be able to say you know him!"

really laughed out loud. Indeed 2012 will be a better year yet, with more covers done, more works. NO TIME TO BE LAZY GER!

Happy New Year! :)