I want a new blogskin. Blogskin.com is under renovation. Perfect.

My knees are weird. My past knee injury is only supposed to hurt if I don't stretch and warm-up properly. I doesn't hurt when I train or play, only when I'm deprived of it, apparently. It hurts like ARGHH, stupid frozen knee.

Countdown to freedom : approximately 18 hours.

I regret not doing this earlier. Now I have two to answer.

The PEOPLE who tagged you were:
* Nurril Hirfana, Shamsydar Ani

2. Your relationship with them:
* The most kecoh, can NEVER shut up, wacky bunch of classmates and buds IN THE WORLD

3. 5 Impressions you have of her:

Fana
-smart
-bitchy
-pretty?
-weird
-PHOTOGENIC BAYBEE. lol

Sham
-bloody outgoing
-lame
-social butterfly
-bubbly
-consistantly high on ganja. hahaha

4. Most memorable thing they have done for you:
* Fana - lug around my laptop when i had to rush off for a match and meet me later to retrieve it.

Sham - WILL bring me to gigs! lol

5. Most memorable words they said to you:
* Fana - Correct correct! *in her mama slang of course =)*

Sham- her snorts. LOLOLOLOLOLOL

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
* freak from sham's lame jokes and fana's consistant blaring hip-hop music

7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improved on will be:
* fana - lose the touchyness lol

sham - lame jokes! hahahahahaha.

8. If they become your enemy, you will:
* die in JC. i swear.

9. If they become your enemy, the reason will be:
* PMS and untold bitch-ery hahaha

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for them now is:
* teach them how to play floorball? hahahahahaha. that's all i can offer. lol

11. Your overall impression of them is:
* the best bunch of people to look forward to seeing in school =)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
* crazy. weird. random

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
* sociable?

14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is:
* lazyyyy

15. The most ideal person you want to be like is:
* my mummy!

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
* DO THIS THING CAUSE I HAD TO =)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you
wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Natasha
2. Farahyn
3. Haliim
4. Sarah
5. Ray
6. Zahh
7. Fana AGAIN
8. Sham AGAIN
9. Jan Rick
10. HAHA. SYAM!

Who is no 6 having relationship with:
* she's single the last time i spoke to her. which was at vivo at the beginning of the year. LOL

Is no.9 male/female:
* obviously female. OKOK. male. haha

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing:
* if i really wanna busted, their kids will be the same colour as they are. LOL

When you last chat with no 3.:
* last night

What kind of music that no 8 likes:
* INDIE

Does no.1 have any siblings:
* Yup. they ALWAYS drive her up the wall. LOL

Will you woo no 3:
* uhhhhh. no. lol

How bout no 7:
* how about the other way round? aha

Is no 4 single:
* HELL NO. Hello classmate-who-is-currently-dating-my-sec-sch-bud. lol small world huh.

What's the surname of no 5:
* Wahid wahid. Lol

What's the hobby of no 4:
* going to the toilet. HAHAHAHAAH

Do no 5 and 9 get along:
* they LOOOOOOOVE each other. AHAHAHA

Where is no 2 studying at:
* teeeeeepeeeeeeee

Say something casual about no 1:
* EH BECKHAM. hahahahaha

Have you tried developing feelings for no 8:
* Sham? LOL. you my friend. hahahaha

Where does no 9 lives:
* tampines

What color does no 4 like:
* red

Are no 5 and 1 best friends:
* nada. friends maybe. haha

Does no 7 like 2:
* they've never met. but i think they can work it out.

How did you get to know no 2:
* MADRASAH

Does no 1 have any pets:
* do her siblings count? she treats them like one. hahaha!

Is 7 the sexiest in the world?
* I'm so much SEXIER THAN YOU FANA BANANA. hahaha

Well. That was fun. Hahaha.

1 paper to go. And it's my fave subject : MATHS!
GEYLANG here I come!

6 down, 3 more to FREEDOM!

I can't imagine not seeing you everyday.

I'm loving blue elephants with green ears. Random. =) Fana, that tagging thing I malas ah. Hahaha. WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE MUGGING. LOL. I can't wait for monday. First time in 2 years I actually get to enjoy Hari Raya. SO EXCITING.

I smell nice. Courtesy of someone.

Oh my. The baking, the terawih, the cookies, harisa, DUIT RAYA, catching up with old buds. Oh boy.

My Baba just got home. Got me baju =) and invaluable advice. In case some of you don't know, I didn't even attempt a 25 mark essay question for econs. I completely forgot to do it. So I brooded over it. Ended up in Ikea with Sham, Fana and Zahrah. Haha, laughed and laughed like mad. Made me completely forgot about what just happened earlier that day =). I told my mum about the incident after I produced a cactus I bought for her at Ikea. Haha. I tell my mum everything, at least most of it. So when my dad got home he said this to me:

"In life you will meet many screw-ups. Sure you screwed up this time and no doubt there's bound to be more. If you choose to be remorseful about the past which you can't control, your future obstacles will be affected, and one by one you will screw them up. So don't brood over what you don't have control over. Brood over what you can: the future."

How sweet huh? And he just randomly came into my room and said all that. Haha. I love my Baba. =)

Oh and something else just propped up which I won't even bother typing about. You should be ashamed of yourself. Sheesh. Fancy having the nerve to say such things. God knows what goes through your head. Gahh.

Huns, just to let you know, I think you're very very smart. Just like my Baba said to me, it applies to you too ok? So don't be disheartened and work on those grey areas. I have faith you can do it, just like you had for my promos =) And Famous Amos awaits! Hahaha. <3

Oh, and I forfeited my Pre-U Sem emcee role. I can't commit. It looks damn fun and useful if I do plan to go into media. Just can't commit. Floorball has to come first anytime. =)

I can't wait for Raya. Lots to do, from curtains to my black baju raya. *grins* to the annual water bomb fiasco to my beloved harisa. *Selamat, hari raya lalalalalalalalalalala. * Lol.

Wish me luck for Lit and Maths papers. And pray for my promotion! Haha.

Chaos

Don't get me wrong but seriously, ever heard of the phrase "reading too much into it"? Reading between the lines is a skill which I really salute you for but PLEASE. Is it just so hard to just take it on the surface once in a while? Is it because of the recent misunderstanding that you wanna pinpoint and suddenly accuse me of such remarks? It was meant as a joke, notice the winking smiley beside it? Why the hell will I place such a positively-connoted sign next to a negative-connoted statement? That's like saying "I hate you" and putting a heart next to it. Like HELLO? What is wrong with you? Can't you just take a joke for once? It was meant to be a sarcastic remark and you were supposed to laugh about it. I gave you my explanation why and you were laughing along til I mentioned the miscommunication part. And you try to make a comeback at me by dedicating numerous paragraphs to prove me wrong? That's your main objective huh, to prove me wrong? You can never lose can you? You have always tried to outdo me and overshadow me in your attempt to prove that you were better than me. Now I question your modesty, whether it was for real or if it was a superficial act to get me to think you were better than me.

You know what, I won't even bother. You're not worth it. I know you're gonna be super pissed when you read this. You'll do what you always do when you lose to me: your mood disappears ad your temper flies. So typical of you. You're not helping you know. With promos around the corner, I expected a little support from you. Sure you did offer to pray for my promotion which I really appreciate, but this entire misunderstanding is really petty and out of hand and most importantly, NOT HELPING MY MOOD TO STUDY. If you had just laughed it off, this won't even be a situation and you won't be pissed at me now. Remember the WINKING SMILEY ok.

It's possible that the misunderstanding and the post were not linked at all, but the very fact that you downgraded me and posted about it to prove me wrong? I draw the line there.

What's your come back now? An entire essay on my temper and how bitchy I can be? I hate this kind of super-emotional posts. It gets people talking, it publicizes 'disputes' and nothing is gained in the long run. But really, if you could turn that remark into a post, what more me?

This is one super pedas post. I'm gonna apologize because I feel that my remark could have been more sugar-coated, "but for God's sake", do yourself a favour and learn to give in once in a while.

I miss typing.

Things have been brightening up lately. Remarks from STs and positive feedback. A promotion is on its way people! A huge relief to look forward to.
I was doing my GP AQ on online shopping just now, and it made me realise that persuasion is the key in A levels. How you argue, not how long your essay is or how much content is in it, is the underlying factor that awards you your grade. I know this makes me sound super bimbotic, but please. Many of you will know how slow/blur/sotong I am. There you go. I hear a giggle and a convinced "YES!" somewhere. *shrugs* Just to let you know, Miss Fau almost awarded me 5 out of 9. YES AH!

I wonder how life would have changed if I was born a few hours later. New Years Eve baby here remember? I would not have met my closest buds. VERY IMPORTANT OK. I might not have picked up floorball as Glendon and Farah K asked me to, I would not have gone to JC as I probably would have been influenced by some minahs in my batch and end up in ITE. I wouldn't have met some people who really impacted my life.

Louis (MJChoir) was asking me just now, "Would you die without floorball?" Hmmm.... I gave a very convincing nod of my head. I won't be so fit probably. I won't have gone to play for Pasirian and meet all kinds of people, *ehem* Louis *ehem* LOL. I wouldn't have gone to MJ cause that was what got me in. I won't be a Meridian Leader. I won't be able to understand what it likes to be a champion *winks*. I won't be so proud of a sport and say that "HEY! Floorball rocks" anytime anywhere. I won't have met a lot of friends. I won't be playing in Singapore Schools and got my colours award. *ehem* I won't have experienced a lot of things. With just this sport that I've played for 7 years. *sighs* Time flies huh. That is how much it means to me. And I don't think I'll stop anytime soon =)

I want to watch a movie.
After promos Farah, after promos.

I just needed to rant somewhere.

I suck at bola. Random.

OH MY GOD. I need to publicize this. I scored a goal against SHUKRI. And the best part was, IT WENT BETWEEN HIS LEGS. HAHAHAHAHA. Loser =) Feels good to gloat you know. SHUKRI IF YOU'RE READING THIS I MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY. Later can minta maaf ok? Hahaha.

I need my stamina back. After promos Farah, after promos.

Ok Farah, Countdown: 4 more days. You can do this!

Standard Chartered Marathon Volunteering.
Floorball Jacket.
Floorball.
Mindmaps for next year.
Extreme shopping.
Update my overdue iPod.
More floorball.

After promos.


I'm in the school library; mass printing with Fana, Zahrah and Sham.

I miss Natasha. And Farahyn. I miss all my buds who I've practically ignored or lost contact due to this god-forsaken O-level-number-2. But it's brought me closer to my school buds, and I'm thankful for that. Don't worry, I'll like catch up with the rest of you pretty soon ok? Don't be surprised if I randomly msg you.

Singapore Schools both guys and girls have championed Singapore Floorball League Division 2 Men's and Women's respectively. Expected, but nice to hear we've won it fair and square. Those trips to Bukit Merah Sec and RP were worth it. I think I've improved significantly. Met my quota of scoring at least 1 goal for every game I played. I played 6 out of 9 games so far, and scored 7. So I'm proud of myself. =)

Oh. And did I mention I have a tendency to RUN AWAY? More random, *winks*

Happy fasting people. Enjoy Ramadhan while it's here.

Life can be so unpredictable. One moment I'm as eclectic a bird and the next I could be chasing after a dog with a chopper in my hand and the grimripper in the other. Brutal huh, imagine me in my MJ uniform with my crazy hair and small frame coupled with my most agitated look. Oh boy.

Then again, I am enjoying life. I owe it to a couple of people, you know who you are =) Makes life something to look forward to everyday. Unlike SOME people who choose to make my evil side come a little too early instead of being unleashed before my stressed-out-period, also known as "A" Levels next year. I can be quite bitchy when I'm aggravated. But when I'm stressed too? Scurry out of here as fast as your legs could carry you. I'm warning you. It'll be the most HORRIFIC sight you've ever seen in your entire life, which happens to be ironic cause you're having the best time ever.

Enlighten me as to why I telling you all this. Anyone?

Ramadhan's finally here. Forgive me for my past mistakes. If I said anything or did anything that hurt you people, I sincerely apologize. Its time to 'rejuvenate' and cleanse ourselves as we embody this holy month. All bad actions, words etc, leave it aside for the time being; hopefully it'll become permanent overtime. Amin.

So weird that I just said something that could put G.W. Bush. to shame; the above brutalities? HAHAHA. Ok, no link. Happy fasting people!

And one more thing. I need an academic boost.

I was tagged by Ray =)

List the top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. My lovable future hubby =)
2. Good health for me and my family and friends (damn cliche I know)
3. A spot on the national team? hmmmm
4. gorgeous fashion sense
5. And all the money I need to last a lifetime of clothes, shopping and donations =)

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you was?
Ray

2. Your relationship with him/her?
My sec sch bud who somewhat got me where I am today =)

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Super bitchy, in a good way heh
Smart
to be honest, a little nerdy when I first met her. (SORRY RAY! )
flat. LOL
I cant think of anything else. lol

4. The most memorable word he/she said to you?
JU-miah! LOLOLOLOL

5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Obviously be gay and all the guys in the world will lose out =P

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
More sociable probably, im a social butterfly! and I always bump into people while she waits at the side for me to finish gabbering =)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Not be in MJ, seriously. She was the one who wanted to go to JC so much, influence la eh. Now I'm in JC and someone else is in poly. hah! and I'll probably die too.

8. If he/she becomes you enemy, the reason would be?
She found out I was gay. LOL

9. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her?
Oreo Cheesecake dudeeeee. Haha

10. Your overall impression of him/her?
Best bud to have in sec 4, anytime =)

11. How do you think people around you feel about you?
Annoying, talkative, unable to shut up. Consistently hungry. Yeah.

12. The characteristics that you love about yourself?
Politeness =)
Sociable baybee haha

13. On the contrary, the characteristics that you hate about yourself?
Damn lazy. Always complaining.

14. The most ideal person you want to be?
My mummy. Haha

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people
Farahyn
Haliim
Jan Rick
Danny
Fizah
Yu Ye
Sham
Sarah
Sari
and you! =)

I think hugs are important. It makes me feel tons better when I'm down, and it shows when someone cares for me. Haha, very random yes, but nevertheless important. Don't you think so? I mean yeah, it seems like a little too close for comfort, but if it's someone close I don't exactly see what's wrong. It's a gesture to show that he/she cares. Ok. you really wanna know what influenced this?

click here

I came across it on youtube, a very touching video.

With promos around the corner, and more importantly A levels, I think everyone could use a hug once in a while =)

1. New Stick Bag
2. New Lightweight Blade THAT WILL NOT CRACK.
3. Deep Washed Straight Legs. Levi's Size 4 =) ( Skinnies make by butt look bigger)
4. Haircut.
5. B&J's Chocolate Fudge Brownie or Swensen's Sticky Chewy Chocolate
6. FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND TICKETS
7. Promotion! I don't wanna be retained =(
8. Singapore Schools promoted to Div 1 League next year. (which I guess is pretty much settled.)
9. Cookies!
10. Shakespeare's Merchant of Venice
11. Anna Sui Dolly Girl on the Beach
12. Australia? Hmmmmm.
13. Time.
14. Krumpler Knapsack.
15. Off with my retainers.
16. PW!!!!
17. Adidas Black Shorts I saw at Cine
18. Birkenstocks
19. Canon Powershot S100 Digital Ixus
20. Sun surf sand or snow. I'm not picky.

After promos. After malay. After bloody PW.

Enough emo-ing. Time to get the show on the road. PROMOS! Study study study. 21 more days til my first paper.

FFAF is coming to Singapore AND I WANNA GO! Dang the stupid high prices. 75% of the tickets are wiped clean off from the shelves. $85 to watch them? Worth it? I wonder.

Be prepared to face the same post for quite a while. Reminds me of O levels. Hahaha. A levels makes O's look like a math professor doing a number bond sum. Haha. I miss floorball, Pesta to look forward to on Weds, 10am and D'Marquee Downtown East.

Ramadhan's coming soon. Time to reflect and recuperate mistakes, and brace myself for a month full of all things good. I hope. Pray for me people.

Productive study time is all I need. I can do this man, yeah! Hah, a little positive reinforcement goes a long way ;)

toodles~

I miss floorball.
I need floorball now.
Game to look forward to tmr, SMU Foxes vs Singapore Schools. TSH 2pm.
Silas and gang '24 hour' floorball-athon at the church near my house at 7pm tmr till next day.
Pesta Sukan next week.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I need floorball NOW. Sheesh.

I'm really sorry ok?

Thanks a bunch for hearing me out during the wee hours of the morning. It's finally settled. No more drama and painful, heart-wrenching moments. I guess it made our friendship stronger? I hope so.