I feel as though I was beaten, whipped, added sugar to and not to forget, chocolate chips. What a stupid analogy.

I understand that it wasn't the best performance. I felt horrible deep deep down and completely disheartened. But I feel that I did not deserve an in-your-face comment to stop what I enjoy doing and not continue doing it for the rest of my life. I respect you as a friend, as someone I can really talk to, but couldn't you have been a little more sensitive and sugar-coat your comment? I mean, people approached me and said stuff about it. It wasn't positive, but it didn't sting like yours. They commented about the chemistry on-stage, the weird scripts, hypothesis of an unrehearsed performance. I took it in and told myself to learn and use these to improve myself, for I have a tendency to just drop what I'm doing and move on instead of learning from them. I told myself when I was leaving the stage, any comments, take it in, don't bear a grudge, thank them and ponder. Everyone else mentioned something about the performance when they saw me, it got on ok til I asked for your opinion. You know I greatly value your judgement, after knowing me for quite a while. You know how much I love doing this. And yet you have the heart to just come on so harsh on me? Call me overdramatic, but do remember I was bracing myself for these critics as I knew how horrible the performance went. To say to stop doing what I enjoy and not doing it for the rest of my life? I thought I knew you somehow, you weren't my best friend, sure, but a close one. You really disappointed me.

Thanks a lot to those who said they liked my 'costume': Divya, Shehzadee, Aradhna and a few others. Thanks to those who tried to cheer me up, Zul, Wan, Zahrah, Fana, Lionel and more. I really apprieciate it.

If you see a Rogue wannabe trooping around school that looks like a hologram during Teachers' Day, run.

I'm in for nothing but pure insanity for the next month of my pathetic existence.

Patroclus and Stelios <3>

I swear I'm in such a bitchy mood. But heck, I wanna blog about my weekend. Friday after school I had malay and econs consultation. woweee. Then I had my Teacher's Day Emcee meeting. ATTENTION PEOPLE! hahaha.

Cheer for me and co-operate k? And I swear I'm such a goon. I didn't know who Jay (my co-emcee) was. He randomly started talking to me at the corridors holding a floorball stick asking me if I'm going to training later. (It just so happened our training and the rehearsal clashed) I was like, "who the hell are you and why are you asking random questions when I AM holding a floorball stick?" LIKE DUH I'M GOING FOR TRG. (no offence Jay, even though you don't know my URL. lol) Only when I saw him strolling in the meeting at 2pm did I realise he was the other emcee I didn't know. GOONS I KNOW.

Ah well. Training later was fun. I scored against Brown. THE MAJOR HIGHLIGHT. hahaha. He gave me the what-the-hell look as though the goal never happened. HAHA. Other than that, I got to bond with the girls better, and finally got most of their names right, something Ms.Seah has to grapple with. LOL. Waited for my mum to pick me up, ended up waiting 2 solid hours, and a nice little chat with Brown, though he can be annoying at times, and Pearlyn and Glendon. Glendon on going about how expensive clubbing is and yada yada. Super funny I tell you, my mum was laughing. Hah.

Saturday morning, went to Sham's place late, heh. Supposed to do our history group work together at 10.30. I woke up at 10.15. Haha. Super fun, me, Sham, Fana and Zahrah, we laughed at the Aussie version of magazines and how its so obscene and disgusting. (One mag had a centre fold of naked men. !!!)

Rushed down to Taka to watch the MJ Floorball girls compete in the NTUC Club Floorball Carnival. Haha, they were super cute. Many had bruised knees at the end of the day. Super proud of them. Even though they didn't go far, they bothered to come and compete anyway. I really appreciate that attitude girls. Everytime someone scored a goal I felt as though I was in the team and we were winning, haha. Tried out freebandy thanks to the BLOODY ANNOYING Enrico. And I got damn embarrassed cause smth happened which I won't elaborate here.

Played with Helio, Silas and gang. Then these two men wanted a 3v3. Me, Yuki and Helio vs them and Eustace. Scored a couple, gorgeous wrists =) wasn't wearing proper shoes so I cant run back in time to defend. Haha. ok, I was playing barefoot. My toe nails got bent and I got Ole-ed 4 BLOODY TIMES. Ah well. Trip to Opera with Silas. Almost missed my stop. Watched a bit of Kungfu Hustle, went home and slept at 1.

1 hour late for my PW meeting at tamp Macs. Settled things super fast, trooped to town to watch the guys compete today. Lost all, sad to say. It's ok. Brought Charlotte with me, she was super awe-ified. Haha. Her first time seeing floorball. Haha. Freebandy again, scored a 75!! hahaha. Super proud of myself. Went to Borders after that and bought my new pencil case, metal one! haha, so me, Charlotte, Grace, Jun, Rox have matching tin cases. SUPER COOL KAN. haha. Esplanade after that to do research with Char. To our utmost dismay, there was absolutely NOTHING on Coco Chanel. Wasted our bloody time, hmph. Emo-ed on the roof terrance. Trooped to MRT back home. Char met her friend, more like long-lost twin sister. She sort of ditched me, but it's ok. We're even cause I dragged you around the floorball carnival. No hard feelings k? I LOVE YOU CHARLOTTE!

That's about it.

TO-DO,
GP Essay, and teacher's day presents.

CHAOS!

FUNFESTIQUE IS OFFICIALLY OVER. One more thing off my mind.

Pasirian training (which hasn't been done in weeks) was hell. I was damn tired from the Combined ITE game on weds, didn't rest enough and was STILL tired on thursday, hence resulting in the inability to run and causing me to slam my stick on the ground to ask for the ball WHICH IN TURN CAUSED MY STICK TO HAVE A WEIRD SOUND WHICH SUGGESTS ITS BROKEN.

My beloved unihoc. GAHHH.

I'm in for a shitty night. Gasp! Yes. Farah is going nuts, crazy, INSANE, kuku, WHATEVER.

Bombarda.

I need my catharsis. IT JUST SO HAPPENS THAT IT'S BROKEN WITH A WEIRD SOUND EVERYTIME I SLAM IT ON THE FLOOR.

Life rocks huh.

Wakeboarding was cool. My arms ache. I'm damn shagged from the numerous "National Day Packages". Promos are in less than 2 months. Singapore Floorball League Division 2 has like 4 more games. Pulau Redang diving may be something to look forward to. I need rest. I need a new blogskin. I need to revise and ace my promos, pronto.

I just realised smth. I left out the most important detail of my life.

MJC FLOORBALL BOYS AND GIRLS ARE

CHAMPIONS

FOR THIS YEAR'S FIRST NATIONAL INTER-SCHOOL FLOORBALL CHAMPIONSHIPS 'A' DIVISIONS!

MJC Floorball Team '07 Girls and Boys

The girls.

credits to Qistina

Cool shit aye? Lots of ups and downs, bonds as a team. I'm really thankful I'm part of the team. From the girls,

Yvette aka LI YIN aka CAPTAIN!!!! or Mrs. Zach. =)

Pearlin aka JAPANESE aka 2nd top scorer!

Michelle aka greeeeeeen lover aka Miss Consoler and Caring =)


Syidah aka Syids aka MY DEAREST TEAMMATE loves *ehem* =)

Louisa aka Louie or Lou aka my fellow lit buddy! Mrs. CJM =)

Rebecca aka becky aka PORCUPINE

Hayati aka Yats aka SHAIKH =)

Siti aka Shiti aka BELOVED DEFENDER or Mrs. Brown =)


Fatin aka Atin aka MISS BALL PICKER. (lol. faisal)

Tabitha aka Tab aka MY BELOVED FORWARD PARTNER
(She looks best in this pic. LOL)

Syahida aka pri sch rival (Xishan Pri) aka The-girl-who-always knows-where-the-ball-will-go.

Kiat Yun aka Tom aka FELLOW LINE DEFENDER

Pearlyn aka Pearls Keeper aka among the most TERROR keepers in A divs
and violent.

Qistina aka BETTY aka Always finding problem with me =)

Renee aka RENNY aka my future VICE CAP! and currenly Bo's new item. LOL

(btw, this was taken after Meridian Leaders' Day '07)

It's been super fun playing with you guys on the team. Really enjoyed myself fooling around and laughing at each other.

Congrats to the guys for fighting and never giving up. You guys really deserve it!

The ever supportive guys and their prize and their games and laughter and chaos and poking fun at whoever is in sight.

J2s, ALL THE BEST FOR A' LEVELS. I love you guys!! =)

love love,
Farah <3

Baybeats 2007 was the best shit ever. I swear. Haven't perspired this much since Good Charlotte (LOL) Ok. So I only enjoyed Caracal and Plainsunset. To be honest, they're the only reason why I came down to Baybeats. Haha. Stentorian's lead singer has a really good voice. Looks a little Arab too. LOL. That's about it. Caracal's guitarists are hot. Haha. I was telling Syam they didn't look much older than us. LOL. Really enjoyed their music. So far that's about it for Baybeats.

Tapestry last week for the Despots. Came late, someone got lost and it so happened I had no idea where we were going. Only managed to listen to the last song. Not bad guys! Just try not to be so dead next time k? Inject a little of your personality into it and you'll be fine.

Phirkhan's got his super big WCG Asian Championships tmr or smth like that. He's very Very VERY good ok. It's at Suntec Convention Centre 602 I think. First game at 10? It's his game la so yeah. His link is down there somewhere. GOOD LUCK PHIRKHAN!! Not that you need it anyway ;)

Ok. I have a throbbing headache, feet and aching ribs. My mum just asked me why my clothes are so wet. Haha. Die. OK CHAOS!