I've moved.

I hate blogger. I think I'm moving to lj. Damn.

Recently the boys and girls floorball team gleaned both coveted champion trophies in the 2007 National Floorball Competition.

I found this on Wikipedia on the MJ page under CCAs. Cool shit or what. Haha. Random.

And I have the weirdest cousin. We went to Mak's place for dinner 2 nights ago, and Mak himself came out of the kitchen to say hi to my dad. The "Big Boss" dubbed by my dad, came bustling down to all the youngsters, namely my youngest brother and my 2 other cousins about his age. My dad told them that this guy was the "Big Boss" of the restaurant. My coveted cousin replied, " I thought you were the waiter."

Photos from Pearls.


East Zone Colours Award ceremony. In August is it? Can't rmb. Lol


17th Nov: The Standard Charted Marathon we all are volunteering in, the briefing at the grand old dame at bloody 9am on a saturday morning. But heck, time spent with the girls was fun. (: Glendon's bananas. Another legacy. Haha


Went to Valhall for the TFS sale. Not much lah. Most bought blades. Some were damn happy they got to see Bao Ren. Oh and we saw Wei Siang! Haha. Poor guy in NS. Lol. There are OBVIOUSLY more photos. Waiting for some to send them. More photo commentator-imitations coming up as soon as I get photos. Oh, the Lime Sonic Bang was after this. PHOTOS!

It's amazing how mood-swings can get the better of you.

I am so sorry about training just now. Trooping in half an hour late is something I do not like to associate myself with. I stand strongly behind punctuality, and when I fail to do so, damn, that's wrong. And yeah. PMS really sucks man. Doesn't help that the food last night could have been potentially hazardous, but tummy aches too make the frown my new best friend. Gahh. Apology after apology, sooner or later it's gonna get saturated.

I'm listening more to 'oldies' now. Not your-mum-and-dad-era oldies but I'm listening to like Avenged Sevenfold's older songs, Yngwie Malmsteen and Metallica again. A7X's MIA brings back old memories of secondary school. Especially cause it was Zaim's old handphone's ringtone, the solo. And Fade To Black, classics ,the guys used to play last time everytime they got their hands on a guitar. Or even Sum 41's music last time. I remember Hasfi borrowing my Chuck CD when I first bought it. Scary to think how fast time flies.

Let's see, I'll be perfectly honest and frank, albeit embarrassed. I listened to boybands last time in primary school. There, I said it. Laugh, go ahead. Call me kental. I remember cause I still keep my old CDs. Westlife, Backstreet boys, N'sync, omg. How embarrassing.

Then my pop-ish era in Sec 1 and 2. If I'm not wrong Rihanna's Pon De Replay was hot, and I can't remember the other songs I loved in sec 1 and 2. Sugababes? Eeeewwwww.

So yeah. I don't know how I could digress to my history of music, but heck. Music holds much memories. This is what happens if you don't update your iTunes and end up listening to whatever songs you could find in your computer. I'm listening to The Killers now can you beat that? Mr.Brightside.

I think the guys and girls of MJ Floorball have bonded. Haha. Thanks to the chalet and forfeits. Diarrhoea is another souvenir. But I had so much fun at the chalet last night, missed laughing so much. Haha. Combined school chalet later. College team chalet next week. Really looking forward to that one. Hee.

And I have a repulsive pimple on my right cheek. Say hi to deformity number 398.

I'm gonna upload last night's videos soon, why restrict laughter when you can share it with everyone, especially if it's embarrassing for some people, *cough* Renee *cough* and not for you. Haha. Oh don't worry, there's a long list of people who's face is gonna turn red. Heee.

Hola. I love Natasha. Haha. What a way to start a post, but NAT! DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO PUT A TESTY THAT MADE ME SOUND LIKE AN UNEDUCATED MINAH? Even though that was freaking 3 years ago. Scary huh.

I wonder if you people actually take time to reflect to see how far you've come and compare yourself to what you were then. I do. And sometimes it gets so vivid, it borderlines uncanny. Why? Awe because I'm proud to see how far I've come, and scary to think that I could have actually gone awry at a very young age. Sure there are people more successful than me or who have made a greater transformation, but I'm happy with who I am. I guess, although I still have a few things to work on.

I think I owe an apology to some people. Mainly cause I think I have gone over the quota of arrogance. I know it'll sound sincere if it's done face-to-face so that's exactly what I'm gonna do. But if I miss anyone out, here's an apology if I committed some errors that made me look arrogant. Do note I'm trying my best to change and do forgive me. (:

Kadir's gig at DXO was weird, cool, annoying and simply stupid. Ok, I'm a loser ok, that was my first gig. But kinda cool cause of the location. Weird cause I was sticking out like a sore thumb mainly due to dressing. There's always a bunch of emo kids there, or as Kadir calls them "wannabes". I was content with jeans and a t-shirt. Jacket to keep me warm inside. Annoying because considering the fact that I meet some of Kadir's friends for the 1st time, 4 people have happily jumped on the wagon called lets-pick-on-Farah-and-see-her-reaction-that-can-make-us-pick-on-her-some-more.
I swear, sometime I wish I could just slap them quiet. Stupid cause Kadir was making a fool of himself on stage. "Adrenaline". Sure Kadir, what ever you say. There was this mama guy who looks like he got possessed or something. Haha, and the way some people danced were like stupid? No, UNIQUE. Hahaha. One vocalist was singing with his arm under his armpit. HAHA. (: I had fun though. So no regrets despite a souvenir of ringing ears.

Chalets! Whee. Starbucks Ray, WHEN?! And Lime Sonic Bang next week. I doubt I'm going for the J1 bash, and I heard counselors are getting a little desperate. Ok, mouth shut, just gossip. Then again, us floorball girls thrive on gossip don't we. Hahaha.

Chaos people.

Farah - keep playing floorball, captain floorballer. WAHAHAHAHA.

That is so typical Martin for you. Haha. I will miss him and his loud jokes. And his annoying self. HAHA. Such a pity lah. Ah well. You'll ace next year Martin, I'm so sure of it.

Anyway. Chalets to look forward to. Gigs! Hahaha. Major shopping. Starbucks. When will I start. GOD. And ok, this may sound a little selfish but I am kinda looking forward to my birthday next month. Haha. After what happened last year I don't want history to repeat itself. Scary to even think about it. Don't ask too. Too long a story.

Less than 2 weeks to go? 11 days to be exact (:

Training yesterday was fun. Can you believe it, I can miss training over the weekend. Hahaha. That's funny laa. Anyway, queensway after that with Pearls, Renee, Louisa, XY and Lydia. Jackets are posing a little problem, but should be okay la. Someone keeps complaining that girls, when we go out to buy something, we come home with it, and tons of other stuff. Tsk. Ok fine. We came back with shorts, shoes and other stuff. Pearls got her court shoes at a steal at 44 bucks. Basket. Haha. Major gossip session. Hahaha.

I &R is a bloody waste of time.

Physical training later at 8. Bloody circuit test I guess. My stamina has been horrendous lately. Tsk.

Tons of things to do after that, movie marathon and stuff.

Ok, I&R draft 2 awaits.

My tummy aches. Not from PMS or cramps. I'm not sick either. My tummy aches because it controlled my laughter. (talk about anti-climax)

Half an hour ago, my mum told me to ngaji. or read the Holy Qur'an. I grabbed my stuff and settled down with my grandmother. My grandmother, or as I call her baba, has a little problem with her eyesight. So while I make mistakes reading, she sometimes 'corrects' my reading when in fact it was already correct. It is super funny when I correct her instead. And she laughs at my own mistakes at reading which can be funny at times. So the result is pelts of endless laughter throughout my little reading session.

At one point, she sounded exactly like the father of Rose crying in the movie Seniman Bujang Lapok when Ramlee, Ajis and Sudin were at the graveyard 'meditating' and ignoring the father while Rose was being kidnapped. Of course she was laughing and not crying. That made me laugh like ten times louder. Trips to the toilet to relieve ourselves. Oh my. Never in my life have i laughed so much when just reading for half an hour.

This made me realize how important my baba is to me. Heh. I like to pick on her a lot. Mainly cause she's smaller than me and her reactions sometimes are super funny. I had so much fun just now, it amazes me to see something supposedly monotonous subverted to be super fun by her. And it's not like the Qur'an was changed or anything just that session. It's the company man. And I owe that to my baba. Sweet now isn't she.

People usually don't associate much with their grandparents nowadays, except probably during the festive season. I'm kinda blessed to see all my grandparents fairly often. To be honest, I didn't like to hang out much with my baba. Boring was usually the reason. But after today, I think I would jump at every opportunity to see her. Be it picking on her or just plain talking to her, I know that she knows that I love her very much (:

PS. SHEIKHA!! I DO NOT FLOORBALL WAY TOO MUCH!!! IT'S JUST THAT EVERYTIME YOU PLAN SOMETHING IT CLASHES! SO DON'T SAY THAT OK! And I miss you pantat! Get a tagboard for your blog la. Then I can spam! Hahaha. I wanna scream with you in reality. Not in the virtual world. LOVES!

As promised, jalan raya photos. More to come, that's all I've got.






Cousins! (:




Whee. More to come (:

I feel like the world is dying on me. Like the feeling that everyone's backs are against you? Its not obvious, but you just have this gut feeling something's wrong. I want it to change, but I don't know what to do. Exposure to guy's lifestyles in sec sch too much has it's consequences. I'm so screwed.

On a lighter note, OP's over and I feel like I just finished serving my jail term. Cooped up in school day and night, sleepless nights too and the pain of torture: the need to complete quality work. It's over. IT'S OVER!! Time to finally catch up on my old buds and rekindle the lost bond. Rekindle sounds wrong. Did I use it appropriately? Correct me if I'm wrong.

Hari raya outing on Saturday last week with the sec sch mates was the most fun I've had in ages. Met Shafiq and Syam at Pasir Ris Mrt before heading to small mac half an hour late. Most people brought their other halves, so I was like among the few girls without spouses. Ah well.

The day progressed, I LOVED FIE'S HOUSE THE MOST. All antiques, from the fan to a uber cool gramophone in the living room. And chocolate fondue. OMG. The icing on the cake. His brother is a bloody genius I swear. Haha. And something happened at the bustop that was super hilarious, it tickles me now when I even think about it. Haha. Funniest shit ever. Reached home considerably early, 11? Compared to 12 plus previous years. Everyone was damn tired. Ton here and there. Kekek la deyy.

Kinda sad my girlfriends couldn't make it. Ray, Faz and Mar. Ray sick, Faz open house, Mar I don't know. I miss Ray the most. Haven't seen you in ages la bodo.

Anyway, it turned out I was like the only girl from my batch who lasted the whole day. Proud of myself ok. Those heels were a bloody pain to walk in.


I'm in love with this recitation of this tiny Muslim boy reading the Yaasin.



Click here if you can't see the video.

Makes you feel damn enlightened and stupid at the same time. For me at least. I mean, he's what? 8, 9 years old? Amazing. Notice how melodious his voice is. Can't help going "WAHH" after hearing him start. Lol. Credits to Haliim for that.

I'm off to enjoy now. To the respective groups of people, all the best for OP! And the rest, hang in there for the big A's!

I need a vending venting machine.

Before I begin I just wanna say I LOVE MJFLOORBALLERS.

I love my girls, to the core. So much fun. Gossiping and sabo-ing Renee are my new favourite pastimes now. Avoiding her slaps and glares are another too. I love my mum, for cooking and allowing us to crash my place like mad. I love my VCR, Jurassic Park's gonna last a while. I love my dad, for helping with the photos.

Tonight meant a lot to me (:

Photos soon. Promise (:

Oh, and I got advanced. I'm a J2 next year! Haha.

Hari Raya was eventful. Easily summed up. I'm not in the best moods to talk about it, but this is the first time in years my maternal cousins are in Singapore to celebrate Hari Raya. So kecoh. Miss them like MAD. We're hopefully going for dinner tonight. Just us cousins, no old people. Haha.

Photos will be up soon. I assure you, as soon as my brother uploads them and gives them to me.

Mr. Chee awaits. PW stinks. Training later. Excited.

Ola (: Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin!

Something's not right this raya. I don't know what, but it seems to be affecting me pretty badly. I fell sick yesterday, threw up and all. My body has been aching for the past week. The fact is, I fall sick very rarely. And on the eve of Raya, wow. Who could have known the odds. Thankfully I'm on the speedy road to recovery, but my aching joints have a long way to go before they're fully healed. And take it from me, NEVER play on a full stomach.

Raya has come, time to meet up with family and friends. I'm so excited.

This post doesn't sound very happy huh. Ah well.

I love photography. As in I can appreciate good photography, but no way am I going into all the technical details. That photog teacher in MJ is like the coolest. He saw me, asked for a thumbdrive, and passed me all photos he had of me. SO SWEET KAN. Here's some. (I can't remember his name. I feel so bad now. HAH)

(Ignore the green face paint. Xin Yun's way of promoting Triton. Indirectly. LOL)

I miss this! Hahaha.


Teachers' Day. *shudders*


One of the photos for the stupid leadership board. I look damn elated. Haha.

There's more la, heck. One more won't hurt right? HAHA


That should be like the poster for the MJ Open House Reach thing. That girl was so cute I swear. Haha. The floorball stick came up to her chin.

Ah well. Promos results suck; simply put. Me and Pearls are in the same boat. I just hope the criteria is moderated or something so I could at least get advanced. Pray for me people.

Hari Raya's coming!!! Like finally (: I'm so excited. I still haven't got my clothes yet. I'm screwed, as usual. Like I said, *ignores SHAIKH and SHUKRI* I wanna ask for forgiveness if I said or done anything harsh to you. If I hurt you physically or mentally, I seek your forgiveness (:

Floorball friendlies to look forward to. Any interested parties feel free to beep me. Latest one with some private American school. Reminds me of UWC. Good old times. HAHA

Need to keep practicing my slapshots. Thank you Lionel! Pearls too.

I'm off to bed. I'll miss the J2s like mad; their last day of school was just now. I can't say this enough but ALL THE BEST FOR A'S!

And *ehem* you too (:

Someone do me a favour. See that shotgun on the table? Just shoot me.

I could have done SO much better. And my bloody carelessness could result in me wasting a year of my precious life. Why are you so dumb, woman. The only consolation is possibly a good grade for maths. Then again, I expected good grades for math during mid-year papers, and got a pathetic D. Amazing how assumptions get your hopes up so high and bring you down so easily, isn't it?

I came across this blog that questioned our reason to live. The person argued that why should we live if we die in the end anyway. I just wanna measure out the pros and cons of living. I'm dead sure this person has no idea who I am, but heck. Sometimes we need to reset our motives and values, like how in a floorball game the defender resets the game behind the goalpost if the opponent's not playing to our speed. Nothing wrong with that.

Pros of living
You get to experience life. You learn new things everyday, learn how to eat, drink, sleep, love. You endure pain and humiliation and it makes you a better and stronger person. You learn endurance, humility, virtue. You experience what its like to do simple everyday things like breathing and talking, nodding your head in agreement or hearing your tummy growl in hunger. You get to feel the soft, smooth texture of silk, and the warmth of a hug. The fuzzy feeling when you see someone special walk by. You get to hear the rustling of the wind through the window. You understand what it's like to have friends and be one. You learn about teamwork, through sports and games, even simple chores such as shifting tables from one end of the hall to another. You see how high a person can get when doing something they really love. You learn to be organized and neat. You see what its like to have faith in someone and see that person excel. You get to breed and bring up your children whom you'll be so proud of when they accomplish something.

(I won't touch religious issues here, for the benefit of others.)

Cons of living
You miss out on the above-mentioned activities and you basically don't exist on the face of the earth.

The one thing that got me thinking is that how can a person question something so precious to all of us. I'm sure she'll be regretting what she said if someone near and dear (possibly her boyfriend) was on his deathbed fighting for life. Notice the sudden watershed here? If no one is in any danger of losing his/her life, it is ok to question our motives of living. But when someone held near to our hearts is in danger of losing their lives aka dying, BAM, pleas to save his/her life comes in, and the motives suddenly become clear. Why is there even the need to question these motives? If you know that we're gonna die anyway, make the best of the time you have now. Why waste it brooding over how you're gonna die and whatnot. The very fact you question these motives suggest that you are one girl who has your priorities completely mashed up. You suicidal or something? Be thankful with what you have; at least you don't have to fight in an ICU for your life.

So please, next time you wanna question your reasons to live, remember one thing; there are millions of other people who would want your life to save someone they love, instead of wasting it on you brooding on whether to live or not.

Well, that's done. I kinda miss GP somehow. And I can't believe I just said that. I hope I didn't offend anyone. Those are my views and if you disagree with them, you are entitled to do so (: Like Mr.Norman Chua said (God bless him), "Opinions are like assholes, everybody's got one."

We're getting our results next week. I'm shit scared, I really hope I get promoted. I mugged my ass off for promos. It'd better be at least passable. I don't wanna end up in Miss.Lai's office begging her to promote me. I'm like the last person on her list to promote. The sad cases of appeal students in MJ. Hai. If only. If only. I hope she leaves school soon. The new principal may allow us to use the hall for floorball trainings now instead of resorting to TSH or Valhall.

I'm reading again, THANK GOD. I kinda like my new blogskin. Haha, Fana claims its too girly for me. Ah well. To those undergoing exams, GOOD LUCK. To those getting results, EVEN MORE GOOD LUCK. To those still holidaying, TO HELL WITH YOU! Kidding, haha. Enjoy them while they last.

I'll blog about open house another time. With pictures I guess. Chaos!

Whee. I finally found a blogskin that allows me to change the background so easily, simple navigations, large post areas and whatnot. The background's kinda complicated cause its all prints and not just 1 photo. Things would have been so much more simpler, but then again you don't always get everything and should settle for the best you can attain (:

My entire body's aching from yesterday. I woke up to the sound of my body cracking from every single tiny move I make in bed. Scary huh. But I had so much fun yesterday, unbelievable. For the record, even my butt hurts ok. I didn't even know that muscle was even possible to ache. Sheesh.

Hari Raya! Wheeee. Now can minta maaf yes? Especially to Shukri and Sheikh. Those two devils. Haha. And to all others, if I have made a mistake or caused you any hurt, physically or mentally, I beseech you for your forgiveness.

While we're at it, does photocopying my colours award and mailing it to my secondary sch teacher-in-charge (who REFUSED to award me the pathetic school's colours award) give him a good IN-YOUR-FACE thrashing? I wanna send it to the HOD of PE too, but she quit already. Stupid tikus. Padan muker gigi patah. Haha. Super basket right. Ah well. I shall be nice and ignore them instead. *crumples the photocopied version of my colours award cert*

1 week to Hari Raya! Chaos people. Hope my new skin is easy to navigate.

I am so wiped. Training was so-so. The girls have improved tremendously. So proud of them. Just need to tweak on certain details *ehem* punctuality *ehem* and skills. Other than that, we can pretty much keep the Challenge trophy gleaming in the GO.

I seriously can't wait for friday to come and end. Open house. Prep was tiring. Left my throat super dry at like 3.30pm. Almost gave up and broke my fast, but sheer mindset and a little prize to look forward to helped me overcome that obstacle; and I thankfully managed to complete my fast.

I'm stoned. Update more later. If I can afford the time. The new school timetable sucks, period. It's like a PW institution all the way. No more vibrancy of contrasting subject, I will just DIE I tell you.

Really, really looking forward to Hari Raya next week. Can you imagine, we've been fasting for like more than 3 weeks. So fast man. Haven't even got my clothes yet! Nyehh.

And btw, Khy I'm really sorry but I just found out about buckethead and I think he rocks. Random. Hah

I wanna sleep. I swear I am SO tired. Pfft. Chaos

OH MY GOD. I have been living under a rock the whole time I swear. Look at the goodies I found on deviantart.com. Super COOL. Credits to them. Oh and your other photos can wait. I wanna show you guys these first.

My favourite is the girl with the firefly and the girl with the headphones. SO COOL. And yes, now you can tag and say "Farah! You are like the slowest most sotong girl on earth." Go ahead, I'm bracing myself for it anyway =)

Oh and Happy Childrens' Day! haha

Wow. This is already my 99th post for this blog. Super fast huh. Anyway.

PROMOS ARE FLIPPING OVER!


Celebrate celebrate celebrate. WHEEEEE.

I'm baking brownies (: and no you ain't getting any. Haha.

Ok back to the emo-ish 99th post time-to-reminisce stuff. I've had this blog since sec 4, I reopened a new one after going MIA on the net in sec 2. It initially started as a place to like put up poems and stuff, but as you know me I can't seem to keep my mouth shut so it turned back into a blog (:

There was one post that really struck me. I have NOT spoken like a minah on this blog as compared to my previous one. I'm very proud of that. But I had no idea what was going thru my head when I was typing out that post. If I'm not mistaken it was in July 2006 about that class CIP cum outing. Typical minah. Eww.

I'm still as lazy as ever to put up photos. Haha. And I need a flair to write. NEED. I look at how some people write, it makes me SO jealous. Just wanna grab their brains out and stuff them in mine.

My 100th post will probably be brimming with overdue photos. Heh. A new start as I progress to the triple digits.

And btw, my friendster account is SCREWED. My first one. I swear. It sends like random comments which can be freaky at times. Faris knows, he kena already. HAHA. It's disgusting laa. Dunno how to stop it. Damn. Someone has spammed friendster. Time to move to myspace! Hahaha

Stupid bloody. I hate spams la. So annoying. And it's like I had so many comments saying hi back. Haha, damn funny. But some are equally disgusting. GAH. Someone help. Haha. SERIOUSLY DAMN THAT VIRUS. I had no idea how I contracted that damned thing, but some others seem to be suffering as well. Ah well. Stupid stupid stupid GAH.

Hai. Sickening I swear. Anyhows. I'm addicted to Anberlin. Thank my younger brother. Their songs are quite good, but they're OLD. Haha. Music's fine, vids and the band member surpass the usual. Quirky in a sense. Haha. Find out more here.

Now with promos aside, time to focus on PW and malay. Enjoy a little, play some floorball (YES!!!) and just let loose a little.

Photos from several events will be uploaded asap. Promise =)

Til then, TIME TO ENJOY!! Wooots

I want a new blogskin. Blogskin.com is under renovation. Perfect.

My knees are weird. My past knee injury is only supposed to hurt if I don't stretch and warm-up properly. I doesn't hurt when I train or play, only when I'm deprived of it, apparently. It hurts like ARGHH, stupid frozen knee.

Countdown to freedom : approximately 18 hours.

I regret not doing this earlier. Now I have two to answer.

The PEOPLE who tagged you were:
* Nurril Hirfana, Shamsydar Ani

2. Your relationship with them:
* The most kecoh, can NEVER shut up, wacky bunch of classmates and buds IN THE WORLD

3. 5 Impressions you have of her:

Fana
-smart
-bitchy
-pretty?
-weird
-PHOTOGENIC BAYBEE. lol

Sham
-bloody outgoing
-lame
-social butterfly
-bubbly
-consistantly high on ganja. hahaha

4. Most memorable thing they have done for you:
* Fana - lug around my laptop when i had to rush off for a match and meet me later to retrieve it.

Sham - WILL bring me to gigs! lol

5. Most memorable words they said to you:
* Fana - Correct correct! *in her mama slang of course =)*

Sham- her snorts. LOLOLOLOLOLOL

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
* freak from sham's lame jokes and fana's consistant blaring hip-hop music

7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improved on will be:
* fana - lose the touchyness lol

sham - lame jokes! hahahahahaha.

8. If they become your enemy, you will:
* die in JC. i swear.

9. If they become your enemy, the reason will be:
* PMS and untold bitch-ery hahaha

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for them now is:
* teach them how to play floorball? hahahahahaha. that's all i can offer. lol

11. Your overall impression of them is:
* the best bunch of people to look forward to seeing in school =)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
* crazy. weird. random

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
* sociable?

14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is:
* lazyyyy

15. The most ideal person you want to be like is:
* my mummy!

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
* DO THIS THING CAUSE I HAD TO =)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you
wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Natasha
2. Farahyn
3. Haliim
4. Sarah
5. Ray
6. Zahh
7. Fana AGAIN
8. Sham AGAIN
9. Jan Rick
10. HAHA. SYAM!

Who is no 6 having relationship with:
* she's single the last time i spoke to her. which was at vivo at the beginning of the year. LOL

Is no.9 male/female:
* obviously female. OKOK. male. haha

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing:
* if i really wanna busted, their kids will be the same colour as they are. LOL

When you last chat with no 3.:
* last night

What kind of music that no 8 likes:
* INDIE

Does no.1 have any siblings:
* Yup. they ALWAYS drive her up the wall. LOL

Will you woo no 3:
* uhhhhh. no. lol

How bout no 7:
* how about the other way round? aha

Is no 4 single:
* HELL NO. Hello classmate-who-is-currently-dating-my-sec-sch-bud. lol small world huh.

What's the surname of no 5:
* Wahid wahid. Lol

What's the hobby of no 4:
* going to the toilet. HAHAHAHAAH

Do no 5 and 9 get along:
* they LOOOOOOOVE each other. AHAHAHA

Where is no 2 studying at:
* teeeeeepeeeeeeee

Say something casual about no 1:
* EH BECKHAM. hahahahaha

Have you tried developing feelings for no 8:
* Sham? LOL. you my friend. hahahaha

Where does no 9 lives:
* tampines

What color does no 4 like:
* red

Are no 5 and 1 best friends:
* nada. friends maybe. haha

Does no 7 like 2:
* they've never met. but i think they can work it out.

How did you get to know no 2:
* MADRASAH

Does no 1 have any pets:
* do her siblings count? she treats them like one. hahaha!

Is 7 the sexiest in the world?
* I'm so much SEXIER THAN YOU FANA BANANA. hahaha

Well. That was fun. Hahaha.

1 paper to go. And it's my fave subject : MATHS!
GEYLANG here I come!

6 down, 3 more to FREEDOM!

I can't imagine not seeing you everyday.

I'm loving blue elephants with green ears. Random. =) Fana, that tagging thing I malas ah. Hahaha. WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE MUGGING. LOL. I can't wait for monday. First time in 2 years I actually get to enjoy Hari Raya. SO EXCITING.

I smell nice. Courtesy of someone.

Oh my. The baking, the terawih, the cookies, harisa, DUIT RAYA, catching up with old buds. Oh boy.

My Baba just got home. Got me baju =) and invaluable advice. In case some of you don't know, I didn't even attempt a 25 mark essay question for econs. I completely forgot to do it. So I brooded over it. Ended up in Ikea with Sham, Fana and Zahrah. Haha, laughed and laughed like mad. Made me completely forgot about what just happened earlier that day =). I told my mum about the incident after I produced a cactus I bought for her at Ikea. Haha. I tell my mum everything, at least most of it. So when my dad got home he said this to me:

"In life you will meet many screw-ups. Sure you screwed up this time and no doubt there's bound to be more. If you choose to be remorseful about the past which you can't control, your future obstacles will be affected, and one by one you will screw them up. So don't brood over what you don't have control over. Brood over what you can: the future."

How sweet huh? And he just randomly came into my room and said all that. Haha. I love my Baba. =)

Oh and something else just propped up which I won't even bother typing about. You should be ashamed of yourself. Sheesh. Fancy having the nerve to say such things. God knows what goes through your head. Gahh.

Huns, just to let you know, I think you're very very smart. Just like my Baba said to me, it applies to you too ok? So don't be disheartened and work on those grey areas. I have faith you can do it, just like you had for my promos =) And Famous Amos awaits! Hahaha. <3

Oh, and I forfeited my Pre-U Sem emcee role. I can't commit. It looks damn fun and useful if I do plan to go into media. Just can't commit. Floorball has to come first anytime. =)

I can't wait for Raya. Lots to do, from curtains to my black baju raya. *grins* to the annual water bomb fiasco to my beloved harisa. *Selamat, hari raya lalalalalalalalalalala. * Lol.

Wish me luck for Lit and Maths papers. And pray for my promotion! Haha.

Chaos

Don't get me wrong but seriously, ever heard of the phrase "reading too much into it"? Reading between the lines is a skill which I really salute you for but PLEASE. Is it just so hard to just take it on the surface once in a while? Is it because of the recent misunderstanding that you wanna pinpoint and suddenly accuse me of such remarks? It was meant as a joke, notice the winking smiley beside it? Why the hell will I place such a positively-connoted sign next to a negative-connoted statement? That's like saying "I hate you" and putting a heart next to it. Like HELLO? What is wrong with you? Can't you just take a joke for once? It was meant to be a sarcastic remark and you were supposed to laugh about it. I gave you my explanation why and you were laughing along til I mentioned the miscommunication part. And you try to make a comeback at me by dedicating numerous paragraphs to prove me wrong? That's your main objective huh, to prove me wrong? You can never lose can you? You have always tried to outdo me and overshadow me in your attempt to prove that you were better than me. Now I question your modesty, whether it was for real or if it was a superficial act to get me to think you were better than me.

You know what, I won't even bother. You're not worth it. I know you're gonna be super pissed when you read this. You'll do what you always do when you lose to me: your mood disappears ad your temper flies. So typical of you. You're not helping you know. With promos around the corner, I expected a little support from you. Sure you did offer to pray for my promotion which I really appreciate, but this entire misunderstanding is really petty and out of hand and most importantly, NOT HELPING MY MOOD TO STUDY. If you had just laughed it off, this won't even be a situation and you won't be pissed at me now. Remember the WINKING SMILEY ok.

It's possible that the misunderstanding and the post were not linked at all, but the very fact that you downgraded me and posted about it to prove me wrong? I draw the line there.

What's your come back now? An entire essay on my temper and how bitchy I can be? I hate this kind of super-emotional posts. It gets people talking, it publicizes 'disputes' and nothing is gained in the long run. But really, if you could turn that remark into a post, what more me?

This is one super pedas post. I'm gonna apologize because I feel that my remark could have been more sugar-coated, "but for God's sake", do yourself a favour and learn to give in once in a while.

I miss typing.

Things have been brightening up lately. Remarks from STs and positive feedback. A promotion is on its way people! A huge relief to look forward to.
I was doing my GP AQ on online shopping just now, and it made me realise that persuasion is the key in A levels. How you argue, not how long your essay is or how much content is in it, is the underlying factor that awards you your grade. I know this makes me sound super bimbotic, but please. Many of you will know how slow/blur/sotong I am. There you go. I hear a giggle and a convinced "YES!" somewhere. *shrugs* Just to let you know, Miss Fau almost awarded me 5 out of 9. YES AH!

I wonder how life would have changed if I was born a few hours later. New Years Eve baby here remember? I would not have met my closest buds. VERY IMPORTANT OK. I might not have picked up floorball as Glendon and Farah K asked me to, I would not have gone to JC as I probably would have been influenced by some minahs in my batch and end up in ITE. I wouldn't have met some people who really impacted my life.

Louis (MJChoir) was asking me just now, "Would you die without floorball?" Hmmm.... I gave a very convincing nod of my head. I won't be so fit probably. I won't have gone to play for Pasirian and meet all kinds of people, *ehem* Louis *ehem* LOL. I wouldn't have gone to MJ cause that was what got me in. I won't be a Meridian Leader. I won't be able to understand what it likes to be a champion *winks*. I won't be so proud of a sport and say that "HEY! Floorball rocks" anytime anywhere. I won't have met a lot of friends. I won't be playing in Singapore Schools and got my colours award. *ehem* I won't have experienced a lot of things. With just this sport that I've played for 7 years. *sighs* Time flies huh. That is how much it means to me. And I don't think I'll stop anytime soon =)

I want to watch a movie.
After promos Farah, after promos.

I just needed to rant somewhere.

I suck at bola. Random.

OH MY GOD. I need to publicize this. I scored a goal against SHUKRI. And the best part was, IT WENT BETWEEN HIS LEGS. HAHAHAHAHA. Loser =) Feels good to gloat you know. SHUKRI IF YOU'RE READING THIS I MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY. Later can minta maaf ok? Hahaha.

I need my stamina back. After promos Farah, after promos.

Ok Farah, Countdown: 4 more days. You can do this!

Standard Chartered Marathon Volunteering.
Floorball Jacket.
Floorball.
Mindmaps for next year.
Extreme shopping.
Update my overdue iPod.
More floorball.

After promos.


I'm in the school library; mass printing with Fana, Zahrah and Sham.

I miss Natasha. And Farahyn. I miss all my buds who I've practically ignored or lost contact due to this god-forsaken O-level-number-2. But it's brought me closer to my school buds, and I'm thankful for that. Don't worry, I'll like catch up with the rest of you pretty soon ok? Don't be surprised if I randomly msg you.

Singapore Schools both guys and girls have championed Singapore Floorball League Division 2 Men's and Women's respectively. Expected, but nice to hear we've won it fair and square. Those trips to Bukit Merah Sec and RP were worth it. I think I've improved significantly. Met my quota of scoring at least 1 goal for every game I played. I played 6 out of 9 games so far, and scored 7. So I'm proud of myself. =)

Oh. And did I mention I have a tendency to RUN AWAY? More random, *winks*

Happy fasting people. Enjoy Ramadhan while it's here.

Life can be so unpredictable. One moment I'm as eclectic a bird and the next I could be chasing after a dog with a chopper in my hand and the grimripper in the other. Brutal huh, imagine me in my MJ uniform with my crazy hair and small frame coupled with my most agitated look. Oh boy.

Then again, I am enjoying life. I owe it to a couple of people, you know who you are =) Makes life something to look forward to everyday. Unlike SOME people who choose to make my evil side come a little too early instead of being unleashed before my stressed-out-period, also known as "A" Levels next year. I can be quite bitchy when I'm aggravated. But when I'm stressed too? Scurry out of here as fast as your legs could carry you. I'm warning you. It'll be the most HORRIFIC sight you've ever seen in your entire life, which happens to be ironic cause you're having the best time ever.

Enlighten me as to why I telling you all this. Anyone?

Ramadhan's finally here. Forgive me for my past mistakes. If I said anything or did anything that hurt you people, I sincerely apologize. Its time to 'rejuvenate' and cleanse ourselves as we embody this holy month. All bad actions, words etc, leave it aside for the time being; hopefully it'll become permanent overtime. Amin.

So weird that I just said something that could put G.W. Bush. to shame; the above brutalities? HAHAHA. Ok, no link. Happy fasting people!

And one more thing. I need an academic boost.

I was tagged by Ray =)

List the top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. My lovable future hubby =)
2. Good health for me and my family and friends (damn cliche I know)
3. A spot on the national team? hmmmm
4. gorgeous fashion sense
5. And all the money I need to last a lifetime of clothes, shopping and donations =)

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you was?
Ray

2. Your relationship with him/her?
My sec sch bud who somewhat got me where I am today =)

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Super bitchy, in a good way heh
Smart
to be honest, a little nerdy when I first met her. (SORRY RAY! )
flat. LOL
I cant think of anything else. lol

4. The most memorable word he/she said to you?
JU-miah! LOLOLOLOL

5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Obviously be gay and all the guys in the world will lose out =P

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
More sociable probably, im a social butterfly! and I always bump into people while she waits at the side for me to finish gabbering =)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Not be in MJ, seriously. She was the one who wanted to go to JC so much, influence la eh. Now I'm in JC and someone else is in poly. hah! and I'll probably die too.

8. If he/she becomes you enemy, the reason would be?
She found out I was gay. LOL

9. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her?
Oreo Cheesecake dudeeeee. Haha

10. Your overall impression of him/her?
Best bud to have in sec 4, anytime =)

11. How do you think people around you feel about you?
Annoying, talkative, unable to shut up. Consistently hungry. Yeah.

12. The characteristics that you love about yourself?
Politeness =)
Sociable baybee haha

13. On the contrary, the characteristics that you hate about yourself?
Damn lazy. Always complaining.

14. The most ideal person you want to be?
My mummy. Haha

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people
Farahyn
Haliim
Jan Rick
Danny
Fizah
Yu Ye
Sham
Sarah
Sari
and you! =)

I think hugs are important. It makes me feel tons better when I'm down, and it shows when someone cares for me. Haha, very random yes, but nevertheless important. Don't you think so? I mean yeah, it seems like a little too close for comfort, but if it's someone close I don't exactly see what's wrong. It's a gesture to show that he/she cares. Ok. you really wanna know what influenced this?

click here

I came across it on youtube, a very touching video.

With promos around the corner, and more importantly A levels, I think everyone could use a hug once in a while =)

1. New Stick Bag
2. New Lightweight Blade THAT WILL NOT CRACK.
3. Deep Washed Straight Legs. Levi's Size 4 =) ( Skinnies make by butt look bigger)
4. Haircut.
5. B&J's Chocolate Fudge Brownie or Swensen's Sticky Chewy Chocolate
6. FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND TICKETS
7. Promotion! I don't wanna be retained =(
8. Singapore Schools promoted to Div 1 League next year. (which I guess is pretty much settled.)
9. Cookies!
10. Shakespeare's Merchant of Venice
11. Anna Sui Dolly Girl on the Beach
12. Australia? Hmmmmm.
13. Time.
14. Krumpler Knapsack.
15. Off with my retainers.
16. PW!!!!
17. Adidas Black Shorts I saw at Cine
18. Birkenstocks
19. Canon Powershot S100 Digital Ixus
20. Sun surf sand or snow. I'm not picky.

After promos. After malay. After bloody PW.

Enough emo-ing. Time to get the show on the road. PROMOS! Study study study. 21 more days til my first paper.

FFAF is coming to Singapore AND I WANNA GO! Dang the stupid high prices. 75% of the tickets are wiped clean off from the shelves. $85 to watch them? Worth it? I wonder.

Be prepared to face the same post for quite a while. Reminds me of O levels. Hahaha. A levels makes O's look like a math professor doing a number bond sum. Haha. I miss floorball, Pesta to look forward to on Weds, 10am and D'Marquee Downtown East.

Ramadhan's coming soon. Time to reflect and recuperate mistakes, and brace myself for a month full of all things good. I hope. Pray for me people.

Productive study time is all I need. I can do this man, yeah! Hah, a little positive reinforcement goes a long way ;)

toodles~

I miss floorball.
I need floorball now.
Game to look forward to tmr, SMU Foxes vs Singapore Schools. TSH 2pm.
Silas and gang '24 hour' floorball-athon at the church near my house at 7pm tmr till next day.
Pesta Sukan next week.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I need floorball NOW. Sheesh.

I'm really sorry ok?

Thanks a bunch for hearing me out during the wee hours of the morning. It's finally settled. No more drama and painful, heart-wrenching moments. I guess it made our friendship stronger? I hope so.

I feel as though I was beaten, whipped, added sugar to and not to forget, chocolate chips. What a stupid analogy.

I understand that it wasn't the best performance. I felt horrible deep deep down and completely disheartened. But I feel that I did not deserve an in-your-face comment to stop what I enjoy doing and not continue doing it for the rest of my life. I respect you as a friend, as someone I can really talk to, but couldn't you have been a little more sensitive and sugar-coat your comment? I mean, people approached me and said stuff about it. It wasn't positive, but it didn't sting like yours. They commented about the chemistry on-stage, the weird scripts, hypothesis of an unrehearsed performance. I took it in and told myself to learn and use these to improve myself, for I have a tendency to just drop what I'm doing and move on instead of learning from them. I told myself when I was leaving the stage, any comments, take it in, don't bear a grudge, thank them and ponder. Everyone else mentioned something about the performance when they saw me, it got on ok til I asked for your opinion. You know I greatly value your judgement, after knowing me for quite a while. You know how much I love doing this. And yet you have the heart to just come on so harsh on me? Call me overdramatic, but do remember I was bracing myself for these critics as I knew how horrible the performance went. To say to stop doing what I enjoy and not doing it for the rest of my life? I thought I knew you somehow, you weren't my best friend, sure, but a close one. You really disappointed me.

Thanks a lot to those who said they liked my 'costume': Divya, Shehzadee, Aradhna and a few others. Thanks to those who tried to cheer me up, Zul, Wan, Zahrah, Fana, Lionel and more. I really apprieciate it.

If you see a Rogue wannabe trooping around school that looks like a hologram during Teachers' Day, run.

I'm in for nothing but pure insanity for the next month of my pathetic existence.

Patroclus and Stelios <3>

I swear I'm in such a bitchy mood. But heck, I wanna blog about my weekend. Friday after school I had malay and econs consultation. woweee. Then I had my Teacher's Day Emcee meeting. ATTENTION PEOPLE! hahaha.

Cheer for me and co-operate k? And I swear I'm such a goon. I didn't know who Jay (my co-emcee) was. He randomly started talking to me at the corridors holding a floorball stick asking me if I'm going to training later. (It just so happened our training and the rehearsal clashed) I was like, "who the hell are you and why are you asking random questions when I AM holding a floorball stick?" LIKE DUH I'M GOING FOR TRG. (no offence Jay, even though you don't know my URL. lol) Only when I saw him strolling in the meeting at 2pm did I realise he was the other emcee I didn't know. GOONS I KNOW.

Ah well. Training later was fun. I scored against Brown. THE MAJOR HIGHLIGHT. hahaha. He gave me the what-the-hell look as though the goal never happened. HAHA. Other than that, I got to bond with the girls better, and finally got most of their names right, something Ms.Seah has to grapple with. LOL. Waited for my mum to pick me up, ended up waiting 2 solid hours, and a nice little chat with Brown, though he can be annoying at times, and Pearlyn and Glendon. Glendon on going about how expensive clubbing is and yada yada. Super funny I tell you, my mum was laughing. Hah.

Saturday morning, went to Sham's place late, heh. Supposed to do our history group work together at 10.30. I woke up at 10.15. Haha. Super fun, me, Sham, Fana and Zahrah, we laughed at the Aussie version of magazines and how its so obscene and disgusting. (One mag had a centre fold of naked men. !!!)

Rushed down to Taka to watch the MJ Floorball girls compete in the NTUC Club Floorball Carnival. Haha, they were super cute. Many had bruised knees at the end of the day. Super proud of them. Even though they didn't go far, they bothered to come and compete anyway. I really appreciate that attitude girls. Everytime someone scored a goal I felt as though I was in the team and we were winning, haha. Tried out freebandy thanks to the BLOODY ANNOYING Enrico. And I got damn embarrassed cause smth happened which I won't elaborate here.

Played with Helio, Silas and gang. Then these two men wanted a 3v3. Me, Yuki and Helio vs them and Eustace. Scored a couple, gorgeous wrists =) wasn't wearing proper shoes so I cant run back in time to defend. Haha. ok, I was playing barefoot. My toe nails got bent and I got Ole-ed 4 BLOODY TIMES. Ah well. Trip to Opera with Silas. Almost missed my stop. Watched a bit of Kungfu Hustle, went home and slept at 1.

1 hour late for my PW meeting at tamp Macs. Settled things super fast, trooped to town to watch the guys compete today. Lost all, sad to say. It's ok. Brought Charlotte with me, she was super awe-ified. Haha. Her first time seeing floorball. Haha. Freebandy again, scored a 75!! hahaha. Super proud of myself. Went to Borders after that and bought my new pencil case, metal one! haha, so me, Charlotte, Grace, Jun, Rox have matching tin cases. SUPER COOL KAN. haha. Esplanade after that to do research with Char. To our utmost dismay, there was absolutely NOTHING on Coco Chanel. Wasted our bloody time, hmph. Emo-ed on the roof terrance. Trooped to MRT back home. Char met her friend, more like long-lost twin sister. She sort of ditched me, but it's ok. We're even cause I dragged you around the floorball carnival. No hard feelings k? I LOVE YOU CHARLOTTE!

That's about it.

TO-DO,
GP Essay, and teacher's day presents.

CHAOS!

FUNFESTIQUE IS OFFICIALLY OVER. One more thing off my mind.

Pasirian training (which hasn't been done in weeks) was hell. I was damn tired from the Combined ITE game on weds, didn't rest enough and was STILL tired on thursday, hence resulting in the inability to run and causing me to slam my stick on the ground to ask for the ball WHICH IN TURN CAUSED MY STICK TO HAVE A WEIRD SOUND WHICH SUGGESTS ITS BROKEN.

My beloved unihoc. GAHHH.

I'm in for a shitty night. Gasp! Yes. Farah is going nuts, crazy, INSANE, kuku, WHATEVER.

Bombarda.

I need my catharsis. IT JUST SO HAPPENS THAT IT'S BROKEN WITH A WEIRD SOUND EVERYTIME I SLAM IT ON THE FLOOR.

Life rocks huh.

Wakeboarding was cool. My arms ache. I'm damn shagged from the numerous "National Day Packages". Promos are in less than 2 months. Singapore Floorball League Division 2 has like 4 more games. Pulau Redang diving may be something to look forward to. I need rest. I need a new blogskin. I need to revise and ace my promos, pronto.

I just realised smth. I left out the most important detail of my life.

MJC FLOORBALL BOYS AND GIRLS ARE

CHAMPIONS

FOR THIS YEAR'S FIRST NATIONAL INTER-SCHOOL FLOORBALL CHAMPIONSHIPS 'A' DIVISIONS!

MJC Floorball Team '07 Girls and Boys

The girls.

credits to Qistina

Cool shit aye? Lots of ups and downs, bonds as a team. I'm really thankful I'm part of the team. From the girls,

Yvette aka LI YIN aka CAPTAIN!!!! or Mrs. Zach. =)

Pearlin aka JAPANESE aka 2nd top scorer!

Michelle aka greeeeeeen lover aka Miss Consoler and Caring =)


Syidah aka Syids aka MY DEAREST TEAMMATE loves *ehem* =)

Louisa aka Louie or Lou aka my fellow lit buddy! Mrs. CJM =)

Rebecca aka becky aka PORCUPINE

Hayati aka Yats aka SHAIKH =)

Siti aka Shiti aka BELOVED DEFENDER or Mrs. Brown =)


Fatin aka Atin aka MISS BALL PICKER. (lol. faisal)

Tabitha aka Tab aka MY BELOVED FORWARD PARTNER
(She looks best in this pic. LOL)

Syahida aka pri sch rival (Xishan Pri) aka The-girl-who-always knows-where-the-ball-will-go.

Kiat Yun aka Tom aka FELLOW LINE DEFENDER

Pearlyn aka Pearls Keeper aka among the most TERROR keepers in A divs
and violent.

Qistina aka BETTY aka Always finding problem with me =)

Renee aka RENNY aka my future VICE CAP! and currenly Bo's new item. LOL

(btw, this was taken after Meridian Leaders' Day '07)

It's been super fun playing with you guys on the team. Really enjoyed myself fooling around and laughing at each other.

Congrats to the guys for fighting and never giving up. You guys really deserve it!

The ever supportive guys and their prize and their games and laughter and chaos and poking fun at whoever is in sight.

J2s, ALL THE BEST FOR A' LEVELS. I love you guys!! =)

love love,
Farah <3

Baybeats 2007 was the best shit ever. I swear. Haven't perspired this much since Good Charlotte (LOL) Ok. So I only enjoyed Caracal and Plainsunset. To be honest, they're the only reason why I came down to Baybeats. Haha. Stentorian's lead singer has a really good voice. Looks a little Arab too. LOL. That's about it. Caracal's guitarists are hot. Haha. I was telling Syam they didn't look much older than us. LOL. Really enjoyed their music. So far that's about it for Baybeats.

Tapestry last week for the Despots. Came late, someone got lost and it so happened I had no idea where we were going. Only managed to listen to the last song. Not bad guys! Just try not to be so dead next time k? Inject a little of your personality into it and you'll be fine.

Phirkhan's got his super big WCG Asian Championships tmr or smth like that. He's very Very VERY good ok. It's at Suntec Convention Centre 602 I think. First game at 10? It's his game la so yeah. His link is down there somewhere. GOOD LUCK PHIRKHAN!! Not that you need it anyway ;)

Ok. I have a throbbing headache, feet and aching ribs. My mum just asked me why my clothes are so wet. Haha. Die. OK CHAOS!

The rules:
1.)Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
2.)People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3.) In the end, you'll select 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

It's been ages since I did this. Haha.

1. I sneeze and cough at the same time when I'm sick. I throw in a fart sometimes.

2. I have a bad tendency to talk in my sleep. Sometimes even act out what I'm dreaming. Like there was this one time I dreamt I was chased after something, when I woke up I noticed my legs moving.

3. I wear skirts. ATTENTION PEOPLE. I do wear skirts =)

4. No matter how many times I deny it, I think pink is bearable.

5. I am random. Nothing new, but one time that was so vivid in my head was when I shouted "pork sausages!" to Raziff during lit tutorial and his reaction. Haha!

6. I miss my braces =(

I'm supposed to stop at 6 but this is kinda fun so I shall continue.

7. I have this dream that one day I'll be rich and famous.

8. My retainers reflect my personality; transparent and painful.

9. I have feet like Ronald Macdonald.

10. I have random crushes on guys that fade off after a few hours.

11. I have no idea what the ANZUS Pact signifies and what it stands for.

12. I miss PHYSICS.

13. I would shave my head for a good cause, but it's banned in Islam for girls.

14. I wanna wear tudung when I get married, provided I stopped playing floorball.

15. I LOVE FLOORBALL. But you guys know that already =)

16. I wanna be the best captain I can possibly be, and ace my 'A' levels and do my seniors and my batch proud =)

Ok. I've got to stop. Haha. The six people are:
Syam
Haliim.
Charlotte
Syidah
Sarah
Sari

I've scored my first 2 goals. MJC are about to bring home double trophies this year. Glendon is like the best ever, scoring 10 goals in total. So whatever happens on court stays in court yes? Tempers fly and such, don't bring it out k?

IJ game on tuesday. Last game of 'A' divisions. Just need a draw to win it. I LOVE MJ FLOORBALL! So excited.

Work to do. Singapore Schools versus One West Supernova at 4pm at TSH. I hope to bring the school glory. My turn comes next year =) take care people.

I'm super sad today. The tissue box is my new best friend. Say hi.

I HATE being sick. And of all times, THIS week. My games are only halfway through, and I can barely breathe as it is, imagine running with the ball. This is to the damned virus.

I'm addicted to Timbaland's "The Way I Are". Besides the fact it is grammatically impossible, it's something worth shaking my ass for. Finally something to practice gelek-ing after my last henna night.

This is to the damned virus, piles of work, bloody mid-year results and the aftermath, a finger that has the tendency to press 5 instead of 6 and to myself, for being unable to score a single bloody goal in 'A' division.

The wonders of a day of rest. Seriously.

Singapore Schools versus Pinkies, my bruises didn't stop me for the world. Scored thru rebound thanks to Mardhiah, but drew in the end thanks to Pinkies scoring in the 3rd period leading to 2-2. Makan at Banquet Causeway with Avni, Eunice, and Osha. Yup, my ex-seniors of MJ Floorball. Haha, they're playing for Pinkies now. Super nice people, very fun to talk to.

That's all. I'm kinda annoyed at Melissa cause she spelt my name wrongly in the interview AND twisted my answers to make me look egoistic! And my photo was damn ugly and super sweaty. I don't wanna give the link, so suffer and search if you wanna find it. Hahahahaha.

Rest awaits for a full day of sucky school tmr. I miss 07A301 and the wacky people. And MJCfloorballers. It's cool to walk around and tell people we've won all the games we played. Hahaha, they should really change their perspective of floorball in school. If we do end up bringing the 2 challenge trophies home, IN YOUR FACE MISS LAI!!!

toodles~

Boredom,



Ok. Back to important stuff, we won out game against MI on thursday, relatively close game, finally played like how I always do in the last shift. I ran up on the right, defender on my left (smart know. sheesh) passed to Pearlin and she took that shot. Goal. Final whistle blew. Eh, Pearlin scored a hat trick kay that day. Izzah is responsible for my ugly left knee and a bruised right arm. Most drama match I ever played in. Cried when the final whistle blew. Cannot tahan. Haha. And we were damn busted. Celebrate in MI's half of the court. Haha. Never felt the team so bonded til that day. Fuhh, would have made any team cry in jealousy. Haha, I slept well that night.

YJ game next day. Today to be precise. Changed and such, warm up. Game begins. My stamina and tiredness really took its toll on me. Sprained my calf muscle in the first period. Thanks to Bo for getting the Deep Heat. Anyhows, screwed la. Basically, I don't deserve to be playing for MJ, or even be in the school. Lots of things going thru my head, not handling it very well. So game, Tab scored 2 goals. Syida another gorgeous one. Very, very, very VERY close game. 3rd period was more of relaxed, defense and no offence play. I had a few chances, off shots. Su (YJ's captain) played really well today. So proud of her, ex-pasirian ehhhh. Haha. I didn't feel the pride and sense that I contributed anything for today's game as compared to yesterday. Like you're so happy for the team, but the victory had nothing to do with you. Like you were a spectator all along when you were sweating your butt off for the school's name. I'm damn proud of Tab and Syida. You guys rock la. See. Don't need me to win kan.

The past weeks have been hell for me. My shots all hit the posts, lost my ex-link card, cash, sprained muscles. I'm also very tired from consecutive trainings everyday before 'A' divs and the games itself. No time to rest. Singapore Schools have a game versus Pinkies on Sunday. I'm supposed to be having training tmr for that, not so sure if I'm attending. At Choa Chu Kang sia mike. Ok, not going. Too tired. Finally a rest day. It's an advantage to have the coach of combined schools as your floorball coach in JC. Thank God for Ms.Seah.

I'm gonna upload ugly photos soon. Here's a sample of what's to come. Don't be surprised to see white blurs a lot.

Notice the captain's band? HAHA. Okok. Just so cool la. Hai. My left arm. OKOK! Take care people.

Ok. So we had our match versus VJ yesterday and I have to say something. I sucked.

Went for school as usual in the morning, left after history lecture. Changed and stuff went to TSH. Warmed up, our vice-captain passed me the captain's band. (In case you didn't know, our captain withdrew from the team 1 week ago) I was bloody nervous like damn. It is my first JC competition after all, wearing the Meridian name and all that. Our coach gave us our pre-match briefing and we went in to warm up our shots. Refree blew the whistle, game's about to start.

1st period. I took face off. I was distracted by the opponent's stick. It was the one I wanted to buy so bad, so I just said, "Nice stick." She ignored me. It began very sloppy. Shots were off target, defence was horrible. The VJ girls wanted the ball very bad, you can tell from their faces. The referee was bloody annoying. You can tell they're new by how they ref. I got slashed a million times and not once was I given a free hit. I got obstructed by a VJ girl that deserved 2 mins on the bloody bench but no, they chose to be blind and ignore it. I finally lost my temper at the bloody ref and shouted with no mercy at him. Syida scored a gorgeous rebound goal in the 1st period. Told ya you can do it =) and my partner Tabitha scored 2.

2nd period. I was pumping the ball in front of the goal posts using my back hand. My partner had much difficulty putting it into the goal. I tried several shots, but the VJ girls were seriously crowding the area and it kept hitting them. I even made one get hit by the ball on her face. Sorry. I was getting very tired, my fitness level has hit a new low. The lack of physical training due to mid-years is taking its toll on me. Panting for breath, coming in very tired. More goals by us, but we conceeded 2 goals. The first one was a good shot by the VJ player. Our fault was we didn't come back to defend. And her shot was a curve, went in between the keeper's head and the goal post. The second one was a bloody easy shot. The ball practically rolled into the goalpost. Our fault for not marking the players properly.

3rd period. I'm getting sick of this. Tabitha scored another goal, Pearlin 2. Referee was hitting my very last nerve. Held my tongue in fear something bad comes out. Final whistle blew, we won. 6-2. Surprisingly, we weren't so happy. Sure we won, but it felt like we didn't play our best. I took the girls for the cheers and made them shake hands with the referee. No I'm not sucking up. It just felt appropriate to do so. Sure they suck, but there's nothing we can do about it. They have the final call. I felt it was unfair for SFA to put newly certified referees in the 'A' division. They should start small, 3-a-side games or primary school competitions. Even 'C' division if you have to. 'A' division is like almost the league, Izzah said they've been there for quite a while. So please reconsider.

We got shouted at quite lot by our coach. But remember she's doing this because it's this silly mistakes that cause us to conceed. Some of you didn't get to play. Don't be disheartened. I know it sounds easy for me to say cause I was playing, but if it's for the better of the team, why not? I've been benched so many times, yeah it did get on my nerves. But look where I am now. People have been saying I've improved in such a short period of time. So will you guys. So use this as a boost to prove yourself that you are worthy of playing. It's not easy, but if you overcome it, she'll see you in a different light. Who knows, you'll even be in the 1st line up.

I personally feel as though I don't deserve to be in the 1st line. I was passing more than shooting. My ex-coach was there, my parents, friends. I let them all down. But you know what? I won't let this set me back. Our next game is against MI. Tough opponents, but we can beat them. Pass their forwards and it's a 4 v 2 situation. I won't allow this game to set me back. Luck wasn't on my side yesterday, a lot of my shots were hitting the posts but I will use this and make it better. I'll make my shots harder, more often and on target. I also have to motivate the girls more. I shouldn't let the ref get in my train of thought. Got to focus and get the bloody ball into the goalpost. Motivate myself, the girls and everyone, even the coach.

Other than that, the guys played really well. They trashed NJC 12-0. So proud of them.

Our next game is versus MI on thursday. I can't remember if it's at 12.45 or 2. TSH again. Do come down if you have the time. Just don't call my name and distract me please? Really appreciate it. Thanks. Following one's on friday at 3. Versus YJ and my ex-coach.

Take care people, chaos.