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Abundant Life Family Church
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Chongfu Pri, CHIJ TP, CJC
22 May 1990
Christian, saved by Love and Grace.
I love Him, and you.
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I want to be in Your Presence,
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1.28.2004
yay!juz stumbled upon a superb p/w fic !so bleeding high now!!*whee!!!!*NICE NICE!*thumbs up*may there be more fans of p/w in the future!n of coz,ten times the number of fanfics about them !!!
but then again,life has its ups and downs...my crazy art teach decided to give so much hw.she bloody mad,if u ask me.and gb wldn't leme gain access.say access time has expired.pple playing gb.can help me solve the prob?i feel so weird and bored w/o gb.n i'm like onli 10 gp away from becoming stone hammer!!!help!hate gb sometims.got all kinda dumb probs.blech.
jo teo's so unfair.mrs wong already dismiss us at 1.20,but she dun wana let us off.kept the bombs going at us.2/3,2/1 oso went off earlier,she oso nv scold them!wtf is tt!!we had to stay in class, doing nth.unfair!tt's is so unfair!this is juz my opinion,it's easier to tok 2 rathulangi than j.wong.im offta do all the artwrk now.maybe listen to celtic circle n finish my FOTR bk.it's gr8,but like suz said,it's freaking confusing sometimes,bcoz of the many names of places tt keeps poping up.then haf to tink to remember which city is it.i wana watch ROTK!ROTK producers, quickly get the original vcd out!!
but then again,life has its ups and downs...my crazy art teach decided to give so much hw.she bloody mad,if u ask me.and gb wldn't leme gain access.say access time has expired.pple playing gb.can help me solve the prob?i feel so weird and bored w/o gb.n i'm like onli 10 gp away from becoming stone hammer!!!help!hate gb sometims.got all kinda dumb probs.blech.
jo teo's so unfair.mrs wong already dismiss us at 1.20,but she dun wana let us off.kept the bombs going at us.2/3,2/1 oso went off earlier,she oso nv scold them!wtf is tt!!we had to stay in class, doing nth.unfair!tt's is so unfair!this is juz my opinion,it's easier to tok 2 rathulangi than j.wong.im offta do all the artwrk now.maybe listen to celtic circle n finish my FOTR bk.it's gr8,but like suz said,it's freaking confusing sometimes,bcoz of the many names of places tt keeps poping up.then haf to tink to remember which city is it.i wana watch ROTK!ROTK producers, quickly get the original vcd out!!
rui at 7:27:00 PM
1.21.2004
felt better today coz i didn't reali c the class.so far so gd.i had to run back to st gab n back to st mich's for my file.reali got a wrkout,hafn't run for so long liao.muscles all gone slack.and stamina's gone for an extremely long hol.then we sat thru mas...new priest there today.nv seen him b4, but he's better in a way than father michael n the other guy.i temporarily haf a mental block on his name...nvm bout tt.anyway,his story was reali gd.darn angsty though.then we had the normal exchange of greetings.so hugs went around thruout the whole carpark.then tey played josh groban's song.he has a gd voice...heard tt priscilla adres this song.didn't manage to hug some pple,so here are hugs to sab,gillian,priscilla,gloria,qi yi,ivena and ernie.peace be with u.
had the beauty pageant tdae.nice nice.but i reali duno where to hide my face for blue house.the reps were darn...stiff.green house was not bad.but red house won.nxt is teach.ms lim from st mich.from st gab staffrm,actually wanted to get jo teo,but jo teo conspired with the other teach to get mrs lee.then we nearly sabo mr chan to go as st raph rep,but mr ng go in the end.my jaw dropped when i saw how ms lim was dresssed.footballer outfit with 2 buns at the back of her head.her mummy-teo jing ling.quite funny.mrs leee was reali stiff n slow, so not much fun there.but jo teo help her,say all the smart teachers are in st gab staffrm.lolz.mr ng was in chinese suit with fake pigtail cap.he was hilarious.use his umbrella the way chinese kungfu heros used it.then he opened it in an english giry way,n strut.ms indran sae gd morning,he sae zao.haha.
then after tt we play instant concert.duno wat's wrong with me,i was awfully soft. i can't hear my high d.abit outa sorts tday.then guitar club play,nxt came ion dance n dragon dance.it was shit loud.my ears gona fall off after tt.i'm ok with the lion dance.afterall,i've seen the same thing every yr.but the dragon dance is reali new to me,so it was pretty cool.the drummers for the dance were reali awesome.u can literally feel the beat.powerful.tis yr,our class onli got second.lost to 2/3.nvm.we'll beat them in other stuff.but tis yr quite happy.1,2 n 3/4 all got into the top 3 for each level.Go us!amanda and clare ere cheering so loudly for their classes,esp amada.she nearly screamed her lungs out when she heard red house won.lucky sab.her house won this yr, n her class got top.so gd.
after sch,meet jo at tp,then went home with her.saw yini,jin hern and anthony at bus terminal.after much persuasion,i went back to cf with them,but by the time we reached,all the teach all gone.met a few of our former schmates there.basically wandered around the sch.i found out ant n jin hern are playing disney princess and blues factory oso.but they're playing at kallang theatre!wow.their band also going abroad,but they going to japan!how freaking cool is tt?!n anthony got the piccolo!go anthony!then went with them back to np to eat lunch.stupid anthony oso got me to sign his donation thingy.he owes me one.he better go for my sch concert if i go for his sch's cultural nite.n i learnt tt anthony's famous among the gals at sch.tt was kinda predictable.lol,heard he's been spending recess in the company of two girls everyday.not bad.afterall,he is from 6c.n jin hern is notorious.can't reali bliff tt.sae tt he kept getting scolding last yr.poor guy.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR everyone
had the beauty pageant tdae.nice nice.but i reali duno where to hide my face for blue house.the reps were darn...stiff.green house was not bad.but red house won.nxt is teach.ms lim from st mich.from st gab staffrm,actually wanted to get jo teo,but jo teo conspired with the other teach to get mrs lee.then we nearly sabo mr chan to go as st raph rep,but mr ng go in the end.my jaw dropped when i saw how ms lim was dresssed.footballer outfit with 2 buns at the back of her head.her mummy-teo jing ling.quite funny.mrs leee was reali stiff n slow, so not much fun there.but jo teo help her,say all the smart teachers are in st gab staffrm.lolz.mr ng was in chinese suit with fake pigtail cap.he was hilarious.use his umbrella the way chinese kungfu heros used it.then he opened it in an english giry way,n strut.ms indran sae gd morning,he sae zao.haha.
then after tt we play instant concert.duno wat's wrong with me,i was awfully soft. i can't hear my high d.abit outa sorts tday.then guitar club play,nxt came ion dance n dragon dance.it was shit loud.my ears gona fall off after tt.i'm ok with the lion dance.afterall,i've seen the same thing every yr.but the dragon dance is reali new to me,so it was pretty cool.the drummers for the dance were reali awesome.u can literally feel the beat.powerful.tis yr,our class onli got second.lost to 2/3.nvm.we'll beat them in other stuff.but tis yr quite happy.1,2 n 3/4 all got into the top 3 for each level.Go us!amanda and clare ere cheering so loudly for their classes,esp amada.she nearly screamed her lungs out when she heard red house won.lucky sab.her house won this yr, n her class got top.so gd.
after sch,meet jo at tp,then went home with her.saw yini,jin hern and anthony at bus terminal.after much persuasion,i went back to cf with them,but by the time we reached,all the teach all gone.met a few of our former schmates there.basically wandered around the sch.i found out ant n jin hern are playing disney princess and blues factory oso.but they're playing at kallang theatre!wow.their band also going abroad,but they going to japan!how freaking cool is tt?!n anthony got the piccolo!go anthony!then went with them back to np to eat lunch.stupid anthony oso got me to sign his donation thingy.he owes me one.he better go for my sch concert if i go for his sch's cultural nite.n i learnt tt anthony's famous among the gals at sch.tt was kinda predictable.lol,heard he's been spending recess in the company of two girls everyday.not bad.afterall,he is from 6c.n jin hern is notorious.can't reali bliff tt.sae tt he kept getting scolding last yr.poor guy.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR everyone
rui at 11:36:00 PM
1.20.2004
i noe everyone's unhappy with the votes for class com.i noe...everyone thinks i can't do it...yeah for freaking shit sake,why did they even vote me in the first place!i knew it...they didn't mean it!hell,even my frenx think i haf zero ability to be on the class com!everyone of them.they're all the same...why am i even on the com when they dun mean wat they say.i.i.i duno...i'm not sure if i shld be on the com.i dun like it.i mean how m i suppposed to control the class?scream my lungs out?! i'm not expressive like serenella or grace.i duno wat shit sake i can do!everyone has the abilities to go onto class com!onli me.MINUS ME!freaking ass...i hate it when ppl belil me.they think i can't do anything damn right.fake faces with fake expressions.they were like clapping for me when they dun mean it....ha.ha.tt's so super of u.damn u 2/4.damn their fake porcelain faces.i'm in a class full of phony hypocrites.i'll kill...
rui at 3:43:00 PM
1.16.2004
had spring test for lit on wed,i tink.horrible.i'm so gona fail tis time's lit test.i can imagine ms chye glaring daggers at me.ouch.had hist test today.again,it was better than lit,i knew most of the ans,cept for one qn on Emdem.was figuring out hu the bloody shit was Emdem.me,the super smart aleck,went to say he was assasinated,causing ww1.tot i pulled myself outa crisis.onli to find out from rachel tt Emdem was an it and not a he.warship.i was so downright embarrassed.imagine being told tt by someone hu's usually worse in hist than me.freaking bloody shit.blech.i am so smart.
sch was over tday so went to help ernie as usual with the cny deco.ernie was in a bit of foul mood,but i guess i can understand.the deadline's this mon.n tis ting means alot to her.so nearly got my head bitten off for going to the sec one tea.fortunately for me, some kind soul decided to talk and calm ernie down.so she was juz very tired when she said i cld go.poor ernie.
band rm was full of sec ones when i got there with sab.like us tt time.eager and nerv.mr sim toked bout the whole band thingy.chan gave his speech.pple went up to intro their instruments.from our section,we had clare and gillian.not bad.priscilla's bloody smashing. she can play both tenor and alto.woah.then had to leave halfway after tt,to go back n help ernie.sorta regret it.they were playing seventh nite.n i meant everybody together.i guess best things happen w/o me.things always go wrong with me around.
band's a blast.but i duno y.juz can't relax in band.duno wat to do there.i feel so...awkward there 50% of the time.but still.sec ones were gd tday.tt lil gal hu conducted our band the first half was there.gd for her.and a couple of shy ones.i can sympathise.i felt lidat when i was first there.new skl n everything.can't get used to so many gals minus all my guy frens.somemore their attitude and their verbal wrds totally diff.but still,clare and the rest reali helped in the getting to used process...i seem to fade away into the bckground everytime.they look at my place and juz look rite thru it.true.i'm non-existant 99.9% of the time.true.ha.ha.
sch was over tday so went to help ernie as usual with the cny deco.ernie was in a bit of foul mood,but i guess i can understand.the deadline's this mon.n tis ting means alot to her.so nearly got my head bitten off for going to the sec one tea.fortunately for me, some kind soul decided to talk and calm ernie down.so she was juz very tired when she said i cld go.poor ernie.
band rm was full of sec ones when i got there with sab.like us tt time.eager and nerv.mr sim toked bout the whole band thingy.chan gave his speech.pple went up to intro their instruments.from our section,we had clare and gillian.not bad.priscilla's bloody smashing. she can play both tenor and alto.woah.then had to leave halfway after tt,to go back n help ernie.sorta regret it.they were playing seventh nite.n i meant everybody together.i guess best things happen w/o me.things always go wrong with me around.
band's a blast.but i duno y.juz can't relax in band.duno wat to do there.i feel so...awkward there 50% of the time.but still.sec ones were gd tday.tt lil gal hu conducted our band the first half was there.gd for her.and a couple of shy ones.i can sympathise.i felt lidat when i was first there.new skl n everything.can't get used to so many gals minus all my guy frens.somemore their attitude and their verbal wrds totally diff.but still,clare and the rest reali helped in the getting to used process...i seem to fade away into the bckground everytime.they look at my place and juz look rite thru it.true.i'm non-existant 99.9% of the time.true.ha.ha.
rui at 8:45:00 PM
1.11.2004
sigh...so tired.no energy each day.it's depleting.how nice to be in a wrld like LOTR minus all the battles n evil pple.so nice to stay in the Shire or Rivendell.Lothlorien sounds nice too...i want to fly...i dun want to stay cooped up in a classrm with my science teach.she doesn't like me coz i dun exactly like one other gurl.i dun get along with her well.fine.i changed.during 2nd sc less,i be nice to her,but tok to her onli when i haf to.she sitill angry!i duono wat the bloody shit am i suppose to do!be rude canot,be polite oso canot!ppl haf their rite to like or dun like a person! how nice to go to somewhere with 4 seasons n live there all by myself w/o any teachers or parents breathing down my neck.my dad's seriously pissing me off.he has a prob with everything i do.i juz drew a ninja with red eyes for dnt sketch.he calls it a devil.wat shit prob has he got?!n he's saying tt 'm always the one hu cause quarrels.can;t he widen his views and quit being antique?it's juz a ninja with red eyes for freaking sake!it's not gona jump out n eat everyone!like tt time he scolded me again coz some sec 1 guy fren of had sth disgusting in is nick.he kicked up a fuss n said wanted to report to the police.he has a prob with wat i sae.he NV has a prob with jo.jo want tis,he get tis for her.i wish he wun be so biased with jo sometimes.it hurts.hurts so bloody much.i wish i cld leave this wrld and go far far away where i'll not remember all tis, n juz go to somewhere where i'll always be happy,.no tears,no frustration.no anger.juz happiness.tt seems so far away...but in a saying tt's so like Legolas,"one can always dream,can't one?"true.maybe i shld stick to my dreams and fantasy.n keep my distance from this reality shit.coz it seriously sux.
rui at 7:53:00 PM
1.07.2004
i feel so empty...things are just not working out.i have grown so quiet this year,even worse than the last.i dun feel like talking to people,and i'm too focused on my cca than on schoolwork.i need to get my focus back on my accademic stuff,but it's difficult.i just feel very tired each day.as if one day,i could just fade away from these time when all the energy is slowly being drained out of me.my close friend has grown apart from me.she stays away from me.wheneva she replies most of the time,she seems to be snapping at me.almost like she hates me.some are ignoring me.i have tried everything i could to help salvage,but i still failed.i failed.i seem to fail everything and everybody around me.i can't do anything.i feel so helpless.i also tend to get lost in my thoughts then focus on lessons.Although i smile everyday,everyone thinks i have the perfect life,the person who is being envied by some, the truth is...i'm not.i'm tired of putting up this cover.it's draining my energy day by day.maybe i will drift off this world...
rui at 6:31:00 PM