Why do we love?

rui at 1:19:00 PM

i love this skin...*in pure bliss* it's so cool! sigh,i fell in luv with it when i first saw it...*suddenly sobers up*oh yeah,juz bought the westside story vol 2 yesterday!was so excited the nite b4...i've finished watching it already...onli one wrd 2 describe: FANTASTIC! tt's 4 all the ya yu /yu li scenes, but it was horribe at the back...both ya yu and yu li hu were usually so composed went mad bcoz of the fact tt they tink they're brothers and sisters.(AN:O-Ops.said too much...('-_-)> but ya yu and yu li were so cute!!!!such a kawaii couple deserves our support!^_^so 2 yu li and ya yu: GAMBATTE!dun give up!so happi 4 the both of them...

rui at 1:00:00 PM

11.10.2003

hafn;t updated in an awfully long time...been busy...2dae,i went 4 practice... love playing seven nite and instant concert.such nice pieces...now milo's out in the living rm...trying 2 get my mum 2 play eith him.tt dog loves mum alot...adores her...i'm so tired.it's monday again...the performance date draws nearer and nearer each day.abit nervous...hope i will be able 2 play on tt day...so tt my seniors wun haf 2 be so xin ku...i;m gona start practising all the pieces everyday...starting tml.i muz give my best 4 tis concert,it's my first performance and i'm so not gona ruin it.juz wana sae a big thank you to my seniors hu haf been helping me and coaching me 2 play my saxophone all this time...i will try to play better...saw fishy the other day in plaits...looked like one of those chinese traditonal dancers at my primary sch who dress up all in hideous red costumes,with their faces caked with layers of makeup like some over made-up porcelain dolls.hate tt delicate look...might as well.a certain classmate of mine will be pleased to be frenz with her,now tt fishy has a common hobby as her...cept fishy doesn't exactly go all around sch shaking her head like a senseless idiot...my wish now: tt i will be able 2 play well in the upcoming performance with westwinds and tt i will be able 2 improve in my playing of the saxophone tremedously.

rui at 8:18:00 PM

11.02.2003

yay!my throat's feeling MUCH better!can finally drink water....can't drink 2 much soya milk though...throat still pain....not fair...watched fa wang yi ren 2dae...joe was so cute....he was so freaked out by martha tt he dare not go 2 her house alone when she dated him 4 candle light dinner at her house...asked a whole buncha pple 2 come with him...martha was so embarrassed...in the end, joe tried 2 kiss martha,he kissed her nose instead of lips...exactly wat keitaro ended up doing when he tried 2 kiss naru...so kawaii.tml i haf the longest band practice in my life...a whole day...mum was reluctant 2 lemme go 4 it already.when she heard the duration, she freaked out.had 2 argue my way thru...the bloody cough's still there...milo's looking sullen now...he always does tt @ nite...poor boy's tired...he loves swinging his toys...2dae he was running happily in the living rm,swinging his ball...so cute 2 c him...even mum couln't resist a chuckle despite her heavy wrkload...poor mum...muz haf tired her out when she took care of me...a prayer from me 2 the Lord:

Dear Lord,
Plz bless my mother and cover her with your

precious blood.

Protect her from all harm and danger, and tecah me what to

do in order to lighten her burdens.

Thank you for giving her to me

Thank you for helping me through the past week in my healing

You are truly our Almighty and Living God who will hear our

every plea,

wherever we are.

No matter what we have done, You have always forgiven us

for our iniquities.

I thank You for that.

Please continue to bless my family

May Your presence always be with us.

This humble prayer I say, in Jesus, our Merciful Saviour's name,

Amen.

rui at 8:19:00 PM