happy birthday ash!

first wish: everyone healthy and happy always
second wish: do my very own best in everything
third wish: have another 3 more wishes! lol

happy birthday to myself!

please call me a concert freak!

Mr. Rock a.k.a Jam Hsiao a.k.a 萧敬腾 action on 18.12.2010, 8.30pm @ Bukit Jalil Putra Stadium.

i just love the lighting of the night!

the man that I love tonight, that I like all time!

he's so attractive while playing a piano!

Merry Christmas, Mr. Rock!

my Christmas gift from him!

i really really enjoyed myself throughout the whole concert. although I've known the run down and the stage of the concert, but watching the whole concert lively is really different! thanks for the night, I think I gonna start knowing you from now!

I'm a sentimental

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how many of you will shed tears while listening to a particular song? maybe I'm a bit too sentimental, actually there's nothing special happened on me.

I'm on my way travel back to KL from Ipoh by train today. and my phone music player came out a song named 诱惑的街 by 林忆莲, Sandy. I keep on repeat the song, pay more attention on the lyrics, and the feeling struck on me! while singing along, tears flood my eyes.

有了我　你是否什麼都不缺
心再野　也知道　該拒絕
有什麼心結難解　竟然你離不開這一切
只是你身在誘惑的街　只是你身在沉淪的午夜
血裡的狂野　對真實與幻覺　已無分別

所以你也無從察覺　情由何時冷卻
你從來不了解　心痛有多麼強烈
如今若要我為愛妥協　我寧願它幻滅

若是我身在誘惑的街　若是我身在沉淪的午夜
你的心是否　會為我而淌血　從此醒覺

the song talks about a guy betrays his girl. there's too many temptation out there where the guy can't control himself. it's about the feeling of a girl towards the betrayal of her boy. at last, the lyrics ask the guy will he feel pain when the girl treat the same way as he did.

recently, I like Johnathan Lee a.k.a 李宗盛 lyrics a lot. most of his songs talk about life and a point of view of a woman. when I was kid, I used to sing along without knowing the meaning. now, i can fully understand, moreover, i can feel the way the writer and the singer do!

maybe I'm turning to a woman, my perception towards things around had changed. and 李宗盛's songs can easily tells the story about it. He really can read woman's mind!

happy birthday to the boy!

photo by ashleysan_2010; edited by pingice

happy birthday to the boy whom I admire most
happy birthday to the boy whom I wanted most
happy birthday to the boy who inspired me most
happy birthday to the boy who had coloured my life

It's December!

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just a blink of eye, we have come to the end of 2010. time flies really fast that i cannot catch up with. is it too early to do a conclusion for the year? hmm.... write a little then. =)

it's been a fruitful year for me so far. i had a lot of great time with family and friends, joined a lot of concerts, have tough times as well as sweet times and etc. I've learned a lot from my failure, I've gained a lot of laughter. thanks everyone and everything happening around, made me tough, made me cheer, made who I am today! all of you are my precious teachers.

there's one thing I'm not happy with, MY AGE! I know I'm not consider as old since I'm only 21. people might get excited when they're 21 because they can visit the casino, can vote for their favorite election candidate, can do whatever they want! but I'm not the same as them. abnormal? perhaps!

maybe i have Peterpan Syndrome. I just don't want to grow up! remember how sad was I when I'm turning to 20. it's hard to step out from the age starting by 1. and now I wanna start another stage of life, age starting with 2! how I wish to always stay young, not to worry future life and much more. as I know the older we grow, the more responsible on our shoulder. how I wish Edward will meet me and have a bite on my neck!

anyway, I know I still need to accept the truth that I'm getting older. give me some time to suit myself in the age starting by 2!

p/s: can't wait for my family trip
: can't wait to finish my exam
: can't wait for my shopping days
: 21 Dec please hang on there!!

don't deny me!

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although it seems impossible
but i believe if I work hard and dare to take my steps
one day, those seems impossible dream will come true!
even I failed
but I will thank to the innocent me
who had dreamed such a nice dream!

I wanna be a bee!

photo by ashleysan_2010

i wish i could work like him
when will I get rid of that lazy darling?

bless me~

imagine

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You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine
-John Lennon-

L.O.V.E

I've been watching some romantic movies and drama lately. well, as a girl, I wish to in love again but unfortunately, I haven't found the man of mine to make me fall into the love river again. okay, I might sound so desperate but hey, I'm not in a rush to fall in love again! =)

well, I did learn something from the movie or dramas that I've watch, the attitude towards love. We have to be brave to go for the love that we want or need and end a relationship which will not promise any future. There's no point standing there and wait for the prince to come over, but to go on an adventure to search for a prince. maybe it will be an unpleasant journey and hurting, but at least we did try to search for something previous in our life. make some action is better than waiting with nothing.

How I wish I was as brave as Liz (Julia Roberts). to leave from an ordinary life, spend sometime traveling around to breathe in new air, to gain some experience, to have fun at a totally different place. and at last, she was lucky to found the man she want.

another thing is be brave to say NO (even at Valentine's Day). when you feel that you are in a wrong relationship, just say "We're done" or "I need my own way" or "You're not my man". well, it need a huge encouragement to say so, and it might hurting the person, but to let go is another way to gain something. and also to love every single details of your loved ones. no one is perfect and I need YOU to make me perfect. in a relationship, not 1+1=2 but 0.5+0.5=1.

I believe that each of us learned something from each of the relationship. but sometimes, I was failed to gain some knowledge from previous relationship. now, as time goes by, it can say that I know what I want, in the other hand, I don't exactly know what type of person that I want to spend my entire life.

as always, I believe God has His plan on me. He had planned someone for me to spend my life in the future, or perhaps He want me to be single forever, who knows! one thing I know is to pray and ask from Him, and He will provide. =)

year 2 semester 2

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it's been a long time since i updated my blog. well, life goes quite well. and now I'm in my Year 2 Semester 2. assignments still flooding in, creative ideas are still needed. hope I won't get the same repay as what I got for previous semester. okay, I seriously screwed my previous semester, the worst result ever I got so far in my university life. wish that I can improve a lot more for this semester. and I promise I won't let those who cares of me disappointed again.

2 months left before welcoming the brand new year of 2011. a new resolution will be made again for another new year. well, I hope I can go through these last 2 months safely, peacefully and happily. and I can't wait for another family vacation this December!

so far so good

went to book fest with dear bro last Sunday. it's an enjoyable weekend and an escape from my lecture notes to relax my mind.

proud of the building

finally found the books that i search for so long! spot my hubby's face? haha. planning to finish these books during semester break. =)

love the design of this concept store, T-Bowl @Sungei Wang, 3rd Floor

the getting slimmer and busy bro *love*

our seats

my all time favorite dessert. I think i have a feeling on honey dew. notice that it serve in a bath tub? cute!

creative! food served in toilet bowl! haha

had officially started my Year 2 Semester 1 exam. so far so good. hoping for a better grade. *pray hard*

home alone....

I'm home alone, but I'm not all alone!
I have my lappie with internet connection
I have music, my favorite band with me
Most important, I have GOD by my side
who inspire me, encourage me and bless me everyday
Good luck to all candidates!

last to go =)

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piles of work has almost come to an end. now left the very last assignment of the semester. I couldn't remember how many assignments I have done for Year 2 Semester 1. Thank God I had passed through such a hectic 4 months.

starting from next week, it's the time i need to stick my ass and eyes to endless piles of lecture notes. I know this semester's exam will be tough for me. Well, I will work damn hard to maintain my pointer. and let parent's feel that it's worth to treat us an oversea trip this December. =)

i treasure...

one of the man that i admire most. =)

things i treasure most and must buy when visit shopping malls. =)


I do melt when he's looking straight to my face, saying "welcome" to me. love you!!

enjoyable weekend with few jobs done. =(

mourning...

I refuse to read newspaper because I found that there's no cheering news
I refuse to search on the trending topic because I'm afraid of the tears
I pray to God for peace and zero disaster, no more life to sacrifice
I pray to God for granting eternal life

August, busy month

is it the time to protect the earth for the next generation?

while we were assigned to design for an album cover, the first concept that came across my mind is about the earth. I'm still not good in practicing lifestyle that will protect the mother earth, but I will try my best in this.

August, busy month - assignments due date, presentations, and of course prepare for final exam.
let's work hard!

I am Ashley

I can chat with you about anything without boundaries
I can joke with you about anything including 18SX
I can help you with everything I can
I can listen to you if you want to

But deep inside my heart and my soul
There is a piece of land where no one else can touch
A piece of land where I'm afraid to let anyone to see
A piece of land where I handle it softly

This is who I am
A girl with a lot of possible dreams
A girl who is trying to make every dream come true

purpose of blogging

suddenly feel like blogging here. so here's the update with the songs by Koji Tamaki. =)

recent life was going quite well with the companion of never ending assignments. however, I've wasted my weekends with dramas and hanging around online. felt kinda regret for wasting time like this, i think i need some rest before i start my hectic week again with 2 assignment's due date. =(

when I was taking my shower just now, I was thinking what is the purpose of blogging. it may be a way to express one self, a diary to note down every bit of events happen in life, blog for the benefit of others? in this blog, i had noted down most of the important events that happen in my life so far. from the beginning (childish) until now (getting more mature), the way i blog, the things i wrote, shows how I had changed from the past til now (i guess). well, i believe there's a difference between previous me and current me.

i was thinking whether i need a brand new start for my blog. delete all the archives and start a new one. share the most important event in life, post something that is meaningful, inspiring and motivating. after thinking twice, i chose to keep all those archives and continue to blog as usual. they are all the memories i had, all the things that I had gone through throughout the years.

it's great to have a place where i can note down my life. until the day that I meet with Heavenly Father, I can look back my life by using the post here. haha. great idea? not a bad idea. all the best!

updates

it has been a dead blog but now it's alive!

starting Year 2 Semester 1, my weekends were full of uni extra activities. plus, I need to rush for weekly home assignment. this is only week 6 and there's 8 more weeks to go. i believe the coming weeks are full of challenges and I'm not giving up! haha. *tough girl*

brother is starting his college life soon and tomorrow is his orientation day. hope he can "survive" in this new environment and manage to suit himself in college life. seeing him just like myself when I first arrive at Kampar for my foundation study. but luckily, I have Pui Han as my companion. anyway, I believe he can easily overcome the problems. don worry bro, this weekend we're going to hunt for something new! prepare some cash ya! *yee ha!!*

guys, check out the latest SJ song, No Other. it's really nice and I like the way they present the song. my prince, Siwon is awesome! owh, more and more spaces need to be emptied so i fit in all my heart throbs! haha.

hectic weekend

i think my life gonna started to become so hectic, so stressful that I couldn't stop down and take a break. although the class just started for 2 weeks, but there's a lot of assignment awaiting me to complete. this is just the beginning and how am I suppose to survive until the end? gonna pray for God's peace, encouragement and help to get through all these. this is to-do-list for this weekend:

• design robot
• think for greeting card idea
• comm. tech. draft
• screen play story idea
• comm. tech. tutorial question

a lot huh? i bet there's so much more coming to me. let's work hard! p/s: gotta get my new lappie tomorrow. =) however, there will be a big hole in my purse. =(

happy birthday to dearest sister, Pey Jia. sweet 16!!

unreachable prince =)

today was a pretty good day. as usual, I had fallen asleep during lecture class, but the tutorial class was so happening that I used to laugh every 10 minutes! and good news is daddy let me to change a new laptop! however, felt guilty cause gonna use another few K. =( anyhow, I will double appreciate the new lappie when I have it. =)

so now, let's enjoy the few pictures taken during beloved Mayday's concert. ^^

the fantastic lighting

Bumblebee appears! Bravo~

they're just cool to me =)

thanks for the "snow"

although it had been a week after the concert, but my play list is still playing their songs. the excitement is still there! how I wish I can attend every of their concert. how I wish I'm their colleague in the future. owh, Dream On!!

and I just can't deny how attracted am I to this cute man. he is so talented, lovely, and etc. etc. which I hardly use words to describe. if possible, I really wish to have him in my life. =) owh, DREAM ON! anyway, he always is my all time favorite, my only unreachable prince. *hugs*

okay, back to the reality, we successfully launched a birthday surprise to mama a.k.a. Frances Chong Ying Hui. I think she had full blast for her 22nd birthday! credits to Syee Wei for the cute card, which we had became the member of SJ! as the birthday girl, she was drunk when she got home after a drinking session with the gang. anyway, do stay healthy and pretty ya~

pray for another good day tomorrow. goodnight. ^^

Mayday rocks!!!

finally here comes the update. well, I spent a wonderful holiday with family at Kota Kinabalu and Kudat. thanks to daddy for the planning. and the family bond is stronger and stronger. for me, nothing is more important than my beloved family.

as dad told us, this won't be a shopping trip but a relaxing trip. but, we still did a little shopping. *wink* since we spent so many days at KK without knowing what to do, we decided to visit Kudat, Tip of Borneo. it was a nice trip with fantastic scenery. wish to pay another visit if there's chance. =)

*love*

and now I'm back and ready to accept challenges in this new semester. and I feel like I'm a GD student. every subject is talking about creative thinking and design. I hope they wont kill me. *finger crossing*

and I gave myself a nice treat before all the challenges. I had enjoyed myself to the max in Mayday's concert. they really rock the night and I think is the best concert ever!! and it's worth it!! hopefully we no need to wait for another 10 years to have concert again in Malaysia. and I love them a lot. can i marry Ashin? and I get the balloon from him!! thanks to Ping. =)

hot days at Sandakan

semester break is going to end soon. yet, I'm still not ready for new semester. and yea, KK trip is on! I'm so looking forward to the trip. ops, I'm skipping 3 days class for the trip. nyek nyek~

we celebrated lil brother's 9th birthday on 17 May. these few days have some funny chat with this little boy. He always surprised us with funny answer. He told me that a story can't start with "Tomorrow" because event haven't happen and couldn't make a story. lolx.

He is joining Chinese story telling competition in June. when he practice in front of us, mom told him to speak louder so it sound clearer. then he tell mom that there's a microphone so no need to speak loud. LOL. he is just too smart. =)

surprisingly, 4 of us went to jog at Sport Complex last Sunday. we discovered there's a new route for jogging, or I should say walking. we're afraid because the road is not taken by many joggers and it's like in a jungle. we sweat a lot after taking 2 rounds of normal route and 2 rounds for this new route.

recently, I've been asked by people around me whether I owned a boyfriend or when will I start a new relationship. I wonder am I really need a boyfriend at this age? hmm.. yea, I'm 21 this year but I'm not ready to marry yet!

how beautiful is the sunset scenery at Sport Complex. =)

well, I pretty enjoy the life of being single. I can have 100% freedom to do whatever I like, to have some outings with whoever I like. Remember that I'm a Sagittarius girl! =)