20th birthday

I'm officially 20 years old! It's been hard for me to accept that my age had now been started with the number 2. never mind, I think I'm still young enough. hehe.

thanks shu min, sky and ying hui for this. :)

my flight back to Sandakan supposed to be at 5.15 pm. due to a late arrival flight, my flight delayed til 6.30pm. you can see people are waiting for their flight.



and now I'm back to Sabah and currently at KK enjoying Christmas holiday. although it's been a bad journey, we still enjoy ourselves throughout the journey.

Merry Christmas!!

final countdown!

thanks for the boys who brought me for dinner and sing k session when i almost bored til die on last Thursday.

i was having bad appetite for these few days. woke up by a terrible stomache for 2 days. hope everything will be fine for tomorrow as it is my French paper, the day to back home and the most suffer day for mom for the first time! lolx.

明天一个人的我依然会微笑

如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀

走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光

受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强

谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放

你走吧 我不哭
无论多痛苦

你走吧 我不哭
就算会迷路

明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始

爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事

明天一个人的我依然会微笑
那怕早已没有人记得我名字

别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

enjoy running in the rain

went to Pavilion, Sungei Wang and Times Square yesterday with Shu Min, Jun and friends of Shu Min. this time is really a window shopping. thought to buy a MP3 but at last give up d.

i think last night was a bad day for us. we ran under the rain on our way from Pavilion to Sungei Wang. we thought the rain is getting smaller so we ran faster to get over to Sungei Wang. but we stopped at the junction to wait for the traffic light. by that moment, in the middle of the road, there's no shade for us, and all of us had became the "wet chicken". *sorry Jun cause spoiled your image. hehe*

more picture in my Facebook..

jun and me (as requested by Jun to post the photo)



i saw this warm reminder under the Xmas tree in Pavilion. so please beware of this when u guys shop at Pavilion. haha

i miss this now!!

and i miss this too. which only can be found in Sandakan.

i miss these food basically because i skipped my dinner and feel so hungry now!!

5 days to home and the BIG day!!

Happy Birthday to Vivian

green tea cake from Bread Story.
happy birthday Vivian!!

after staying together for half year, at last there is a family portrait of B201

had this super cup of ice tea for the birthday girl. we had our lunch at Wong Kok only because of this ice tea. Ying Hui aka ah ma cannot resist her addiction to ice tea.

try this dress out when we did a little shopping at a boutique nearby. it is nice but it doesn't suits me.

tomorrow will start my first paper for exam, Broadcasting 2. after the paper will head to mid valley to shop for skin care products and help mama to buy her stuff while the friends will go for movie. wish me best of luck for coming paper. *crossing finger*

i'll be home in 8 days!

recent me without revealing my face. :)

the book that makes me drowning into the world of reading. nice story. :)

as mortals, we tend to make mistakes. unfortunately, celebrities have camera and pen with them to magnify their daily lives and faults. i feel so sorry on what had happened to Tiger Woods' family recently. i pretty agreed to what i had read from the comments that left in some websites: why ladies will go after to married man and later turn to talk about that in the public? this is hurt especially to the family.

anyway, hope that time will fade this scandal out. good luck Tiger.

i seriously need a haircut!!

Ferrari!!

i saw this Ferrari at the parking lot of my apartment. all of us was so surprised to see this appear at the area. so gorgeous!!



another surprise was i took this nice KTM back to Kajang on last Saturday. as we all know that the condition of KTM is not really satisfied. we can only ride this train if we travel to another town. i enjoyed such a comfort seat all the way back to Kajang. :)

I'm back!

don't be surprised. i haven't been back to Sabah. i just come back to the world of internet after been absent for 5 days. wow! what a record for me.

sleep in early and woke up early, read books and TV is my daily activity for the past few days. i don't feel bored about it, but i'm pretty enjoy such relaxing days. back to Kajang is the way to readjust my daily life. haha. anyway, I'm back!!

12 days to home..... :)

i can hear the jingle bells ring..

Happy Birthday to Hui Ning
Forever 21

a confirm KK and Singapore trip during Christmas.......

seriously, I'm not okay.

due to the strange emotion before period... :(

take a break

had been burning the midnight oil from Monday til Thursday. at last, i manage to have one day break before the exhausting day to reach on Saturday. we will boost up our energy to the max to shoot for the entire scenes on Saturday noon until night. will travel all the way to Tanjung Malim to shoot for little 2 children until evening. starts the unfinished fight scene at night starting from 12 am.

pray to God that everything will be fine soon. :-)

Darn it!!

finish Day 1 shooting with things going well and smooth. but there is a little incident whereby all 11 of us were scolding by an uncle without any rigid reason. *wth*. he even shout out some rude words to us. in fact, we were the victim and we done nothing wrong to him. he's the one who done something wrong, almost bang ying hui's car and almost knock carmen down with his car. i was so angry when thinking this back when i'm bathing. it's really ridiculous to scold by him without any reason. anyway, i still enjoy his "acting". he make himself cheap in front of us! you cheapskate uncle!!

i just recieved a sad news. i'm going to have my French paper on 21-12. yeah! it's 21-12, my big day. i was so sad about this. housemates and friends leave me alone at PJ that time. darn it! i was planning to fly back to Sandakan on that day afternoon right after my exam. although there's no friends for me but at least i'll have my family. yet, i need to get mom's permission 1st.

tonight is a tiring night for us. group member, do rest well during the day time and work hard in the night. work hard!

relaxing ourselves at Green Box, Sungei Wang yesterday after busy for the previous week. we scream our lungs out in every single song. feel so satisfied with the outing as I'm longing to sing k for the past few weeks.

i also able to meet some high school mate in Sungei Wang. chit-chat non stop with the long lost girl during the gathering. it's good to have a gathering like this with the old friends. :)

i cant imagine what will happen in coming week. it is the production week for the MV. pray God will grant us healthy and peace throughout the week.

good luck people~ <3

Amazing Grace

i was thinking so long to write how God had work on me. but end up blogging about my daily life. now, God has once again reminds me to blog about how his mercy works and blessings on me. and here is the story begins.

since the starting of Year1 Sem 2, i tend to rely on God more than I do in the past. i always pray to God, ask God for courage and blessings whenever i need to do something important. and God always answers my prayer. i always feel so delight when i received God's grace. and i always thank God for not forgetting me (as i seldom go to church) and treat me like His baby girl.

in week 2, my dad had a business trip to KL and after that he will travel to Singapore. that Saturday, i know i got no time to meet him up although we are at the same place, KLCC. he is in a rush to go for a meeting so i think probably i cant be able to meet him. the night before i went to KLCC, i pray to God and ask him to grant me a chance to meet up with dad. and Yes! God had answered my prayer and i'm able to meet Dad although it only last for 5 minutes!

the day before it came to decide which idea will be chosen for MV production, i pray to God and hope that our group's idea will be chosen for the production. during lecture class when the lecturer announced the group name, our group appears to be the last 2 group who is 'nominated'. all of us were so happy with it. once again, THANK GOD.

before my presentation, i pray to God and ask God for knowledge, wisdom and peace during my presentation. although the presentation is somehow boring, we still able to get some compliment from the lecturer. once again, I DID IT!

i've been chosen to be the producer for our MV production team. i'm afraid i cannot handle this job well. i pray to God again and ask him for courage and always by my side whenever i met any problem. so far, our preparation had done quite well and the situation is under control. the night before i meet the talents, i pray that God will grant me power and strength and wisdom and courage so that i can communicate well with them. and today, i met up with the talents and able to tell them about our production. YES!

one more, before i sit for the exam, it's a must for me to spend some time with God. and yes, so far my result is satisfactory and i'm proud to myself. =)

i want and need and must to admit that God had doing really great job on me. whenever i meet any problems in my studies or daily life, He will stay with me and hold me through every circumstances. He will grant me courage and strength to carry things well. so, don hesitate to ask God for help. as in John 14:12-14 says that:

I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

God Bless You!

these few days was damn busy with my assignments, especially the preparation and FPPM report for next week's MV production. finally, everything is done except the storyboard. i also able to complete other assignments before the due date *phew*. some lack of sleep encourage my pimples to begin spread in my face. i can't imagine how busy will i be on the next week and how many sleepless night will i have for next week.

before we start this busy week, we relax ourselves at Times Square. there's where i met this handsome cute guy in a roadshow of an online game. =) then we headed to Gasoline for dinner before went back to PJ.

i got this little cute balloon bear from a clown in the roadshow. as days goes by, it had flatten and eventually doesn't exist anymore in front of my desk. =(

had my first formal presentation *i guess* for this sem. everything goes well but bit nervous as i need to speak in front of lots of strangers. and i found that our presentation goes fast and boring. however, it still in satisfactory. =)

i think i'm going to miss the outings with dear high school friends in this weekend. i need to meet the talent of my MV and buy stuff for the production. i miss them a lot! if possible, wish that i can join them.

enjoyed this morning with my cup of Milo, Il Divo and Backstreet Boys songs with my readings. =) going to class later at 2pm. Good luck to both team for debate later.

please stop raining although i love rains!! :P

had been busy for assignments these few days. a simple MV production had slowly kill the team member. story had been changed for several times. coming week need to pass up FPPM report. feeling so stress to do a bunch of things in 7 days. hope that everything will goes well during the production week. before that, pray that we can find sufficient talent for the shooting. *cross fingers*

just finish done Sun Zi assignments and the draft for French assignment. since back to PJ from Sandakan, this is the first night where i stay up so late. there will be a presentation for me at 2pm later. after class, there's a meeting with the team member to finalise some point for our MV.

i was so exhaust now and there will be a tiring day for me for the next day. *phew* pray that i can gain enough sleep for the rest of the days.

glad that there is a radio to accom me throughout the night. thanks to 988 最好听 =)

goodnight~

seriously, you had made my day.

i don't know what to do.
i was so lost when reading all those messages.
i am sorry to treat you that way.
but i hope you can understand.
thanks for the memories..

happy birthday to dearest Chung Chin Vui a.k.a Thinman

was home alone now and waiting for the class at 3.30pm. will be having a mid term test for Broadcasting 2 tomorrow but i haven't start to do revision on it. gonna find back the study mood. anyway, wish all the BC students can excel in the test.

p/s: i miss the boys and the girls...

dilemma!

today received a big surprise from dad. thanks a lot to the unknown uncle. i never thought i can buy a DSLR camera for myself. as i know that it's enough to have a digital camera instead of a DSLR. now i got the chance to own a DSLR camera, i wish to buy a better one. now i was thinking which model to buy, Canon 500D or Nikon D90. i think iTouch need to wait til no time. :(

Canon 500D

Nikon D90

was so tiring after window shopping half day at 1U. 8am class tomorrow for French. goodnight people. shu min, sky and ying hui had gone back to hometown. gonna spend my days at Pj without them. however, i still have vivian and penny and i wont miss them! :)

chat box gone!

i'm so annoyed that the previous chat box in my blog had already gone after i change the background of my blog. i forgot my username for the Cbox account. i want to create a new one but it said that the username had been used. *wth*. anyway, people who visit my blog don have the chance to say anything :(

this pic makes me look like a handsome boy. i bet no one is more handsome than me! *suddenly self-confidence boost up A LOT*. i like the new hairstyle more and more. wow! but as i wish, i hope i can have a long hair for next year. :)

today i have a strong feeling that i need an iTouch for myself. maybe i'll grab it as my birthday present to myself. anyone want to sponsor me? hehe. another item that need to add in my wishlist. :p

brand new month!

it's November!!
feeling so fresh for this brand new month. time flies faster than i expected. the final 2 months before we welcome 2010. a thankful heart to GOD for those blessed days.
and i made it to meet my dad *thank GOD*, although it's only for around 5 minutes, it satisfied me a lot. went for This Is It at KLCC and accidentally bump up with Xiang and Cheng. feeling so great when meeting up with old friends. wish to hang out with the gang soon.
was lacking of photo for recent post. promise will snap more photos to share. :)

new start

new layout for the blog, another brand new start.
gonna starts a busy Sem 2 life.
wish that our MV proposal will be accepted by the lecturers. *cross fingers*

hope that i can meet dear Dad tomorrow, if only time allows me to do so.
wish that he can enjoy his trip to Singapore on Saturday.
miss the family...

happy marriage~

these few days was so busy on cousin's wedding. everyone enjoyed themselves very much, especially during the dinner and the wedding ceremony. sis micole cried when she saw my grandma and her mother cried *touching*. sis micole advise us we better organize a "traveling marriage" rather than the tradition one. cause there's a lot of rules and regulations to follow. sis micole also felt so tired after the whole wedding process. it scare me off from getting married. haha.

for the whole wedding ceremony, i was so impressed with the car parade which come to fetch the bride. there is altogether 8 modified cars came, including 2 Mazda RX8, Skyline, Sylvia, Honda Jazz, Honda Civic, Merz and another Honda plus one Estima. every eyeballs keep looking at the parade, and i feel bit proud sitting inside one of the cars. but i was bit disappointed that i cannot get into Mazda RX8, the car is so nice and the driver is most handsome among others. he's fetching a boy instead of a pretty girl. *swt* but, he already owned a girlfriend. :(

just now we had a big steamboat party with my big big family at "hai shang guo". feeling so nice during this big family gathering as we have little chance to organize this kind of gathering. some of us are separated in different place and it's hard to gather all of them. really appreciate and hope that we still can have more of this gathering. :)

going back to PJ in 10 + hours later. feeling bit sad cos i haven't finish enjoying my holiday. the next trip to back Sandakan will be this December. i think i still cannot overcome homesick within me. will be missing my dear family and Sandakan. i still haven't try out 1 Malaysia steamboat restaurant and haven't eat Ah Ming's "kon lau man" yet. *argh!!*

anyway, wishing sis micole and bro-in-law benny will have a happy marriage and a cutie baby. hoping tat we still have lots of family gathering again.. visit my facebook for photos for these few days.

thanks for the memories..

everything had come to an end.
thanks for the caring and pampered.
thanks for all the sacrifices that had made.
wish that tomorrow will be better for you.
thanks for the memories..

promise me one thing -
when you pick the boy your gonna really be with..promise me he's someone who respects you, and treats you well. someone who makes your heart race, and he's someone you love because of who he is, not what he does. use your head, and follow your heart.

no la
u r pretty
sumore i dun mind
however u look like
u r my dear
=)

thanks to the boys. feel so sweet after reading these from 2 different boys. rebuild my confident in everything... miss u guys...

brand new..

just finish cutting the hair, waiting to dye it

in the process...

newly brought dress.. :)

went to steamboat on Saturday night at the newly open restaurant, 海上锅, branch of Ocean King. the restaurant was so crowded that night. customers are like fighting for the food. right after the food is served, the customers will run for the food. *swt*

spot these at the parking area of the restaurant. heard dad said there was a team of people who came from all around of Sabah, drove the cutie Volkswagen Beetle reach Sandakan.

the family had changed the hairstyle for cousin's ceremony. feel so fresh about that. :)