gee. i suddenly remembered 'bout how ky was telling me and joel prolly a few months ago about how guys should have a sense of humour, but not till the extent of being derogatory. and i was thinking about how nasty i've been to the peeps around me while i was at the showers just now. guess i wasn't really that nice to 'em afterall heh. yeah instead of calling them by their names or using a generic term like 'people' or 'peeps', i opted to use words like 'bitches and bastards'. heh it's definitely not the best platform to show off my vocab skills i know, but somehow i just couldn't control myself. alright though personally i felt that there's no big deal about this matter, what i have overlooked is the very fact that other people might feel uncomfortable, or even offended when i call them using such terms. okay as far as i know most guys couldn't give a shit over whether you're calling them a horny bastard or a motherfucker, but the fairer sex might have a very different perspective for all i know. i mean, which girl would want to be labelled as a bitch yeah? perhaps to them it's as good as calling them whorish sluts or what. lol well oh well, it seems that i do really have quite a extensive knowledge of what some would called alternative vocabulary.
and it's not just names calling or what that i ought to be ashamed off. i think ky is probably the worst receipient of the kinda 'jokes' that me and joel have been cracking since the start of school this year. yeah it's like we keep saying about how fat she is constantly and the likes of it. hmm think both us really have to be grateful towards the very fact that she wasn't really much bothered by our nasty comments and blow up in front of us. yeah it's only when she's in a bad mood would she just see red and ask us to shut up - most of the time she would just shrug our comments off with the ever-useful 'oh whatever'. but come to think of it, i don't think i really meant what i said. it's more of a brainless comment which just didn't happen to go through my brain that i would make when i'm just bored. there isn't any hidden meaning to it or what most of the time. well i'm not that mean a person afterall haha.
so in conclusion, i guess it's time to clean up the friggin' negative remarks that i've been so fond of making subconsciously and begin to treat people the way that they deserve? :)