believe

Before i knew it, she's gone. But life's like that, things will just slide pass you if u don't grasp it at the right time. I guess it isn't meant to be, kinda sad but at least there were once beautiful time. And not forgetting one of the happiest day of my life that I would never forget, so i won't regret. Hope that she will lead a happy life :)

Not beautiful.

I can see clearly now..

我要变强！

I wont give up yet! If it were N years ago or even a few months back, these words would have brought me down and i might even have given up hope way back. But definitely not for now, 我要变强！ I wanna give it a shot, look back and never regret. Jing, you can do it!!!!! I hope it's not too late YET..

:(

Simple words can be really hurtful. :(

当我们同在一起，真能快乐无比吗？

4D projects.

It's a pity that due to my poor photography skills, the result wasn't as good as expected.

I really need to learn photog!!

Nonetheless these are all hard work and i really love 4d lessons!

Sweet beginnings do arise :)

It was really a magical day filled with smiles!

But now back to reality! OH MAN, 3d shit waiting 4 me to settle in school. :s

happy holidays!

Exams are sooo over!!! weeee

Time to embrace xmas and the one million possibilities that could occur during this well deserved holidays!

Looking forward to monday :D:D

Urgghhh

this 2 weeks of exam madness is passing so damn slowly!!!

Literature is driving me crazy, worse den WAH, i'm totally clueless about this subject.

How the hell do i study for this and what reading shit?!!

Seriously I don't really get understand any of the lit texts, all use damn cheem english, wtf.

How does lit even help me in what i'm pursueing? :s

All Clear

yay! :D I got it clarified and it feels gr8. :D

armagaddon

Boommb!

Gotta Kill 'em All

After burning many days of midnight oil and lotsa hard and sweat, Here it is finally! The 4d stop motion picture by me and zw, yay, we rocks! Enjoy :D

burnin up

Sand sculpturing @ sentosa on saturday, A whole day of hard work and fun!

Tada! our erotic sand sculpture which attracted lotsa attention from the banga workers.

Gorgeous right?

.. and us! our group is the best :D

It really ain't an easy job doing sand sculpturing, lotsa patience and risk taking is needed.

But yay! our hard work is paid off with this beautiful final product, haha.

At the end of the day all of us were damn high upon completing the project, and damn burnt also. Ouch! Looking forward to more fun and arty stuff coming up, haha next is zoo :D

Keep going

So many things to do, it's coming in non stop just like waves crashing against the shore. Sleeping time is depleting. zzz Just received harsh comments from chris toh regarding my 3d portfolio, damn pissed off man. But i've to admit i really have no motivation @ all doing his crappy assignments, I don't think i learn anything and he's just boring me out. My rebellious side just feel like dumping 3d aside n focus on other stuff where I can really let my creative juices flow, however the grade does matter too. I'm not going to let what he said affect me, on a brighter side I was really happy of bridget's compliment @ foundation class! And next week we're going to the zoo~ weee I love drawing animals! Busy busy also left me less time to think negatively, just keep going and never slow down! :D

No boundaries

School reopened and i didn't even get to enjoy much during recess week. I can't believe the year is coming to an end man. haha There are just always so many things to do. I watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs with fellow batchmates during de hols, it's really a gr8 show, very funny especially for the walking roast chicken and gummy bears lol. Also paid laine and baby kyler a visit with smac gang, we love him man, so adorable!

Interesting events to kick start the new school term

It's children's day celebrations on tues, n we're back in sch u! I've already thrown away mine so here i'm in PJ pt attire, haha don't we look young?

Next was Mid autumn fest celebrations @ ADM rooftop. Yay!

Home alone.

So proud of myself, I just cooked a jumbo sausage meal. Looks delicious eh?

Blossom

 

Lil pup’s half-opened eyes squinted against the glaring rays of sunlight that fell in a line across his delicate, sallow face. He rubbed against his red rimmed eyes, dried of overnight tears and coerced himself up to continue with the search. It was already day twelve since little pup got separated from his family. Day after day, he tried tracking down the whereabouts of his loved ones; he looked frantically everywhere but to no avail.

As he sauntered through the solemn forest, Lil pup felt the helplessness piling up within him; slowly and mercilessly devouring away his feeble will to survive. His footsteps became heavier as the feeling of lost evolved into depression. Dreadful thoughts besieged him like a snake entangling its prey. A gentle breeze brushed past but it felt extremely cold, Lil pup is longing for warmth, longing for love from his family.

“Don’t give up! Be strong!” Lil pup affirmed himself as he tried to eradicate all dissenting thoughts that have been haunting him relentlessly. He remembered how his mother always taught him to be brave and strong when he is by himself. Picking up his pace, little pup carried on with his quest.

“Have you seen my mum and dad?” he asked each and everyone he saw along the way but his effort was futile. None of them had seen his family, it all seemed as if they had vanished from this world.  At the spur of the moment, a miracle happened.

“Hey kiddo, are you looking for your family?” a mellow voice inquired from behind. The heartened little pup turned around immediately and in front of him stood a beauteous and amicable red fox.

“Yes! Yes! Have you seen them?” A tinge of hope surged up in Lil pup’s eyes as he looked at the lady with ebullience.

“Yea, I did, they are just a couple of miles away. Come on, follow me kiddo.” The red fox assured him as she gave him a comforting pat on his head. Blooming with exuberance, Lil pup followed the stranger deeper into the woods without further ado.

Streaks of sunlight began to fade away as the foliage grew thicker, stripping the land off illumination as darkness befalls. As the wraithlike atmosphere sets in, Lil pup felt a cold chill tingle down his spine. An ominous feeling emerged from within, however the anticipation of reuniting with his family kept him going. Finally, the duo came to a small ramshackle hut that looked like it had been dissipated for ages.

“Come on in! Your parents have been waiting eagerly for you, little fellow.” The red fox said with a warmhearted smile. Lil pup could not wait any longer as he hastened towards the house. The door creaked open as if nobody had ever opened it before. The interior of the hut was poorly lit and a filthy stench lurked around the room.

Creeek~ Lil pup stepped onto something as the door closed from behind. He glanced down to check what was below and to his horror; there were bits and pieces of animal remnants lying everywhere in a muddle. His heart pounded against his ribcage as he sensed something amiss. Turning around for the door, he noticed the red fox standing in his way with a devious grin.

“Where do you think you’re going, kiddo? Your family is here, in my STOMACH!” The red fox burst into a maniacal laughter as she glared menacingly at him. Not even a trace of her initial friendliness was left on her face.

The panic-stricken Lil pup could only depend on his survival instincts at that instant. He pounced against the villainy vixen with all his might, hoping to knock her out but his actions were halted as a cage suddenly descended down swiftly from the ceiling, enclosing him within. Unwilling to give in, Lil pup continued thumping against the metal bars with his brute strength to break free but the cage remained rigid and intact.

After repeated attempts, Lil pup soon gave up as he collapsed to the ground. His limit was reached; he had not been eating or sleeping well for days while searching for his family. Lying defenseless on the ground, he could only watch as he was being prepared for dinner. A gush of anguish evoked and tears started tumbling down his fatigued face. Never had he felt so alone before as he was reminded of his family’s death.

“…. and this is my deathbed, lie here alone. When I close my eyes tonight, I know I’ll be home…” Lil pup hummed the wistful tune to himself while awaiting his impending doom. Solitude filled the room thereafter as memories of his loved ones flashed past his budding mind.

“Pssst.. boy over there, don’t give up yet, you’re not the only one here.” a faint whisper clocked in from nowhere. The startled Lil pup peeked around the room to locate the hazy voice and above him hung a dainty black kitten, cinched by a lanyard.

“Hi, I’m Kiki. Don’t worry man; the fox won’t eat us yet until the rest from her pack returns at night. Your parents are probably still alive too, this pack doesn’t eat adults.” Assured the black kitten. “Notice the ground below you? It’s soft, try burrowing through; it’s the only way out. I did that this morning, but I was too slow which landed me up here.“ she added in a truehearted tone.

“Thank you! My name is Lil pup, I’ll get us out of here no matter what it takes!” Lil pup was beaming with vigor once again upon hearing the good news. He stealthily sunk his paws into the fragile earth and started digging as the evil red fox was diligently preparing the ingredients for the feast. As he excavated deeper beneath the ground, the soil became even softer as though it was aiding with the escape. Before long, he was only an inch away from the outside of his cage.

Just then, the vixen realized she was lack of fuel and decided to head out to get some. As she turned to survey her prey, the empty cage Lil pup was imprisoned in struck her canny eyes.

“WHERE IS HE?” she shrieked in acrimony. Kiki feigned ignorance while she tried to annoy the huffy vixen even more by shrilling deafeningly.

The irked red fox enveloped her ear in agitation, making her vulnerable for a split-second. Without warning, Lil pup sprung up from behind and thrust her forcefully to the ground. The two creatures put up a ferocious fight as they exchanged blows and laceration. Lil pup tried to apply the hunting skills his father had taught him, he coveted at the vixen’s neck and launched a tenacious chaw at the most assailable spot, which caused her to howl in agony.

The belligerent vixen did not concede. She retaliated by sinking her barbed claws across Lil pup’s chest, compelling blood to spurt out in a stream. It was an intense skirmish for survival that left both parties marred and enervated.

“Miss vixen, look here!” Kiki exclaimed as the vixen imprudently turned to look at her. “Take that!” She spat straight into her face, diminishing her vision.

“Here is your chance, pup!” asserted Kiki. Grasping the opportunity, Lil pup rained his final jab onto the vixen with his acuminous vigorous fangs. She finally passed out. Lil pup heaved a sigh of relief. Upon freeing Kiki, the couple scurried out of the deep woods towards safe grounds.

“I really don’t know how to thank you enough, if not for you, I would have been dead.” Lil pup said to Kiki in gratitude.

“I should be the one thanking you, you put up a courageous fight which saved our lives! Come on, I’ll help you find your family!” Kiki grabbed Lil pup’s hands as the newfound friends continued with their journey.

At least for now, the quest is no longer as lonely. Lil pup thought as a smile finally blossomed from his face.

 

 

To be continued?

torn

i like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly~

So many things to do, but man i love drawing!
School life feels fulfilling and happy, which leaves me little time to think of any negativity:D
I fell in love with piano again and found myself a new teacher! :D:D:D

A hectic start

Oh no, school just started and there seem to be a million things to do already. Not forgetting driving exam in september!
and I got to stay in the hall after all although i kinda don't feel like staying anymore. :p

愚人的國度

I just heard Stefanie Sun's new song 愚人的國度 and is deeply touched by it!
click here to listen
"愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出 我們都回不去最初 曾美麗但還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 一步一步自我陷入"
I find the lyrics rather meaningful. Wonder when her new album will be out, I miss stefanie sun! haha

Yesterday's adm opening cermony and orientation is boring, all talks and we didn't get to meet new classmates after all.

I just gave my room a makeover too, feel so accomplished with the new formation.:D

nothing

No hall for me. :(

the really random outing

I failed my driving exam! shit man, auto still fail, damn throw face. haha I screwed up @ de beginning as i cant find de car and made my tester wait, then i mount kerb while parking, followed by more reckless driving outside, the most difficult teck whye route (how suay!). In the end i failed with 30 demerit points. T-T Well, on a brighter side, @ least there isn't any immediate failure, i'll have 2 take this as a lesson learnt. But as for now, no more driving till mid august, cuz i'm damn sick of driving lesson routine! :p



On Sunday, had an impromtu and random outing with the new clique formed from stoker. We decided to go iceskating @ de last min @ Kallang. The rink there isn't as good as JE's due to the small size and it's quite empty too. After that was bishi bashi @ the arcade! haha, spent 10 dollars to get 2 the top level. Saw lotsa people wearing red, machiam NDP like that, but they're actually liverpool supporters going for the Liverpool vs S'pore match. Poor S'pore team. :p





















I finally get to play mahjong on monday! havn't played for a long time, haha. Play with the new clique @ winnie's place, followed by taboo. Fun! The guys actually didn't know the nearest planet to the sun is mercury -_-. Keep insisting is Mars, haha.

Dessert hunt

School exams are over!! Whooo although there's still driving pract on sat, it is one less burden now! I can do whatever i like, hahaha. Yesterday went for a round island food hunt n ktv session with fellow stokers. It turned out to be a dessert hunt since most of the food are sweet sweet stuff. Now i'm really damn sick of anything sweet! Luckily the durian stop was a failure as the stall was no longer there because durians stink!! Realised our outing quite cheena too, Adm-ers are not all potato-eaters after all. :p

Our food hunt route! ahhaa

Off we go on our search for good food :D

Some of the food we tried. At the end of it we were all feeling quite nii with all the sugary delicacies, so didn't really enjoy the food totally. The ching teng tasted quite gross. :X

KTV session was hilarious, we were all overwhelmed by Zhikai's overdramatic rendition of songs.

After the KTV session, I was forced to eat supper @ macs by qiyi. Sinful! After much bargaining, we settled for a healthier choice, HAPPY MEAL! haha with corns n milk. It was rather late and we planned to go cat hunting near the neighbourhood, using the left over corns as bait. Unfortunately they were nowhere to be found, not even @ their usual hideout behind the NTUC, so disappointing. We fed the corns to xiao qiangs instead. haha And our neighbourhood quite haunted too, there was this abandoned road which was quite spooky, and quite a couple of ghost stories related to our area too. It was fun scaring each other.

She's stuck on my ele my elevator~

This song from the mass dance keep playing on repeat in my head now, haha. The ADM FOC has really made an impact man, haha. I just signed up for hall FOC cuz of that, hope it would be as memorable. Now the FOC pics & comments are flooding my email n facebook, haha.
More pics!


It's party time!

Last rehearsal

Cow pei & Cow bu!

Preparing the skit.

After paint bomb attack!

Before.

Dig for the treasure!

Victory.

Mission impossible.

Can't see shit.

Getting to know each other.

Didn't know scissors paper stone can be so fun :D

Masterpiece by stokers.

Painting time!