Tue280807モォイイッc(>_<。)シ*バシッ

One kiwi juice, no seeds

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1 hour of sleep today...

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gods....leave me out of your game can?

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shoo! shoo!

｀｀ゞ(＞＜)ｏ シッシッ!!

 

 

Sun260807ε=(￣。￣;)

finished japanese elementary II all goodddddddddd (^-^)/

can you guess which one is sensei? XD

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i'm gonna miss you guys....2.5 more weeks...

Your Guardian Angel

-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

 

Fri170807work.sleep.work.sleep

i'm tired...arn't you?

BUT I NEED THE $$$$$$$$...

Monday: 5am get up... work, meet people to pass them stuff at ulu faraway place...it's about 8.30 when i get home...cook dinner...eat...do japanese homework....sleep at 12.30...

Tuesday: 5am get up... work, run for japanese class at orchard...reach home 10.30...make bento for wednesday...stress fight stress fight...sleep at 1...

Wednesday: 5am get up... work, run to bank and british commission place to get visa application docs just before they close...lug giant empty boxes around in the rain...reach home 7pm (wahhhh! early!) cook dinner, do homework/study...stress stress stress...2.30 sleep

Thursday: 4.30am get up... walk to station to buy stamps and mail out document to school...work, run to chiropractor but was late and waited 45 mins for my turn...8.50 reach home...10.40pm meet father in carpark to get documents...stress fight stress fight...2.30 sleep

Friday: did not hear my alarm...woke up at 2PM lar...went down to the bank, realised i can't get a bank statement...went to a cafe to have breakfast...do japanese homework...meet someone at ulu faraway place to pass stuff...then later message to meet at another not-so-ulu place but waste my traveling expenses only...then dinner with father+mother+sister (oh the joy *rolls eyes* ) at 8pm...it's now almost 1am and i'm still awake...

it's like this...if not worse every week...i'm just glad my boss is understanding and lets me leave slightly earlier when i need to get down to the city/bank/post office...

then i have a test next week...omg

m(_ _)m so...believe me when i say  it's not because i'm angry at you...you actually make sense...i just don't have time to think of words to reply you now...in fact... i think i'm mad at myself...

and my parents...are the SAME...match made in heaven...they are both scheming $h!theads....yeah...we kids are pawns they use to manipulate to get money from each other...if it fails...i only have myself to rely on...

we're just bargaining chips...

i said at the beginning of this year that i'd move out by september...mother said fine, in fact she threatened to throw all of us out if we don't soon...so i've kept my part of the bargain...my sister is leaving soon to pursue her masters...older brother comes home one day a week, so really...no big lost for him...

my poor younger brother is stuck with that insane bipolar woman...

oh gods....i don't want to be like them!

sorry...i rambled...i go now.

 

Fri090807アハハハ "o(￣▽￣メ )。ｏ０○((殺す))

やっぱ！何も変わりませんでした。。。

ちっとも。。。

おまえが言う通りだったねええ～ε=(￣。￣;A　フゥ…

まあ、いいやア！私、私の思う道を進めばいいんだ。。。それだけでいいよね。それだけで。でも、そんな簡単な事じゃねえよな。頑張りますから、シンパイしなくていい。

もう大丈夫だから。

(^ー゜)ノほら♪(ー゜ ノ)クル(゜ ノ)クルヽ() クル( ゜ー)クル(゜-^v) ブイ♪

Oh! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!!!!

あの、and i'm sure everyone reading this『not say many people read my blog anyway 笑』already know, but i'm going to Liverpool!!!!!!!!

 

Fri030807あたしの負け。。。か。。。

those of you who've i met...shhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok...mnnn...

so, i met my dad for dinner today...was wondering and anticipating alot of things...but when i saw him...i wanted to giggle...and..laugh?

yeah...gong people might know about him...so...i think i may have lost a screw or 2 from all the stress lately...

giggle?! O.o

yehhhh, and for those of you who passed my test....nah...

simmie's sister and simmie's combined effort at making cookies...^-^

chun's special recipe with a twist~~~~

and surprise surprise...they were quite good actually...

heeeee~~~~~~ had also met with emilyn, kin may and belinda (in order of arrival....XD ) last night for dinner at ichiban boshi....my goodness...it's been so long! i'll update with pictures when kin may sends them over (if i don't forget or get too lazy)...

i'm glad everyone seems to be doing ok now (^-^)b