//bleed

it sucks that it happens every year...
it sucks when what was uttered...
was exactly what i expected from you...
it sucks when u have to call for everything, your way...
not taking into consideration of people...
it sucks when u dun enjoy a celebration meant for u...
it even sucks when u fork ur own for something thats meant for you...

//true frens

good friends are one...
which goes through ur ups and downs...
a shoulder to cry on...
and a person u can rely on...


but not many knows...
a true good fren...
does not make up good words..
that you want to hear...
they usually are frank in giving opinions...
and at times harsh in words...
to make you realise your mistakes...


a good fren does not call you only for company...
but also there to lend a listening ears...
even at times when its not important...


a good fren motivates you...
at times tries to show you a path...
maybe unknown to you...
but never tells you what you should do...
(unless provoked)


sometimes its best to just keep quiet...
coz what u say might not be the one...
they wanna hear...

//that voice

i watched this and cried 2 times...
one with the bald girl...
and the other who lost her dad...
there is so much emotions been put on stage...
and I must say there is so much talent there...
I wish we have a chance to show ours...

//OMG...

OMG OMG OMG ... enuff said

//hit me one more time

*atas

 Heh, just love her!

//sherlocks

Hawt~~

//how will i know?

a FB fren from KL pinged me...


 "is like i keep on finding a bf..
 i cannot get it..
n nw i m like i duno wat m i looking for..
seem like all d guy i c around me does not qualify to be my bf..
i duno wat i want..
is either i m too fussy..
or i duno wat i wan anymore...
so a bit emo lo"


i could relate so much to that...
and i know its hard...
especially when u are certain of what u want...


i did tell that fren...
that someone needs to be assured...
whoever he/she is dating...
is the right one...
and its ok to be fussy...


it might take a little time...
to find the right person...
but when u find the right one...
it will be special... and it will last long...
the more u seek...
the more it will not come...
but the least u expect...
the right person will appear...


i'll pray u'll find someone special :)

*hear me

just to let you know :p
no matter what happens...

*alone again

its happening too often...
and why can't things be simple...
as it used to be?

had I changed?

too many things had been happening...
and all seems wanting my attention...
it had been stressful...
but i thought all would be fine...

maybe it was me all along...
maybe that's why it had never worked out before...
maybe it wasn't meant for me at all...

why has it have to happen this time...
every single year?

*the battle

it seems like human living in the house less priority...
compared to the red whiskered bulbul...
owned by non other the DAD...
yes, the bird has the right to shower...
the rest ( and i mean the mum, me and sis)...
can't enter the toilet...
coz the bird needs its PERSONAL time in the bathroom...

NO ONE can touch the cage...
or shift it...
so if it means the cage is infront of the fridge...
you just have to die of thirst....

so today, dad was preparing to give the birds...
the MUCH needed shower...
and so i made my way to the toilet...
and sis was giving me the snigger...
as I walked to the toilet pass the kitchen...
dad was giving me the stare...
and I so totally ignored him...
and went to the bathroom and locked the door...
i could hear him whining to himself...
but DAMN i need my shower too...
and the bird can wait!!!

one is so noisy...
imagine 3 of them...
like mini jurong bird park can?!

*Love Day

to cheer me up!

*reflection

it sets me thinking...
and reflect back why I have started all this...
the rough times...
and why I bit my tongue and held on till this day...

I always believe that awards aren't everything...
but then yesterday made me rethink...
am I not good enough to be noticed?
if I had won awards...
maybe people would take me more seriously?
maybe I wouldn't really need to hunt more?

so yeah, I'll work harder now...
maybe put more love in my work...
and hopefully I'll get noticed....

somebody that I used to know

at times it gets tiring...
i felt like i aint a good fren...
at times i felt like i aint a good son...
at times i felt i didn't do enuff...

P.Y.B

Pretty Young Boys x.x

if u ask me, how i'm doing

sometimes we realised it's hard to get over someone...
sometimes it hurts so much...
and you don't really understand..
why it can cause so much pain...

and yet its hard to let go...
I wished I could be a better friend...
to try to let you understand...
that whatever has happened...
is something that we should reflect on ourselves...
they say it takes two hand to clap...
to make things go wrong...
but then again there are many instances...
where its clearly the other party's fault...