*grins*

30th July marks the day *grins*

I knew I loved you before I met you

I guess i almost tore you apart ytd...
when i told you "i wanna meet you up...
and end this quick"...

yet u wouldn't wanna give up...
and wanted an explanation from me...
The only reason I had was that I'm really scared...
coz the feeling for you is so so strong...
I'm afraid of the hurt once again...
and I thought by meeting you...
you could realised its just infatuation...
and you could move on...

you read me well...
and you know my feelings were stronger than that...
and you wanted me to give you a chance...
to prove you are not like others...
you said im a fit in your life at the moment...
though we never met...
it seems like I'm meant for you....
I'm sure it does seem absurd...
I thought so too...
How could a person fall in love w/o even meeting...
and you told me this...



somehow i felt relief after that call...
maybe this is worth fighting for...

*again and again

You said you wished you know me sooner...
and I wouldn't have faced hurt before you came...

That was prolly the sweetest thing I've heard...

*b-ea-u-tiful

i look forward to the calls now somehow...
it feels much more comfortable now...
no more awkwardness...

*moves like jagger

it seems like a big N-O from most friends...
as I lay down all the odds and such...
and I know they genuinely cared for me...
not wanting me to get hurt again...

honestly, i know and had taken this seriously...
but somehow this felt different...
just like how i know my ex...

so I'm gonna take this really slow...
and not rush into things like how i used to...
if it is, it is....
it is all about risk again, ain't it?

im touched by all the gestures...
though i know its too fast...
and insanely weird to do so w/o even meeting me yet...
oh wells....

*infatuation

will this change when we meet?
i sensed infatuation from you..
none from me...

i can't deny u seem like a good genuine person...
but there is always fear attached to it...
the fear of trying...
and the fear of failing...

*should I or shouldn't i?

"If the right person comes, you should give yourself a chance to love again"....

ironically, you hit the spot again...
and without fail, you gave me a call again...
not once but thrice today...

should i or shoudn't i?

*yet

yet again someone chanced upon me...
and the odds seems even bigger now...
till date I've yet to figure whats my appeal...
and why me of all people...

sensed that I've built a great wall of china...
and me putting all things that will prolly turn someone off...
yet there is always a phonecall every night...
a message to greet me every single free time...
without fail...

im really afraid...
seriously traumatize...
coz people are good at comforting words...
but they often put a mask to hide their true intentions...

im tired of meeting expectations...
im tired of lies...
im tired of meeting people...
coz deep down inside i knew "happily ever after"...
never existed in the first place...
especially in my world...

i laid my grounds...
so my question is - why are u still here?
am I jinxed in that way?
is god finally answering my prayers when i've finally gave up?

tell me if I'm doing this wrong...
anybody... please...

Why Did I Fall In Love With You

See the live version... breath taking :)


Doesn't the title say it all?
So why did i even fall in love with you in the first place?

When i knew it was coming all along?

Hadaga

*super powers

as much as I am grasping with mine...
I couldn't help but lend a listening ear to my friends...
If anything I could do...
I wanna be a super hero...
and save my friends from all the troubles they have...

Its sad to see the pain they are bearing...
and its more painful when I couldn't do much to help...
what more could I do?
I just wonder....
really...



i wish i would the ability to be invisible...
at least I could do the disappearing act...
and shut myself in a deserted place...

*bleak

once i used to believe in dreams...
and now i dun believe in any...
not a single one anymore...
coz they keep getting bleak every single day...
and all I have now for comfort is work...

*sigh

dear god...
Im writing here coz i feel I could no longer take all of your tests...
I wish i was strong enuff but I guess I'm not...
I'm praying to you this time (and I know I haven't been doing that much)...
that you would just answer one of my prayers...

*jay park

Park Jaebeom also known as Jay Park...
is a former lead from the Korean group 2pm...

Park first appeared through MNET's Hot Blood...
a documentary-style reality program...
that showed the future members of idol groups 2AM and 2PM in training...
with Park finishing at the #1 top spot with the most fan votes...

and getting the position of 2PM's leader...

On September 4, 2009, unfavorable comments towards Korea...
were found on Park’s personal Myspace account from 2005...
read more here

After the whole media saga, his fans managed to get him back to Korea...
though he is no longer with his former 2pm group...
he manged to launch his own comeback album


so this what sparks the whole comeback...


his debut album...

hahaha sorry been posting korean entries lately leh...

hope you guys had a good weekend :)

*put ur hands up!

finally two new songs from one of my fav korean band - 2PM
its really good I must say...
see this "live" performance...



and guess what they filmed the mtv in Singapore lo....
wah kow if I had known i prolly be a stalker hahahaha...



some iconic one are the Marina Bay Sands...
Keppel Bay, Singapore Flyer, Singapore Arts Science Museum...



so will u put ur hands up?
like kena arrested like that hahaha

have a good weekend guys!!!

*promise this

love cheryl cole love adele more :)