Will my small world smile at me?
Tears fall at the end of a long day
Where am I going?
I thought I was in enough pain
But I guess there’s still a lot left
As if I’m alone in this big world
No one tries to look into my heart
No one
When I close my eyes
I see myself and I tell myself
Not to get tired
To take a break for a moment
That the thick darkness
That doesn’t seem like it would leave
Will leave once I let myself go
Like a foreigner among laughing people
I’m the only one who seems like everything is lost
Was I just running forward mindlessly?
My dreams have gotten too far away now
Will this long sadness ever stop?
Will warm sunlight ever shine down on me?
Becoming myself
And seeing stars that will forever shine
I’m dreaming these kinds of sleepless dreams
But the foolish me
Only realized
That I’ll never be myself
Only after I opened my eyes
Becoming myself
And seeing stars that will forever shine
I’m dreaming these kinds of sleepless dreams
But the foolish me
Only realized
That I’ll never be myself
Only after I opened my eyes
On what day, at which time, at which place
Will my small world smile at me?
Grown up. Adult. By Sondia.
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