Sunday, March 09, 2008
hi bloggieeeeee.
u noe. i miss u.
ive moved to wordpress.
but i guess once in a while to write in here wouldnt do any harm.
its weird that ive been on an emotional roller coster.
mood swings? pms? i dunchno.
first i was sad.
and then im full of energy.
and then im feeling down.
and then im happy.
and then im angry.
and then im peaceful.
weird aint it.
going through whats happening now is tough.
im not happy abt it. reallie.
but life has got to move on.
thats always ive been saying to myself. and even in wordpress. i tink.
i still wanna live life.
apart from the family, my work, my school, my close frens, eventually i have to admit to myself, i do miss him. yantO. he calls now and then. he kept saying i am in denial. yes. i admit. call me a loser. but i have to do what i have to do. i do wish i have the guts to go the other way but i noe i'll end up getting hurt. i tink. although im not hundred per cent sure. though my heart says u can go for it if u want. i hope im wrong about this whole thing. and i noe that this is just a fairy tale wish.
haaaa.
ok. i need to get ready for work.
bye bloggerku.
p/s: u noe..mebbe i'd rather go back in here than wordpress. somehow, blogger seems homely and im attached too. hurhur.
linah drove her beettle at
6:21 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007
this morning
it was bliss
listening to him
what he said
im glad too
mebbe its time we should let this missing you missing me feeling go on eh.
hohoho.
linah. that is sooo cheesy. heck.
im happy.
i hope he is happy too.
linah drove her beettle at
11:33 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
did u feel the tremors?
i did.
today.
this morning.
i overheard the earthquake news in the bus yesterday.
tv mobile.
but cant watch it as the bus was damn packed.
and when this morning i felt it
i was very scared
was talking with a mbr and felt something was diff
and thats when cherie hold me
and i felt the tremors
and to think the rest was making fun of it
i feel like spanking them
but sesungguhnya aku berpuasa huhu
linah drove her beettle at
3:27 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
***listening to tangga-cinta begini***
sometimes i felt that its too much for me to absorb, to take it
im emotionally drained
part of me says to just let it go and move on
part of me says no its just the beginning
and i hate to make decision
knowing the consequences for either decision i have to make
am i being selfish?
or its u?
or its just me who's asking for too much?
sooner or later,
only god noes.
on the other note,
ramadhan is coming =)
whats different is that i'll be having my sahur and buka at work.
first time it's sahur without my family.
selamat berpuasa people =)
linah drove her beettle at
2:55 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
sering kali
aku akan memutarkan waktu itu
saat kita bercanda dan tertawa
saat kelibatmu terlihat
terukir senyuman di bibir
kangen...
i enjoyed the nite.
teehee.
linah drove her beettle at
11:46 AM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
this is gonna be an effffiinnnnng entry.
i dun care.
call me anything.
its plain hurtful.
its very hurtful.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
blah-
linah drove her beettle at
1:12 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
this very early morning
it touched me
what was being said
it reflects the other side of a you
a very special bond that's created
left us hanging
with no directions
and we hold on to it
its the journey
that makes one hopeful
that makes one confuse
it makes us scared
never wanting this to end
coz its where we seek comfort
though we're clearly clueless
what lies ahead of us
paling tidak aku tau kau peduli
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heylow blog,
ive signed up for sma. yeahp. finallie.
now i cant wait to start going to class.
its still few months away but im counting on to it.
something to look forward to.
this morning,
thinking back,
i held back my tears.
whatever yan's said,
it shows his concern
the side of him i rarely felt.
it has always been comfortable talking to yan.
the bond that we're both clueless.
linah drove her beettle at
11:07 AM
