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about me


khai ping (benjamin)
sim rmit graduate
26 years old
happily attached
events & promotions executive



my wish list for 2009


get a job!
get a new watch
go on more holidays
play more golf practice golf
pick up photograghy
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get a dslr
learn thai language





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    Wednesday, June 24, 2009 11:25 PM

    goals in life..!

    finally! i've got a job..!

    long time back when i was still studying.. i always tell ppl that i cant wait to study finish n work.. n their replies are always the same.. "work?? u've nv work before so u duno.. wait till u really start work.. den u'll regret n want to go back to studying.. trust me."

    years down the road.. im working already.. and i im not regretting. in fact, im very eager to go to work.. i look forward to earning my salary.. because i have certain goals in life.. and the only way to achieve them is to work..

    i'm must say.. i am actually very fortunate.. i was jobless for 5-6 mths.. and 1 day i accepted a temp admin job of $7/hr.. i must say as a graduate.. not many ppl are willing to do so.. but well.. i didnt want to rot away at home anymore.. so what the hell.. i just jumped right in.. i didnt even know wad was the job about when i signed the contract.. i was tt desperate..

    1st day at work i realise i was in the events & promo dept. not bad! at least i got into the correct dept with regards to my major.. although the job title n description can be way better off... so i basically "bao sua bao hai".

    times passed.. an opportunity presented itself to me.. the position that i was suppose to help assit was suddenly vacant.. thus.. i basically took over the position.. but still with my "temp pay".. im fortunate.. that my boss tot enough of me to asked me if i wanted to convert..i was more than happy!

    now.. 3 months in.. i've got a job doing events.. i get to interact with different kinds of ppl from all over.. i get to go to different locations.. to liaise with convention centres, restaurents, clubs, venues, n all that.. n of cos with all tt.. the admin & logistics work still remain.. but im contented.. im being paid well.. and im finally on my way to the future that i want.

    most importantly of all.. i have my gf.. who has been ever so supportive of me.. while i was jobless.. she gave me moral support n encourage me when i was losing my motivation and sense of self-importance..

    when i started working.. naturally our time together is cut down by a whole lot.. with this.. she feels sad at times.. cos we do miss each other a whole lot.. but at the same time.. we are still very happy.. cos even though im working.. n she is working part-time n studying.. we still find the time to meet up and go out.. i feel loved.. n im sure she feel the same way too.. ppl will say its tiring to do so.. to meet up after work n all tt.. but im not tired. not at all. in fact i feel very eager to do so..

    as u can probably see already.. im often quite the contrary to wad ppl normally say.. ppl in normal acadamic cannot make it in life.. being nice guy doesnt get u anywhere(or any girl).. u'll nv understand certain things n situations.. u'll prefer studying n hate working.. u'll feel tired to meet ur gf after work.. these are just some of the many that i've heard..

    i do n see things the way i see them.. ppl are bais and have thier own views.. so do i.. i know that i will be happy.. i know that we'll be happy (me n my gf).. i know that she(my gf) will be happy..

    i am indeed.. very fortunate.. in the recent months when i started to work.. is actually the first time in my life that i feel im actually doing something constructive towards my future.. its like.. im finally starting to move a couple of steps closer.. and i couldnt be happier to do so.. i've been looking forward to this point in time for so long.. n its finally here.. and im sure.. as always.. stupid things that ppl say wun hv much effect on me..

    so.. look out world!!! dun stand in my way! if not me n my gf will just trample over u without any regret! ;p

    p.s. my future = me n my gf's future together.. as most of our frens know.. i cant wait to hv that future that we always wanted =)
    baby.. i'll always support u no matter wad.. u are my pillar of love n hope n all things good.. i am the same for u too. ^^
    as i write this post.. esp the parts where i mentioned about my gf.. that i feel that my eyes become that little bit more watery.. i am very fortunate.. because i have you baby.. =)
    we'll pull through together.. no matter how small the steps.. at least we're heading towards the direction that we want.. =)


    .miracle happen at 11:25 PM.




    Monday, March 23, 2009 9:03 PM

    blahhhh....!

    blahhh....!!!! (ranting-mode)

    4 months since G-day (aka graduation day)
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    countless applications
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    20 over insurance-related replies rejected
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    5 interviews
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    zero follow ups
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    (sigh...)

    blahhhh...~
    hope things pick up soon! i want a job~!~!


    .miracle happen at 9:03 PM.




    Saturday, March 14, 2009 4:06 PM

    my 2009 wish list..!

    Here is my most immediate wish list for 2009..!


    http://www.biojobblog.com/JobSearchNewspaper.jpg

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    http://naijacontact.com/pics/hugo%20boss%20mens%20black%20dial.jpg

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    http://cache.gizmodo.com/assets/images/4/2008/01/a350final.jpg



    Cheers!







    p.s.

    and hopefully if all goes well.. in some years time.. this too. ^^

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    http://www.kiwicollection.com/upload/topten/1233085612-Conraqd_Bali_use.jpg


    .miracle happen at 4:06 PM.




    Thursday, May 15, 2008 3:10 PM

    dreams do come true

    blog entries are amazing things.. as soon as i post my hopes n wishes.. the very next moment it comes true. lol.. im of cos referring to my previous post that i want a hand to hold, some1 to hug and all those.. well.. im so extremely happy to say.. i do have someone now.. lol.. a very special someone whom im attached to.. and whom i hope will be spending lots of time and activities and dreams together.. ^^ i dont really know wad to say, cos words cant really describe all the emotions im feeling right now.. haha.. so i guess tts all for now again. till next time.. ^^


    .miracle happen at 3:10 PM.




    Saturday, May 10, 2008 12:09 AM

    a day after exams..! in sarawak..!

    exams are over! can finally breath a sigh or relieve.. currently im over in bintulu, sarawak attending my sister-in-law's side of the wedding dinner. feel happy for them ^^ but i dun really feel happy for myself.. =/ i look around.. everyone is so happy. my brother and sister in law.. or my most of my frens.. with their partners and all. but for me.. i am just seriously feeling empty at times.. all these thoughts isnt just for the sake of having a gf or feeling desperate.. its just the empty and hollow feeling.. one that i have been feeling for quite some time already.. no hands to hold.. no arms to rest on.. no one to hug.. to lie and sleep beside.. no face to see while waking up.. just feeling drained.. and tired.. and empty.. i wonder when i'll be filled up.. with all the emotions again.. i want a shoulder to lie on.. i want someone to hug while falling asleep together.. i want that wonderful feeling of opening ur eyes in the morning and the 1st thing u will see is that someone.. right next to u..

    guess i shdnt be feeling so emo.. its my brother's wedding..! i shd be happy.. cos eventually it'll be my turn! i really want to see that day come.. kind of day dreaming.. considering the fact tt i dun even hv a gf.. but ya.. i really want that..


    "Who doesn't long for someone to hold..
    Who knows how to love you without being told..
    Somebody tell me why I'm on my own..
    If there's a soulmate for everyone..."


    .miracle happen at 12:09 AM.




    Friday, May 02, 2008 10:50 PM

    thought of the day

    random thought of the day..!

    "fate only brings you up to a certain point.. whatever happens next is all in your own hands."


    "if its meant to be.. den its meant to be.." often i hear ppl say this sentance.. well.. its true in a certain way.. but i kinda disagree with it as well. bcos like the quote above.. i believe fate.. or yuan fen.. can only create chanced meetings or such.. bringing u right in front of maybe the person u like.. or maybe some opportunity that might improve ur life.. BUT.. in order for it to happen.. u have to do something about it.. its kinda like seeing something.. maybe money on the floor.. and wondering if ur gonna pick it up. its nv gonna get blown by the wind n smack u right in the face right..? its all up to the person to pick it up or not.. there are many times whereby ppl blame alot of stuffs on fate.. saying y things that happen to others doesnt happen to them as well.. why this why that.. well.. i guess tts bcos they didnt "pick it up" so to speak.. to take matters into thier own hands when its right in front of them..

    fate.. its a very easy target for ppl to blame their misgivings or misfortunes on.. and i think thats very unfair.. fate is very wu gu de.. so try to cut fate some slack alright..? haha.. cos if u think about it.. fate is happening everyday to everyone out there.. its working really hard.. so do try to appreciate it.. cos im sure tt the rewards will certainly mean a whole lot to everyone doing so.. ^^


    .miracle happen at 10:50 PM.




    Saturday, April 19, 2008 11:53 AM

    looking up into the sky

    recently i've been staring blankly at many things.. not thinking about anything.. or rather cant think about anything.. lol.. too much things flooded in my mind already.. too much things that are stuck in there n simply cant stop thinking about.. lol.. including the dreaded exams. bleah.. tts all for now.. dun wish to think about anything at all.. hmm.. hao fan ah~~

    >.<


    .miracle happen at 11:53 AM.