where's my happy ever after?

It pains me to say that we're no more. But I'm keeping my hopes up and I'm going to pick and choose who to tell that things have gone completely sour, because I secretly believe you're going to come back and sweep me off my feet again.

bunga-bunga cinta

Tonight, I've missed you the most.

part 2

UPDATED LIST OF NEEDS (or wants more like it but.... hehehek biler nak dapat duit...)

1. A pair of Chuck Taylors - Preferably in lilac or mint; pastel colours are adorable on them!
2. A new phone which I will strive to take care of but hmm let's just say it's not going to happen so....
3. Marc Jacobs' Daisy (can't decide which one I like best, the black the white or the pink. The new dot and honey bottles are also soooo adorable!!!) http://www.marcjacobs.com/marc-jacobs/fragrance/#/marc-jacobs/fragrance?s=48&sort=
4. Beyonce's 2014 Calendar http://us.shop.beyonce.com/index.php/accessories/beyonce-2014-calendar.html
5. Beyonce's Heat http://us.shop.beyonce.com/index.php/fragrance/beyonce-heat-the-mrs-carter-show-world-tour-perfume.html
6. Pandora http://www.pandora.net/en-SG/wishlists/e14b28e3-38f9-4532-842b-507995e97d44
7.  Bags! http://www.charleskeith.com/media/CharlesKeithOnline/products/370x370/2013-L3-CK2-30741029-73-1-370.jpg               http://www.michaelkors.com/p/MICHAEL-Michael-Kors-MICHAEL-Michael-Kors-Large-Ashbury-Pebbled-Grab-Bag-SHOULDER-BAGS/prod21150006_cat8518_cat8501_/?index=26&cmCat=cat000000cat8501cat8518&isEditorial=false
8. Maxi/midi skirts/dresses
9. SHOES: ASOS HEARTBEAT Heeled Sandals in Black/Pink SO CUTE! http://www.asos.com/ASOS/ASOS-HEARTBEAT-Heeled-Sandals/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=2942077&cid=4172&Rf947=4107&Rf-800=-1,45&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=36&sort=-1&clr=Blackpink ALL TIME WANTS http://www.zalora.sg/SWXTRIME-T-Strap-Wedges-102421.html?wt_re=sg.Retargeting.Sociomantic.Sociomantic.Zalora.Zalora&utm_content=Zalora&utm_source=Sociomantic&utm_medium=Retargeting&utm_campaign=Sociomantic&utm_term=Zalora

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2013 Wants

In 2013, I would like to get myself/to receive (haha dasar tak tau malu)

1. A pair of Chuck Taylors - Preferably in lilac or mint; pastel colours are adorable on them!
2. A new phone + a mobile plan with data that will work on all phones (stupid bb plan)
3. A rose gold watch (even though I don't wear watches...)
4. Pandora bracelet + charms gold galoreeeee
5. Yankee candles
6. Hard drive
7. Marc Jacobs' Daisy

Kay this list will just be List will be updated accordingly through 2013, and I think that might be all there is to this blog. Too lazy to blog haha ok dah fiqa, enough babbling!

Ride it.

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Day 5

I want to tell you that when I got a text just now, I jumped and grabbed it, cause I really thought it was you :( I knew you were going to come back later today (I have a strong feeling that you'll be home late :'|) but I don't know why my body reacted otherwise.. Was hoping for a miracle I guess :( I miss you so so so much. But it's only two weeks. And you're only going away to the jungle a few days at a time, it's okay! I just keep thinking that it'll only be a while till you'll be backkkkk.

"Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the one, so that when we finally meet that person (YOU!!!), we will know how to be grateful."

Oh how much I adore youuuuuu xoxoxoxo

12.37 am

Day 4

"Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But I rather be your moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun isn't around."

I miss you. Nearly 24 hours since I last talked to you. I miss you.

12:30 am

Day 3 of 14

Day 2 was fine. Being busy always makes missing you less difficult. I had a bad morning today but talking to mum a bit about it was pretty helpful in making things better. We had a family for guests today and tomorrow we might have 2 more. Sigh tuition tomorrow, not looking forward to waking up early. Visiting was good. Just feel bad to know that I missed 3 calls from you. I was... busy eating bahaha. So sorry hunnybear. Doesn't matter, I know you're doing fine. Just scared when you start the jungle trips :(

Card 3 says you'll start hurting today. But Card 3 says you'll be safe too. Haha, I really hope you WILL BE SAFE. Imma pray for you loads. I hate having my period though le sighhhh. I miss you baby I miss you so so so much. Hugs and kisses from me to youuuuuuuu. Want to snuggle up to you right now and not let you go :(

"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile."

12:42 am