.Twlight with Cheeseburger

I love this!!!!!!!!!!!

.College run

Wanted to die.
Didn't know how long the route was and when I'm gonna reach the end.
Kept stopping, firstly because there were alot of people.
Secondly I was so tired!

I need to buck up on my stamina!!

Let my classmates down, they all thought i will run very fast.
Got 133 position

SOBS.

Had a terribly long prize giving ceremony under the hot sun.
Zhen Bang, Kimberly, Xiying, Qiong xi, Elise and mingjun all got prizes!

Top 20 got Trophy, 21 to 30 got medal.
AW MANNNNNNN! *envious*

Anyway, Eagles won overall championship!
hhaahahahah for both guys and girls!
YAY!

Went out with OG27 for lunch at Tampines KFC.
Hoibing, Kaiyuan, Zhenbang, xuefang, jamie, evelyn, mark and his friend went for the lunch.

It was interesting because we talked alot.
Jamie later asked me to carry her on my shoulders to take photo but she got off when i was standing up and she kinda fell.

Went home after that!

P.S. Khiu Wenjie like SeowShi.

.Only Exception

{Verse 1}


When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart

And I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But darlin'


{Chorus}

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception


{Verse 2}

Maybe I know, somewhere

Deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable, distance

And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm content

With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk


{Chorus}

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception


{Bridge}

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
{Chorus}

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

[X2]


And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

.P.E

Yesterday was the longest day ever!
The first period felt like the day before.

Today, we end the same timing but it felt faster.
We had P.E at 3pm which was bloody hot.

Ran two rounds on the track and then had to play captain's ball and basketball.
J2 VS J1s.
But we were all split into 12/12

We lost, but it was a fun and TIRING game.
I kinda think that my group (which consists of my class people) did a good job! :D
Anyway losers supposed to do 40 push ups and 40 sit ups but then the teacher decided to call it a day.
THANK GOOOOOODNESS!

Oh and i thought i was gonna have a heatstroke because the sun was TERRIBLY HOT!!!
And I now have blisters on my toe because the floor was so  hot the heat got through my shoe!
(it always happen, how am i supposed to run tmr?)
That's it. :D

College Road Run tomorrow, 3km.
&I almost died running 2 track rounds  :(

.Paramore VS Platinum Weird.

They are the two bands I kinda grown an interest to these days.
Today Juz asked if I wanted to sing as a band for Soul Nite.
Hahaha, gosh! This is the second time someone asked.
The first time was Tzy and I was kinda surprised.
This time, I took it with a pinch of salt.

I decided to listen to the songs of paramore as recommended by Juz.

New Album:
1) Only Exception
2) Ignorance
3) Brick by Brick
4) Turn it off
5) Where the lines overlap

Old Album:
1) Crush Crush Crush (?)
2) Born for this
3) Misery business
:D kinda lovin' it now.

.Start again

We have a change in timetable.
I have PE @ 3pm on Tuesdays.

I know I shouldn't be here right now.
I know I should have done my geog homework this weekend.

Wendy lee reminds me of chan chui leng.

I always get turned off when I see that i have a physical geog tutorial.
But then again i will remind myself that it's only two years.

We had steamboat today, and again we couldn't finish the food.
But today was a happy day, because no quarrels.

You know I'm really starting to wonder if I'm the weird one, not others.

I wanna change my blogskin.
It's scratching me out.

.Bai Nian

Josephine, Evangelin and Grace came over to bai nian today!
Josephine and Grace came first, we watched hua yang shao nan or something.
Laughed alot haha.
Played 21 and dai di.
:( i lost alot of money!

Then we did some tutorials.
Then the pizzaman came! and we had Canadian pizza.
Then we played mahjong!
Grace didn't know how to play so we teach her and she got hooked! hahaa

Evan came from her grand dad's house at Safra.
She arrived just before Grace had to go..
Evan, jo and I continued playing mahjong for a few more rounds before they started on tutorials again.

I suddenly remembered that i wanted to take photos!
oh no, should have taken when all four of us were around!
SHUCKS!

Anyway, it was a great day!
Hope you guys enjoyed yourself!! :D


(fb and blogger don't let me upload photos!)

.Nice Times

I am in a nice school with nice people and nice teachers.
And I have no need to be inferior about Tampines Junior College.

OGLS gave OG files.
Yesterday, Mrs Amy gave our class cards and biscuits.
Today, Jamie Koh gave me a card.
Today, Angela gave our class a Fererro Rocher.
Today, Ms Joy Fu gave me Oreo.
Today, Ms Wendy Lee gave our class Ferrero Rocher.
Today Kaiyuan smsed me/OG cny wishes.

It's the little things that make up the big things.

I watched Valentine's Day today with grace, shermaine, josephine, evan, joseph, kaihong and kiameng.
Sweet show, though not very fantastic.

It was GASPXXX for me when Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swift cameon screen.
It wasn't because i was gaga over them, it was because of everyone else in the cinema who were gaga over them.
They were SCREAMING like Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner were literally in front of us!
Get a grip guys!

End of the movie, I actually saw Shayne.
We were in the same theatre.

Had dinner with Grace and Josephine at Macs and then met up with Josephine's mum and siblings.
Cute siblings. haha
Shopped around for Josephine's CNY clothes and I bought Grace and Josephine's birthday present and Xingkai's too!

I'm just really glad that I bought three presents at one go, at the same shop haha.
And I was happy because grace and josephine were happy with their new hot pink waterbottles :D

Gtg now, because teachers will forever be the same and will give tonnes of homework because they claim that  we  have A LONG CNY WEEKEND.

Goodnight!

.Surprise surprise

Today, Mrs Amy Kah-toh (my form teacher) gave the whole class bisuits and a card.
It was really sweet of her I think, and what she wrote on the cards are not short.
Imagine how long she took?

Anyway, believe it or not.
The people I met in tpjc are not only people that i know, they are also related to people in ahs.

Hoibing (og friend) = sheau ling's cousin
Jasmine Ma (classmate) = weixiang's cousin
Evelyn (og friend) = joey tan's cousin and her brother was from ahs too.
Kaiyuan (og friend) = Ikea guy I saw serving food.
Kaiyuan (og friend) = jian ming's ex best friend
'Inest' (classmate) = brendan song and felicia's church friend
Shayne (ogl) = her sister sec one in ahs now, CO.
I  hope i find out more, this is too cool.

I'm really tired right now.
We had econs make up from 5-6pm
My uncle came over to visit jsut now and we went out for dinner.
I just reached home and i haven't done my homework.

I have a 'Valentine's Day' date tomorrow with AHS people.
I hope I don't fall asleep in the cinema.
goodnight :)

.The letter, the dilemma & the bloody teacher :(

I got Chowyen's letter from Aussie through xiying yesterday!
and I sent her my reply today :D
(this is gonna be the only happy part of my post.)

The human geog teacher picked on me today.
I hope I didn't make a bad impression.
But he was really boring and somehow I really really felt sleepy.
I tried to keep myself awake by drinking water but I still kept dozing off.
I think he saw me, that's why.
But if that's the case he should have just say that im dozing off and not just keep rejecting my answers.
My answers ARE correct!
You just wanna pick on me.
wtf, "short memory is very dangerous."

I don't know why but i felt so peeved and ticked.

There was no cca which made me feel worse.
Firstly I couldn't get over geog.
Secondly I'm the only one in my cg that takes geog.
Thirdly I was there sitting around with nothing to do except go home when everyone else seems to be enjoying themselves in a cca that they adore.
I was shot with regret and confusion.

Partly I was irritated that I joined Interact Club, a club that receives "ohhhh" from other people when you talk about it.

The other thing was blaming myself for being too incompetant in my studies that I have to sacrifice doing things that I REALLY like so I can have "more" time to study,

Apparently I made the wrong choice because THIS interact club is NOT slack.

I'm not biased against Interact Club.
It was just one of the firecrackers that popped in my mind when I thought of the geog teacher.
And they all went off at the same time.

I just have to bury it.
Hopefully the goeg teacher is not a sexist.

 I wasn't angry at him for picking on me, he could have done that because he caught me dozing off, okay that's resonable, which teacher doesn't do that.
But saying that I HAVE SHORT MEMORY?
And you should have heard the way he said it and how he said it.
The tone, and he made it sound like that would be his long term judgement of me like FOREVER!
-Charmaine has a short memory.

And I was even more peeved at that BECAUSE the one guy out of two who answered before me had to REFER TO NOTES to answer his questions and here the geog teacher is saying that I HAVE SHORT MEMORY.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
i still have to see him tomorrow.
damn it.

Peace charmaine, be. at. peace.

.9days with OG27

Awkward times.

Aloysius' birthday

OG lunch

Watermelon Craze

A 'watermelon club'

Something memorable.

The relevance of the watermelon and basketball is only evident to those in OG27.

.I am fragile

What are parents thinking when they run their children down?
I am glad that the lion dance is invading my space.
Because the silence will be too much to bear.
It's a very good distraction indeed.

.Birds of a feather

Today, while returning home from school
I saw two pigeons.
They were lying side by side on the pavement with their beaks to each other.
The first thought that came to my mind was they are lovers.
The second was why were they dead together.
I walked closer for a closer look, not quite believing that they are dead.
But they did not move, not a twitch and not a muscle.

One was black and the other grey.
I wonder how they died,
I wonder if they were lovers.
I wonder if one of them had died first and the other decided to join later.

It was sad, it was beautiful and it was the truth.
Two hours later, they were gone.
Cleaned away I supposed.

The first time I saw them, cold wind was chilling my face.
Maybe it was a sign.
The wind.
Like how their winds flutter and flap as they take off into the sky.

I wonder if they went to Pigeon Heaven.

&how is it like there?

.Ohwell.

Ohwell.

Today is officially the last day our OG will come together, as an OG.
At the end of the week, I learnt an important lesson.
If you intend to have friends, make it happen earlier.
Because I came to feel that I actually do miss my OG.
The familiar faces for 9 days.
The voices, the laughter.

Today, we played ice breaker games.
What an irony, ice breaker games on our last day.
I felt a deeper sense of humanity within the irony.
Perhaps, it's a bond we all wish to maintain even after we have left.
Our OGLS were our very first friends.
Our OGMS were our very first mates.

Like a fullstop.
Or perhaps like a fable.
Where at every end comes a moral that we all will remember.
It's one of those stories that I can remember most clearly.
And it's one of those stories that touched me the most.
Makes me think.
Makes me recover the truth under all that dust.

Today I went for the Interact interview.
I don't see a point in the interview.
They ask pointless questions.
Pointless questions that were hard to answer but easy to be confused with.
But I'm sure that I have made a friend.
A girl that's already in the Interact.
I may have sound quite cocky.
Talking about council and my "great" abilities that I have attained in Secondary school.
I could feel how she was thinking.
I think she wants me in.
Well, at least I think I will.

.hohum

My mind's a whirlpool right now.

.I can't help but think that you've done it on purpose.

.Why do I see them there, why do I hear they are somewhere else when I'm not.

.Why can't I let myself go and make bloody new friends.

.When is time and luck going to be on my side.

.If there's one thing I'm starting to hate, it's waiting.

.Waiting for you to change.

.Waiting for everything that means to me to happen.

.What am I doing now, with my life.

.Bye Naomi :(

OH MAN, NAOMI GOT ACCEPTED INTO MJ.
I'M REALLY GLAD FOR HER BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO GO SO BADLY.
BUT.
BUT.
BUT.

Okay, although I really don't mind the school anymore, but it still kinda make me sad that I wasn't called up.
And it also makes me sad to know that there's one less ahs in tpjc.

Nevermind, I will survive.
Have a good life Naomi!
I will miss you for sure!

*waves*