40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

vj concert yesterday
i felt that it wasn't as good as last year's but it's good enough haha.

and i realised today that everything around us is just a facade,
inclusive of friends and family thankyou.

i wanna go out.

yannis smsed me then she didn't reply anymore maybe her phone spoilt, her phone always like that.

tsk. maybe i should just... go out alone.

*OH seriously i don't know what's wrong with you.
you don't say

IM BACK FROM EHUB
SAW CLARA KOH AND HER SISTER AND A GUY HAHAHAHAHAHA

WE HAD FIVE GUYS FIVE GIRLS
QINHUI,JAVIER,WENJIE,JOSEPH, DARREN
JINNI, KELYN, YUNXUAN, JASMINE, ME!

AND WE WENT TO THEATRE FOUR WHICH HAS COUPLE SEATS
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
BUT WE DIDN'T SEE GUY GIRL GUY GIRL XD

WATCHED NIGHT OF THE MUSEUM TWO
QUITE OKAY, SOME PARTS WERE FUNNY BUT I THINK IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHAT WE SAY AND WHAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT.

THERE WERE THREE... CHERBUM? HAHA IT'S THOUSE KIND OF NUDE BABY STATUES WITH CURLY HAIR AND ANGEL WINGS, THOSE THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS SEE ON TOP OF FOUNTAINS, AND THEN THEY KEPT SINGING SONGS,
I WAS LIKE TELLING JINNI, THEY SOUND LIKE JONAS BROTHERS AND ALL OF A SUDDEN, THEY STARTED SINGING JONAS BROTHERS SONG (love bug i think), TOTALLY RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT AFTER I FINISH SAYING "BROTHERS"

HILARIOUS.

ANYWAY, JUST REACHED HOME :D
EVERYONE KEPT THINKING THAT IT'S A FRIDAY
HAHA AND WERE PRETTY SIANED WHEN WE REALISED THAT IT'S THURSDAY AND THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW.

ATE AT SUPERDOG FOR DINNER AND HAD A SNACK JUST NOW AT MACS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB! :)

Tied up hair:
Kunmei -LOOK NICER
xingkai -MORE GIRL
Eugene loh - LOOK NICER
CLAIRE -AT FIRST THINK LONG HAIR NICE NOW SHORT HAIR
Tzy harn
vanessa
chowyen
corinne
JACOB -radiant and not so nerdy

short hair:
khiu wenjie
liying
yanyou
yannis
faris
cornelius
alvina
bennett

BOTH:
Elizabeth


WHAT IS THISSSSSSSSSSS
ALVINA AND CHOWYEN SAY I LOOK CUTER WITH SHORT HAIR
BUT CHOWYEN SAY I LOOK NICER WITH TIED UP HAIR


CHECK.THIS.OUT.



c lara, gold with diamonds (: says (9:58 PM):
as in like i like uhair is short, but not too short
c lara, gold with diamonds (: says (9:59 PM):
and long, but just nice cannot tie that length
c lara, gold with diamonds (: says (9:59 PM):
too short ur face very round


CHARMAINE ت says (9:58 PM):
cus short more sunny hence, cuter


||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:05 PM):
I THINK YOU'RE CUTER WITH SHORT HAIR
i might as well wear a wig says (10:05 PM):
IT'S DEFINITELY NOT A RHETORICAL QUESTION
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:05 PM):
IQ QUESTION WOOHOOHOOHOO
i might as well wear a wig says (10:05 PM):
SWO I LONG HIAR IS WHAT
i might as well wear a wig says (10:05 PM):
NOT CUTE AND
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:06 PM):
not cute
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:06 PM):
more serious
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:06 PM):
and older
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:06 PM):
hahaha
i might as well wear a wig says (10:06 PM):
IM SIXTEEN
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:06 PM):
wah so old ah
||-ngwanting-|| is still CRANKY says (10:06 PM):
hahaha more feminine lor



Game On! says (10:08 PM):
CHARMAINE
Game On! says (10:08 PM):
short hair kooler leiiiii



c l a r a ; ellewhywhy.blogspot.com (: sodagreen! (: says (10:09 PM):
both are fine!


Mavissss says (10:08 PM):
short!
i might as well wear a wig says (10:10 PM):
whyyyyyyyy
Mavissss says (10:10 PM):
i dont know hahaha tie up too shu nu
i might as well wear a wig says (10:10 PM):
wlao
i might as well wear a wig says (10:11 PM):
ppl sixteen already leh
Mavissss says (10:11 PM):
hahahahaa
Mavissss says (10:11 PM):
but still!
Mavissss says (10:11 PM):
short like sporty sporty what


×uë[i]ting[/i][c=10]it3nds-tonight.bs[/c] x♥!@} gah. im losing it. says (10:13 PM):
tied up :D



2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女篮) Ҝ ; have you smiled today? .: says (10:13 PM):
i like ur short hair
i might as well wear a wig says (10:13pm): tied up hair not nice?
2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女篮) Ҝ ; have you smiled today? .: says (10:17 PM):
nice
2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女篮) Ҝ ; have you smiled today? .: says (10:17 PM):
but not used to it


PEARLYNANA! says (10:14 PM):
ok long!
i might as well wear a wig says (10:14 PM):
WHY
PEARLYNANA! says (10:14 PM):
nicer lo.
PEARLYNANA! says (10:15 PM):
when you tie up and let down fringe i think look better
PEARLYNANA! says (10:15 PM):
ya


clara ; Your perfect love is casting out fear says (10:17 PM):
SHORT


T eri. says (10:17 PM):
haha i think you look okay in both?
T eri. says (10:17 PM):
uhhhh, but more used to you with short hair.


5 6 8 also okay
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:21 PM):
okay now i think short hair better .___.
i might as well wear a wig says (10:21 PM):
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:21 PM):
LOL
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:21 PM):
based on the photos
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:21 PM):
but based on pic
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:21 PM):
i mean
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:22 PM):
real life
I LOVE MY GOLD WITH DIAMONDS 8D says (10:22 PM):
LONG HAIR LEH D:


zhitao-eg@hotmail.com says (10:22 PM):
tied up


CLAUDIA oar-serm! (: says (10:24 PM):
LMAO
CLAUDIA oar-serm! (: says (10:24 PM):
hmph.
CLAUDIA oar-serm! (: says (10:24 PM):
TIE


Eww-Lane =D says (10:24 PM):
tied up! :D
Eww-Lane =D says (10:25 PM):
cos like very mature?
Eww-Lane =D says (10:25 PM):
shot hair very nerd

哈 K 46.3 says (10:24 PM):
i tink tied up
哈 K 46.3 says (10:24 PM):
but the tail not so long
哈 K 46.3 says (10:24 PM):
lol


-junni` says (10:28 PM):
tied up
-junni` says (10:28 PM):
why you ask! lol!
i might as well wear a wig says (10:29 PM):
FEEL LIKE CUTTING
-junni` says (10:29 PM):
why!
-junni` says (10:29 PM):
short hair nicer!
i might as well wear a wig says (10:29 PM):
HUHHHHHHHHHH
i might as well wear a wig says (10:30 PM):
you just said tie up nicer
i might as well wear a wig says (10:30 PM):
then now you say short hair nicer???
-junni` says (10:31 PM):
as in your hair tied up short!




fresh peanut! says (10:28 PM):
i think long hair leh
fresh peanut! says (10:29 PM):
like not too long, when tie up is the small ponytail


gracia says (10:27 PM):
long
gracia says (10:27 PM):
HAHAH
gracia says (10:27 PM):
actually short
gracia says (10:27 PM):
yeah
gracia says (10:27 PM):
short is better


- [b]ǝıɾuǝʍ[/b] - Bravo'07 says (10:27 PM):
short ba


❀Cheryl❀ Don't sell your heart/ says (10:30 PM):
SHORT HAIR I THINK.
❀Cheryl❀ Don't sell your heart/ says (10:30 PM):
:D
❀Cheryl❀ Don't sell your heart/ says (10:30 PM):
BUT IF WANT LONG HAIR, SHORT PONYTAIL ALSO CUTE.


[ Z . E . R . O ] - damare. urusai. omae daikirai says (10:33 PM):
but tied up better.
[ Z . E . R . O ] - damare. urusai. omae daikirai says (10:36 PM):
dun lah
[ Z . E . R . O ] - damare. urusai. omae daikirai says (10:36 PM):
u tie up look much nicer


TIMOTHY DAMN ZAI!

beauty is a matter of perception
if u think it looks nice, it looks nice


2009 聖公會體育表演會 （羽球）2Hotter than you, Y :] says (10:34 PM):
SHORT HAIR LA
2009 聖公會體育表演會 （羽球）2Hotter than you, Y :] says (10:34 PM):
LIKE ME
2009 聖公會體育表演會 （羽球）2Hotter than you, Y :] says (10:34 PM):
CO COOL


[c=4][a=1] ('.')Ethereal ('.') the obsessions [/a][/c] [c=#5C00B9] K-ON! [/c] says (10:37 PM):
uh, you want me to sell you a wig ? xD
i might as well wear a wig says (10:37 PM):
TSK so lame
[c=4][a=1] ('.')Ethereal ('.') the obsessions [/a][/c] [c=#5C00B9] K-ON! [/c] says (10:37 PM):
i think you look better with tied up hair + contact lenses
i might as well wear a wig says (10:37 PM):
haha
i might as well wear a wig says (10:37 PM):
what if im wearing sepcs
[c=4][a=1] ('.')Ethereal ('.') the obsessions [/a][/c] [c=#5C00B9] K-ON! [/c] says (10:38 PM):
short hair




2009 聖公會軆育表演會 (旁观者）Jamus says (10:33 PM):
err
2009 聖公會軆育表演會 (旁观者）Jamus says (10:33 PM):
idk


Debra - When I look at you my mind goes on a trip says (10:34 PM):
HAHA TIED UP!


2009 聖公會軆育表演會 (羽球) 2Hotter than you, Ng Guan Xiang says (10:35 PM):
let me think
2009 聖公會軆育表演會 (羽球) 2Hotter than you, Ng Guan Xiang says (10:35 PM):
i think tied up neater
2009 聖公會軆育表演會 (羽球) 2Hotter than you, Ng Guan Xiang says (10:35 PM):
tiedup hair ba



IIIIIIIIII GIIIIIIIIIIIIVE UPPPPPPPP

mrs koh is going to scream at all the guitar sec fours already.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
our results are all like saiiiiiiiiiiii.

tomorrow gg to watch movie
friday going to vj concert
saturday going to go out
just this weekend, let me pass it in peace please i beg you.

after that im dating my books again.

:( ms chan i think i wanna beg you to give me half of your brain already.

WLAO YANYOU AND XINGKAI VERY FUNNY HOR
SAY SHORT HAIR AND LONG HAIR NICE, YOU EXPECT ME TO CUT ONE SIDE OF MY HAEAD SHORT AND THE OTHER LIVE LONG? #.#

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT
CUT MY HAIRRRRRRR??

OKAY VOTING ON TAGBOARD STARTS NOW!

NUMBER ONE

confirm sec two


NUMBER TWO

confirm sec two


NUMBER THREE

Can't remember when :x should be sec two also, 2007


NUMBER FOUR

9 August 2008 (National Day!)


NUMBER FIVE

Taken on 15 November 2008


NUMBER SIX

Taken on 27 November 2008 (Prom)


NUMBER SEVEN

Taken on 6 December 2008


NUMBER EIGHT

Taken on 13 December 2008


NUMBER NINE

Taken on 15 December 2008


NUMBER TEN

Taken on 19 December 2008



i think as my hair grows longer, it's starting to get weirder, especially my fringe.


NUMBER ELEVEN

Taken on 10 April 2009


NUMBER TWELVE

Taken on 12 April 2009


NUMBER THIRTEEN

Taken on 21 April 2009


NUMBER FOURTEEN

Taken on 25 April 2009


NUMBER FIFTEEN

Taken on 1 May 2009


NUMBER SIXTEEN


Taken on 1 May 2009
(This is the time when my hair looks unglam.)

NUMBER SEVENTEEN

Taken on 6 May 2009 (i finally decided to take a normal face photo)


OKAY I SHALL STOP I BET WHILE YOU ARE SCROLLING DOWN YOU MUST BE SAYING/THINKING
WLAO CHARMAINE DAMNNNNNNN ZILIAN.


HHA OKAY WHAT I THINK OKAY:

short hair:
1) When it's neat it's nice, but when messy its not (most of the times it's messy)
2) When it's short/suitable length it's nice, when it gets longer and longer, then not nice. which means i have to like cut often to maintain the neatness and niceness of my hair

long hair:
1) i scared i will drop hair, coz i keep tying up what hah.
2) something wrong with fringe


okay, if you think short hair better haah then please choose a picture from above that you think i look nice in. (i numbered it)

if you think long hair nicer then please tell me if i should trim my hair and then continue to let it grow.

IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TAG ON MY TAGBOARD PLEASE SMS ME :D

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA THIS IS SO COOL :D

ARGH.
GUESS WHAT I WOKE UP AT 6AM TODAY
AND THEN I REACEIVED XINGKAI'S MESSAGE:
"....... NOW PHYSICS, YOU GOT PHYSICS?....... "

AND THEN I STUN, I WENT TO CHECK SCHEDULE
AND REALISED THAT
CHEMISTRY PAPER IS AT 11AM!!!!!!!!

BY THE WAY MY NECK/SHOULERS/HEAD WERE ACHING LIKE CRAZY!

EVERY TIME MY NECK AND SHOULDERS ACHE I WILL BE REMINDED OF SHUTTERS.
HAHA.
I WAS ALL CHANGED YOU KNOW, WEAR CONTACT LENS, TIE HAIR EVERYTHING ALR!THEN I SAW THE MESSAGE
BUT LUCKILY.. :/
SO I CHANGED OUT OF EVERYTHING AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP.

WHEN I WOKE UP, MY ACHE WAS BETTER! :DDDDDD
Went to school with corn.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I STOPPED AT 11 REMEMBER?? XD

TEN!





NINE!




EIGHT!




SEVEN!




SIX!




FIVE!




FOUR!




THREE!




TWO!




ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shhhhhhhh,

SPA'S TOMORROW.

okay going to have a next post :D

seeyou.

There are two ways to live; you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle.
-Albert Einstein

WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?1
WEDNESDAY MARKS THE END OF OUR LAST PAPERS
AND ON WEDNESDAY WE ARE GOING TO GO THROUGH OUR CHEM AND BIO PAPERS.

WLAO EHHHHHH

i think im going to cut my hair short again
yes or no?

please tell me.

upsidedown

ayeeeee,
what's wrong baby?

squabby



psychedelic shades

WHAT LAAAAAA ANTI CHINESE CLUB IZZIT!
ACC!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

SLEPT DAMN ALOT TODAY
SELPT AT 2 PM AND WOKE UP AT 6 PLUS haha
then eat dinner.

GEOG WAS........... tiring.
i spent so much time doing the 5, 6 marks questions that i didn't know what to write for the 8 marks question.

oh ya, this morning rained like crazy.
haha shared cab with JIANGBEI laoshi, qijing, cheryl ang and liying.

jiangbei is nice enough to help us pay :D
acty she's quite funny leh.

LIYING SHOULD LEARN HOW TO APPRECIATE HER FOR GOING AFTER HER NOT-YET-HANDED-IN-JIAN BAOS

ALL THANKS TO NAOMI, IM LISTENING TO DAVID ARCHULETA'S SONGSSSS.

JASMINE AND YUNXUAN HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY
DON'T CRY DON'T CRY
AFTER EXAMS YI QI CHU QU WAN HAO BU HAOOOOOOOO :D
love you lots yunxuan :D give you all that you want k!
laoniang also don't chi chu haha get you a present soon :D

我喜欢。。他们听我说话专注的神情
我喜欢。。他们望着我们诚恳的眼神
我喜欢。。他们不懂事及幼稚的行为
我喜欢。。他们每一次都能在我脸上画上笑容的本领

我怀念他们像一窝蜂般冲出房间。
看到他们做错事，
舍不得骂他们，
不忍心看到他们失望，伤心的表情。
看到他们无辜的眼神，
心中的怒气立即散开来。

他们那疯疯颠颠的模样
一时起，一时落
让我摸不着头脑，
心中也不由己意出现了两个字－担心

神往着叮叮当当的喧哗，
想念着美丽动听的旋律，
现在虽听不到，但我的心仍是活跃的。

我。。不习惯安静的生活。
唉，怎么办呢？
好像还有好一阵子才能再看到他们，完整的他们。
而那时却是真正要离别的时刻。

虽然被解放了，
自由了，
但藏在背后的记忆
反复的在我脑海中浮现

不到一个月，
我。。开始眷恋了。


｛时间像水流，当儿13岁的我受尽学长学长们的疼爱，今儿16岁的我想尽全力疼爱学弟／学妹，换来了他们柔情的对待，一个美好的记忆。无法取代。｝

“不经一番寒侧骨，哪来梅花扑鼻香”

－无法专心的人

Today's chemistry was *GASPZZXXXZXZX*

it felt like i had the chemistry book right smack in front of me but the pages couldn't be flipped and the words blank out when i look at them.

When the next storm brews, I will know it will be when Ms Chan is marking my paper.
I might as well get ready my coffin first and wait for lightning to strike through my window!

D: sad and not blaming anyone.

maybe i should only have rods in my eyes
when things are only made up of two colours
the black and white
i might just be able to see things better

endure it shawn
tolerate it shawn
you will get by
much better
much much better

HMM, MAYBE ZILIAN'S...

A GENE

A HEREDITY

FROM OUR DNA

FROM OUR IN OUR CHROMOSOMES

IN THE CHROMATIN THREADS

IN OUR NUCLEUS

IN OUR CELL

don't worry, im not going bonkers.

It's just that I saw my desktop wallpaper (again) ._.

:D

THREE DAYS DOWN!




ELEVEN MORE DAYS!

slept at 2am last night

&i dreamt of ___________ again

it was raining...
rained during the Math paper.
elit was okaaayyyy.
hope i get some mid year luck again :D

was seriously thinking of post exam days during elit.
was like yessss after this one and a half hour i will be free
then it was like the thoughts in my mind lost their gravity pull
and everything floated up
and just when they barely hit the roof of my skull,
*DING!* it occurred to me that THERE'S STILL ELEVEN MORE DAYSSSSS TO ARGHK;SAFDJHDFYARJBNASDFAJGHDFAGDKFJHIURTYIUY!*&6**9&%$#@%!
... post exam dayssssss.


byebye :D off to study BIOLOGY!

Was falling asleep during HCL paper again GROWLS.

2 days down,

12 more days to go!!

the weather today is damnnnnnnnnnn hot.

:(

claire met her parents at Tampines one

Yannis meeting up with her mum and sis

I met my mum and sis at Tampines one

later i saw Liying.

I JUST MASS SPAMMED MY PHONE WITH MORE THAN 20 PICS OF MYSELF.
but got reason :D you will know soon.

GOSHHH
THAT DAY I WAS CLEARING MY FOLDERS ON THE COM,
I HAD A HARD TIME ARRANGING EVERYTHING
ESPECIALLY SHOTS OF MYSELF.
ZZ I DIDN'T KNOW IF I SHOULD ALL PUT IT IN ONE FOLDER OR PUT IT IN THE FOLDERS OF THE PLACES WHERE I TOOK IT.

AHH finally i put it all in one folder, AND IT'S A LOT.
A L O T.

English and SS papers today.
Was really falling asleep during English, and somehow i finished quite early.
But i don't really score well for English so...........

SS was OKAY.. i guess, i didn't die, but i didn't finish the paper.
left a paragraph more for both question 1c) and 1d)

Thankssss Liying for lending me a jacket, though i didn't use it.
but i slept on it zz.

Take care seehui!!
her temp was 37.4 before exams, after exams it was 37.6
wow.

ONE DAY DOWN!



13 MORE DAYS TO GOOOOO!

hours and hours of social studies and im still stuck at VENICE.

WHAT THE VENICE!

D:

MYE starts tomorrow.

ONE MORE DAY
WASTED MY TIME AFTER SCHOOL TODAY

CAMWHORED AND TOOK VIDEOS WITH CLARA'S PHONE INSTEAD OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

WENJIE'S ASKING ME TO STUDY WITH HIM AFTER SCHOOL ._.
MAYBE HE JUST WANNA PESTER ME.

JAMUS AND WENJIE NOW GOT A WHOLE LOAD OF MY PICTURES.
AND OH, NOW CLARA TOO.

OKAY I GTG, SOCIAL STUDIES MADNESS WAITING FOR ME.
I PRAY AND PRAY AND CLUTCH ON TO GRACE'S HELPING PAPER.

PLEASE LET ME SCORE 37.5 MARKS AGAIN!

AND ENGLISH, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET MY MIND BE EXCEPTIONALLY BRILLIANT FOR THIS UPCOMING TWO WEEKS.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:D
THANKS CORINNE FOR THE PROM NIGHT MEMORY
AND THE UBER NICE CHOCOLATE CAKE :D

IIE LURRBS LURBBS LIYINGZ, LIYINGZZZ GO STUDY NOWWWW.

To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose.

2 more days to mye.
oh gosh just tell me,
yes, i am screwed.
oh wow, just as good.

:x

posted by deluded self

Cake

I wanted one life
you wanted another
We couldn't have our cake
so we ate each other.

Roger McGough

Catergory: IN THE SMALL HOURS

Reflection on the Fallibility of Nemesis

He who is ridden by a conscience
Worries about a lot of nonscience;
He without benefit of scruples
His fun and income soon quadruples

Ogden Nash


Cowards

Cowards die many times before their deaths:
The valiant never taste death but once.
Of all the wonderst aht I yet have heard,
It seems to me most strange that men should fearl
Seeing that death, a necessary end,
WIll come, when it will come.

from Julius Caesar, Act II, Scence II,
WIlliam Shakespeare

Catergory: FUNERALS

If I Should Go Before the Rest of You

If I should go before the rest of you,
Break not a flower nor inscribe a stone.
Nor when I'm gone speak in a sunday voice
But be the usual selves that I have known.
Weep if you must
Parting is hell,
But life goes one
So sing as well.

Joyce Grenfell

OKAY IM CHIONGING THIS COZ I NEEDA RETURN THE BOOK BY TODAY @.@

Catergory : STEPPING ON THE SCALE

Against Dieting

Please, darling, no more diets.
I've heard the talk on why it's
good for one's esteem. I've watched you
jogging lanes and pounding treadmills.
I've even shed two kilos of my own.
But enough. What are love handles
between friends? For half a stone
it isn't worth the sweat.
I've had it up to here with crispbread.
I doubt the premise too.
Try to see it from my point of view.
I want not less but more of you.

Blake Morrison


Four O'Clock Fantasy

I look at you with lust -so smooth and long.
So firm, cream-filled, yet softening to my tongue,
Your sleek, smooth covering heaven to my eyes.
My conscience prick. I know I am unwise.
Your sensuous shapeliness invades my soul
With urgent passion to consume you whole.
In my desire to press you to my lips
I feel you slinking slowly to my hips.

It breaks my heart o see you lying there...
"Yes--- how much is that chocolate eclair?"

Yvonne M. Fee


Catergory: Theme songs

I have not loved the world, not the world me--
But let us part fair foes; I do believe,
Though I have found them not, that there may be
Words which are things, hopes which will not deceive,
And virtues which are merciful, nor weave
Snares for the failing; I would also deem
O'er others' grief that some sincerely grieve'
That two, or one, are almost what they seem,
That goodness is no name, and happiness no dream.

from Childe Harold's Pilgrimage,
Lord Byron


Catergory: OFFICE POLITICS

Dolor

I have known the inexorable sadness of pencils,
Neat in their boxes, dolor of pad and paper-weight,
All the misery of manilla folders and mucilage,
Desolation in immaculate public places,
Lonely reception room, lavatory, switchboard,
The unalterable pathos of basin and pitcher,
Ritual of multigraph, paper-clip, comma,
Endless duplication of lives and objects.
And I have seen dust from the walls of institutions,
Finer than flour, alive, more dangerous than silica,
Sift, almost invisble, through long afternoons of tedium,
Dropping a fine film on nails and delicate eyebrows,
Glazing the pale hair, the duplicate gray standard faces.

Theodore Roethke


Catergory: Friends like these

Friends

They might not need me; but they might.
I'll let my head be just in sight;
A smile as small as mine might be
Precisely their neccessity.

Emily Dickinson


Catergory: Credit lines

I Would Live All My Life in Nonchalance
and Insouciance

I would live all my life in nonchalance and insouciance
Were it not for making a living, wihch is rather a nouciance

Ogden Nash


Catergory: Love struck

Love is a circle

Love is a circle that doth restless move,
In the same sweet eternity of love.

Robert Herrick


The Bargain

My true love hath my heart, and I have his,
By just exchange one for another given:
I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss
There never was a better bargain driven:
My true love hath my heart, and I have his.

His heart in me keeps him and me in one,
My heart in him his thoughts and sense guides:
He loves my heart, for once it was his own,
I cherish his because in me it bides:
My true lovehath my heart, and I have his.

Sir Philip Sidney


The Keyboard and the Mouse

I am myself and in my house
But if i had my way
I'd be the keyboard and the mouse
Under your hands all day.

I'd be the C prompt on the screen.
We could have had some fun
This morning, if i'd only been
Word Perfect 5.1.

I'd be your hard and floppy dics,
I'd be your laser jet,
Your ampersands and asterisks---
I'd be in Somerset

Rotating on your swivel chair.
The journey takes a while
But press return and I'll be there.
Do not delete this file.

Sophie Hannah


The moment I heard My First Love Story

The minute I heard my first love story
I started looking for you not knowing
how blind that was.

Lovers don't finally meet somewhere
They're in each other all along.

Rumi,
translated by Coleman Barks with John Moyne


I Would Like My Love to Die

I would like my love to die
and the rain to be falling on the graveyard
and on me walking the streets
mourning the first and last to love me

Samuel Beckett,
translated from the French
by the author


As Sweet

It's all because we're so alike---
Twin solds, we two.
We smile at the expression, yes.
And know it's true.

I told the shrink. He gave our love
A different name
But he can call it what he likes---
It's still the same

I love to see you, hear you voice
My narcissistic object-choice.

Wendy Cope

Catergory: BREAKING UP IS HARD TO DO

Since that day
Ihave not moved the pieces
On the board.

Jorge Luis Borges

Defining the problem

I can't forgive you. Even if I could
You wouldn't pardon me for seeing through you.
And yet I cannot cure myself of love
For what I thought you were before I knew you.

Wendy Cope

Two Cures for Love

1. Don't see him. Don't phone or write a letter.
2. The easy way: get to know him better.

Wendy Cope

My mum said I was born in the morning, i think it was 9plus am.
haha, no wonder I woke up at 9.30 am today :DD
cool.

My first day of being sixteen is gone, and 45 minutes of my second day has just passed.

I will sleep the rest off :D

Happy Birthday Char.

:DD

My gosh, i really spent my day to the most today.

Woke up at 9.30am today.
Then had BIRTHDAY CAKE for breakfast.
After that went to Secret Recipe (Tampines one) to have lunch with my family.
Then kinda studied, finished the Digestive Chapter, was embarking on the EYE chapter when i fell asleep and when i woke up it was already FOUR.

Guitar people were coming to my house void deck at 4plus.
so i smsed yannis then went downstairs.

argh, had to close my eyes while celeste was guiding me from behind. haha.
They bought three mousse for me. Chocolate, Mango and..... what's that argh, it's white. white chocolate?

zhitao was damn dirty, but nevermind, i haven't stomache yet. hah

took pics then they came up to my house for a drink.

they left quite late, like 6.45 going to 7pm.

They wanted me to go for dinner with them, but...... owells.

later went to dinner with eugene loh, qinhui and yunxuan at Ri Ben Cun, the swimming complex there.

then at 9.45pm went to Joseph's house to watch shu1 bao1 tai4 zhong4 coz we wanted to catch huilu. in the end we didn't see her.
damn.

played modified monopoly, haha, it became a game on whoever who reaches the "GO" square like in the middle, will see ghost tonight.
we got five people, yunxuan zhong4.

we ended off by taking a few pics and then left joseph's house.
joseph sick, take care!! :D

Eugene, qinhui and i hopped onto a cab and then alight qinhui and i at my house.
eugene left for his.
coz I was kinda freaked out by the stupid ghost stories they were saying about the lift and everything so qinhui accompanied me upstairs then he left.

When I reached home it was 11.58am
just in time to chiong a :DD and post first, before it becomes another day :D

Many many many thanks to;

TAGS
-Shawn
-Celeste
-Xingkai
-Linjing
-Jinni
-Jingying
-Sheau Ling
-Zhitao

FACEBOOK
-Isaac [12:10am]
-Jia Ye [01:44pm]
-Shun Yi [04:35pm]
-Alicia Chua [04:38pm]
-Zhen Yi [08:43pm]
-Darren Sim [10:20pm]
-Guan Xiang [10:56pm]

SMSES
(woah damn shuang, i woke up in the morning and switched on my phone, purposely waited for a while to see how many messages i will get = 18smses and more came :D )
{omg, i had to scroll down 116 messages to see the first one that came in today}

- Xingkai [11;59:08pm]
- Germaine Lok [12:02:33am]
- Yanyou [12:11:35am]
- Jocelyn Ong [12:29:30am]
- Xiying [01:19:18am]
- Shawn [12:00:36am]
- Claire [01:13:02am]
- Alicia (lim) [08:16:32am]
- Gracia [12:00:59am]
- Jinni [12:10:24am]
- Cheryl Tan [12:31:20am]
- Xinlin [12:49:24am]
- Corinne [02:24:20am]
- Zhuting [07:49:54am]
- Alvina [12:02:10am]
- Genevieve [01:07:40am]
- Audrey Chin [09:14:23am]
- Wanting [09:30:32am]
- Delphine [09:32:35am]
- Cornelius [12:02:04am]
- Eugene Loh [12:37:58am]
- Yannis [01:28:50am]
- Shermaine [8:51:04am]
- Peiyun [09:41:59am]
- Zhitao [09:48:15am]
- Weiwei [10:05:50am]
- Leon [10:17:48am]
- Joan [10:17:53am]
- Clara Tan [10:25:20am]
- Celeste [10:36:21am]
- Qinhui [10:52:49am]
- Linjing [11:11:29am]
- Elaine [11:37:01am]
- Yujun [11:43:58am]
- Mavis [11:44:13am]
- Michelle Ho [11:45:48am]
- Kelyn [12:01:00pm]
- Grace THONG [12:35:33pm]
- Chelsea [01:28:34pm]
- Khiu Wenjie [01:43:44pm]
- Joseph [02:44:02pm]
- Weixiang [02:53:23pm]
- Evangelin [07:27:12pm]

CALLS
Yesterday Javier already called me at 09:05pm
Eugene tried to call me at 12:36:20am, haha i was asleep.
Yunxuan called at 10 plus i think, to wish me happy birthday
Clara Koh called me at 02:31pm accompanied with naomi, alicia and mavis.
Javier called again at 11:12pm for the last birthday song.

Presents
Thanks Germaine loklok for your SNAIL MAIL LETTER
Family for the birthday cake and the NOHOHON ZOKU
Guitar for the three mousse
Cheryl Tan for the book
Pearlyna for the memories
Khiu Wenjie and Peiyun for the chocolate

Birthday songs
- Family
- Guitar
- Javier

Verbal wishes
Thanks Mum
Thanks Dad
Thanks Jie
Thanks Guitar people
Thanks Yunxuan
Thanks Qinhui
Thanks Joseph
Thanks Liying for the last one hour sms.
Thanks Eugene loh
Thanks Javier for ending my day with a birthday song
Thanks Qinhui for the very very very last birthday greeting after he sent me home

Thank you once again, for those who stayed up purposely or not purposely to send me the message.

HAHA and HAPPY LABOUR DAY to you guys too!
Hope you enjoyed your PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

My birthday this year, the best birthday ever.