if you've read my previous post,
P.S. i forgot that there's a 31st in january. ._.
i have been thinking.
for days.
weeks.
months.
(i know i shouldn't be saying this, but it's really stuck up there)
you have been selfish to not pay up.
and i have lost in a game of trust.
so now i have to bear the consequences of not getting back my $450.
if i really don't get it back, i promise myself that i will work after the O's to earn it back.
DOUBLE! TRIPLE!
i don't know what my parents are going to say.
i have been thinking again.
for days.
weeks.
months.
you hide from me
you hide from us
you hide from reality
you hide from yourself
you escaped without a word
even i didn't know
no, perhaps you took off yourself.
i don't know.
you didn't say
you didn't talk
you didn't tell me
yes, who am i to you?
i don't really know you.
but i have the rights to know
i don't know what to say
is this your game?
is this our game?
again, i have lost, to a game of trust.
damn you. charmaine.
a world of fishmongers.
i just wanna cry and cry and cry myself a river to drown in.
you know.
i watched too many shows to keep my mind from wandering.
if i suddenly die one day.
do me a favour, and tell my folks the following:
I want to be place in a lime green coffin
Everyone is to wear happy colours for my funeral.
Burn me a laptop, handphone, antenna, radio, television (so i can still communicate)
Please don't throw away my stuff, especially those kept in the guides cookies tins (be honoured guides! xD)
if you look up into the sky and spot the brightest star, i hope you take it as my presence :D
the following is for my friends:
you can think of me, but please do not cry for it will break my heart.
i want you to think of the happy moments rather than think of me dead
if you really miss me, you can read this blog/sms again and view all pictures of ME! :)
if you somehow felt my presence (i don't know if that will happen), please do not be afraid, for it will be just me missing you too.
i haven't thought of anything else yet, but if i do, don't worry, i will update you :D
gah, i don't know what's wrong with me.
im confused, im in a whirl, i just wanna end this thing.
you know yesterday, i think i heard strange things.
it's either my hallucination, or i really heard them coming back for reunion with their families.
near my house, there's a foodcourt called S-11.
I had to buy newspapers so i headed there.
when i opened the entrance door, i heard someone call me, "charmaine, charmaine."
i turned, of course, and didn't see anyone i know.
i thought perhaps, someone bears the same name as me, or it's just a mistake.
so i went up to the shop and save supermarket upstairs to check if there's The Strait Times available.
there isn't, so i headed back down
on my way down the escalator, i heard, "excuse me"
i automatically moved to my left (coz i was somewhat standing in the middle of the step) without turning back.
after i had moved, then i turned back, but..... there wasn't anyone.
i know i had frowned then because it was two weird things in a row, in the same area.
of course, i choose to take them as mishearings.
but they made me think of death.
which isn't really auspicious in a period of a chinese new year.
i gtg, tata.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WEITIAN
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HONGKAI
i should really wash my face before every HCL lesson.
I'm always about to fall asleep.
Today was the shortest day (lessons i mean) but, it felt EVEN longer than thursday.
Geography totally took away my consciousness.
after mass copying corrections (i failed geog test AGAIN), i slammed down on the table top and i was gone.
i even dreamt of something, which i can't quite remember.
went for guitar then after.
everything wasn't really smooth.
it was ok in the beginning but then..... it was "single" wacko which means the circle was ultra big.
it was till we changed it to double wacko then it was more fun.
and all the sabotaging haha, thank you thank you! i know im quite good at that :D
anyway, shall not elaborate on the supposedly wet games and stuff.
i shall brace myself next week, and sew some extra skin on my face (sounds real disgusting, yuck!)
-there's no whys in this world, because the musts are stronger
saw willy's brother, Billy and he actually joined ENGLISH DRAMA.
okay anyway, FOR TWICE TWICE TWICE, FOR TWO YEARRRRS I DIDN'T GET TO EAT THE ORIENTATION FOOD!
=( next year you sec threes/fours better call ME back i wanna eat eat eat! :D
sec threes, don't be demoralised (as what yannis said :D )
and also don't always bully yannis la, she's still your senior.
(not that you all always bully, just reminding)
good job today, could have done better though.
try to always think out of the box, think for others, rope in people to play, instead of just having fun yourselves.
after guitar (all the packing up and stuff)
left school with liying, felicia, audrey, celeste, linjing and yanyou, FED THE 'SCHOOL' ___, then met michelle ho, zhitao and yannis on the platform.
had a hard time choosing but chose tampines.
so audrey, yanyou, felicia got off at simei.
michelle has a tonne of homework to complete so she didn't come with us too.
had a chinese craze later on so we all started speaking in chinese, except zhitao, linjing and yannis.
haha ben4 dan4
all the funny terms came out when we direct translated english into chinese.
or hokkien into chinese.
settled for long john silvers.
all the stupid stuff; seducing, throwing fries, sliding cups whatever la.
sent liying off for guitar lessons.
you know what?
LINJING HAS A THING FOR SENSORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha everytime she pass by a sensor the thing will ring.
we tried that in popular you know, and a male staff wanted to check her bag.
lol, he is quite weird. i mean, it was so awkward. gahhhh!
but she walked through yamaha's censors also ring.
haha she was afraid to walk through censors alr.
celeste, zhitao, linjing and i went to century square customer service sofas to sit, and then linjing and zhitao did ABIT of math hw.
im glad i was able to help them! *PHEW* if i can't i think i can go bang my head on the wall already!!!!!! OLEVELS THIS YEAR MAN, AND I JUST REMINDED MYSELF, SO I BETTER GO STUDY AND REVISE SOOOOON!
ONE MONTH HAS JUST GONE!
IT'S 12.05AM NOWWW!
IT'S IT'S IT'S
1ST OF FEBRUARY!
O.M.G
SHITZ BOMBZ
WO DE ZHANG4 FU1!!!!!!
gtg.
P.S. IM SORRY EVAN I FORGOT TO RETURN YOUR CAMERA!!!!!
MONDAY!!!
IM REALLY SORRY!!!!!!!!!! =X
(can't remember the sec one names)
-tania
-brigel?
-justyne
-leah **dunno hwo to spell, im terribly sorry
-yan guang
-timothy
-zhang ying
-andrea
-tabitha
-michelle LOH (now there's two michelles AGAIN)
-geralyn
there are like three cheryls, two michelles, two charmaines, two joys, used to be two alicias and two claras. thats it i think.
i.wanna.sleep.so.bye.bye
:D
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HONGKAI
i should really wash my face before every HCL lesson.
I'm always about to fall asleep.
Today was the shortest day (lessons i mean) but, it felt EVEN longer than thursday.
Geography totally took away my consciousness.
after mass copying corrections (i failed geog test AGAIN), i slammed down on the table top and i was gone.
i even dreamt of something, which i can't quite remember.
went for guitar then after.
everything wasn't really smooth.
it was ok in the beginning but then..... it was "single" wacko which means the circle was ultra big.
it was till we changed it to double wacko then it was more fun.
and all the sabotaging haha, thank you thank you! i know im quite good at that :D
anyway, shall not elaborate on the supposedly wet games and stuff.
i shall brace myself next week, and sew some extra skin on my face (sounds real disgusting, yuck!)
-there's no whys in this world, because the musts are stronger
saw willy's brother, Billy and he actually joined ENGLISH DRAMA.
okay anyway, FOR TWICE TWICE TWICE, FOR TWO YEARRRRS I DIDN'T GET TO EAT THE ORIENTATION FOOD!
=( next year you sec threes/fours better call ME back i wanna eat eat eat! :D
sec threes, don't be demoralised (as what yannis said :D )
and also don't always bully yannis la, she's still your senior.
(not that you all always bully, just reminding)
good job today, could have done better though.
try to always think out of the box, think for others, rope in people to play, instead of just having fun yourselves.
after guitar (all the packing up and stuff)
left school with liying, felicia, audrey, celeste, linjing and yanyou, FED THE 'SCHOOL' ___, then met michelle ho, zhitao and yannis on the platform.
had a hard time choosing but chose tampines.
so audrey, yanyou, felicia got off at simei.
michelle has a tonne of homework to complete so she didn't come with us too.
had a chinese craze later on so we all started speaking in chinese, except zhitao, linjing and yannis.
haha ben4 dan4
all the funny terms came out when we direct translated english into chinese.
or hokkien into chinese.
settled for long john silvers.
all the stupid stuff; seducing, throwing fries, sliding cups whatever la.
sent liying off for guitar lessons.
you know what?
LINJING HAS A THING FOR SENSORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha everytime she pass by a sensor the thing will ring.
we tried that in popular you know, and a male staff wanted to check her bag.
lol, he is quite weird. i mean, it was so awkward. gahhhh!
but she walked through yamaha's censors also ring.
haha she was afraid to walk through censors alr.
celeste, zhitao, linjing and i went to century square customer service sofas to sit, and then linjing and zhitao did ABIT of math hw.
im glad i was able to help them! *PHEW* if i can't i think i can go bang my head on the wall already!!!!!! OLEVELS THIS YEAR MAN, AND I JUST REMINDED MYSELF, SO I BETTER GO STUDY AND REVISE SOOOOON!
ONE MONTH HAS JUST GONE!
IT'S 12.05AM NOWWW!
IT'S IT'S IT'S
1ST OF FEBRUARY!
O.M.G
SHITZ BOMBZ
WO DE ZHANG4 FU1!!!!!!
gtg.
P.S. IM SORRY EVAN I FORGOT TO RETURN YOUR CAMERA!!!!!
MONDAY!!!
IM REALLY SORRY!!!!!!!!!! =X
(can't remember the sec one names)
-tania
-brigel?
-justyne
-leah **dunno hwo to spell, im terribly sorry
-yan guang
-timothy
-zhang ying
-andrea
-tabitha
-michelle LOH (now there's two michelles AGAIN)
-geralyn
there are like three cheryls, two michelles, two charmaines, two joys, used to be two alicias and two claras. thats it i think.
i.wanna.sleep.so.bye.bye
:D
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
P.S. I MUST REALLY SAY, I FELT REALLY PROUD.
WHEN I SAW YOU IN PUBTIONS TEE.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
cny concert is overrrr
as i said, it's probably the last concert, wanna make the best outta it, thought of some ideas just now actually.
maybe i shall say it here
or maybe i shall bring up some points about functions here.
DO YOU KNOW that actually as commheads we are allowed to come up with performances proposals and tell the teacher in charge.
and so, i was thinking of this during the concert.
CO, shouldn't always play their same old songs, as in, they CAN play their chinese new year songs, but why not combine with the wushu people to have a lion dance to open the concert ceremony??
or maybeee, can get some ccas that don't really have a chance to perform or something, likeee
*thinking* get sports players to come up with a performance.
i mean, i know they are busy, but performances always revolve around performing arts and uniform groups... get it?
anyway, besides the pa parts, actually functions did a great job :D
we actually had to move like 120 chairs for the TEACHERS. (put at the back of the hall)
HAD PRIZE GIVING OMG, OUR CLASS 4CCCCC WON FIRST PRIZE FOR THE NOTICE BOARD COMPETITION!!!!
CORINNE!!!!! YOUR EFFORTS PAID OFFF!!!!! I FELT SO PROUD FOR YOU!!! :D:D:D
after the concert, move back the chairs, and then rushed downstairs (i missed AAR),
I THOUGHT I WAS LATE.
coz guitar called me twice.
but then..... they were hanging around...
liying, claire and i started moving off first, and finally the rest followed
and then i KNOW WHY THEY ARE STILL HANGING AROUND JUST NOW. xD
yannis and claire took mrt, i followed the rest (zhitao, liying,celeste, cheryl, yanyou, audrey)
to take... bus 12 i think.
saw our guitar sec ones.
crap, i don't know their names.. only know zhang ying. oops!! nevermind, i will know them this friday!
haha
this friday is the guitar orientation!! :D
went to audrey's house to plan stuff.
actually the planned it out, but i did chip in my ideas okay! i think without my they can't think of anything much.
haha just kidding la! but maybe i did speed up the process a bit??? im a (shit, chemistry) im a......
CATALYST!!!!!!!!
whoohooooo! :D
***** please remind me that i need to ask cheryl ang something, she sent me a very extremely weird message last last night i think. or is it last night? i can't remember.
but she didn't reply me when i HUH her. haha :)
YANNIS AND CLAIRE CAME.
shawn came with them too.
they bought the cake haha
audrey asked me to bring the cake in and so i did.
but i think i talked too loud, coz when i asked yanyou if she know how to play birthday song on the piano i think they heard (according to yanyou)
well,,,,,, im sorry! =X
anyway, haha took pictures and ate cake.
spent quite long at audrey's house, audrey cooked like FIVE PACKETS OF INSTANT NOODLES!!!
one for liying
then zhitao, claire and yannis cooked three packets.
then after liying went swimming, she ate another packet.
i came to realise today, that liying and yannis have really really really SALTY TASTEBUDS!
omg, i shall not elaborate, too lazy.
(i think im going to sleep after this..... :D gonna slack tonight. anyway tomorrow's a longggg day!)
okay, anyway, went outdoors.
i can complete the whole monkey bar! haha was quite surprised at my own ability! =P
played badminton with shawn, celeste and cheryl.
and audrey, but i......... indirectly caused her to hit herself.
OOPS.
coz i served and then the shuttlecock flew off course.
so audrey wanted to pick it up but in the process she hit her head on the short short pull up bar then she whacked her nose too.
ouch, got one bump on her head le.
after that we all returned to the house.
then erm, slacked around?? i can't remember, the only thing i can remember is that the music from the piano never stops. and CELESTE CAN FREAKING PLAY, OMG. wlao wlao wlao
claire, lets make a team, the wlao-at-people- team :)
okay, then i helped rinse liying's hair, and then audrey and i taught her HOW TO COMB HER HAIR.
left audrey's house with liying.
went to.. simei fairprice to buy stuff.
bought two packets of flour and DOGFOOD.
oopsie poopsie, hope that no one will object violently.
anyway, i will be playing too, so in way i had landed myself in warm soup.
haha WARM.
i brought all the stuff home.
/edit
tomorrow guitar prac will be in ____room!
how cool is that! :D super cool! :D :D :D thanks ___ ___! hahahahahha
gtg, byebyebye! :D
-im going around asking people for first impressions of me!
haha :D
i.wanna.sleep.so.bye.bye.
WHEN I SAW YOU IN PUBTIONS TEE.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
cny concert is overrrr
as i said, it's probably the last concert, wanna make the best outta it, thought of some ideas just now actually.
maybe i shall say it here
or maybe i shall bring up some points about functions here.
DO YOU KNOW that actually as commheads we are allowed to come up with performances proposals and tell the teacher in charge.
and so, i was thinking of this during the concert.
CO, shouldn't always play their same old songs, as in, they CAN play their chinese new year songs, but why not combine with the wushu people to have a lion dance to open the concert ceremony??
or maybeee, can get some ccas that don't really have a chance to perform or something, likeee
*thinking* get sports players to come up with a performance.
i mean, i know they are busy, but performances always revolve around performing arts and uniform groups... get it?
anyway, besides the pa parts, actually functions did a great job :D
we actually had to move like 120 chairs for the TEACHERS. (put at the back of the hall)
HAD PRIZE GIVING OMG, OUR CLASS 4CCCCC WON FIRST PRIZE FOR THE NOTICE BOARD COMPETITION!!!!
CORINNE!!!!! YOUR EFFORTS PAID OFFF!!!!! I FELT SO PROUD FOR YOU!!! :D:D:D
after the concert, move back the chairs, and then rushed downstairs (i missed AAR),
I THOUGHT I WAS LATE.
coz guitar called me twice.
but then..... they were hanging around...
liying, claire and i started moving off first, and finally the rest followed
and then i KNOW WHY THEY ARE STILL HANGING AROUND JUST NOW. xD
yannis and claire took mrt, i followed the rest (zhitao, liying,celeste, cheryl, yanyou, audrey)
to take... bus 12 i think.
saw our guitar sec ones.
crap, i don't know their names.. only know zhang ying. oops!! nevermind, i will know them this friday!
haha
this friday is the guitar orientation!! :D
went to audrey's house to plan stuff.
actually the planned it out, but i did chip in my ideas okay! i think without my they can't think of anything much.
haha just kidding la! but maybe i did speed up the process a bit??? im a (shit, chemistry) im a......
CATALYST!!!!!!!!
whoohooooo! :D
***** please remind me that i need to ask cheryl ang something, she sent me a very extremely weird message last last night i think. or is it last night? i can't remember.
but she didn't reply me when i HUH her. haha :)
YANNIS AND CLAIRE CAME.
shawn came with them too.
they bought the cake haha
audrey asked me to bring the cake in and so i did.
but i think i talked too loud, coz when i asked yanyou if she know how to play birthday song on the piano i think they heard (according to yanyou)
well,,,,,, im sorry! =X
anyway, haha took pictures and ate cake.
spent quite long at audrey's house, audrey cooked like FIVE PACKETS OF INSTANT NOODLES!!!
one for liying
then zhitao, claire and yannis cooked three packets.
then after liying went swimming, she ate another packet.
i came to realise today, that liying and yannis have really really really SALTY TASTEBUDS!
omg, i shall not elaborate, too lazy.
(i think im going to sleep after this..... :D gonna slack tonight. anyway tomorrow's a longggg day!)
okay, anyway, went outdoors.
i can complete the whole monkey bar! haha was quite surprised at my own ability! =P
played badminton with shawn, celeste and cheryl.
and audrey, but i......... indirectly caused her to hit herself.
OOPS.
coz i served and then the shuttlecock flew off course.
so audrey wanted to pick it up but in the process she hit her head on the short short pull up bar then she whacked her nose too.
ouch, got one bump on her head le.
after that we all returned to the house.
then erm, slacked around?? i can't remember, the only thing i can remember is that the music from the piano never stops. and CELESTE CAN FREAKING PLAY, OMG. wlao wlao wlao
claire, lets make a team, the wlao-at-people- team :)
okay, then i helped rinse liying's hair, and then audrey and i taught her HOW TO COMB HER HAIR.
left audrey's house with liying.
went to.. simei fairprice to buy stuff.
bought two packets of flour and DOGFOOD.
oopsie poopsie, hope that no one will object violently.
anyway, i will be playing too, so in way i had landed myself in warm soup.
haha WARM.
i brought all the stuff home.
/edit
tomorrow guitar prac will be in ____room!
how cool is that! :D super cool! :D :D :D thanks ___ ___! hahahahahha
gtg, byebyebye! :D
-im going around asking people for first impressions of me!
haha :D
i.wanna.sleep.so.bye.bye.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
i forgot.
yes i really did.
im sorry.
it's so easy for me to say that i forgot
but it's so frustrating for me to find out that i forgot
i don't know how i did.
i really don't know
but im really feeling terrible right now that i forgot
it's a fact that i forgot.
for three years, i forgot.
three long years.
i shall just wait till next year.
hopefully by then, i haven't lost you yet.
im sorry _________.
you were a great friend.
Chinese new year over, our long holiday also over.
tomorrow's the chinese new year concert, probably the last concert that we functions sec fours are going to handle.
i don't know what you guys are feeling, i know i know i know that it is your last year to wear HOME clothes, since you guys didn't get to wear it for like the past three years.
but it's really selfish of you all to say that you don't want to do duty because you want to wear home clothes.
i don't know what to say.
we will see.
i gtg, gonna wake up at 5.45am tomorrow.
:/ is it really worth it?
yes i really did.
im sorry.
it's so easy for me to say that i forgot
but it's so frustrating for me to find out that i forgot
i don't know how i did.
i really don't know
but im really feeling terrible right now that i forgot
it's a fact that i forgot.
for three years, i forgot.
three long years.
i shall just wait till next year.
hopefully by then, i haven't lost you yet.
im sorry _________.
you were a great friend.
Chinese new year over, our long holiday also over.
tomorrow's the chinese new year concert, probably the last concert that we functions sec fours are going to handle.
i don't know what you guys are feeling, i know i know i know that it is your last year to wear HOME clothes, since you guys didn't get to wear it for like the past three years.
but it's really selfish of you all to say that you don't want to do duty because you want to wear home clothes.
i don't know what to say.
we will see.
i gtg, gonna wake up at 5.45am tomorrow.
:/ is it really worth it?
Saturday, January 24, 2009
OH CRAP!
KAIHO WASN'T SCAMMING ME!
IT'S SO NOT A SCAM! T.T
WHAT A TIME!
I CAN'T GO VISIT HIM,
ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN'T GO VISIT HIM COZ CHINESE NEW YEAR. ALL THE PARENTS DON'T ALLOW.
ANYONE WHO READS THIS, AND CAN GO VISIT HIM.
TOMORROW NINE AM
KK WOMEN'S AND CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL
WOMEN'S TOWER,
ON THE SIX LEVEL,
WARD 20 OR WARD 6220
P.S. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM.
I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY HE IS IN THE WOMEN'S TOWER.
I SENT A THOUSAND MESSAGES FOR HIM.
HAVE A HEART.
saw lots of people at tampines area today
LIYING
Cheryl tan and their friends
yulin
joan from 4E
Kellyanne
My kindergarten friend juni
Donavan (pri sch)
eekwee
jonathan
haokai
joshua etc
i went to tampines mall with my sister.
went to yamaha first, wanted to change my acoustic strings, but they no stock.
went to basement and bought a sunflower for LIYING
then went to meet her at MRT.
then after that i went to wait for my sister to finish cuttiing hair at cs.
then my parents are coming to tampines mall to join us and shop but i don't wanna lug my guitar all along
so i went home and put my guitar first.
did super alot of walking please! ._.
i bought three blouses. well, at least i bought something!
i think im off, going to help my mum wash toilet.
i like to wash toilet =X
KAIHO WASN'T SCAMMING ME!
IT'S SO NOT A SCAM! T.T
WHAT A TIME!
I CAN'T GO VISIT HIM,
ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN'T GO VISIT HIM COZ CHINESE NEW YEAR. ALL THE PARENTS DON'T ALLOW.
ANYONE WHO READS THIS, AND CAN GO VISIT HIM.
TOMORROW NINE AM
KK WOMEN'S AND CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL
WOMEN'S TOWER,
ON THE SIX LEVEL,
WARD 20 OR WARD 6220
P.S. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM.
I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY HE IS IN THE WOMEN'S TOWER.
I SENT A THOUSAND MESSAGES FOR HIM.
HAVE A HEART.
saw lots of people at tampines area today
LIYING
Cheryl tan and their friends
yulin
joan from 4E
Kellyanne
My kindergarten friend juni
Donavan (pri sch)
eekwee
jonathan
haokai
joshua etc
i went to tampines mall with my sister.
went to yamaha first, wanted to change my acoustic strings, but they no stock.
went to basement and bought a sunflower for LIYING
then went to meet her at MRT.
then after that i went to wait for my sister to finish cuttiing hair at cs.
then my parents are coming to tampines mall to join us and shop but i don't wanna lug my guitar all along
so i went home and put my guitar first.
did super alot of walking please! ._.
i bought three blouses. well, at least i bought something!
i think im off, going to help my mum wash toilet.
i like to wash toilet =X
Friday, January 23, 2009
OKAY,i very scraed that if i continue editing my post with my diagnostic writing in it, it will screw up and everything disappears, so i shall type on a new post.
:D
had guitar after school
ALICIA, SEAN, WAIPING AND ANITA CAME BACK!!
I WANTED THEM TO DONATE TO ME.
BUT THEY DIDN'T.
BUT MR SHI DONATED IT TO ME!!! :) LOVES HIM.
ANYWAY, I THINK MR SHI IS VERY CUTE TODAY :D
AUDITION.
so lame, everyone got in.
liying, YOU GOT IN TOO! :D IT'S A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MRS KOH AND MR SHI!!
AND YESSSSSS MR SHI DONATED $2 TO ME AND CLARA KOH.
THE DONATION FUND THING FOR OUR ISH..
After guitar, talked about guitar orientation games
and heard celeste play save you on her guitar.
then topped up water and ZHITAO AND I SPRAYED WATER ALL OVER CELESTE!!!!!
SHE WAS SUPER WET.
went to concourse to see mural.
only amelia there and her ip friend, i think it's audrey kum.
Heard that priscilla teh have stomach flu.
and kaiho smsed me just now, saying that HE IS HOSPITALISED.
OMG, I HOPE IT'S A SCAM.
REALLY.
BUT IF IT'S A SCAM IM GOING TO REALLY HOSPITALISE HIM.
HAHA JUST KIDDING.
I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF IT'S TRUE!
BUT IM HOPING THAT IT'S NOT!
HOSPITALISED!
SO MANY PEOPLE FALLING SICK AND STUFF THIS 2009.
First, i see super alot of people with bandaged hands.
kenneth (council)
shawn (council)
yanyou
this guy that was walking up the hill.
THEN, there are other kinds of HURT
renee broke her knee
jinni stomach flu
darren and wenjie sick and lost alot of kgs
angeline hospitalised
celeste got flu
yanyou got fever
kaiho wrecked his toe
delphine sick
priscilla stomach flu
kaiho hospitalised??
i have been coughing for FIVE weeks. (since the week before bonding camp which was on 28Dec) and i think im going to have a sorethroat and a flu.
anyway, went to eighteen chefs with celeste, linjing, zhitao, michelle ho and claire.
saw peiyun, seehui and their st john's friend.
there was a 10cent change which nobody wanna take.
so i donated it to the indian woman playing harmonica near the simei mrt station.
after me, linjing and zhitaop donated too. haha. i passed it forward!
after that claire and i went home, on my way home saw three people, two adult woman and one girl, they wanted to know where is the library.
wanted to simply direct them butclaire suggested me bringing them there, since well i walk that direction too.
and so i did.
and woman A asked me, "ARE YOU FROM CHUNG CHENG HIGH?"
-.- "No, im from Anglican High"
"oh, st nicholas high? is there a st nicholas high?" *turns and ask girl whom i presume is her daughter*
Woman B corrected her, no la, it's anglican high.
Woman A, "ohh, i know there's an Anglican High, but i didn't know the uniform is like that, all white."
so i brought them all the way to the library and then they said their thanks and wished me HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
haha i wished them back, and walked home with a good feeling.
haha i did THREE good deeds in less than an hour!
im thinking of a topic for the lublic speaking after cny.
suggest to me too if you think of anything that you wanna hear from me!
:D
gtg, byebye!
:D
had guitar after school
ALICIA, SEAN, WAIPING AND ANITA CAME BACK!!
I WANTED THEM TO DONATE TO ME.
BUT THEY DIDN'T.
BUT MR SHI DONATED IT TO ME!!! :) LOVES HIM.
ANYWAY, I THINK MR SHI IS VERY CUTE TODAY :D
AUDITION.
so lame, everyone got in.
liying, YOU GOT IN TOO! :D IT'S A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MRS KOH AND MR SHI!!
AND YESSSSSS MR SHI DONATED $2 TO ME AND CLARA KOH.
THE DONATION FUND THING FOR OUR ISH..
After guitar, talked about guitar orientation games
and heard celeste play save you on her guitar.
then topped up water and ZHITAO AND I SPRAYED WATER ALL OVER CELESTE!!!!!
SHE WAS SUPER WET.
went to concourse to see mural.
only amelia there and her ip friend, i think it's audrey kum.
Heard that priscilla teh have stomach flu.
and kaiho smsed me just now, saying that HE IS HOSPITALISED.
OMG, I HOPE IT'S A SCAM.
REALLY.
BUT IF IT'S A SCAM IM GOING TO REALLY HOSPITALISE HIM.
HAHA JUST KIDDING.
I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF IT'S TRUE!
BUT IM HOPING THAT IT'S NOT!
HOSPITALISED!
SO MANY PEOPLE FALLING SICK AND STUFF THIS 2009.
First, i see super alot of people with bandaged hands.
kenneth (council)
shawn (council)
yanyou
this guy that was walking up the hill.
THEN, there are other kinds of HURT
renee broke her knee
jinni stomach flu
darren and wenjie sick and lost alot of kgs
angeline hospitalised
celeste got flu
yanyou got fever
kaiho wrecked his toe
delphine sick
priscilla stomach flu
kaiho hospitalised??
i have been coughing for FIVE weeks. (since the week before bonding camp which was on 28Dec) and i think im going to have a sorethroat and a flu.
anyway, went to eighteen chefs with celeste, linjing, zhitao, michelle ho and claire.
saw peiyun, seehui and their st john's friend.
there was a 10cent change which nobody wanna take.
so i donated it to the indian woman playing harmonica near the simei mrt station.
after me, linjing and zhitaop donated too. haha. i passed it forward!
after that claire and i went home, on my way home saw three people, two adult woman and one girl, they wanted to know where is the library.
wanted to simply direct them butclaire suggested me bringing them there, since well i walk that direction too.
and so i did.
and woman A asked me, "ARE YOU FROM CHUNG CHENG HIGH?"
-.- "No, im from Anglican High"
"oh, st nicholas high? is there a st nicholas high?" *turns and ask girl whom i presume is her daughter*
Woman B corrected her, no la, it's anglican high.
Woman A, "ohh, i know there's an Anglican High, but i didn't know the uniform is like that, all white."
so i brought them all the way to the library and then they said their thanks and wished me HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
haha i wished them back, and walked home with a good feeling.
haha i did THREE good deeds in less than an hour!
im thinking of a topic for the lublic speaking after cny.
suggest to me too if you think of anything that you wanna hear from me!
:D
gtg, byebye!
YOU KNOW WHAT?
IM GOING TO TYPE MY ENGLISH DIAGNOSTIC COMPO OUT.
THE ONE THAT I GOT 16/30 FOR.
haha, to ji4 nian4 my first sec four compo writing.
i hope the next time i wanna type my compo out, it will be like 23 and above :D
IT'S ORIGINAL AND I DID NOT AMEND IT. SO..... BEAR WITH ME.
It was a long and arduous journey and Isral was tired. The age has taken on his face. Weary eyes, sunken cheeks and a sallow complexion. He reeked of the salty sea smell, so much that one would get a sea sick just by standing beside him. His hands, once smooth and taken care of were thrown into the hardships of marine life, thick coarse ropes grazed his palms, splinters cut into his skin, slicing him into brotherhood. Isral, had gone on a journey where only brave men, he thought, would take.
"YOU DO NOT ACT LIKE A GIRL IN THIS FAMILY! One more time i hear stories about you touching that black and hwite keys in the Central Town, I am going to chop your fingers off!" With every word he said, Isral's father stepped menacingly towards him, until he was nose to nose with Isral. His father's eyes were blood-shot and contained a mad glare. Isral hated him. Isral hated the way his father puts him down and hated the way his father set his eye on him, searched his soul and send chills down his spine. Isral was a coward, a coward who spends his time devoting himself to the playful notes of music than aid his father in the hardships on sea.
It was a dark and stormy night, angst held its fixture on Isral and Isral was gripped with a new sense of emotion -bravery. All he got was what he wore, draped with a brown heavy cloak that smelt like stale bread. The moment he ran out of the hated house, the howling wind swooped over him, appearing in shapes of dragons, seabirds and wolves. The thrashing trees urged him along his way, almost pulling him apart with their creepy claws. Isral was thirteen then. He recalled how hatred was all he kept in his soul that night before he embarked on his road to sea disasters, as a seaman.
Isral stiffled a yawn, and blinked his eyes awide, the steering wheel firmly in his hands as he guided the big ship over schools of fish and unexpecting waves. Isral had gone a long way, from a little imp as deck boy, he climbed his way up through his own forced capabilities to position, of a captain. It took him a whole decade to achieve that, without a dying memory of his drunkard father. Isral shook his head clear, he had received a letter weeks ago from his childhood nanny, that his father had courted trouble and died in drunkard stupor. His mother was whereas worn out by her husband's violent acts and never ending trouble. Sh has fallen sick and bedriddened, was what Isral was told in the letter. He did not know how long the letter took to arrive, but it emitted a foul smell of raw seaweeds and dead fish. Isral reread the letter and crushed it into his pocket.
Just then, the sun's rays were blocked out, omnimous clouds were drawn across the sky, lightning flashed and thunder struck. Isral's eyes full of numb, gripped the steering wheel and pushed the ship forward, he could see a speck of what he presumed, was land. Waves thrashed, emerging as big mnonstrous fish, inching higher and higher the ship's rim. Instructions were yelled out and Isral's brothers took on the necessary. The wind howled, bringing back the memory of Isral's run off home. The wind rand in his ears, the sea birds attacked him. He tried to fought them off. One hand off the steering wheel, no hands on the steering wheel. The seabirds continues swarming over him. The ship jerked, he tripped, he felt the howl of the wind, the water, the silence of the sea.
Isral heard, the playful notes of music, the melody of white keys. the hatred seeping away from him..
okay im done.
im quite ERMS now haha because i realised that it's super primary school writing and i have funny errors in sentence structure/grammer/tenses/ whatever.
oh! just to say, some of the spelling errors might not be what i had in my compo, it might be typo. haha
and.. i was really sleepy during the test and i had NO inspiration at all.
ahh whatever. what's done's done.
sixteen upon thirty.
good job char. @.@
IM GOING TO TYPE MY ENGLISH DIAGNOSTIC COMPO OUT.
THE ONE THAT I GOT 16/30 FOR.
haha, to ji4 nian4 my first sec four compo writing.
i hope the next time i wanna type my compo out, it will be like 23 and above :D
IT'S ORIGINAL AND I DID NOT AMEND IT. SO..... BEAR WITH ME.
It was a long and arduous journey and Isral was tired. The age has taken on his face. Weary eyes, sunken cheeks and a sallow complexion. He reeked of the salty sea smell, so much that one would get a sea sick just by standing beside him. His hands, once smooth and taken care of were thrown into the hardships of marine life, thick coarse ropes grazed his palms, splinters cut into his skin, slicing him into brotherhood. Isral, had gone on a journey where only brave men, he thought, would take.
"YOU DO NOT ACT LIKE A GIRL IN THIS FAMILY! One more time i hear stories about you touching that black and hwite keys in the Central Town, I am going to chop your fingers off!" With every word he said, Isral's father stepped menacingly towards him, until he was nose to nose with Isral. His father's eyes were blood-shot and contained a mad glare. Isral hated him. Isral hated the way his father puts him down and hated the way his father set his eye on him, searched his soul and send chills down his spine. Isral was a coward, a coward who spends his time devoting himself to the playful notes of music than aid his father in the hardships on sea.
It was a dark and stormy night, angst held its fixture on Isral and Isral was gripped with a new sense of emotion -bravery. All he got was what he wore, draped with a brown heavy cloak that smelt like stale bread. The moment he ran out of the hated house, the howling wind swooped over him, appearing in shapes of dragons, seabirds and wolves. The thrashing trees urged him along his way, almost pulling him apart with their creepy claws. Isral was thirteen then. He recalled how hatred was all he kept in his soul that night before he embarked on his road to sea disasters, as a seaman.
Isral stiffled a yawn, and blinked his eyes awide, the steering wheel firmly in his hands as he guided the big ship over schools of fish and unexpecting waves. Isral had gone a long way, from a little imp as deck boy, he climbed his way up through his own forced capabilities to position, of a captain. It took him a whole decade to achieve that, without a dying memory of his drunkard father. Isral shook his head clear, he had received a letter weeks ago from his childhood nanny, that his father had courted trouble and died in drunkard stupor. His mother was whereas worn out by her husband's violent acts and never ending trouble. Sh has fallen sick and bedriddened, was what Isral was told in the letter. He did not know how long the letter took to arrive, but it emitted a foul smell of raw seaweeds and dead fish. Isral reread the letter and crushed it into his pocket.
Just then, the sun's rays were blocked out, omnimous clouds were drawn across the sky, lightning flashed and thunder struck. Isral's eyes full of numb, gripped the steering wheel and pushed the ship forward, he could see a speck of what he presumed, was land. Waves thrashed, emerging as big mnonstrous fish, inching higher and higher the ship's rim. Instructions were yelled out and Isral's brothers took on the necessary. The wind howled, bringing back the memory of Isral's run off home. The wind rand in his ears, the sea birds attacked him. He tried to fought them off. One hand off the steering wheel, no hands on the steering wheel. The seabirds continues swarming over him. The ship jerked, he tripped, he felt the howl of the wind, the water, the silence of the sea.
Isral heard, the playful notes of music, the melody of white keys. the hatred seeping away from him..
okay im done.
im quite ERMS now haha because i realised that it's super primary school writing and i have funny errors in sentence structure/grammer/tenses/ whatever.
oh! just to say, some of the spelling errors might not be what i had in my compo, it might be typo. haha
and.. i was really sleepy during the test and i had NO inspiration at all.
ahh whatever. what's done's done.
sixteen upon thirty.
good job char. @.@
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I LOVE MY TWO DEAR SONSSSS!
I LOVE JAVIER WOON WEI QUAN AND EUGENE LOH HENG MENG!
GUYS GUYS GUYS, PLEASE DON'T BE ANGRY WITH MEEEEEE!
I WILL TREAT YOU TO LUNCH OKAY!
AND I WAS REALLY WORRIED SO I CALLED YOU STUPID!
I DIDN'T NOT TRUST YOU JAVIERRRRRRRRRRR *BIGPOUT*
today is a super long and tiring day.
i hate thursdays.
there's no more late thursdays so school as usual.
then we have a super long day, till 2.45pm.
then i have to open guitar room door, then i went for the last cny rehearsal that starts at 3 but i went there at 3.30 but haven't start yet.
thennnn rehearsal until 5, i went back to guitar room but guitar prac's overrr.
so i went back to mural board, didn't do anything.
at 6.08, me, corinne, pris and ronald left school.
ronald mrted.
ran for the NUMBER NINE bus, all three of us.
then it was tuition, before that i went around scouring for MUAJI.
anyway, the tuition centre was SOOOOOO cold.
omg, my fingers were super numb and a headache wrapped around my poor poor head.
my fingers took like two seconds to move across my handphone keypad when i was smsing celeste.
ANYWAY, IREALLY SMS ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!
from yesterday till today, like right now, i already sent like more than 80 messages.
NO WONDER MY SMS WILL BAO LAAAAAA stupId char.
OKAY, IM FEELING SLEEPY.
liying liying liying.
ahhhh nvm.
goodnights
:)
got 16/30 for english compo. need to improve by leaps and bounds! :(
I LOVE JAVIER WOON WEI QUAN AND EUGENE LOH HENG MENG!
GUYS GUYS GUYS, PLEASE DON'T BE ANGRY WITH MEEEEEE!
I WILL TREAT YOU TO LUNCH OKAY!
AND I WAS REALLY WORRIED SO I CALLED YOU STUPID!
I DIDN'T NOT TRUST YOU JAVIERRRRRRRRRRR *BIGPOUT*
today is a super long and tiring day.
i hate thursdays.
there's no more late thursdays so school as usual.
then we have a super long day, till 2.45pm.
then i have to open guitar room door, then i went for the last cny rehearsal that starts at 3 but i went there at 3.30 but haven't start yet.
thennnn rehearsal until 5, i went back to guitar room but guitar prac's overrr.
so i went back to mural board, didn't do anything.
at 6.08, me, corinne, pris and ronald left school.
ronald mrted.
ran for the NUMBER NINE bus, all three of us.
then it was tuition, before that i went around scouring for MUAJI.
anyway, the tuition centre was SOOOOOO cold.
omg, my fingers were super numb and a headache wrapped around my poor poor head.
my fingers took like two seconds to move across my handphone keypad when i was smsing celeste.
ANYWAY, IREALLY SMS ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!
from yesterday till today, like right now, i already sent like more than 80 messages.
NO WONDER MY SMS WILL BAO LAAAAAA stupId char.
OKAY, IM FEELING SLEEPY.
liying liying liying.
ahhhh nvm.
goodnights
:)
got 16/30 for english compo. need to improve by leaps and bounds! :(
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GUAN XIANG!
-i really wonder how much longer is our class going to take to bond.
i have already taken the first step, with super thick skinned face. but nobody really cares.
missed guitar prac to go for cny rehearsals, the teachers kept scolding.
FAINLYL pa got NEW condensers and wires and mic stands! omgomgomg! finally!
thanks to chen wan yi who feedbacked to mr teo.
mr shi taught the guitar people new parts of the song.
i didn't learn, im going to skip tomorrow's prac too.
audition on friday.
im screwed.
two tests tomorrow.
chinese and biology.
and tuition homeowrk left untouched.
damn.
im really tired now, i wanna sleeeeep so bad. but, i just have to pull myself through.
jiayou for tomorrow functions and pa! :D
P.S. crap, liying's birthday coming like super fast, i no time to get her anything. D:
-i really wonder how much longer is our class going to take to bond.
i have already taken the first step, with super thick skinned face. but nobody really cares.
missed guitar prac to go for cny rehearsals, the teachers kept scolding.
FAINLYL pa got NEW condensers and wires and mic stands! omgomgomg! finally!
thanks to chen wan yi who feedbacked to mr teo.
mr shi taught the guitar people new parts of the song.
i didn't learn, im going to skip tomorrow's prac too.
audition on friday.
im screwed.
two tests tomorrow.
chinese and biology.
and tuition homeowrk left untouched.
damn.
im really tired now, i wanna sleeeeep so bad. but, i just have to pull myself through.
jiayou for tomorrow functions and pa! :D
P.S. crap, liying's birthday coming like super fast, i no time to get her anything. D:
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
TO YOU-WHOSE PROBABLY-NOT-GOING-TO-READ-THIS:
i read a post.
and i start to wonder
is it because...?
i don't know.
we don't seem to click anymore.
no thrill to see one another, just a plain hello.
what's wrong? i don't know.
i haven't spoke to you since........you were sec four - i think.
is it broken?
i don't know. now you've left, i have nothing to say.
i don't know what to say.
oh _______! where are you!
i remember all we did together, the fate that always brought us together.
is it so fragile and brittle.
is it gone and never back?
i don't think i will ever know,
till i try.
I'm sorry.
Unfold - Jason Mraz
(WLAO LIYING, JASON MRAZ IS EVERYWHERE!)
Hands in line
Arms close to my side
I'm fighting tides
Of an ocean's undertows
And i figure that i might not make it out
I'm taking empty
But seldom speaking
and a words retreat
Yeah they breathing histories still at ease
into stories untold
And my arms unfold
My hands are high
And I'm holding on
Holding on
And i figured that I
I figured that i just might make it
And im waking empty
But seldom sleeping
And the words repeat, breathing histories into stories untold
And I unfold
See now quality isn't what you see now
In the corner of your eyes
And dont be suprised
If you here the bells ring as they fall from the sky
They sound: bong bong bong bong
But ah yeah yeah yeah
Bong bong bong bong but ah yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh i
And in the night i'm always holding up
Holding up holding up
I'm holding up this time
I'm holding up this time
Cause i figure that i
I figure that i just might make it
And I'm waking empty
But seldom sleeping
And the words repeat
Breathing histories and the stories untold
But I unfold
i read a post.
and i start to wonder
is it because...?
i don't know.
we don't seem to click anymore.
no thrill to see one another, just a plain hello.
what's wrong? i don't know.
i haven't spoke to you since........you were sec four - i think.
is it broken?
i don't know. now you've left, i have nothing to say.
i don't know what to say.
oh _______! where are you!
i remember all we did together, the fate that always brought us together.
is it so fragile and brittle.
is it gone and never back?
i don't think i will ever know,
till i try.
I'm sorry.
Unfold - Jason Mraz
(WLAO LIYING, JASON MRAZ IS EVERYWHERE!)
Hands in line
Arms close to my side
I'm fighting tides
Of an ocean's undertows
And i figure that i might not make it out
I'm taking empty
But seldom speaking
and a words retreat
Yeah they breathing histories still at ease
into stories untold
And my arms unfold
My hands are high
And I'm holding on
Holding on
And i figured that I
I figured that i just might make it
And im waking empty
But seldom sleeping
And the words repeat, breathing histories into stories untold
And I unfold
See now quality isn't what you see now
In the corner of your eyes
And dont be suprised
If you here the bells ring as they fall from the sky
They sound: bong bong bong bong
But ah yeah yeah yeah
Bong bong bong bong but ah yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh i
And in the night i'm always holding up
Holding up holding up
I'm holding up this time
I'm holding up this time
Cause i figure that i
I figure that i just might make it
And I'm waking empty
But seldom sleeping
And the words repeat
Breathing histories and the stories untold
But I unfold
OH YES!!!!!
I CAN'T BELEIVE IT!
BUT YES IM BELIEVING IT!
CHEARMIN'S MUM FINALLY AGREED TO LET HER STAY IN COUNCIL.
OH IM RELIEVED!
BUT IM STIL GUILTY!
BUT IM RELIEVEDDDDDDDDDDD :D
DIE HOW, WE NEED RED PAINT BUT ART FRIEND IS ALL THE WAY AT BRA BASAH.... NO TIME TO GO BUY. HOW ???
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
AH NETBALL PLAYED AGAINST CHANKAT CHANGI ON MONDAY, AND AHNETBALL THRASHED THEM!!!
69-1 OMG!
no homework? tests, tests, tests and more tests
Today's chemistry test is screwwwwwed.
:(
cny rehearsal tomorrow and guitar prac. i shall not go for guitar prac.
=X
I CAN'T BELEIVE IT!
BUT YES IM BELIEVING IT!
CHEARMIN'S MUM FINALLY AGREED TO LET HER STAY IN COUNCIL.
OH IM RELIEVED!
BUT IM STIL GUILTY!
BUT IM RELIEVEDDDDDDDDDDD :D
DIE HOW, WE NEED RED PAINT BUT ART FRIEND IS ALL THE WAY AT BRA BASAH.... NO TIME TO GO BUY. HOW ???
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
AH NETBALL PLAYED AGAINST CHANKAT CHANGI ON MONDAY, AND AHNETBALL THRASHED THEM!!!
69-1 OMG!
no homework? tests, tests, tests and more tests
Today's chemistry test is screwwwwwed.
:(
cny rehearsal tomorrow and guitar prac. i shall not go for guitar prac.
=X
Monday, January 19, 2009
WHAT HAVE I DONE?????????
CHARMAINE YOU JUST RUINED SOMEONE'S LIFE.
THANKS FOR BEING SOOOOO UNTHOUGHTFUL.
ARGH.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?
WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!!!!!
IS IT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE?
IT'S LESS THAN A YEAR!
WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY GOT CCA.
I JUST REMEMBERED THAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HAVE CCA WELCOME PARTY THIS WEEK.
COZ ALOT ALOT LOT OF CCAS HAVE IT TODAY.
CHOIR/HARMONICA
HOW?
CNY REHEARSAL ON WED AND THURSDAY
HOW?
C_______ HAVE TO QUIT
HOW?
WHAT HAVE I DONEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
D:
Look What Youve Done - JET
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
D:
P.S. on a lighter note,
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ALICIA CHUA!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GRACE THONG YU MIN!
we sang her birthday song during pe, in the gym.
but not many sAng.
CHARMAINE YOU JUST RUINED SOMEONE'S LIFE.
THANKS FOR BEING SOOOOO UNTHOUGHTFUL.
ARGH.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?
WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!!!!!
IS IT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE?
IT'S LESS THAN A YEAR!
WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY GOT CCA.
I JUST REMEMBERED THAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HAVE CCA WELCOME PARTY THIS WEEK.
COZ ALOT ALOT LOT OF CCAS HAVE IT TODAY.
CHOIR/HARMONICA
HOW?
CNY REHEARSAL ON WED AND THURSDAY
HOW?
C_______ HAVE TO QUIT
HOW?
WHAT HAVE I DONEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
D:
Look What Youve Done - JET
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
D:
P.S. on a lighter note,
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ALICIA CHUA!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GRACE THONG YU MIN!
we sang her birthday song during pe, in the gym.
but not many sAng.
Friday, January 16, 2009
/edit {i hate blogger, it just deleted quite a chunk of what i typed so i have to type it again. man, i wanna sleep!!}
im so tired nowwwww
physically and mentally
okay, i shall start from where i had stopped, since i stopped blogging from Tuesday.
(with bigger words)
WEDNESDAY
HAD GUITAR AFTER SCHOOL
learnt the new song.
the title of the song is SO long!! but i think it won't be the finalised one.
i can't remember what's it, i only know the last word's MATIN.
Mr shi feels irritable.
i can understand, it's like coming to the end of JANUARY and he haven't finish writing the score and teaching us. OMG, the last syf, we took EIGHT months to learn both songs and perfect it.
now we only left with FEB AND MARCH, syf would be in APRIL.
and i bet alot probably kinda forgot how to play mulata.
ahhh, i hope, i wish, i want.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL TAN
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ANG KUAN REN!
audrey made everyone sing birthday song to cheryl after guitar.
after guitar, stayed back to do the guitar notice board.
actually i didn't do much, i just tore up pieces of magazine pages and then later i started fooling around
like throwing balls of magazine into people's shirt and "flaunting" my basketball skills.
i kept saying, "YES! it went in!! im a basketball player!"
AND THEN LATER CELESTE AND LIYING STARTED ATTEMPTING TO THROW MAGAZINE BALLS INTO MY MOUTH!
went home after that, we were pinching each other's cheeks in the MRT train.
liying, claire, yanyou left at simei, so it was only me and celeste, tampines soon reached, and then i alighted. haha.
THURSDAY
My turn for english presentation finally came!!
I forgot whose turn was it after, but then suddenly Mrs Chew started talking about me, and i DIDN'T know what she was talking about!!!
I only heard her say, "It will be Charmaine's turn"
and i thought coz she thought i wasn't listening to the presentations so she wanna skip people and jump to me. So i took out my pink file and then as she continued talking i found out that she DON'T MAKE SENSE.
and THEN!!!! >.<>
FRIDAY
I WAS SUPPOSED TO REACH SCHOOL EARLY!!!! -but i woke up late again.
yannis that dope, she forgot to bring her guitar key, left it in her skirt pocket.
I don't like Mr Koh, the trainee?/new? emath teacher.
he has a funny accent and there was never a time that he stops talking.
so he drones on and on and somehow he explains TOO MUCH.
and, he's abit demanding and say, posessive.
HCl was not too bad, we made Cheng Jo Yun tell us stories :D
and she used me as an exmaple for some zao4 ju4 coz i was being distracted by sec three girls swinging on the swing and screaming their lungs out.
then the swing tilted and their screams died down.
then there was funny screamings again, but there was no one on the swing.
Cheng lao shi said something like, "Kai Le jiu xiang yi pi ye ma, rang wo jia shi bu zhu ta."
or something, whoops, i can't remember.
then coz corinne was distracted by me too so she used corinne too, "Li mei ye her Kai Le yi2 yang4......"
Recess was spent like this:
15 minutes of waiting for yannis and claire outside guitar room.
20 minutes of block patrolling with Anna and Andrew
last 15 minutes eating toast.
Geog test was demoralising, though i didn't study for it, but it just reminds me how long i haven't been doing well for a test.
darn. how am i going to get my <10 L1R5
WENT TO GUITAR ROOM AFTER SCHOOL, but had to wait for mandy to deliver my key from yannis coz yannis was still in bio lab.
liying audrey etc went to set up booth in main school hall, while i stayed in guitar room coz i had to see dr boon with jasmine at 2pm.
in the end we didn't get to see Dr Boon because she had something on.
so we met four people. Cai Shu Jun laoshi, Mdm Lur and two genereal office people who are Jeanette and Shu4 ying1 jie
we talked in the conference room, it was so cool, i took pictures but cai laoshi me from posting it on my blog so i can't do it.
P.S. CAI LAO SHI, I WILL POST IT AFTER I GRADUATE!!
anyway half way through i had to run out because i need to find mrs koh to get her to stock take with the two auditors or something. (i need to open guitar room door)
after the meeting, i went back to the main school hall to check things out.
WE ONLY GOT 12 PEOPLE! >.< out of which two are china scholars.
but later we have one more boy because he gave this reason:
he couldn't find the guitar booth then, he realised that everything was over, he didn't even get to choose anything.
so his parents talked to Mr Tan Meng Tong, and he got in. WE CHEERED. :D
**** POWER OF PARENTS ****
anyway later i MADE my guitar people help me move chairs. haha actually no, they did it on their own will.
i only asked them three questions.
QUESTION NUMBER ONE: Are you all free now?
QUESTION NUMBET TWO: Do you want to earn CIP hours?
INSTRUCTION NUMBER ONE: Okay! go move ALLLLLL the chairs a the side of the hall into the hall!!!!
Then i had to entertain them about their doubts of getting CIP hours.
*Can't believe they didn't believe me, OH PLEASE!!!! IM NOT YANNIS! @.@
they did alot alot alot. moving and unstacking.haha, but later on they kinda slacked but nevermind, anyway they aren't used to this HARD LABOUR WORK.
probably more used to rotting their butts off chairs. haha just kidding, they did alot already, so i didn't ask them to continue.
DON'T WORRY GUYS, YOU WILL GET YOUR CIP HOURS, WON'T DO FOR NOTHING:D
they left at 5.15pm, then celeste started bombarding me with phone calls (not using her own phone somemore) asking me to go for dinner with them at eighteen chefs, but i can't =X
later yuping called in the NCC people, which was a big help because everything was done much quicker.
but then, we had TOO many chairs, yongquan wanna cut down, so after calculating the chairs over and over and over again, and trying to think of a best solution, we came up with a NO SOLUTION LEAVE IT TO TOMORROW plan.
which means,i have to come back to school earlier tomorrow.
which means i can't meet guitar at 5pm tomorrow.
missng a family outing tomorrow for pa(some parents thing) , council (painting and arranging chairs), band concert (which im going with guitar)
HEE, joseph can help me with the chairs. (he's doing PA)
wanna sleep now now now. stupid blogger.
*yawns*
im so tired nowwwww
physically and mentally
okay, i shall start from where i had stopped, since i stopped blogging from Tuesday.
(with bigger words)
WEDNESDAY
HAD GUITAR AFTER SCHOOL
learnt the new song.
the title of the song is SO long!! but i think it won't be the finalised one.
i can't remember what's it, i only know the last word's MATIN.
Mr shi feels irritable.
i can understand, it's like coming to the end of JANUARY and he haven't finish writing the score and teaching us. OMG, the last syf, we took EIGHT months to learn both songs and perfect it.
now we only left with FEB AND MARCH, syf would be in APRIL.
and i bet alot probably kinda forgot how to play mulata.
ahhh, i hope, i wish, i want.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL TAN
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ANG KUAN REN!
audrey made everyone sing birthday song to cheryl after guitar.
after guitar, stayed back to do the guitar notice board.
actually i didn't do much, i just tore up pieces of magazine pages and then later i started fooling around
like throwing balls of magazine into people's shirt and "flaunting" my basketball skills.
i kept saying, "YES! it went in!! im a basketball player!"
AND THEN LATER CELESTE AND LIYING STARTED ATTEMPTING TO THROW MAGAZINE BALLS INTO MY MOUTH!
went home after that, we were pinching each other's cheeks in the MRT train.
liying, claire, yanyou left at simei, so it was only me and celeste, tampines soon reached, and then i alighted. haha.
THURSDAY
My turn for english presentation finally came!!
I forgot whose turn was it after, but then suddenly Mrs Chew started talking about me, and i DIDN'T know what she was talking about!!!
I only heard her say, "It will be Charmaine's turn"
and i thought coz she thought i wasn't listening to the presentations so she wanna skip people and jump to me. So i took out my pink file and then as she continued talking i found out that she DON'T MAKE SENSE.
and THEN!!!! >.<>
FRIDAY
I WAS SUPPOSED TO REACH SCHOOL EARLY!!!! -but i woke up late again.
yannis that dope, she forgot to bring her guitar key, left it in her skirt pocket.
I don't like Mr Koh, the trainee?/new? emath teacher.
he has a funny accent and there was never a time that he stops talking.
so he drones on and on and somehow he explains TOO MUCH.
and, he's abit demanding and say, posessive.
HCl was not too bad, we made Cheng Jo Yun tell us stories :D
and she used me as an exmaple for some zao4 ju4 coz i was being distracted by sec three girls swinging on the swing and screaming their lungs out.
then the swing tilted and their screams died down.
then there was funny screamings again, but there was no one on the swing.
Cheng lao shi said something like, "Kai Le jiu xiang yi pi ye ma, rang wo jia shi bu zhu ta."
or something, whoops, i can't remember.
then coz corinne was distracted by me too so she used corinne too, "Li mei ye her Kai Le yi2 yang4......"
Recess was spent like this:
15 minutes of waiting for yannis and claire outside guitar room.
20 minutes of block patrolling with Anna and Andrew
last 15 minutes eating toast.
Geog test was demoralising, though i didn't study for it, but it just reminds me how long i haven't been doing well for a test.
darn. how am i going to get my <10 L1R5
WENT TO GUITAR ROOM AFTER SCHOOL, but had to wait for mandy to deliver my key from yannis coz yannis was still in bio lab.
liying audrey etc went to set up booth in main school hall, while i stayed in guitar room coz i had to see dr boon with jasmine at 2pm.
in the end we didn't get to see Dr Boon because she had something on.
so we met four people. Cai Shu Jun laoshi, Mdm Lur and two genereal office people who are Jeanette and Shu4 ying1 jie
we talked in the conference room, it was so cool, i took pictures but cai laoshi me from posting it on my blog so i can't do it.
P.S. CAI LAO SHI, I WILL POST IT AFTER I GRADUATE!!
anyway half way through i had to run out because i need to find mrs koh to get her to stock take with the two auditors or something. (i need to open guitar room door)
after the meeting, i went back to the main school hall to check things out.
WE ONLY GOT 12 PEOPLE! >.< out of which two are china scholars.
but later we have one more boy because he gave this reason:
he couldn't find the guitar booth then, he realised that everything was over, he didn't even get to choose anything.
so his parents talked to Mr Tan Meng Tong, and he got in. WE CHEERED. :D
**** POWER OF PARENTS ****
anyway later i MADE my guitar people help me move chairs. haha actually no, they did it on their own will.
i only asked them three questions.
QUESTION NUMBER ONE: Are you all free now?
QUESTION NUMBET TWO: Do you want to earn CIP hours?
INSTRUCTION NUMBER ONE: Okay! go move ALLLLLL the chairs a the side of the hall into the hall!!!!
Then i had to entertain them about their doubts of getting CIP hours.
*Can't believe they didn't believe me, OH PLEASE!!!! IM NOT YANNIS! @.@
they did alot alot alot. moving and unstacking.haha, but later on they kinda slacked but nevermind, anyway they aren't used to this HARD LABOUR WORK.
probably more used to rotting their butts off chairs. haha just kidding, they did alot already, so i didn't ask them to continue.
DON'T WORRY GUYS, YOU WILL GET YOUR CIP HOURS, WON'T DO FOR NOTHING:D
they left at 5.15pm, then celeste started bombarding me with phone calls (not using her own phone somemore) asking me to go for dinner with them at eighteen chefs, but i can't =X
later yuping called in the NCC people, which was a big help because everything was done much quicker.
but then, we had TOO many chairs, yongquan wanna cut down, so after calculating the chairs over and over and over again, and trying to think of a best solution, we came up with a NO SOLUTION LEAVE IT TO TOMORROW plan.
which means,i have to come back to school earlier tomorrow.
which means i can't meet guitar at 5pm tomorrow.
missng a family outing tomorrow for pa(some parents thing) , council (painting and arranging chairs), band concert (which im going with guitar)
HEE, joseph can help me with the chairs. (he's doing PA)
wanna sleep now now now. stupid blogger.
*yawns*
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
THE DAY WAS LONG.
I FINALLY BROUGHT UP MY BOX OF BOOKS FROM GUITAR ROOM TO MY CLASS.
AFTER AGM, WALKED DOWN THE HILL WITH TRICIA, QINHUI, DARREN, WENJIE AND JAVIER.
SAW NETBALLERS, HAHA SAW ELIZABETH, ROCHELLE AND KELYN.
KELYN'S WEIRD TODAY =/
DIAGNOSTIC TEST WAS =/
I STONED. AFTER MRS CHEW WASTED LIKE FIVE TO TEN MINUTES ON CLEANINESS.
AND WROTE A PARAGRAPH, THEN STRUCK IT OFF.AND EMBARKED ON MY NEW STORY.
BUT I WROTE..
"A LONG WAY HOME...."
MS CHAN HAS ALMOST LOST HER VOICE, WE SHOULD SHOULD GET HER LIANG CHA.SERIOUSLY.
TODAY'S SEL LESSON WAS QUITE MEANINGFUL., TALKED ABOUT THIS GUY RANDY PAUCSH AND HIS LAST LECTURE.
THINK HE HAD TEN TUMOURS OF SOMETHING, I CAN'T HEAR PROPERLY, ANYWAY, HE WAS ABOUT TO DIE.
THEN HE SAID ALOT OF STUFF AND HE FULFILLED MOST OF HIS CHILDHOOD DREAMS.
LIKE ZERO GRAVITY
WORKING IN DISNEYLAND
MEETING CAPTAIN KIRK FROM STAR TREK
ETC
THOUGH HE NEVER GOT TO PLAY IN THE NATIONAL FOOTBALL LEAD?
BUT HE SAYS IT WAS BECAUSE OF FOOTBALL THAT MADE HIM WHAT HE WAS THEN./TODAY? (HE DIED LAST YEAR)
AGM AFTER SCHOOL. I ATE FIRST!! HAHAHA ATE WITH BRYAN TOH AND CHERYL MUN.
AGM WAS QUITE NORMAL. FIRST WAS MR HOO'S TALK ON PROM NIGHT =/
THEN IT WAS CHEN LAOSHI ON THE EVENT CALENDAR (THIS TIME IM HEARING IT)
THEN IT WAS YUJUN ON THE YAPXIN THING.
YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY STOP IT.
WE WEREN'T OUT TO HUMILIATE YOU, OR ANTYHING
WE ARE ALSO NOT DEPRIVING YOU OF YOUR "FUN"
BUT THERE ARE OTHER WAYS OF FUN AND MAKING FUN OF SOMEONE ELSE'S NAME THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IS DEFINITELY NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO
AND, yes, WHAT IF THE GIRL HEARD YOU?
AND you know what? i know it kinda spread to your non councillor friends too. coz i read one of their blogs and i saw the BIG word -yapxin.
anywya anyway anyway, it's not right and hope you guys will stop it.
ANYWAY, JUST TO TALK ABOUT THE UNFATED EVENT BETWEEN ME AND LIYING.
I WANTED TO BORROW HER TO KILL A HER MOCKINGBIRD BECAUSE I FORGOT TO BRING IT AGAIN!>.< (LUCKY I DID, MRS LAI WAS QUITE PARTICULAR ABOUT IT YESTERDAY)
SHE CAME TO SCHOOL JUST ON TIME SO I DIDN'T GE TTO SEE HER.
THEN SHE SAID PASS TO ME DURING ASSEMBLY BUT DIDN'T HAVE A CHANCE
THEN MEET ME AT THE GENERAL OFFICE MIRROR
BUT WHEN I WENT THERE SHE WASN'T THERE SHE SENT ME AN SMS AND I CALLED HER, SHE SAID SHE WAS ON HER WAY UP.
I TOLD HER WHERE I WAS SITTING AND WHAT CLASS AND WANTED TO GO FOR PE, WHEN I DECIDED TO GO UP TO HER CLASS TO GET IT FROM HER INSTEAD.
SO I REAN UP, SHE WASN'T IN CLASS
I TURNED AND WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE WHEN I SAW HER
SHE RAN DOWN, I RAN UP. -.-
met claire and liying on the platform.
so i went with them instead of the council guys @.@ keep daoing me RARWR
LIYING'S SHOES ARE HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
went to popular.
then went home haha.
TOMORROW GOT GUITAR @ 3pm
TOMORROW GOT CNY REHEARSAL
DAMN WHY IT CLASH!!! >.<
FRIDAY NEED TO BAN YI ZI
FRIDAY GOT CCA SELECTION
DAMN WHY IT CLASH!!! >.<
I HATE IT WHEN COUNCIL AND CCA CLASHES.
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAH!!!
I FINALLY BROUGHT UP MY BOX OF BOOKS FROM GUITAR ROOM TO MY CLASS.
AFTER AGM, WALKED DOWN THE HILL WITH TRICIA, QINHUI, DARREN, WENJIE AND JAVIER.
SAW NETBALLERS, HAHA SAW ELIZABETH, ROCHELLE AND KELYN.
KELYN'S WEIRD TODAY =/
DIAGNOSTIC TEST WAS =/
I STONED. AFTER MRS CHEW WASTED LIKE FIVE TO TEN MINUTES ON CLEANINESS.
AND WROTE A PARAGRAPH, THEN STRUCK IT OFF.AND EMBARKED ON MY NEW STORY.
BUT I WROTE..
"A LONG WAY HOME...."
MS CHAN HAS ALMOST LOST HER VOICE, WE SHOULD SHOULD GET HER LIANG CHA.SERIOUSLY.
TODAY'S SEL LESSON WAS QUITE MEANINGFUL., TALKED ABOUT THIS GUY RANDY PAUCSH AND HIS LAST LECTURE.
THINK HE HAD TEN TUMOURS OF SOMETHING, I CAN'T HEAR PROPERLY, ANYWAY, HE WAS ABOUT TO DIE.
THEN HE SAID ALOT OF STUFF AND HE FULFILLED MOST OF HIS CHILDHOOD DREAMS.
LIKE ZERO GRAVITY
WORKING IN DISNEYLAND
MEETING CAPTAIN KIRK FROM STAR TREK
ETC
THOUGH HE NEVER GOT TO PLAY IN THE NATIONAL FOOTBALL LEAD?
BUT HE SAYS IT WAS BECAUSE OF FOOTBALL THAT MADE HIM WHAT HE WAS THEN./TODAY? (HE DIED LAST YEAR)
AGM AFTER SCHOOL. I ATE FIRST!! HAHAHA ATE WITH BRYAN TOH AND CHERYL MUN.
AGM WAS QUITE NORMAL. FIRST WAS MR HOO'S TALK ON PROM NIGHT =/
THEN IT WAS CHEN LAOSHI ON THE EVENT CALENDAR (THIS TIME IM HEARING IT)
THEN IT WAS YUJUN ON THE YAPXIN THING.
YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY STOP IT.
WE WEREN'T OUT TO HUMILIATE YOU, OR ANTYHING
WE ARE ALSO NOT DEPRIVING YOU OF YOUR "FUN"
BUT THERE ARE OTHER WAYS OF FUN AND MAKING FUN OF SOMEONE ELSE'S NAME THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IS DEFINITELY NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO
AND, yes, WHAT IF THE GIRL HEARD YOU?
AND you know what? i know it kinda spread to your non councillor friends too. coz i read one of their blogs and i saw the BIG word -yapxin.
anywya anyway anyway, it's not right and hope you guys will stop it.
ANYWAY, JUST TO TALK ABOUT THE UNFATED EVENT BETWEEN ME AND LIYING.
I WANTED TO BORROW HER TO KILL A HER MOCKINGBIRD BECAUSE I FORGOT TO BRING IT AGAIN!>.< (LUCKY I DID, MRS LAI WAS QUITE PARTICULAR ABOUT IT YESTERDAY)
SHE CAME TO SCHOOL JUST ON TIME SO I DIDN'T GE TTO SEE HER.
THEN SHE SAID PASS TO ME DURING ASSEMBLY BUT DIDN'T HAVE A CHANCE
THEN MEET ME AT THE GENERAL OFFICE MIRROR
BUT WHEN I WENT THERE SHE WASN'T THERE SHE SENT ME AN SMS AND I CALLED HER, SHE SAID SHE WAS ON HER WAY UP.
I TOLD HER WHERE I WAS SITTING AND WHAT CLASS AND WANTED TO GO FOR PE, WHEN I DECIDED TO GO UP TO HER CLASS TO GET IT FROM HER INSTEAD.
SO I REAN UP, SHE WASN'T IN CLASS
I TURNED AND WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE WHEN I SAW HER
SHE RAN DOWN, I RAN UP. -.-
met claire and liying on the platform.
so i went with them instead of the council guys @.@ keep daoing me RARWR
LIYING'S SHOES ARE HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
went to popular.
then went home haha.
TOMORROW GOT GUITAR @ 3pm
TOMORROW GOT CNY REHEARSAL
DAMN WHY IT CLASH!!! >.<
FRIDAY NEED TO BAN YI ZI
FRIDAY GOT CCA SELECTION
DAMN WHY IT CLASH!!! >.<
I HATE IT WHEN COUNCIL AND CCA CLASHES.
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAH!!!
Monday, January 12, 2009
WELL.
SO MUCH FOR THE HIGH PROBABILITY
SO MUCH FOR THE CONFIDENCE
i got an A2 for chinese.
dammit.
everything i lose to my sister.
lose lose lose.
im such a loser.
a loser in this society.
but still, thanks everyone for the encouragement, thanks everyone for asking me to cheer up.
went out with Qinhui, yunxuan to watch bedtime stories.
all the A2 people wlao. like a curse.
everyone in my class get A1s except four people
I have a thousand and one words to pour out.
some people can see through me, some are just scraping on the surface.
but im glad i didn't cry.
everything to be kept in my heart.
im not going to cry.
im never going to cry
thanks liying for your wanted-to-give-me-hug-for-extra-luck-but-didn't-manage-to-give-me-coz-of-jiang-bei-hug!
thanks for your mockingbird book too.
I just wanna retake my dumb chinese exam.
i haven't tell anyone in my family yet -except liying. lol
BUT right now, i need a song.
a song that i thought of just now.
Ren Zhi -
我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎
i can't find the original version of zhang hui mei, but this person sing also not bad.
anyway, it doesn't have a immediate relation to how im feeling, but i just felt that a gun shot through my heart and it bled so badly, when cheng joyun gave me a disapproving shake of a head and passed me my result slip.
and then she asked the horrible question.
in front of everyone.
i felt numerous eyes boring into me.
but i gave my answer.
and left the class.
now, to bathe then face the music of.. bullet raindrops.
what a shame.
SO MUCH FOR THE HIGH PROBABILITY
SO MUCH FOR THE CONFIDENCE
i got an A2 for chinese.
dammit.
everything i lose to my sister.
lose lose lose.
im such a loser.
a loser in this society.
but still, thanks everyone for the encouragement, thanks everyone for asking me to cheer up.
went out with Qinhui, yunxuan to watch bedtime stories.
all the A2 people wlao. like a curse.
everyone in my class get A1s except four people
I have a thousand and one words to pour out.
some people can see through me, some are just scraping on the surface.
but im glad i didn't cry.
everything to be kept in my heart.
im not going to cry.
im never going to cry
thanks liying for your wanted-to-give-me-hug-for-extra-luck-but-didn't-manage-to-give-me-coz-of-jiang-bei-hug!
thanks for your mockingbird book too.
I just wanna retake my dumb chinese exam.
i haven't tell anyone in my family yet -except liying. lol
BUT right now, i need a song.
a song that i thought of just now.
Ren Zhi -
我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎
i can't find the original version of zhang hui mei, but this person sing also not bad.
anyway, it doesn't have a immediate relation to how im feeling, but i just felt that a gun shot through my heart and it bled so badly, when cheng joyun gave me a disapproving shake of a head and passed me my result slip.
and then she asked the horrible question.
in front of everyone.
i felt numerous eyes boring into me.
but i gave my answer.
and left the class.
now, to bathe then face the music of.. bullet raindrops.
what a shame.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
CL RESULTS FOR HCL STUDENTS TO BE ANNOUNCED TOMORROW.
im damn scared.
WISH ALL HCL SEC FOURS THE BEST :D
AND ALSO THOSE "SEC FOURS" THAT ARE COMING BACK TO RECEIVE THEIR O'S RESULT ALSO, GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL!
busy busy.
Tuesday: AGM
Wednesday: Guitar prac? / cny rehearsal (if clash then i die)
must chiong banner + mural + learn new syf song + study test.
@.@
P.S. naomi do you know how to change acoustic strings?
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ONG WENJIEEE!!!!!!
NI3 HAO2 LAO2 A!!!!!
im damn scared.
WISH ALL HCL SEC FOURS THE BEST :D
AND ALSO THOSE "SEC FOURS" THAT ARE COMING BACK TO RECEIVE THEIR O'S RESULT ALSO, GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL!
busy busy.
Tuesday: AGM
Wednesday: Guitar prac? / cny rehearsal (if clash then i die)
must chiong banner + mural + learn new syf song + study test.
@.@
P.S. naomi do you know how to change acoustic strings?
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ONG WENJIEEE!!!!!!
NI3 HAO2 LAO2 A!!!!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
oh.my.god.
TELL ME WHAT DOES THIS MEAN. >.<
i was doing my zhou ji because liying chased me outta msn
Then i thought of listening to music
then i saw the title coyotes by jason mraz
so i thought of liying
then i thought of her birthday
(think gonna get her a card)
so i started practising writing her name on my paper
then i thought of what genevieve said,
so i took out my ring.
and then i decided to play guitar.
i took out my acoustic and i was tuning it to down C.
and TWANG!!!!!!
the high E string broke.
*stun*
It felt like everything fell into place.
It felt like drama (like when the photoframe drops)
the coyotes song
the ring.
the guitar
the "liying" on my paper.
OH MY GOD.
WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN.
i only have one thing to say now.
老天爷啊!
我是女生!!
我喜欢男生!!!
我和LIYING的"夫妻情"是假的!!!!!
OH MY 天！
*smacks forehead*
Now i must bring my guitar to school and change strings.
URGH.
:(
there's no E string
ring plus "liying" names.
TELL ME WHAT DOES THIS MEAN. >.<
i was doing my zhou ji because liying chased me outta msn
Then i thought of listening to music
then i saw the title coyotes by jason mraz
so i thought of liying
then i thought of her birthday
(think gonna get her a card)
so i started practising writing her name on my paper
then i thought of what genevieve said,
so i took out my ring.
and then i decided to play guitar.
i took out my acoustic and i was tuning it to down C.
and TWANG!!!!!!
the high E string broke.
*stun*
It felt like everything fell into place.
It felt like drama (like when the photoframe drops)
the coyotes song
the ring.
the guitar
the "liying" on my paper.
OH MY GOD.
WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN.
i only have one thing to say now.
老天爷啊!
我是女生!!
我喜欢男生!!!
我和LIYING的"夫妻情"是假的!!!!!
OH MY 天！
*smacks forehead*
Now i must bring my guitar to school and change strings.
URGH.
:(
there's no E string
ring plus "liying" names.
YESTERDAY was the ACTUAL cca orientation.
I.DIDN'T.GET.TO.PLAY.AND.IM.STILL.FEELING.ALITTLE.URGH.
.BUT.IM.GLAD.I.CHEERED.FOR.GUITAR.
thankyou elizabeth and rochelle for cheering for guitar too. haha crazy poks
and i can't believe elizabeth said that i look like i was from INFOCOMM.
omg tzy.
the "sec fours" came back!!
waiping, mavis, alicia, meiwei, stephanie, clara, georgina, anita, xinhwa and aaron(did i miss out anyone??)
huiyi came back too.
gave them their farewell persent.
im really sorry that we didn't have an official presentation but i hope you all like it.
STILL haven't give you the books.
The cca orientation showcase went pretty okay, but the first run was quite lagging, bwtween transactions. but, i think the second round was okay.
-i was busy giving out flyers, so i didn't spotcheck on the crew.
yannis that fella, haha didn't photocopy the flyers.
haha it was such a chain.
at first the flyers was with liying.
then liying says that she passed to claire to ask her to photocopy
then claire says she passed to yannis to photocopy
then yannis say she was supposed to pass to mrs koh to photocopy
but mrs koh didn't come to school on friday because she has to attend her son's NS camp.
SO, in the end Mrs Tan (tham lai yin) helped us photocopy.
then we mass cut the flyers and gave them out.
humans, HUMANS.
take one flyer also don't want.
haah
but i manage to give out to quite alot.
Mr shi started to teach guitar the new syf song.
then he ended prac at.. dono what time.
but we decided to go back, but we still got alot of flyers, so i passed my stack to cheryl lew to help me give out.
passed clara's stack to clarice to help me give out
and passed weixiang's and naomi's stack to qinhui and benedict ot give out.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY ALL GAVE IT OUT SO QUICKLY!!!! OMG
I FEEL SO CHEATED AND LOSERISH.
went back to guitar and THE.PEOPLE.THERE.WEREN'T.CLEANING.UP.
so weixiang, naomi clara and i started cleaning up, then the rest packed up adn started to leave.
weixiang had ot go hougang.
so in the end only left with yannis, clara, naomi and me.
i met yunxuan, nowelle, benedict and qinhui at the canteen and we walked out of school together.
Qinhui, yun xuan and i had a hard time choosing the cinema location to watch Bedtime stories.
tampines mall/ century square was nearer but more expensive.
ehub was cheaper but further.
but in the end we went ehub coz clara helped us check the timing and century square and tampines mall start the show quite late.
WE went to eat Mr Chicken Rice.
haha, and ordered an additional toufu.
great dinner, went up to check timing and GUESS WHAT.
THE ONLY TIMESLOT IS 11.45PM.
THANKYOU CATHAY.
so we didn't watch, went up to the fifth level and liao tian.
after a while, yunxuan made us go down to fairprice to buy yoghurt then we went up to fifth level again.
(we took the lift)
i like talking to council guys, because they are more open and mature.
like you can talk about EVEYRTHING to them, even periods.
This is the end of the first week of school
and this first week of school is relatively LONG.
qinhui couldn't believe it when i said that we watch Ipman last firday.
he says it feels like weeks before! -which, i agree.
we talked until 10.45pm
then we left the place.
we walked from ehub to mrt station then qinhui walked home while yunxuan and i took mrt.
we separated ways at the bus interchange. haha
was pretty tired.
so i slept after i bathed.
oh, actually i wanted to sms, but stupid liying didn't reply.
so i slept.
haha qinhui, i read it already.
(my tag)
charrr...: and im damn sad, i read alot of people's blogs, they all talk about council farewell but never talk about MEEEEEEE! i played such an important role! ARGH.
Qihnhui (tag reply): those things that are posted are for everyone to know about.those not posted are the more important stuff that are kept inside of us.for us to know only.understand mah?best ogp xD
:D
i hope guitar will have a longggg longggg queue too (like 2007)!
P.S.
i feel terrible at home, i wanna be in school 24/7
sheesh to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
i know my limits
i know my responsibility
i know myself
i want to do well too
stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it
URGHHHHHH wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna just bang my head on the wall
punch you, run out of house.
you don't know a thing so i don't see why you should say anything.
i know you care BUT it's really too much for me.
shut up please.
you don't know how much my heart sinks everytime you accuse me, malign me, put me down.
i will not cry.
close my eyes.
tolerance tolerance tolerance.
I.DIDN'T.GET.TO.PLAY.AND.IM.STILL.FEELING.ALITTLE.URGH.
.BUT.IM.GLAD.I.CHEERED.FOR.GUITAR.
thankyou elizabeth and rochelle for cheering for guitar too. haha crazy poks
and i can't believe elizabeth said that i look like i was from INFOCOMM.
omg tzy.
the "sec fours" came back!!
waiping, mavis, alicia, meiwei, stephanie, clara, georgina, anita, xinhwa and aaron(did i miss out anyone??)
huiyi came back too.
gave them their farewell persent.
im really sorry that we didn't have an official presentation but i hope you all like it.
STILL haven't give you the books.
The cca orientation showcase went pretty okay, but the first run was quite lagging, bwtween transactions. but, i think the second round was okay.
-i was busy giving out flyers, so i didn't spotcheck on the crew.
yannis that fella, haha didn't photocopy the flyers.
haha it was such a chain.
at first the flyers was with liying.
then liying says that she passed to claire to ask her to photocopy
then claire says she passed to yannis to photocopy
then yannis say she was supposed to pass to mrs koh to photocopy
but mrs koh didn't come to school on friday because she has to attend her son's NS camp.
SO, in the end Mrs Tan (tham lai yin) helped us photocopy.
then we mass cut the flyers and gave them out.
humans, HUMANS.
take one flyer also don't want.
haah
but i manage to give out to quite alot.
Mr shi started to teach guitar the new syf song.
then he ended prac at.. dono what time.
but we decided to go back, but we still got alot of flyers, so i passed my stack to cheryl lew to help me give out.
passed clara's stack to clarice to help me give out
and passed weixiang's and naomi's stack to qinhui and benedict ot give out.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY ALL GAVE IT OUT SO QUICKLY!!!! OMG
I FEEL SO CHEATED AND LOSERISH.
went back to guitar and THE.PEOPLE.THERE.WEREN'T.CLEANING.UP.
so weixiang, naomi clara and i started cleaning up, then the rest packed up adn started to leave.
weixiang had ot go hougang.
so in the end only left with yannis, clara, naomi and me.
i met yunxuan, nowelle, benedict and qinhui at the canteen and we walked out of school together.
Qinhui, yun xuan and i had a hard time choosing the cinema location to watch Bedtime stories.
tampines mall/ century square was nearer but more expensive.
ehub was cheaper but further.
but in the end we went ehub coz clara helped us check the timing and century square and tampines mall start the show quite late.
WE went to eat Mr Chicken Rice.
haha, and ordered an additional toufu.
great dinner, went up to check timing and GUESS WHAT.
THE ONLY TIMESLOT IS 11.45PM.
THANKYOU CATHAY.
so we didn't watch, went up to the fifth level and liao tian.
after a while, yunxuan made us go down to fairprice to buy yoghurt then we went up to fifth level again.
(we took the lift)
i like talking to council guys, because they are more open and mature.
like you can talk about EVEYRTHING to them, even periods.
This is the end of the first week of school
and this first week of school is relatively LONG.
qinhui couldn't believe it when i said that we watch Ipman last firday.
he says it feels like weeks before! -which, i agree.
we talked until 10.45pm
then we left the place.
we walked from ehub to mrt station then qinhui walked home while yunxuan and i took mrt.
we separated ways at the bus interchange. haha
was pretty tired.
so i slept after i bathed.
oh, actually i wanted to sms, but stupid liying didn't reply.
so i slept.
haha qinhui, i read it already.
(my tag)
charrr...: and im damn sad, i read alot of people's blogs, they all talk about council farewell but never talk about MEEEEEEE! i played such an important role! ARGH.
Qihnhui (tag reply): those things that are posted are for everyone to know about.those not posted are the more important stuff that are kept inside of us.for us to know only.understand mah?best ogp xD
:D
i hope guitar will have a longggg longggg queue too (like 2007)!
P.S.
i feel terrible at home, i wanna be in school 24/7
sheesh to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
i know my limits
i know my responsibility
i know myself
i want to do well too
stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it
URGHHHHHH wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna just bang my head on the wall
punch you, run out of house.
you don't know a thing so i don't see why you should say anything.
i know you care BUT it's really too much for me.
shut up please.
you don't know how much my heart sinks everytime you accuse me, malign me, put me down.
i will not cry.
close my eyes.
tolerance tolerance tolerance.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
run baby runnnn! says:
I KNOW YOU'RE BUSY SO IM SPAMMING YOU!
Liying - busy says:
I'm doing chem
Liying - busy says:
):
Liying - busy says:
tmr got lit test also ughhhhh
run baby runnnn! says:
LIT TEST CHIKEN FEET!
run baby runnnn! says:
HAHA
run baby runnnn! says:
CHEM ARH... JIAYOU. I HATE CHEM
run baby runnnn! says:
BUT if you got any questions can TRY asking me
Liying - busy says:
HFMPH
Liying - busy says:
MOCKINGBIRD LEH
Liying - busy says:
):
Liying - busy says:
nevermind im paying attention in class
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
REALLY AM
Liying - busy says:
XD
run baby runnnn! says:
GOOD GIRL
run baby runnnn! says:
OKAY, YOU FIN, GOT TIME THEN TALK TO ME
run baby runnnn! says:
DON'T DISTURB MY NOW VERY GUAI LAOPO
run baby runnnn! says:
HAHAHAHA
Liying - busy says:
HEHE.
Liying - busy says:
I AM A CHANGED PERSON
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
this year i'm going to be top 50 okay XD
Liying - busy says:
YOU BETTER ALSO
Liying - busy says:
MUAHAH
Liying - busy says:
acty hor you won't count...
Liying - busy says:
arh okay first half year must XD
run baby runnnn! says:
why i won't count
Liying - busy says:
cos o levels
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
so wont count eoy one
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
heh
run baby runnnn! says:
oh.
run baby runnnn! says:
YOU GET TOP TEN AND I WILL MARRY YOU
run baby runnnn! says:
officially
run baby runnnn! says:
haha
Liying - busy says:
HUH
Liying - busy says:
LOL
Liying - busy says:
I DEFINITELY WONT DEAR
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
HEHEHEHEHEHHE
Liying - busy says:
:X
Liying - busy says:
ahhhhhhh i very tired alr
Liying - busy says:
going orhorh first
Liying - busy says:
then wake up early do XD
Liying - busy says:
see you tmr dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
run baby runnnn! says:
okay
Liying - busy says:
and you have very sponge like qualities
run baby runnnn! says:
jiayou
Liying - busy says:
XD
run baby runnnn! says:
SPONGE
Liying - busy says:
NO WONDER I HALFMARRIED YOU
Liying - busy says:
XD
run baby runnnn! says:
WHY SPONGE
run baby runnnn! says:
EE SPONGE GOT ALOT OF HOLES LEHHH
Liying - busy says:
dosen't school end at 1pm tmr?!!!!!!
Liying - busy says:
omannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
run baby runnnn! says:
yes
run baby runnnn! says:
why
run baby runnnn! says:
omg, i hate it when you don't answer my wuestions
Liying - busy says:
have to be in guitar room by 1:05
Liying - busy says:
o_o
Liying - busy says:
:X
run baby runnnn! says:
yes
run baby runnnn! says:
haha
run baby runnnn! says:
so better eat during recess please
run baby runnnn! says:
don't faint
run baby runnnn! says:
and if you want you can explain tomrorow
Liying - busy says:
explain what?
Liying - busy says:
okay bye
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
very tired
Liying - busy says:
nitghtssssssssss
run baby runnnn! says:
sponge
run baby runnnn! says:
okay
Liying - busy says:
you also okay
run baby runnnn! says:
bye my dear
run baby runnnn! says:
haha
Liying - busy says:
dont become panda
Liying - busy says:
:X
run baby runnnn! says:
ya i will
Liying - busy says:
BYEBYE
run baby runnnn! says:
bye goondight
run baby runnnn! says:
Hugs
there she goes~ everyone's mugging,
what am i, a sec four, A SEC FOUR doing here????
i like this song. haha
Save You - Simple Plan
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)
byebye, im really off!
:/
I KNOW YOU'RE BUSY SO IM SPAMMING YOU!
Liying - busy says:
I'm doing chem
Liying - busy says:
):
Liying - busy says:
tmr got lit test also ughhhhh
run baby runnnn! says:
LIT TEST CHIKEN FEET!
run baby runnnn! says:
HAHA
run baby runnnn! says:
CHEM ARH... JIAYOU. I HATE CHEM
run baby runnnn! says:
BUT if you got any questions can TRY asking me
Liying - busy says:
HFMPH
Liying - busy says:
MOCKINGBIRD LEH
Liying - busy says:
):
Liying - busy says:
nevermind im paying attention in class
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
REALLY AM
Liying - busy says:
XD
run baby runnnn! says:
GOOD GIRL
run baby runnnn! says:
OKAY, YOU FIN, GOT TIME THEN TALK TO ME
run baby runnnn! says:
DON'T DISTURB MY NOW VERY GUAI LAOPO
run baby runnnn! says:
HAHAHAHA
Liying - busy says:
HEHE.
Liying - busy says:
I AM A CHANGED PERSON
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
this year i'm going to be top 50 okay XD
Liying - busy says:
YOU BETTER ALSO
Liying - busy says:
MUAHAH
Liying - busy says:
acty hor you won't count...
Liying - busy says:
arh okay first half year must XD
run baby runnnn! says:
why i won't count
Liying - busy says:
cos o levels
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
so wont count eoy one
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
heh
run baby runnnn! says:
oh.
run baby runnnn! says:
YOU GET TOP TEN AND I WILL MARRY YOU
run baby runnnn! says:
officially
run baby runnnn! says:
haha
Liying - busy says:
HUH
Liying - busy says:
LOL
Liying - busy says:
I DEFINITELY WONT DEAR
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
HEHEHEHEHEHHE
Liying - busy says:
:X
Liying - busy says:
ahhhhhhh i very tired alr
Liying - busy says:
going orhorh first
Liying - busy says:
then wake up early do XD
Liying - busy says:
see you tmr dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
run baby runnnn! says:
okay
Liying - busy says:
and you have very sponge like qualities
run baby runnnn! says:
jiayou
Liying - busy says:
XD
run baby runnnn! says:
SPONGE
Liying - busy says:
NO WONDER I HALFMARRIED YOU
Liying - busy says:
XD
run baby runnnn! says:
WHY SPONGE
run baby runnnn! says:
EE SPONGE GOT ALOT OF HOLES LEHHH
Liying - busy says:
dosen't school end at 1pm tmr?!!!!!!
Liying - busy says:
omannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
run baby runnnn! says:
yes
run baby runnnn! says:
why
run baby runnnn! says:
omg, i hate it when you don't answer my wuestions
Liying - busy says:
have to be in guitar room by 1:05
Liying - busy says:
o_o
Liying - busy says:
:X
run baby runnnn! says:
yes
run baby runnnn! says:
haha
run baby runnnn! says:
so better eat during recess please
run baby runnnn! says:
don't faint
run baby runnnn! says:
and if you want you can explain tomrorow
Liying - busy says:
explain what?
Liying - busy says:
okay bye
Liying - busy says:
XD
Liying - busy says:
very tired
Liying - busy says:
nitghtssssssssss
run baby runnnn! says:
sponge
run baby runnnn! says:
okay
Liying - busy says:
you also okay
run baby runnnn! says:
bye my dear
run baby runnnn! says:
haha
Liying - busy says:
dont become panda
Liying - busy says:
:X
run baby runnnn! says:
ya i will
Liying - busy says:
BYEBYE
run baby runnnn! says:
bye goondight
run baby runnnn! says:
Hugs
there she goes~ everyone's mugging,
what am i, a sec four, A SEC FOUR doing here????
i like this song. haha
Save You - Simple Plan
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)
byebye, im really off!
:/
LOL SHENNA (purposely) WHO IN THE WORLD IS YOUR SHIFU??
AND CAN YOU STOP ATTACKING MY SHOELACE WHEN YOU SEE ME?? HMPH!!
I LOST MY XING2 XIANG4 TODAY! >.<
Anyway i watched Ponyo yesterday night.
yeah, NOT a very good show, what's with the FOUR and a HALF stars rating????
i think spirited away is a much better show.
anyway school was boringgggg.
cheng joyun wasn't in a good mood, made me stand for.... 5mins.
hahaha.
and some people say stuff that made her angry.
after my class is Yanyou's class!!
okay nvm, got lots of stuff to do.
guitar stuff (harmony concert name list)
council stuff (CNY)
tomorrow's orientation
YES GOING TO WATCH MOVIE WITH QINHUI AND YUNXUAN TOMORROW!!
BED TIME STORIES!! :D
OMG, I HOPE THAM LAI YIN DON'T COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
I DON'T KNOW IF THE GEOG TEST IS TOMORROW OR NEXT WEEEEEEEK!
SHITZ BOMBZ.
buaiz
AND CAN YOU STOP ATTACKING MY SHOELACE WHEN YOU SEE ME?? HMPH!!
I LOST MY XING2 XIANG4 TODAY! >.<
Anyway i watched Ponyo yesterday night.
yeah, NOT a very good show, what's with the FOUR and a HALF stars rating????
i think spirited away is a much better show.
anyway school was boringgggg.
cheng joyun wasn't in a good mood, made me stand for.... 5mins.
hahaha.
and some people say stuff that made her angry.
after my class is Yanyou's class!!
okay nvm, got lots of stuff to do.
guitar stuff (harmony concert name list)
council stuff (CNY)
tomorrow's orientation
YES GOING TO WATCH MOVIE WITH QINHUI AND YUNXUAN TOMORROW!!
BED TIME STORIES!! :D
OMG, I HOPE THAM LAI YIN DON'T COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
I DON'T KNOW IF THE GEOG TEST IS TOMORROW OR NEXT WEEEEEEEK!
SHITZ BOMBZ.
buaiz
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
i THOUGHT there was english presentation today, in the end there weren't, she decided to do HOUSEKEEPING.
im feeling quite satisfied, cz i have been listening in class :D
although today felt like an extremely tired day, and i was falling asleep in chem lab and bio lesson.
but i listened, and im glad i absorbed something:D
CCA orientation after school today.
i didn't get to perform with guitar.
there goes my last cca orientation! =(
howww i missss guitarrrr.
left hall quickly so that i can catch guitarians, and I SURE DID!! :D
helped liying LAOPO to take her bag, lol, it was WET.
and i sucked all the water out for her haha lol.
a lot of people alighted at simei, and i was pouting from the mrt train door as they stood outside.
and that girl standing near the door was laughing at me!! LOL O_o
I think Ponyo is a good show, [coz the producer is the producer of Spirited Away]
so im going to watch it after my dinner, before i go do my math tuition homework! -a whole pile!!! GROWLS
after school homework got tuition homework, NEVER ENDING HOMEWORK >.<
byebye!!
im feeling quite satisfied, cz i have been listening in class :D
although today felt like an extremely tired day, and i was falling asleep in chem lab and bio lesson.
but i listened, and im glad i absorbed something:D
CCA orientation after school today.
i didn't get to perform with guitar.
there goes my last cca orientation! =(
howww i missss guitarrrr.
left hall quickly so that i can catch guitarians, and I SURE DID!! :D
helped liying LAOPO to take her bag, lol, it was WET.
and i sucked all the water out for her haha lol.
a lot of people alighted at simei, and i was pouting from the mrt train door as they stood outside.
and that girl standing near the door was laughing at me!! LOL O_o
I think Ponyo is a good show, [coz the producer is the producer of Spirited Away]
so im going to watch it after my dinner, before i go do my math tuition homework! -a whole pile!!! GROWLS
after school homework got tuition homework, NEVER ENDING HOMEWORK >.<
byebye!!
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
MUAHAHAHA.
i.was.just.in.time.for.school.again.
and.the.dumb.thing.is.imet.the.same.people.as.iwas.squeezing.my.way.up.the.stairs.
gahh.*blushes*
haha, tomorrow must try to be early!! :D
common test, the hong lou meng + fei yu zai tian.
i totally tikamed through my hong lou meng and wrote a full crap for the last part.
byebye A1. hello F9.
HCL, change classroom, from tutorial three we went to FIVE.
haha, but at least the room feels more airy.
YOU KNOW, NOW I KNOW THE BLUES BEHING SEC FOUR LIFE.
THERE'S COMMON TEST EVERY ALTERNATE TUESDAY.
THERE'S CHINESE TEST EVERY THURSDAY.
This is sianz, chew chased me out of class *pouts*
you know, all my teachers are the same.
chem: ms chan
bio: liang
geog: tham lai yin
hcl: cheng jo yun
emath: mr chan (mr neo soon hua left school)
ahhhhh, boring.,
the good thing is, for bio, now the 4F people comes to our class instead of us going to theirs.
but now their class is cleaner than ours.
physics students needa go down to tutorial room.
hahahahahahhahhaha.
school was longggg today, i felt like it's a thursday already.
stayed back in school to finish up my geog hw.
tomorrow have to hand in yan jiang gao and zuo wen. GROWLS!
oh, and next tuesday our chinese olevel results come out already, im super scared, diedie must MUST MUSTTTT! get As.
and i can see that many people are off the com, coz there's not many online.
and darren's daoing me *pouts*
tomorrow got orientation rehearsal, i don't even know if i know how to play pasko.
and, where's out emcee? ahhh mrs koh!
this is hilarious, during hols everyone says all sorts of crap that they don't care about homework, now everyone's chionging. it's always like that, since sec one.
i thought of something for pubtions to do :D
(thanks to yannis)
byebyebyebyebyebye!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO LINJING!!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO GAO HAILONG!
i.was.just.in.time.for.school.again.
and.the.dumb.thing.is.imet.the.same.people.as.iwas.squeezing.my.way.up.the.stairs.
gahh.*blushes*
haha, tomorrow must try to be early!! :D
common test, the hong lou meng + fei yu zai tian.
i totally tikamed through my hong lou meng and wrote a full crap for the last part.
byebye A1. hello F9.
HCL, change classroom, from tutorial three we went to FIVE.
haha, but at least the room feels more airy.
YOU KNOW, NOW I KNOW THE BLUES BEHING SEC FOUR LIFE.
THERE'S COMMON TEST EVERY ALTERNATE TUESDAY.
THERE'S CHINESE TEST EVERY THURSDAY.
This is sianz, chew chased me out of class *pouts*
you know, all my teachers are the same.
chem: ms chan
bio: liang
geog: tham lai yin
hcl: cheng jo yun
emath: mr chan (mr neo soon hua left school)
ahhhhh, boring.,
the good thing is, for bio, now the 4F people comes to our class instead of us going to theirs.
but now their class is cleaner than ours.
physics students needa go down to tutorial room.
hahahahahahhahhaha.
school was longggg today, i felt like it's a thursday already.
stayed back in school to finish up my geog hw.
tomorrow have to hand in yan jiang gao and zuo wen. GROWLS!
oh, and next tuesday our chinese olevel results come out already, im super scared, diedie must MUST MUSTTTT! get As.
and i can see that many people are off the com, coz there's not many online.
and darren's daoing me *pouts*
tomorrow got orientation rehearsal, i don't even know if i know how to play pasko.
and, where's out emcee? ahhh mrs koh!
this is hilarious, during hols everyone says all sorts of crap that they don't care about homework, now everyone's chionging. it's always like that, since sec one.
i thought of something for pubtions to do :D
(thanks to yannis)
byebyebyebyebyebye!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO LINJING!!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO GAO HAILONG!
Monday, January 05, 2009
Secret Valentine (Acoustic) - We The Kings
Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
We're finally intertwined
Nervous and shy for the moment we will come
Alive tonight
Secret valentine
We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all
Lay down be still
Don't worry talk they will
I'll be loving you until
Morning's first light
Breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight
Secret valentine
We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all
When guilt fills your head
Brush off rise up from the dead
This is the moment that we
Will come alive
Brace yourself for love
Sweet love, secret love.
We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all (x2)
Nothing at all
:D
this is the song tzy send me today :D
i shall dedicate a FULL post to darren my da fan shu sometime.
TODAY IS THE SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL.
IT FEELS SO SLACK.
COZ THE FIRST DAY IS HALF TAKEN UP BY ORIENTATION.
AND THIS SECOND DAY, WE HAD SOME TALK AT 11.30 AND AFTER THAT IS THE END OF SCHOOL.
11-11.30 WAS RECESS.
HUH, IM DAMN SIAN, COZ WE HAVE OUR RECESS WITH THE SEC TWOS.
WHERE'S MY SEC THREES.
=(
FIRST TWO PERIODS WERE PE.
M TAN MENG TONG TALKED ABOUT NOT WASTING PRECIOUS TIME BECAUSE WE ONLY HAVE DOUBLE PERIOD PE FOR THE FIRST SEMESTER, THE SECOND SEMESTER WOULD BE CUT DOWN TO ONLY ONE PERIOD.
COZ OF ACADEMIC REASONS.
we waited for him for like 10 mins to arrive.
and he spent like 15mins talking well known nonsense.
then he spent another like 20 mins or something doing warm up
and so we are only left from 9 to 9.30 to play.
played badminton for 5 mins.
then jingying asked me to play caps.
so we asked the sec twos there to play caps with us.
jovyne, priscilla, jingying, shermaine, zhuyun and i played.
okay, not exactly, shermaine just stood there.
and we lost!
haha okay, there are a couple of reasons i can come up with.
but it will be just excuses.
anyway
1) they are all sports players
2) their captain is so tall. (okay, not SO tall but taller than us and somemore she stood on a chair)
3) grace didn't wanna help us defend @.@
4) it was just a game, i wasn't even playing properly. - coz i was tired. lol
aiya anyway it was fun, thought of playing with them again next week but overheard THEIR teacher, mr lim telling them they are playing floorball. wow, floorball.
english was boring.
helen chew is an okay teacher but she talk alottttt.
she's like a female version of tan meng tong. but even worse.
coz, i don't really feel like sleeping when tan meng tong's lesson but helen chew is like a LIVE sleeping pill.
and she talked about well known nonsense too. like psle scores. @.@
chem was next. i almost slept. and ms chan JUST had to call people.
haha i asked qiongxi for the time and she JUST had to call my name out.
but nevermind. i don't really mind, just as long as she don't scold me for no reason.
after that was recess, after allllll the waiting >.<
we finally head down to the canteen and bought chicken rice, and i was chionging it down coz i have like half of it left when the bell rang.
-felt like the rice were taking up my airspace.
played in the pa box, and fianlly the talk was over, i didn't even know what.was.it.about.
after that was smexco meeting with chen laoshi, we reviewed the points again last saturday.
and yes. everyone had mixed feelings.
The following is dedicated to Sec two to three councillors. [and perhaps the future sec ones.]
IT.IS.GOING.TO.BE.SUPER.SOON.THAT.WE.ARE.STEPPING.DOWN.
but, i can assure you guys that i see hope for council.
chen wan yi laoshi is good, she strives for council, im serious, you may have a bad impression of her, but trust me, she is almost comparable to Mr Chua, and the situation may be hard to grasp now, so do not blame her for things that she probably said she promised but didn't manage to get it done.
i give trust in the sec three batch that you will understand that.
like seriously, the sec three batch has alot of potential and you dare to be open, the sec two batch STILL needs MORE bonding and EXPOSURE.
so when you guys take over and while you all are running council, please remember to further experience the sec twos too.
and yes, i mentioned mixed feelings just now.
why the mixed feelings?
BECAUSE THERE IS ALOT OF EVENTS COMING UP.
alot alot alot alot alot of them were what we had wanted when we took over, but because of all the constrains, it wasn't executed.
but now, there's a BIG FAT CHANCE there for us to grab and treasure! of course we did, but we are not going to be the ones who do it.
because the events are past our investiture.
which means....................
our batch of councillors have been doing nothing and will continue to do nothing.
but happy for council as well because we see hope and we really hope that council will dong1 shan1 zai4 qi3
like the R&E stall
like valentine's celebration
like COUNCIL PRESIDENT elections
like encouragement before exams
like whatever.
and may i say that please do not be constrained to what you have been given, be thirsty and suggest, throw in your ideas, but not overboard please!
and finally our batch will always support you all. because we know you guys can do it.
but please don't be overconfident.
AND NOW FOR TH E SEC TWOS.
you guys are a GOOD batch too.
but it's pretty obvious that you all need to have some bonding going on.
you guys are like aliens to each other!!
comeon, someone take the lead, arrange and outing for the sec twos.
try to confine it to sec twos only, or something, do something about it!! >.<
because, the sec ones are coming in soon, if you guys are not THERE yet, the sec ones will probably be the same.
i don't know. i just feel it'sbetter.
and, jiayou for all that you do, listen to your seniors,
don't take them for granted.
don't whine.
listen, learn, remember.
esecially the pubtions people.
WE ARE STILL FIGHTING FOR THE PUBLICITY AND FUNCTIONS TO BE DIFFERENT COMMS.
IT MAY BE UNFAIR TO THE PUBTIONS SEC TWOS IF WE REALLY SUCCEEDED.
BUT, IT WILL BE BETTER AND ALSO BEST NOT TO DRAG THE NEW SEC ONES IN.
and sec threes, you yourself know your standard of art, teach teach teach teach the sec twos!
have a lesson or something.
gather, everyone bring a drawing block, paint, learn to blend, learn to write pretty, everything.
i don't wanna leave a lan4 tan1 zi3 after i leave.
it's so heart breaking please.
that's all i think.
[i seriously sound like farewell is tomorrow.]
homework STILL not done yet.
and more homework coming up.
i didn't read hong lou meng at all.
and tomorrow's the test. wow, charmaine. great start.
shit la, today little nyonya last episode, i forgot it starts ar 8pm.
bye, im off! :D
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY XUEMIN!
IT FEELS SO SLACK.
COZ THE FIRST DAY IS HALF TAKEN UP BY ORIENTATION.
AND THIS SECOND DAY, WE HAD SOME TALK AT 11.30 AND AFTER THAT IS THE END OF SCHOOL.
11-11.30 WAS RECESS.
HUH, IM DAMN SIAN, COZ WE HAVE OUR RECESS WITH THE SEC TWOS.
WHERE'S MY SEC THREES.
=(
FIRST TWO PERIODS WERE PE.
M TAN MENG TONG TALKED ABOUT NOT WASTING PRECIOUS TIME BECAUSE WE ONLY HAVE DOUBLE PERIOD PE FOR THE FIRST SEMESTER, THE SECOND SEMESTER WOULD BE CUT DOWN TO ONLY ONE PERIOD.
COZ OF ACADEMIC REASONS.
we waited for him for like 10 mins to arrive.
and he spent like 15mins talking well known nonsense.
then he spent another like 20 mins or something doing warm up
and so we are only left from 9 to 9.30 to play.
played badminton for 5 mins.
then jingying asked me to play caps.
so we asked the sec twos there to play caps with us.
jovyne, priscilla, jingying, shermaine, zhuyun and i played.
okay, not exactly, shermaine just stood there.
and we lost!
haha okay, there are a couple of reasons i can come up with.
but it will be just excuses.
anyway
1) they are all sports players
2) their captain is so tall. (okay, not SO tall but taller than us and somemore she stood on a chair)
3) grace didn't wanna help us defend @.@
4) it was just a game, i wasn't even playing properly. - coz i was tired. lol
aiya anyway it was fun, thought of playing with them again next week but overheard THEIR teacher, mr lim telling them they are playing floorball. wow, floorball.
english was boring.
helen chew is an okay teacher but she talk alottttt.
she's like a female version of tan meng tong. but even worse.
coz, i don't really feel like sleeping when tan meng tong's lesson but helen chew is like a LIVE sleeping pill.
and she talked about well known nonsense too. like psle scores. @.@
chem was next. i almost slept. and ms chan JUST had to call people.
haha i asked qiongxi for the time and she JUST had to call my name out.
but nevermind. i don't really mind, just as long as she don't scold me for no reason.
after that was recess, after allllll the waiting >.<
we finally head down to the canteen and bought chicken rice, and i was chionging it down coz i have like half of it left when the bell rang.
-felt like the rice were taking up my airspace.
played in the pa box, and fianlly the talk was over, i didn't even know what.was.it.about.
after that was smexco meeting with chen laoshi, we reviewed the points again last saturday.
and yes. everyone had mixed feelings.
The following is dedicated to Sec two to three councillors. [and perhaps the future sec ones.]
IT.IS.GOING.TO.BE.SUPER.SOON.THAT.WE.ARE.STEPPING.DOWN.
but, i can assure you guys that i see hope for council.
chen wan yi laoshi is good, she strives for council, im serious, you may have a bad impression of her, but trust me, she is almost comparable to Mr Chua, and the situation may be hard to grasp now, so do not blame her for things that she probably said she promised but didn't manage to get it done.
i give trust in the sec three batch that you will understand that.
like seriously, the sec three batch has alot of potential and you dare to be open, the sec two batch STILL needs MORE bonding and EXPOSURE.
so when you guys take over and while you all are running council, please remember to further experience the sec twos too.
and yes, i mentioned mixed feelings just now.
why the mixed feelings?
BECAUSE THERE IS ALOT OF EVENTS COMING UP.
alot alot alot alot alot of them were what we had wanted when we took over, but because of all the constrains, it wasn't executed.
but now, there's a BIG FAT CHANCE there for us to grab and treasure! of course we did, but we are not going to be the ones who do it.
because the events are past our investiture.
which means....................
our batch of councillors have been doing nothing and will continue to do nothing.
but happy for council as well because we see hope and we really hope that council will dong1 shan1 zai4 qi3
like the R&E stall
like valentine's celebration
like COUNCIL PRESIDENT elections
like encouragement before exams
like whatever.
and may i say that please do not be constrained to what you have been given, be thirsty and suggest, throw in your ideas, but not overboard please!
and finally our batch will always support you all. because we know you guys can do it.
but please don't be overconfident.
AND NOW FOR TH E SEC TWOS.
you guys are a GOOD batch too.
but it's pretty obvious that you all need to have some bonding going on.
you guys are like aliens to each other!!
comeon, someone take the lead, arrange and outing for the sec twos.
try to confine it to sec twos only, or something, do something about it!! >.<
because, the sec ones are coming in soon, if you guys are not THERE yet, the sec ones will probably be the same.
i don't know. i just feel it'sbetter.
and, jiayou for all that you do, listen to your seniors,
don't take them for granted.
don't whine.
listen, learn, remember.
esecially the pubtions people.
WE ARE STILL FIGHTING FOR THE PUBLICITY AND FUNCTIONS TO BE DIFFERENT COMMS.
IT MAY BE UNFAIR TO THE PUBTIONS SEC TWOS IF WE REALLY SUCCEEDED.
BUT, IT WILL BE BETTER AND ALSO BEST NOT TO DRAG THE NEW SEC ONES IN.
and sec threes, you yourself know your standard of art, teach teach teach teach the sec twos!
have a lesson or something.
gather, everyone bring a drawing block, paint, learn to blend, learn to write pretty, everything.
i don't wanna leave a lan4 tan1 zi3 after i leave.
it's so heart breaking please.
that's all i think.
[i seriously sound like farewell is tomorrow.]
homework STILL not done yet.
and more homework coming up.
i didn't read hong lou meng at all.
and tomorrow's the test. wow, charmaine. great start.
shit la, today little nyonya last episode, i forgot it starts ar 8pm.
bye, im off! :D
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY XUEMIN!
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