Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I came today, and peiyun didn't come.
So I got to experience the loneliness of sitting beside a chair of air.
School was zero learning.
First period: Mdm Norliza didn't come. Did Vocabulary book.
Second period: Zheng lao shi just talked about the express chinese Olevel next week.
Third period: Recess, only the malay stall, kopitiam, chinese kitchen and niang dou fu were open, and i ate niang dou fu.
Fourth period: Biology, Mrs Liang finished the chapter on endocrine and exocrine blahblah and let us watch a super duper short and blurry clip of "Who am I?" feat. jackie chan.
Fifth and Sixth period: Emath, matices is pretty easy, and half the class isn't doing their work i suppose.
Seventh period: Ms Chan didn't turn up for lessons! It's the third time this year. Mr Khong came in to relief us, he started on Chapter 14, but he was speaking quite softly, so my attention span didn't last.
Eighth period: Second recess! went to the library and scour for good books, but time was quick and the bell rang.
Ninth and last period: Geography. Mrs Tan didn't come and THREE QUARTERS of 3D left the school, and no teacher came to relief us, so the pathetic bunch of what's remaining of us slacked our 35 minutes away.
I went to the toilet with germaine and zoey phee.
And i caught the stupid male cleaner smoking in his cubicle cum storeroom.
how can he do that?!
No wonder the female toilet always always smelt of cigarrette smoke these days!
He is so bad! :(
School was over and I went home.
OH NO, it's ten and i haven't done my homework yet.
and i had the tummy aches for the whole day!
sighhhh, i just wanna have a break from everything.
a REAL holiday.
no school
no council
no guitar
no pa
no homework
no exams
just a long span of time for me to listen to the seconds tick by while i grab a good book and enjoy the capability of imagination.
and this day ain't really going to come D:
Monday, October 27, 2008
i can't remember what i did on saturday!
Oh i remembered! haha, i went to Bugis!
Didn't do much stuff there, but it was wayyyy busy with the amount of people there!
Sunday
I went out with yunxuan and lixuan, to the east coast park to cycle!
cycled for two hours and had pretty much fun, it has really been long since i cycled!
After that, we went to yunxuan's father's shop to eat wanton mee! hmm, yum yum! :D
i don't know the exact address but it's worth the try! :D
There after, we went to meet javier at Tampines Mall, and we saw an Elephant man! "Elephant man" is a term to describe someone with a disease that cause about half of their face to be disfigured. It's like half of it has melted off and dangling off his 'face'!
Oh wow, it totally spoilt my appetite! -all thanks to yunxuan who asked me to see what she saw! -.- I'm glad I ate before seeing him! (no offence)
Met Javier at Foodcourt, then we went roaming about scouring for her birtheday present.
Finally got one, but it's kinda...... funny.
i shall say why is it so in my post tomorrow.
Then lixuan and yunxuan went to the NTUC "store" to look for the office, coz lixuan wanna look for a job.
She had to sit for a test! so javier and I waited outside for them to be done, coz all the NTUC staff that came in were looking at us through in tinted glasses.
SO both of them are going to be cashiers, at the TAMPINES MALL NTUC!
OMG, im SOOOOOOO going to visit them on a regular basis! hahahahah! and i will ask my mum to go to them during her groceries payment too :D hehe
We abandoned Javier and wennt to lixuan's house, i tested them on their mental calculation and they almost killed me for it! haa!
we wanted to play basketball, bu tt the court was full of guys, so we decided against it.
Bought a bottle of F&N and sat at the bus stop talking till some guy came with his burning cigarrette, and we moved to the void deck where I played charades with them, coz I was the one doing all the silly actions.
went back up to lixuan's house and then yunxuan and i took our stuff and leeft, because we wanted to reach home by 6.45pm to catch the High School Musical 2! I reached home just in time, but yunxuan had to run for it! Because the 291 bus took so long to arrive!
It's a great show, and im going to watch High School Musical 3 with lixuan soon! :)
Monday :D
It's Deepavali! and the last day of my week long holiday.I went to the usual mall with my folks -without my sister though!
Went for breakfast at Coffee Bean.. then bought a blouse, shopped around, tire my legs out and then my sister came to join us.
nothing special all day, and I'm back home by 7pm.
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TO MICHELLE:
WELL, IT'S NICE TO COME BACK TO MY BLOG AND SEE A NEW TAG, ESPECIALLY ONE THAT IS SOOOO LONG, AND SOOOO SWEET. THANKS ALOT MICHELLE, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. BUT.. IT'S REALLY HARD TO PLEASE EVERYONE. Yup.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
01. What have you been doing recently?
Sleeping. Eating medicine.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Before I go to sleep at night.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
It's a school day, I was in school. It was during recess, so i was probably gulping down mouthfuls of water to soothe my poor throat.
04. When did you last cry?
ERM, seems long. Does heart crying count? haha.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Fate most of the times.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
HAPPINESS
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
depends on how heavy the rain is! If it's pouring i will carry an umbrella, if it's drizzling i will just walk in it.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my bedsheet♥
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Colourful flowery short shorts xD
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
jiayu (whom i haven't been talking to for a long time) telling me to jiayou.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
what kind of a relationship?? but.. perhaps not, what for make my life so miserable.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
NOW? nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Max Payne
14. What are you proud of?
My accomplishments.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Thong: Wall.e! Haha, I don't mind:D
(we are creating a message record.)
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Next Plane Home by Daniel Powter (before i "lost" my voice.)
17.Do you have any nicknames?
How about charmander, charshaobao, chao mian, paoface, piggy...
18. What does your last received text message say?
Tzy: Ok. Wads de use of telling me? LOL.
(it was about pa stuff)
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am?
20. Are you currently happy?
Not really, Im having a headache.
21. Who gives you best advice?
Lixuan.
22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
I love cream, but never bought whipped cream before.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
No one, i can't talk.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yes, i just can't face it.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Junni and her weird charades.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nah
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Mrs Koh NC
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
all the time.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
fishmonger attitudes.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
i have a crush on charmaine lim
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
hm, meaning?
32. What is the colour of your room?
faint faint blue, going to white.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
KUKU QUESTION!
34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
Depends on who is saying it.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Char
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
my mum.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
we both saw each other.
38. Do you have a life?
erm, i wouldn't really be talking here right now eh?
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
TOTALLY! I ALWAYS DREAM OF PEOPLE DYING! sometimes i wake up to think that they really died.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
profile song?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
errr, i can't really remember. dream too much.
42. Last time you smiled?
Today ^^
43. Have you changed this year?
Yes, im more conservative, more strict, more unhappy, more emo, more tired, more easily agitated. more not charmaine.
44. What are you listening right now?
To the advertisement from the tv set in the living room.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
talking as in msn? CLAIRE BABY!
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open close open close open close LIKE HELLO, I NEED TO BLINK!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
yea but it's in chinese, i forgot the english for it.
ren yi shi feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
i want someone to brighten up my life everyday, at every moment.
[haven't met one yet.]
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano and guitar.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Cutting off my throat.
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Watching amazing race on channel five
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
LOVE? you think if i had love i won't be happy. [refer to question 6]
53. What song best describe your love life?
hmm.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
who?
55. Who always make you laugh?
i don't really laugh. usually it's the girls that make me smile, for the guys... perhaps eugene loh? javier? joseph? just the few that i hang out with i guess. ohhh i know, GUANXIANG!
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese.
57. Favourite website(s)?
how about
http://www.sogou.com/
http://www.imeem.com/
http://www.facebook.com/
58. What's your middle name?
According to math, it should be the middle of lim and kai which is AND. *crazy laughter*
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
boring lessons, and guitar prac.
60. What do you think you are like?
actually i think im quite boring and sometimes i take too much control over my friends. which im unhappy about. i really wish that everyone that are with me will feel carefree and happy. instead of being afraid of me or talking to me.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
sorry, but i would like to die alone. Why should i implicate someone else, deprive he/she /them from their healthy life?
62. Where have you been today?
IN SCHOOL.
63. What game do you play often?
don't really like playing games, but i just played the 3D roller coaster in my phone.
64. Who are you missing right now?
you :)
i will continue tomororw. lol.
depends on the situation and the kind of love.
If it's family love and a friend outing, i will choose family.
If it's family love and a friend got robbed, i will go for my friend.
haha!
66. What are you doing right now?
like what do you think im doing right now?
67. Which primary school are you from?
Tampines North Primary
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
The Flying colours xD
69. What emotion you like to show?
Cheerful?
70. What is your life to you?
boring, monotone, earthbound life.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Again, it really depends on what it is troubling me.
If it's something big, i will stay home and keep to myself.
If it's sometimes small, i will probably go out with my friends.
But usually I like to keep to myself.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
today? how about yesterday? CLAIRE BABY!
73. Who do you admire most?
My sister. Good results, good school, an almost smooth sailing and perfect life.
74. Which month are you born in?
the fifth month.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Carefree! Because I didn't go to school, slept till 11.30am, my throat feels better, just had lunch not long ago and the rain keeps the wind coming :) gone with the hot weather!
76. What is the time now?
1.39pm
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
for a moment i thought it's tagboard tag.
I think she's smart and jovial, since she can laugh pretty easily.
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
would like to try brown, but not now, apparently im kinda balding.
wait till i get my hair back!
79. Why are you doing this test?
because i like to do quizes.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
entertain myself or go out.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
23!! :D or maybe 25.
82. Who is more important to you?
in comparision to?? i guess it's my family dudes.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
I will have a party and invite everyone over to my house, i can get to see and hug everyone! :D
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
me myself and i
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
It's pretty scientific aye.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
erm.. getting high As for all my subjects all the way till i leave the school education life for good.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Get L1R5 below 15
88.Do you believe in eternity love?
i believe in loving eternity
89. What feeling do you love most?
a kind of happiness that come from within
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes! like the poor ice caps in the polar regions! they are practically melting off every
minute!
Regret (i agree with xitheng)
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Why not?
93. Do you believe in God?
God? Actually, im a free thinker *winks*
94. Who cares for you most?
my mum.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The moments shared with my loved ones.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
My guts.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Lotsa things, big or small, even just an expression will make me regret what I just did.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
I will just have to live my life with all the love I can give myself.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
beat him up *evil smile*
100. How do you feel now?
Cheated. I wanted to sleep by 11pm. (it's 11.40 now.)
Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
Continue this game by sending it to other people :)

Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wrote reflection during amath period.
[10/11/08 i finally uploaded the pics to my com! I'm pretty sure this was the day Junni did something stupid in the com lab!]


That's corinne's legs beside her.
Mdm Norliza didn't come to school but i spent my whole period in the toilet.
-because I didn't want to see things that I don't want to see.
Finally, it's Emath period. Mr Neo gave out the class photos and
HE ACTUALLY PAID FOR US!
I was just wondering, if he already intended to pay for us beforehand or did he pay for us becayse no one paid?
I thought he was just kidding when he said that it's free, but he actually paid it for us! so it's really free of charge!
But it must be real expensive, must have cost him hundred over!
THANKS MR NEO!
First I get super daoed at in Guitar, which left me in doubt about myself.
Second I received a message from my mum saying my tuition starts at 7 instead of 6 today.
Then I went for publicity and they greeted me with a "Good afternoon Commhead" which made me smile, also when i saw there were more than usual people there, I was quite happy.
Then I took bus 9 and it wasn't crowded.
Went for tuition and paid for my fees, but at 6.45, the counter girl came in and said tuition is cancelled because my teacher can't make it.
So i bought food for my mum at the coffeeshop who took very long.
Waited for bus which also took very long, but i saw zhuyun and kia meng.
Went home, slacked and now then just bathed.
Tomorrow, guitar prac, sec four graduation ceremony, hotel trip, sat bbq.
im startingt o get a sorethroat.
drats.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I’m a little used to calling outside your name
I won't see you tonight so I can keep from going insane
But i don't know enough, I need some kind of lazy day
Hey yeah
I've been fabulous through to find my tattered name
I'll be stewed tomorrow if I don't leave us both the same
I don't know enough, I need some kind of lazy day
Hey yeah
(chorus)
It's hard for me to lose in my life I've found
Only time will tell and I will figure out
That we can baby, we can do the one night stand
It's hard for me to lose in my life I've found
Outside your skin, right near the fire
That we can baby we can change and feel alright
I'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
You could leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
And I don't know enough, I need sun when it leaves the day
Hey yeah
(repeat chorus)
Got back all our papers today.
But English we only know our Compre & summary marks.
I barely made it through all my papers except elect elit, ss and emath.
A2s!! I was so happy for my emath, since i have a terrible past of it. but i was one mark away from my freaking block number -75! so wasted, but anyway, who cares. i passed, with flying colours!
i really cannot stand __________.
Like helloO? Stop doing that.
You are seriously getting on my nerves. YOU ARE SO URGHHH!
URGHHHH!
&you too, im really not trying to complain, but you said you wanna ____ _____, but then you don't wanna hold your stand. i mean, if it's not going to ____ _____, then why take it up? You can wait till tomorrow or something, it's not like we have alot of _____.
SIGH ______!!
White knuckles; clenched fists.
breathe in &out
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
we went out to eat Fish and Co. & i saw claire.
No birthday cake this time round, probably because my whole family is on a diet! hahaha!
Alright. SCHOOL.
Thanks seehui for the scissors, marker and corrction fluid.
Thanks Grace for helping me wrap the present >.<
The sleeping bag thing went pretty okay.
haha we did TRY to sleep, but junni and the rest were talking at first. I was trying to sleep, because i was so looking forward to the sleeping time!!!!
Grace brouth Chipster.
It was funny because when we were "sleeping" Mrs Lim popped in and asked what are we doing so the rest just said we are sleeping and she didn't bother much.
I woke up then after because I couldn't "sleep" anymore. And anyway found out that i had alot of missed calls, mostly from lixuan who was asking me to go with her to set up mic for the tenth quarter local band.
*it was any honour seeing peiyun's poopsie and shermaine's doggy.
haha, my big green turtle wasn't too bad too! -serves as a nice pillow!
Then had a few calls from peiyun, she, grace and shermaine helped me bring my bag and sleeping bag to the main school hall.
I realised that the pa box was quite sound proof to human voices if we closed the windows.
I dropped the stupid box coz the string was too short and it slipped outta my hands. Peiyun had to throw it up to me because Grace is LOUSY.
Then I lowered the box again NICELY this time and allowed them to hang my bag on it before pulling it up.
Finally Grace threw my sleeping bag up.
haha, first attempt was way off target (me) but second one wasn't too bad (at least i caught it)
then they left to roam the food fair at concourse.
The tenth quarter local band was pretty good, but i felt like sleeping halfway, mainly because the speaker was blaring into my face up in the PA box.
Thong bakes nice cookies :)
After school, had to wait till 2 to meet the tailor and then 3plus before she start measuring and when it's my turn, it's already 4plus.
I have the same butt size as Yannis :)
I just placed my sister's present on the bed, but she haven't seen it yet! SLOW POK!
Maybe it camouflaged.
Monday, October 13, 2008
I made a pact with the others, to bring sleeping bags and pillows/stuff toys tomorrow.
Coz tomorrow is really really really a slack day.
And i hope lots of people will pon so that we can get all the tables together like what we did today!
hahahahahahahaha!
We managed to survive the long arduous hours rotting our butts off the tables in the classroom
shermaine lying sideways
it's at Chinatown, called Cha2 Yuan1
it was quite cool, i was in a group of ten.
peiyun, corinne, grace, evan, shermaine, joan, priscilla, junni, xiying and i .
we had our own private corner all to ourselves, though it was EXTREMELY near the toilet, but im glad there was NO unwanted stench travelling up our noses, except for frequent i-feel-like-an-animal-in-the-zoo feeling (whenever the other classes queue up in line for their toilet turn.)
It was real cosy haha! and we had a fun time. for me i guess.
We poured tea and had to serve to grace first because she's a LAO3 REN2.
Then we were "complaining" people were pouring tea the wrong way (clockwise, not anti-clockwise) Then we YUMSENGed twice, ate tea egg, and played 7-up while waiting for the tea to ru4 wei4 .
I hope it was a good experience for all!
I gave my tea egg to the bus driver uncle. Not the one that i wanted to give at first, but the white bus didn't come after ours so i decided to share the joy of TEA with that lucky bus driver uncle.
went to simei kobayashi with junni and corinne.
then went to Popular and bumped into corinne's mum.
Then we went to the HAPPY pet shop and we left for home.
I went to the tampiens Times to buy my sister's birthday present
and then went to Popular to buy 8 rolls of mahjong paper.
Pubtions seriously owe darren and i money man! :( *Grumpy*
haha, mural painting to be rushed. GAHHHH!
ONLY THREE DAYS TO COMPLETE BEFORE SEC FOUR GRADUATION NIGHT.
anyway, i really look forward to tomorrow!! :D sleeping bags! :D
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
(CHORUS)
Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm...
YEAH, OHHH
Now I'm speechless, over the edge of this, breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
[ohhhhh]
Love Bug again
[woo!]
THEEEEOYYSAREOVER!
:D
I THINK IT WENT GREAT!
YIPPEE!
After school, back to the guitar and council stuff.
Went to bedok interchange "princess" building macs to discuss prom night stuff with yunxuan, miaoqian, jiajie and the entertainment company guy, i suddenly huang ran da wu about the things i needa do for prom.
haha talked alot.
for so many weeks, i have been living in doubt! O.o
Went to watch House Bunny with Corinne and Gracia.
hmm, it's satisfyling, but i don't think it is something that really make you go hoohaa about.
:)
And I survived 20 days without blogging!
This simply shows that blogging is not a neccessity.
I should choose what to do with my time wisely.
oh, good news for ahs.
holidays only start on 15 november.
actually, i can't wait to go back to school and get busy again.
-prom night
-guitar concert
-guitar chalet
-council farewell
3c outing? 1k outing? council outing?
i really.... am glad to be in this world.
Say cheers that the exams are over!
Say cheers that you're free!
Say cheers that you are going to the tea house on Monday! >.<>













