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Wednesday, November 16, 2011
, 2:47 PM
⇨moody 3
Today is the saddest day .
I know you since sec1-2 ? 7,8 yrs of friendship. I really very disappointed in you. You can lie to anyone except me. I believed all the things u told me but end up? lies after lies. One lie cover another. When are u going to stop and turn over a new leaf?all of us were worried bout you. all of us are feeling as bad as you. When are u going to wake up, my dear friend?
I bring you into this business is to see u excel but not sink into deep shit. I felt helpless cos theres really nth i can help . I'm already having alot of problems. WHY are u facing these now when im in deep shit too? hais then who is going to help me? hais.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
, 3:40 PM
⇨Moody 2
I'm really very disappointed. All along i thought theres improvement or slightly improvement after so much trying. For the past one week, Im really happy and much happier. Though we still on the trying process.
My happiest day on 11/11/2011 . I was working that day. I really thought thats how i gonna end my day by working. I received his sms and im really delighted. I even screen shot the notification . On the same day, i did close case. Thats even more happier than ever. After appt, i went back home to change and meet him. He came over to fetch me and we headed Kovan for porridge. Never did i expect that both of us thought of the same place to go after dinner.
I liked this feeling but how long can this feeling last?
We went to barrage and we strolled the bridge that leads to no where. He held my left hand while i cuddled his arm and shoulder. The feeling just came back like nobody business. And then , i questioned myself. How long can i keep this feeling ? You even brought along DSLR camera. That was quite sometime back we actually took photos using DSLR. Though we only managed to capture few shots. But it was great enough.
After barrage, we went to our favourite Place to slack. That was the only day that kept me company and i really got no concern at all. seriously, you really brighten my day . How i wish i can freeze time and memories. But well, welcome back to reality. Thanked you for the gift, i appreciate what you had done for me.
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The basketball day.
The One and only time that i last played with him was at 288 . it was ages ago. I sugguested basketball game on a rainy saturday. Its time to really sweat. But all because im a weakling, i fall and injured myself. He was caring that day. But i wasnt feeling good. I'm afraid once i fall deep again, i might not wan to get up. Life sucks big time, seriously. You helped me clean my shoes, advising me how to take care of the wound, had lovely time at study room.
Concern a person by action is enough. I suggested another try out. Cos i'm afraid we'll sink into our comfort zone and will never back as one. That suggestion was right or wrong?
I should not have kpo and did that action .
FM!
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
, 3:38 PM
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Heart Pain .
Really .
, 3:09 PM
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Dear space,
Had been neglected for quite some time. its time to bring u back to life.
had not been feeling happy since the start of october. its jst not my month? or never will it be. striving for many years? and wad do i gain ? nothing but all the hurtful things i received from you. wtf did i ever do wrong? wtf is the school or environment is doing? just one month and everything goes haywire. I Fucking hate this feeling.
Life is never fair.
Im really very tired.
What should i do?
God knows.
:(
Monday, December 27, 2010
, 12:41 AM
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HoHoHo merry merry christmas ;)
Soon we're going to say goodbye to Bad 2010 !
welcoming good 2011 !
(am always trying to be positive) haha
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Need to start planning for new yr resolution :x
Nightsssss way before christmas ;
In-house celebration :)
STA celebration :)
We work hard and Play hard seh ! haha
Merry-playing ;
With love,
xin
Saturday, December 18, 2010
, 1:26 AM
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Hello :)
I love bunnies located @ Parkway Pet shop
Just directly opposite hawker ;
its so lovely and cute!
Ah chang & i drove over to rui chun for supper:)
love the fried bananas & porridge over there!
Had been neglecting this space . But got no choice ;
Life is getting tough but to fight for it .
Since secondary time, i had been doing sales .
And i had been doing for years.
Well, the sales technique that i'm
practising now are really different from wad i'm
doing 5 years ago.
Realistic life .
Makes me work even harder to reach my goals .
Realistic figures .
$4k to reach my figures and as well as bonus .
Jia you !
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Will be away on 17th-20th Jan for Goal setting !
SEE YOU!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
, 3:40 PM
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HATE RAINY DAY /Ss .
First, i really damm lazy to blog .
I had lots to share . But when i came online ;
everything went blank lol .
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Recently, we are having Angel & Mortal game ;
haha i love my mortal! he/she gave me cute pressies
& as well as motivation note /ss . appreciated! :)
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- I always wanted to go for MORE appointment ;
But always Li Bu Chong xin. How sad. argh ;
I'm feeling damm not happy. how ?
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Friday, September 24, 2010
, 3:38 PM
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Its a bad week cum month ;
hoping that everything wil be fine soon .
please .
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Plaque from Great Eastern EPC (:
Looks good. (coz its smth lk cystal)
Look at the pile of work behind :/
gonna finish by today before heading to bkk ;
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Going bkk tml le ; Flight at around 12plus (:
will be back on monday (:
After the short getaway, will be roadshows and roadshows ;
Think about it; i have not send my documents yet. aww!!
More cases means more money. JIAYOU !!
CAN'T LAZY LIAO !
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WITH LOVE, XIN !
Thursday, September 9, 2010
, 2:22 PM
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Can't wait for weekend to come ! :D
OFF ON SAT SUN MONDY !
I really need a break . haha
BUT sweet gonna have his duty this saturday aww.
(tio burn) ;
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RECENTLY ;
Watched Girl $ with sweet @ Lido ;
Alot of sexual scenes indeed but nth interesting
other than the 4 chio ladies :D
Cab-ed back with sweet around 11plus ;
tiring day.
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Heading roadshow later ;
Hopefully cases wil come in TONIGHT ;
BKK IN 16 days!
Monday, September 6, 2010
, 3:58 PM
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Monday blue ;
I'm wearing light blue today ;
argh added MORE marks to my blueey day.
Cases cases where are you. argh.
Mentally and physically tired.
meeting degels later after my appt !! (:
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SUNDAY;
out with sweet after enzo tuition ;
Roam around and get the stuffs we wanted ;
headed for movie @ Eng wah Suntec (:
Cast by : Adam Sandler, Kevin James,
Rob Schneider, Chris Rock (:
Brighten my day bit by bit ; haha (:
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I'm waiting for my multi-tude card
to be send to my doorstep :D !!
BKK in 19 days!!
Friday, September 3, 2010
, 3:16 PM
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Dear blog ,
I just wana complain complain and complain ;
Fuk that stupid idiot.
PS: I CAN DRIVE BETTER THAN YR MOTHER!
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Thursday, September 2, 2010
, 5:44 PM
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Today was a fairytale
OR
OR
Today was not a fairytale.
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had a bad night yest ; slept @ 3am omg.
drag my body to answer phone calls as early as 9am !
argh and i got to rush and rush for the whole morn/noon.
- Finally uploaded SHP & TS ;
waiting to reinstate policy @8pm tonight ; whoo
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ROADSHOW NEXT 3 WEEKS! :(
good luck to me!!!
Teachers day gift from ENZO (:xoxo!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
, 1:44 PM
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$5 /- for the workshop and
lovely goodie received (:
but i only like the Gel eye liner . opps haha
foundation bla bla
concealer bla bla
match here match there bla bla (:
lazy to type actually haha
heading to mos burger for lunch
with the ladies (:
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Upcoming . . .
- more and more roadshows
- more and more stuffs to do argh.
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Still looking forward to BKK !! (:
BYE!
Monday, August 30, 2010
, 5:53 PM
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Wendys Burger with degels (:
Bought SolidPerfume @l0ccitane ;
Not mine but for sweet.
The smell is great man ! haha
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Updates . .
Steamboat @ elena house (:
look at that poodle. super kpo. haha ;
we ended our day visiting ah gua again.
haha sooner or later ; ah gua there sure get to
know us haha! :)
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this lil boy name : XIAO ZHU !
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hais doing work liaoooo . .
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BKK in 24 days!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
, 6:15 PM
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Poodle is super scary esp KENJI KOH ;
Elena 's aunt doggie.
Once i entered the house, it lick NON stop.
hmm dunno is it because "he" love my slipper .
hahah
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went to tuition yrika around 11 with sweet! (:
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HABI BIRTHDAY PANDA (: