Quintessentially Kai
 
My birthmark is in my Savior, where the joy and strength of my heart originate from.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Toughest day at work
The tongue that brings healing is a tree of life, but a deceitful tongue crushes the spirit.

I lift up my eyes to the hills-- where does my help come from?
My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot slip-- he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD watches over you-- the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all harm-- he will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.
[Psalm 121: 1-8]

My good days and my bad days, I give to you.
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Saturday, May 7, 2011
Romans 12:1-2
From the cradle to the altar
In every step of the way
My Lord You never forsake
You prepare me for this day
Drawing me closer to You
As my hands meet yours

Your Word builds me up
In the midst of the flood
That I may not be shaken
To testify Your Spirit
The planting of the Lord
A display of splendour

You are my crown of beauty
In you, i sing and rejoice
Your countenance unite all
To the Creator of Heaven
By You, we cry Abba, Father

Fill my heart with your love
Lead me in the way everlasting
Thread my path with Your light
As I offer to You my all

[Romans 12:1-2 --> Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God- this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his pleasing and perfect will.]

For it is not what I can do for Christ, but what Christ can do through me. Amen.
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Friday, April 1, 2011
I will miss CTS
Distance may drift us physically apart
Yet, our friendship covenant will prevail
To behold the beauty of the Lord
In His house serving our Great God
We labour for the same cause
And triumph in Christ, Our Lord
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Saturday, February 26, 2011
Life Priorities
Beyond the walls of church ministries,
Let every part of my life be motivated by thee
Whilst I breathe from that first heavenly kiss
Your destiny is sealed in the core within me
Consume my heart, change me for Your pleasure
Clothed in Your presence every day of my life
Let Your light shine through every inch of me
Have Your way in me, Lord.

[John 4:23 - Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.]

I understand a tad better now, the art of juggling life with God in every aspect of my life, not just in my service unto him in His house. Worship is a lifestyle, the very core purpose for our creation. I want His living water to fill every bucket in my life. (1Tim 3:5 [NIV] - If anyone does not know how to manage his own family, how can he take care of God's church?) Was once again reminded today on what I heard last week from a youth pastor about how he juggles with his many life commitments. His priorities that he suggest are as follow:
1) Personal relationship with God
2) Family & relationship
3) Career
4) Ministry

Prioritisation is a way of enthroning God and a play of wisdom to balance the delicate life commitments on the scale of life. =)
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Thursday, January 27, 2011
A walk along Memory Lane
Such amazement I was in as I looked through my trove of photos, love letters and souvenirs. The dreams, pain, old ways, childish mannerism and slangs, the boys and also the girls, many idols, endless insecurities and negativity, the crux of identity crisis, the tough questions in life, mistakes, regrets, the struggle for self help...

Thought I should penned down my dreams which I wrote in 2005 before I chuck it in the bin:
1) To perform on a grand stage, maybe esplanade?
2) Play a white grand piano and sing in a concert hall with daddy as part of the audience
3) To walk on snow wearing nice winter clothings (Done that!)
4) Have a romantic night watching open-air movie (Done with a glass of sparkling! =p )
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I wouldnt be where I am now without you, Jesus. With your forgiveness and saving grace, I am now free to dream of your destiny for me. Thanks for bearing my shame and directing my way. Even saying I love you does not do justice to how Im feeling inside. Knowing that you first loved me, I want to live each and every day of my life pursuing and revelling in your presence.

[Ephesians 3:16-19]
I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Love analogy
Can a rose blossom to bring sweet pleasure
Without being watered
Or a gardener who prunes his flowers
Without getting pricked
Will a seed even germinate and grow
Without being planted
Or can a wilted flower claim its beauty once again
Does faith in love belong to a dreamer's perfection
Or a blinded idealist as the world defines

Love may not always be reciprocal
Yet, it is a decision made out of commitment and trust
Built on confidence and courage
Anchored upon the truth from the word

Keep the love watered for a rosebud can never bloom and be beautiful for the gardener without his tender care.



[1 Corinth 13...........]
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Awakening on the death in insecurity
Life caught in a maze
Deception without a trace
Insecurity that hazes
Entrenched in darkness
Treading a circle of lies

Discontent and jealousy
Beauty misunderstood
Blindness overwhelmed
Entrapped in Tainted love
Living among the dead

Wavering faith secured
with no true understanding
Reasoning against truth
Denial strongly rooted
Perpetual search remained

With tears glazing my face and a bleeding heart of Yours
Who can save such a wretched person?
But You, the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and Earth.
Lord Jesus, who rests on Heaven's mercy seat,
pour out your mercy, grace and love.
Break the chains of stronghold ingrained over many years,
Let your authority and power shine through her life.
Bring her back to you again,
I plead.

I see broken pieces of glass everywhere. Insecurity kills, choose life, choose Jesus.

Be happy, young (wo)man, while you are young,
and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth.
Follow the ways of your heart
and whatever your eyes see,
but know that for all these things
God will bring you to judgment.
- Ecclesiastes 11:9

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
Your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
- Psalm 139: 13-16
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About Me: A lady in-transition, penning down her insignificant thoughts of life and indulging excessively in a world of her own.
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