Happy New Year Boredom Post 2

in less than 14 hours we will be ushering the new year!woo hoo!

*i'm terrible at writing happy posts*

so give me a break will ya?!

every new years people will always want to say nice things to others, make resolutions, write out a long ass thank you list, drink until their pockets bleed, etc

so to be different,

i’m going to

do

the

exact

thing!

nah… just the “write out a thank you list” part!

so here goes!

I want to thank every one of you who have always been there for me. Thank you for being in my life this year. 2011 has been such a bitch to me. but somehow I managed to pull it through. Your sms-es, phone calls, lil notes, hugs, kisses, caring words, company, comfort foods, shoulders and ears made every day in 2011 a whole lot better to live.

besides a big thank you I have to say sorry. I may have(the fact is I did) whined, rambled, complained, and cursed a hell too much this year. I’m sorry you have to see me go through this rebellious phase.

I swear, I will be better next year. I love you all!

besides thanking my kesayangans, I’ve gotta thank those bitches and bastards who made my life a whole lot miserable in 2011.

If it weren’t because of you, I wouldn’t have known who my true friends are. so thank you. You brought the worst out of me. but You have taught me a wonderful lesson. I learnt to appreciate tomorrow even more! I have outgrown You. I am not even angry talking about You, anymore! At least now I know You have never been important to me. and I did not forgave you. I have just forgotten about You.

Thank you!

and

Happy New Year Boredom Post 1

I’m so excited for tomorrow!

not because it’s New Year’s Eve

it’s because……

DramaCrazy.com will be uploading english subs for the finale of Man of Honour! yes!>_<

but that also means it’ll be till-god-knows-when until i can see CJM in action again T_T

and exactly two weeks from now I’ll be able to meet my sister! *squeals*

Christmas. and what not.

Happy Christmas my dearests!
This year would be the quietest Christmas of all time. HAHA.
no braving through heavy traffic in the city for countdowns.
no booze.
no friends.
no family.
just me and my cup of Oolong tea. and books to keep me company till the end of the year!
no worries SAT, I am eating well XD
                         pretty eh?

                                                            taken from: Chika

well, I will be back before the year ends and bore you till the new year comes. HAHA. till then, Happy Christmas!

life and its vagaries

You may find the following conversation whimsically funny. I do, too.
For 22 years I have been mocked, teased, laughed at, tattled on the same old same old subject
my HEIGHT!
For 22 years I have always been the shortest, if not one of the shortest
and I believe in this world(clearly) there must be plenty of people like me, almost like me, not like me Me but height wise.
but I am still frequently bombarded by oh-I-AM-sorry-I-didn’t-mean-as-an-insult QUESTION(s).
However never once I feel bored (even if my ears are used to it)
although there are times I literally just *yawns* because living as a short person for all my life is nothing new and amusing or like a jaw-dropping thing!
I rest my case.
So sit back relax and enjoy this conversation I have had recently
Idiot: *looked up and down at me* so how tall are you?
ME: Huh? errr… 5feet? almost?
Idiot: But you don’t look like it. Are you sure? *smirking*
ME: well, I don’t know. *shrugging*
awkward silence
Idiot: *looked at me again*
ME: *smiles* (faked it)
Idiot: Are you the shortest in your family? You don’t mind me asking right. You must be getting used to people asking you this question, right? How come you’re so short? Didn’t eat ah? *giggles*
ME: *chuckles* *smiles* (fake expression once again)
ME: Heh.No, Its a family thing. *paused* Yeah, its like a frequently-asked-questions. (truth: must you ask like an idiot? to be honest, only idiots ask me questions like this)
Idiot: Oh H*** C**** is so much taller and slimmer than you huh, Pei Li?
ME: (OMG)
ME: HAHA(faked it once more) yeah… I’m very “meaty” (for you information, I am not thin and I am aware of that. Need not remind regularly)
Idiot: You are not that short. Just very petite. You know what petite is?
ME: (WTF)
………
So as a future reminder to my future friends/acquaintances or boyfriend(HAHA), if you do not want to be labelled as an idiot, please do not ask me questions regarding my height scornfully. Ask properly and I will not curse you. Well, I have prepared a basic guide for you curious cats out there to ask me questions regarding my height!
1) How tall are you?
2) Is this a trait in your family?
3) You didn’t exercise much when you were young huh?
4) Between your sisters, who’s the shortest?
Hmmm… I should approach John Wiley & Sons for I got a new idea for the Dummies Collection.
I’ll name it How to ask someone questions regarding their physique …for Dummies
p.s I have always been short for all I can remember. I can even joke about it. I do not mind joking about it with you. But, is it necessary to insult me? Asking me unnecessary questions, making irrelevant comparisons just to bring me down? Well, I may not be the most polite person in this world but I know what manners is.

it would be a blessing in disguise if I do not die by the time I graduate
i do not know why I have to be associated with people who would constantly ask me stupid questions when those questions could be answered if they would use their brain a lil harder. as the matter of fact they do not even need to think that hard because those questions would only require some common sense.
for example if a lecturer asked you to write a 15 page assignment but you exceeded by 2 to 3 pages, must you ask “would he mark the additional pages?”
Lack of common sense is one of the common traits people(not in general) do not have. period.

self-ish

i do not need another reason to hate 2011
i know people might start rolling their eyes, thinking “there she goes again with her emo posts”
before reading, please be informed that you have the option to click on that “x” button on the top right corner of the webpage
day by day my days are getting harder and harder to bare
every day is like a battle
nothing is going right
for every right thing that has happened, some one or something bad will make the right go wrong
how can I not be tired when I am constantly working so hard to maintain a positive attitude?
I am not a plastic Barbie doll. I do not belong to Mattel. I can’t keep smiling and be happy.
I am human.
am I not counting my blessings?
I may not be religiously faithful but I still have my conscience and rationality
well, when you are able to walk in my shoes then probably you will be a suitable candidate to judge me.
the only thing that is motivating me right now is my Aug trip to Borneo.

Papa Soo Asked....

how would you describe the year 2011 in two words or less?

SHITTY!

I don’t know where I’m at

I’m standing at the back

And I’m tired of waiting

Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I'm not ready to let go

Cause then I'd never know

What I could be missing

But I’m missing way too much

So when do I give up, what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Oh I am going down, down, down

Can’t find another way around

And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Down, Jason Walker

I guess Michael Buble will be my one and only companion this christmas and new year's eve ........hmmmm

i don't care if you are going to call me "siu hei", which literally means kecil hati, i am still going to say this

you can't even say THANK YOU?!

i am not even expecting a LONG thank you note. 

you can't even type a simple TQ?

just TQ

well, I guess your ego is just too big to be put on such a small screen.

am i on a late rebelling stage?
or is this a sign of first- stage depression?
or it is just PMS? but can PMS last for more than 1 month? I’ve been so emotional ever since the start of the semester that is why I am easily provoked by petty matters. and if it is big, you might be expecting a thunder storm coming from me. and for the first time my head would come up with a stream of curse words  whenever I am unhappy! I am always unhappy. so why the hell people keep asking me why am I so HAPPY ALL THE TIME!!??????
or this is a sign of stress?
you see, I don’t give a shit about the world and everything around me.
I wanted to be alone all the time.
I wanted to cry but I have no time for it.
I am easily angered.
I lose my patience all the time.
I hate the world.
I hate people around me.
I hate USM.
I hate people who are more superior than me.
I hate dumb people. not because they are dumb but the fact that the like to act dumb.
I hate crowds.
I hate happy people!
I hate doing what people are doing.
I hate conforming to the society.
I hate answering stupid questions.
I hate those stupid status updates on FB.
I hate rules. absurd rules. for now, all rules are absurd.
I hate people telling what I should do.
Most importantly, I hate my life. I hate myself!
you see! I hate almost everything in my life!
I hate the fact that I hate everything. and I don’t even know why!

not even a thank you?

well then

thank YOU!

the reason why i wanna leave usm is because i know they are going to be here forever

am i wrong to hate them for making my life even more miserable?

“omg, i’m so busy. i got no time to STUDY.”

intended to reply her: F*** U… do you think you are the only one with heavy workloads?

“i haven’t STUDY finish laa……”

wanted to say this so badly: then go study la! tell me for what?  

“omg, i did so badly in the EXAM! how? HOW? HOW? HOW? HOW?”

wanted to tell her this so badly:
Please go to the School of Mathematical Sciences. Take the lift to the 7th floor. Walk towards the balcony. and
then jump down. instant death. then you don’t have face the bad grades you got. Got it? but i know in the end you wouldn’t do that because you know your grades are fine! you’d be receiving a way much better grades than me. so if this is a way of being humble, GET A GRIP! you think I am 3 years old? please stop stupidfy yourself. i know that word doesn’t exist. it was intended for you only. HAppY?

“did you study for the test?" omg, i didn’t study laaaaa……”
wanted to say this so badly: then go study la! tell me for what? oh, am i supposed to feel sorry for you?

“how to do this huh?”

intended to reply her: can you fucking stop acting like you are dumb? you will be dumb if you keep doing that.

WHAT THE HELL????
can you please stop whining????
ohmygawd, I don’t know how much more I can take?
can you believe from monday till friday I have to face these kind of people?
85 days in a semester I have to face them
85!
so in conclusion, I have had
85 x 4semesters = 340 days of misery! (so far)……

and counting……
in the end of my study here in USM
i’d be having
85 x 6semesters = 510 days of misery!
so can you blame me for having frequent breakdowns?
SERIOUSLY!
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING SURROUNDED BY PYSCHOTIC GIRLS?
GET A LIFE!

we create money
we create the value of a coin and that piece of paper we call money


why there'd be a fiscal crisis then?

is money an unrenewable resource such as petroleum?

we are the cause of all these shit, aren't we?

because of some selfish bastards and sons of bitches others have to suffer

oh i'm sorry

probably God controls money right?

probably it is a test from God right?

well if no one wants to take the blame, we all end up blaming God for giving us a hard time

just that we put it in a super "nice" way

"it is a test from God"

WHY

why take the lead when you’ve got to rely on my navigation?

why can’t you for once in your goddamn life let me take the wheel?

you want to be the captain? so be it! just remember I’m not your sailor.

never was, never will.

you don’t trust me?

then why ask for my help?

I hate the fact that whenever I know I am right someone has got to prove me wrong.

if you think I am wrong then why in the first place ask me to help you??? go deal your problems yourself la!

they will always try extra hard, in an absurd way, to prove that I am wrong.

even if I am right, they will still try to make me do the wrong thing. by confusing me.

i’m not out to get you

dear oh dear TWIHARD fans(maybe not), Team- Jacob fans(if you insist), Team Edward fans(if it still does not sound ridiculous enough) and Bella (ugh! @-@) fans out there
i’m trying really, really hard to not be mean
but
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I can’t!
the movie might not be “that” bad (was all the while bad for me.. i just love watch it and make fun of every single ridiculous, cheesy scene/script) but you fans out there made the whole twilight saga looked even worse!
and your FB status updates ain’t helpin’ at all ROFL but I can’t help to keep myself updated cos it is so darn hilarious!!!
I attempted to Google the word “twihard” not long ago and I chanced upon “QUizilla” and I took the quiz called “ARE YOU A TWIHARD?”
had to answer questions like this

if you were wondering by any chance they were my answers……well, hell yeah! ><

people actually have the time to create this sort of thing!
and
people actually answer to this sort of thing! (speaking of which, I did this quiz too HAHAH)
quick quick guess how I fare in this quiz
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GASP!!!!
I’m secretly a TWIHARDER! hypocrite much? *shy*
LMAO
btw
do you noticed the caption in the pic above
“WHERE THE JERSEY SHORE AND THE GULF COAST COLLIDE”
??????
LMAO

the moment the fucker took away my happiness. i was happy 12 hours ago. my dream came true. but the fucker took it away.

i don’t understand why i can’t be mad.

the only thing i can do now before anything else is mad.

why can’t i be mad?

why can’t i curse, scream, cry, shout, or yell?

i know

i know

i know by crying and cursing people would not solve the problem

you think i did not know that?

i am the fucking super rational pei li

do you know that i spent 2 hours crying in the library while completing one of my lab reports? and i still manage to complete it. see how fucked up rational i can be?
of course my FB friends would not know that. cos they don't even know me at all. and try to judge me?

what frustrates me the most is that people love to take the rights to be angry away from me and judge me for using profanities and judge me for crying, for exaggerating the whole situation
hello

i ain’t no fucking saint

neither are you

you do not have a single clue what i have been through this year
so you have no rights to judge me

and i do not even fucking care about those comments on that fucking FB because the reason why i posted
that up is because i need people from my school to see that. it is because i know the fucker’s friend would be able to view it and then the fucker will be able to see it.

i ain’t stupid

i don’t care if people wanna continue to judge me

go ahead

i do not fucking care

oh sorry

i am supposed to say sorry for using profanities right

oh sorry i forgot i am the innocent Zoe who should not know the meaning of wtf

anyways i do not know what else i should use except fuck

please teach me other profanities

thank you

i tried

i tried helping her…
if she doesn’t want to help herself, then goodbye.
i can’t be bothered anymore.
come on! I’m not your mother nor your best friend nor your sister. I am not obligated to help you with all my might. I would if you had showed some appreciation. And I did indeed helped you. Now when I think of it, I feel you are using me because I used to not care.
Hello, I’m just a friend OK! Just plain friend. Brutal truth? The world is brutal. I’m only conforming.
If you can’t take the class seriously then QUIT!
Why make people’s life so miserable?
and btw, MY NAME IS NOT INFORMER!
you gotta work hard to earn what you want my dear.
for the 1st time in my life I’d actually love science classes.. at least people do care about efficiency. at least. probably not all sciences in general but yeah, sometimes a little bit of kiasu-ism helps. a little bit only OK?
OK got that one out.
NOW, focus on muzik estetika! @_@

the cutest thing <3

they kept that name!

I don’t know why I am happy but I am!
GREEN CUBE!
they kept the name!
beanie now u know why i asked u that question earlier eh? XDDD

the sweetest thing

Mel got me a mid-semester-break-snack-pack before she left for the holidays! so sweet and thoughtful of her! it contained all my favourite snacks! oatkrunch, nescafe and skittles! Thank you, love!
a red note was attached to it too…
it says,
To Miss Zoe Lim Pei Li
on days where she may feel tired, lazy, dangerous to go out, & oh yes, on rainy, windy days, that she may have something to nibble on to these mid semester break. Haha, enjoy! =)

I’m so touched. Yes. Up till today.
I was sad because I came to the decision to stay back for my project while everyone get to go home, enjoy the break, do stuff and, most importantly, get out of USM. I was a tad envious. I was. Yep. Silly me eh? but anyways, I got through the whole week, safely and soundly. the whole campus was practically empty, especially at night. creepy.
aside from working in the lab, studying in the library, jogging, play songs on my guitar, watch dramas (tons of drama) i did nothing else… yea, that was how i spent my holidays. I should be a geek or a nerd, right?
in fact, i think I’m turning into a science geek.
hmmmm…………

just listen

I am so proud of them! >_<
few years back when I introduced them here(that post probably hidden somewhere in the archive heh) they were just 3 guys doing covers(in their OWN STYLE) on youtube. but still very successful with hundred thousands of hits.
that was then
now?
with their highly successful US/Canada tour, they are now touring in Europe!
gosh I wish I could see them perform live! I wanna go to Europe! T_T

they may be right, i may be foolish

Met Mel for breakfast on Thursday (finally!)

Although we both study in the same university, come from the same town but somehow we didn’t meet each other for almost 5 months!

That, of course triggered some kind of guilt (?)

and

I realised lately or perhaps nowadays I put very little effort to get in touch with people. or perhaps I was too focus on what’s in front of me that I somehow neglected those I do not see. Either way I felt utterly remorse and I would like to say it was done unintentionally. I have no reasons to back me up. Finding an excuse for my actions wouldn’t take that guilt away, so much so I think I should stop finding an excuse for this one time. 
My dear friends, if somehow you think I have neglected you, I am sorry. Trust me, it was unintentional. You were never forgotten and will always be missed.

p.s thank you Cary Brothers for accompanying me this weekend. your song fight off my loneliness when I am alone. hope you would continue making beautiful music.

you’ve been missed dearly

I finally made it to the Big Bad Wolf Sale!
and guess what? i went there all by myself! HAHA... ok, i know it was silly of me LOL but i managed to find my way there and came back in one piece! HAH
anyways the journey to MAEPS was chaotic, I must say. from the part where I drove pass the entrance to UPM ONE HOUR before I managed to find MAEPS and to the part where I got lost in Seri Kembangan town- I don’t even know how the hell I could end up in Seri Kembangan. LOL- I managed to actually stop to ask for directions from a local but this “GPS” failed and I ended up making an illegal U-turn to the police station LOL to consult the policeman for directions HAHAHA…
boy, thank goodness their chief inspector was smart. HAHA…
so drove back to the direction I was from and boomm there i was in the huge ass land of UPM, with no further directions to lead me to MAEPS! brilliant idea to have a huge ass book fair in a huge ass piece of land but without a directory to that blardy place.
can u believe I got lost in UPM?
i was thinking then it would be impossible for anyone to get lost in USM!
i reckon UPM has got no money to actually put up those directory board LOL come on la, get a lil budget and put those freaking boards up!

after 2 hours of driving I finally managed to reach MAEPS. boy, that place is HUGE! and with very little trees……XD
so I spent about 3 hours there and only got very few things =( T_T they didn’t even have a single Jodi Picoult! how could they! T_T
7 books + 3 Mags = RM70
not bad huh??




was eyeing on this cookbook as soon as i heard that it was going for just RM24 via that myGroupon thingy. anyways although i didn’t buy it with the coupon it just cost me RM25 only! haha.. XDD great bargain isn’t it! Thanks SAT for bringing this huge ass hardcover book back to penang!
now to the best part
upon reaching penang, in less than 24 hours I got sick. 
by wednesday my fever still persisted. and the day before i made a bad decision of calling my mom. i called her to tell her about my high fever and the clinic suspected that i might have contracted dengue. sigh. immediately the next day my parents, super paranoid parents, travelled all the way to penang and came knocking on my door to bring me to the hospital. LOL. cute, adorable and lovable as they may be I simply find it a little absurd to go to the hospital when it’s(the fever) been only 3 days.
so I went to the hospital. got some meds. i was still reluctant to be admitted into the hospital. what for, right?
so i spent the night with my parents and my mom stayed up the whole night to keep my temperature down. the best mom award goes to her! you mom!
the next day I was still having fever. my mom immediately decided to send me to the hospital. dad, on the other hand, wanted to take me home. LOL. typical dad. he knew he couldn’t stay long in penang but he still wanna oversee my recuperation. so cute my daddy =) so on the way to the hospital they both kept arguing on who’s idea is better. sigh. mom won, of course. HAHA.
okay, too much of boring details. i should stop now. haha.
anyways, I wanna thank the BBP for visiting me at the hospital. you guys! and thank you rouyan and SAT for taking care of me
I’m all better now.
and
life must go on.
for that one week I didn’t have to deal with anything except for my recovery. while at the hospital I was pretty much worried about the classes that I missed. in spite of that, i think, i was happy to be hospitalised. i just couldn’t bear it anymore. there are so many times I wanted to give up but eventually i snapped myself out of it. i probably should loosen myself more. right? sigh.
time flies.
soon, I’ll be washing my hands of it. can’t wait for that to happen!

Life is fair. Whatever we gained, somewhere along the way, we will definitely lose something. Could be something small that of no significant value or something important that will eventually affect your life.

I wrote this with such clear mind. rational much? Perhaps it is because I am happy today. I am so busy to the extend that I couldn’t find a less cliche word for busy. I finally managed to NOT catch the sunset on a weekday from the window of my laboratory. Usually I would be standing at my work desk watching the sun disappear and darkness falls.

The day is arriving, for I need to put my pride and stubbornness aside. I’ve gotta face it like an adult. Face it with courage.

The situation may not be that bad. but please allow me to pour my heart out. at least for once I get to say what I want to say here.

To Lady,
I might not be able to be by your side if you choose/have to “leave” this year. I know you will understand the predicament I am in. You have always been so strong. For that, we admire you so much. *insidejokeinmyfamily* HAHA.

This post is specially dedicated to you.

I will always cherish the memories of growing up with you.

I will always remember how I get so annoyed with your never- ending barking, especially during the monsoon season.

I will always remember you staying by my side every morning, before sunrise, before I catch my ride to school.

I will always remember how you protected our family from those thieves.

I will always remember the way you bark at those postmen, newspaper- delivery guy and the flyer distributor guy.

I will always remember the puppies you gave birth to. the ones you lost. and also those who survived.
annoying as Junior can be, he is still adorable in his very own way. I just can’t get rid of the love/hate feelings I have for him. LOL.

I will always remember how much you enjoyed running around the neighbourhood with me. how much you anticipated those lovely evenings. how excited you get the moment I took my running shoes out of the shoe cupboard. how disappointed you were when I couldn’t take you along later on.

in so many ways and a whole load of things to remember of you. these words would not be sufficient to describe how important you are to me. no words can replace how much I am going to miss you. But…

here comes goodbye

I am going to say it before I leave again. For that I will look forward to tomorrow. Seeing you once again.

I love you. and I will miss you dearly. because you are family.

always. forever.

thisissofreakingpredictable

Adele's gonna be sweeping all the AMAs and the grammys. not forgetting GreenDay, best rock band of the century. taylor swift, the band perry, katy perry, all the perrys and what not, lady antebellum, and of course LADY GAGA(duh!) would definitely win something. then the same old same old R&B, soul category and their same old same old winners. Justin Bieber! (rollingmyeyes) Bruno Mars!(rollingmyeyes) will either grab a title or be performing on stage. oh and not forgetting Maroon 5 and Christina. can they(AMA and grammy) NOT be so freaking predictable?

Papa Soo said…

count you blessings, name them one by one
so, here goes
my blessing of the day: good sense of direction cos it led me to where i need to be today.

i begin to fear of phone calls from my family
especially during odd hours
most likely it would be something i am not ready to face
i am running out of time
this is the first time i am praying hard for the strength to get me through it
i will be alright
am i?

if this ain’t a double whammy i do not know what is

Subject: ME
Experiment: effects of sleep deprivation
Results: moody, lack of deliberation, lack of concentration, irritable, sensitive, lack of emotional control, impatience, sudden outburst of anger, whiny
Conclusion: none. beware that this is just the beginning.

i am either swamped with work or in distress.
LIFE SUCKS!
what can i do?
KICK SUCKS IN HIS ASS???
someone once said “perhaps our eyes need to be washed with our tears once in a while, so that we can see life in a clearer view again”
but i am just too tired to even think about it and cry. crying hurts.
things always seem so easy when you are at the other end. it is so easy to figure out a solution. it is the action that is difficult to put in effect.
what i am afraid most is gonna happen. soon.
I know my priorities. i know i gotta do this and this and that and this and that………
but i do not know where i am heading anymore!
so how am i suppose to just hang on???
what am i suppose to hang on to?
all i know now is work can actually stop myself from thinking. all i need to do is work work work work and work.
I am sorry for being all whiny, annoying and emotional. It is because I trust myself when i am around/beside you.

it ain’t pretteh

You might think running in the rain is fun. Well, think again.
the rain stinks. perhaps in Malaysia only.
and i bet i looked silly running in the rain just now.
i hope no one saw me. or i shall die of embarrassment.
i absolutely do not want people coming up to me and ask me if the silly girl they saw running under the rain was me. NOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i have tons of people bombarding ridiculous questions at me i don’t need another reason for them to ask me stupid questions like that.
you probably be thinking why am i reacting this way
well, for all you know
i don’t have a body like

this (robust, muscular body not the gender of course)
neither
was i all dressed up nicely and running gracefully like

this
nor like

this
the girls looked happy
i was obviously not! duh
apart from running in my ugly attire i was squinting and running at the same time. how ugly and stupid. the rain was pouring so heavily, like no one’s business, and i couldn’t see properly cause i have nothing to keep the rain off my face ::annoyedmax::
and the most annoying part was when the rain literally stopped after i came out of the shower. that was like less than 30mins after it showered upon me! wth! after that i saw people running around the lake happily – ‘cause the weather was so nice after the rain. cis.
anyways as i was google –ing these pics i chanced upon a website (how-to website) giving tips on how to run in the rain. what? tips? to run in the rain???
and i read it. haha.
they have like 10 tips; one in particular caught my attention.
“Don’t overdress
This is one the biggest mistakes runners make when heading out for a rainy run. Wearing more layers will not keep you dry. Unless you're running with an umbrella over your head, you will definitely get wet. If you have tons of layers on, you will just be wearing more wet, heavy clothes. Dress for the temperature, as if it were a dry day.”
Errr………
isn’t that like common sense????
even dry- fit tops and bottoms can’t keep you dry
LOL

I AM SO FREAKING TIRED

 T_T

where was i

i was in the coffee shop, with my uncle and cousins, just a couple of blocks away from my home in Klang. we were having breakfast (we were going for a camping trip on that very day) while watching the news showing reruns of that plane that hit the WTC. i was 12 and that incident was not significant enough for me to rummage through the newspaper for details. i figured, at that time, i was just too excited about that camping trip. nevertheless, that tragedy, or more precisely images from that tragedy left a horrifying memory in my mind. they played reruns of a man taking his own life by jumping of the tower few minutes after the tower was hit. i was terrified for him and sad as well because i bet he knew the tower will collapse and he will eventually die. i felt sad for the senseless loss of innocent lives.

after that tragedy i bet many took sides. but i was reluctant to take any. what difference does it make to take revenge on the party that did this?

soon after that terms like weapon of mass destruction, terrorist, war, pentagon, ground zero, al- Qaeda etc. can be heard and read everywhere. what the hell is WMD? terrorist? al- Qaeda? i didn’t even know their existence! i was 12 for gods' sake! UPSR and piano lessons were my(the) only concerns (that i know of)

now 9/11 is approaching, and paranoia resurface. people begin talking about the dead, the heroes, the aftermath, grieving family members, politicians, victims……the list goes on and on and on and on……

in my opinion when that tragedy happened no one actually won. people might think they have had the ultimate justice and revenge with the death of those villains. but somehow, somewhere in the equation i don’t think any one actually won without the presence of forgiveness and compassion for the living.

so as 9/11 approaches i’ll pray for the families and friends who have lost their loved ones. let there be no hatred. may you all find peace and closure (although i am not very fond of the term closure). and let's just remember and celebrate the lives that were lost.

somewhat bittersweet

As I was walking to my school, minding my own business while trying hard to ignore(block my mind of) all the annoying stares from passers- by,  I was hit by a wave of nostalgia.
I happened to use the same pathway to my school every weekday for the past few weeks. The view around me was slightly different this week with canopies all over the campus ground, people in black PPSL jackets(=.=''') and unfamiliar faces of the freshies- and how can I not mention the sounds of siren blasting in the wee hours of the morning ::rollingmyeyes::


Upon reaching Fajar Harapan I saw a bunch of freshies under the "supervision" of their "PPSL" practising cheers in the makeshift canopy. Immediately, my mind was flooded with memories of being a freshie: annoying, lame cheers that I/we was/were forced to practice every night, boring speeches/talks, walking under the hot sun, eating plain rice with gravy, endless walking, trapped in the campus ground for a week, meeting new friends/acquaintances (some that I am very fond of and a few have already been disposed of) and of course the fun we had after surviving that one week of "orientation".

As I was browsing through these pics, I realised how much I have changed over the years

.

the journey of that freshie begun two years ago.

and now, she is a senior.

22nd Birthday. triple celebration.

*late post due to author’s procrastination*soweee*

3 celebrations 3 days in a row! I am such a lucky gal

celebration started on Friday night.
we had bbq steamboat buffet for dinner. then to The Chapters for drinks and cake!- yummylicious cheesecake! >_<

*some missing pics*

celebration continued. the next day(Saturday) I went out with the BK girls for Karaoke. first ever karaoke outing. haha.

then out of nowhere came the idea of going to a club in the night.

yup.

i was at a club.

after much persuasion from the girls.

rofl

*evidence* HAHA

*some missing pics*

so, now i am no longer a club-virgin! lost that status on the eve of my 22nd birthday LMAO

oh oh how could i not mention the sweetest birthday call from the Azam-ers!

Beanie called when I was at Gsix. She was with the azam-ers at Andalas’s McD. They were celebrating her birthday as well. Beanie’s birthday is just a day after mine. (^^) they ended up singing me a birthday song (in public). and i bet it caught some attention. LOL. so sorry darlings for not being able to celebrate with you gals! and sorry for causing you gals to experience such an embarrassing moment  ROFL we shall refrain from visiting that outlet. haha. worry not we still have another one in Bkt Tinggi! HAHA

3rd celebration was of course with my family.

and

Intan made this birthday poster for ME! nyaaa loved it so much!!

note-to-self

INTERNSHIP REPORT! main priority. stop procrastinating and get it done!

REWRITE FYP PROPOSAL!!!!

READ UP ON KINETICS.

DERIVE KINETICS. esp haldane and monod!

=/

omaigawd.

i doubt i have time to hang out and have leisure dinners/lunch/random outings anymore for this semester T_T

i foresee long days and night in the laboratory. nyaaaaaaaaa

they say no pain no gain. well i say cut the crap!

cold feet

i don't get myself now. i worked hard(not exactly) to get something but then when i got it i no longer want it. and all i want to do now is steer clear from it. ohmaigawd this is happening again. stupid peili why do you have to do this to yourself.

how far would you go for that one word "like"?

can we just do the things we like? can we just act based on the word like?

is it wrong to think beyond that?

oh my god. am i the only one thinking out of the box, and that seems like it is wrong?

had the weirdest dream this morning

i was pregnant. and then i had a miscarriage. ROFLMAO!!!

Daddy dearest turns 60!

had a nice and simple dinner at Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant.

forced him to wear the blue shirt we bought for him in HK lol

cos coincidently the cake we ordered was blue in colour!

the birthday boy happily showing off his blue choc tie! so matchymatchy with his shirt!! kenot tahan!!! LOL sho cute! >_<

the initial position of the candle.

then this mischievous boy switched the position of the candles because he thinks he is just 6! - for months we used to tease him because he still acts childishly at this age lolx -