kissin my life

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

yay! i caught another movie on sunday :) like mz has said, i caught every movie i wanted to catch online or at the theatres. so it was dead silence, rather scary but not haunting.. overall, not a bad catch, i almost scream at certain parts, certain only lah.

"Beware the stare of Mary Shaw.

She had no children, only dolls.

And if you see her do not scream, she'll rip your tongue out at the seam."

actually the plot had us confused a while before we figured what happened, nonetheless, the twist was good, totallyunexpected. hah! oh oh and we sorta feasted at fish and co, its been a longtime, i mean fastfoods killing me, and the price actually changed at fish and co! they have cheaper meals now, and it all comes with salad, which of course, was a great turnoff for me (boo!)

this is their damn delicious new starters, i dont even eat calamari bytheway

and mz's sickofthefood face after a while, dfoods'simplytoomuch

what we do while we wait

and wait

and wait.

and wait again

and wait again and again

okay the waits probably not even 15 minutes, but its unbearable enough, oh wells, thats why i never was early for any movie nor concerts, cause the runnings just part of the fun too :)

and i finally forced terencechng to upload more kelong photos, BUT, i realised hes still missing some and some, and im too lazy to upload all of them, so heres just one more with the most holiday mood.

alright too tired, and too much to do.

12:24 AM muacksbisous :) Y

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Friday night was all about: urber random, crazee pervertic french-wannabes, and poltergay. This french movie is really damn freaking funny and way too cool.

a story all about 2 young lovers, it speaks of their new home which has been uninhabited for thirty years. What they don't know is that in 1979, a short-circuit burned down the house as well as the gay disco down at their basement. 5 bodies were never found, and today, the house is haunted by five gay fetishist ghosts. However, only Marc is able to see them, and his visions drive Emma away. The ghosts, touched by Marc's problems, do everything in their power to help him get his girl back.

Gay ghosts are like HOW COOL! definitelydefinitelydefinitely a good hearty laugh. add in the throwing-popcorns-at-each-other-epic, whah lao, i cant stand these 2 people.

bettyboops difficile a vivre and thebaldwaiter avec grosse tete

and baldwaiter just cant behave herself

god knows what pervertic ideas she has this time

never-ending.

Time with these 2 are all about funfunfun, i always laugh damn a lot with these 2, all the nonsense and horny french phrases we come up with, damn disgusting can! and

we all

happen

to be september-ers and ex-band-ers!

well that probably explains everything right, way cool.i may not have the luck to meet many good buddies in uni, but i guess all the lucks used up here, i cant believe the coincidence myself, and how we only found out after one entire sem, hah! they are so totally the reason why i do enjoy french classes, and d-uh NUS!

Cheers to the 2nd clickable gang in uni
je l'aime

we rock in french kays :)
and dont you ever contest that

and i think i forgot to mention how they just laughed at me while i step both my 99bucks aldo pumps into a 5cm deep muddy pool, tell me about suayness.

1:02 AM muacksbisous :) Y

Monday, August 20, 2007

and so, just a few mini hours ago, me and my sister were caught up struggling in a fierce battle with a god-shall-kill-me megasize B U G. i hate bugs, i mean they are like them most disgusting thing on earth, and all the remnants they trail behind where-ever they pass through, *grrr, i shudder at the mere thought of that. eeeyyy.

ever since i knew their existence from young, i *dreammm of ways to combat their terrorism, against their means and ways to territorize my land, always and always, ive only adopted one only most effective way.

that is - tocapthem

and then i'll scream for mymother to do the rest, ifshes athome. if she isnt, then i shall stare and wait. i will never ever never ever let that piece of disgusting shit get out of my sight, giving them the chance to crawl into my bag, my drawer, and never ever my ohmygod bed :)

today, amazingly my sis pluck up that courage from nowhere and we get rid of it OURSELVES. okay okay, more like HERSELF, but i'll be more than glad to claim some credit, afterall i did scream a hell lot to create that atmosphere kays. well so,

we covered the "cap's" open side with apieceofpaper, after that failed attempt to make thebug stick to some scotch-tape and off it goes...
..
..

down my HDB
and fyi, we lived on the 13th floor, whatever remains of it,
i couldnt
care
less

im so geared up for battle, you b u gs.
whatever size, shape, colour, model, make, blah blah blah, i shall kill you, comewhatmay.

i dont even know why im telling you this, but i do know if you are reading this,
YOU are one of us, and i shall call us, the b u g battlers :)

12:24 AM muacksbisous :) Y

Thursday, August 16, 2007

and so i had my torturous 4hr break today, sucks totally. was hanging out with my pervertic french buddy as well as her malay gang at "the dungeon", and it was quite an experience i shld say. if you do not know, "the dungeon" is this place in arts where all the smokers gather. and so i think u get the picture, spending 4 hrs in the "haze" isnt exactly how i forsee it to be, nonetheless, "the dungeon" really surprises you :)

some girl or guy u noticed in some classes or lectures suddenly pops up, and the next thing u noe, she belongs to the smoky gang, hell, all of the sudden, everyone is a smoker. everyone you think arent suddenly ARE. ha! surprise surprise! nevertheless, u kinda notice how close knitted "the dungeon" gang people are, i mean some of them really are just total strangers who just hooked up because of having such a common hobby, and mine mine, they do really have a great time hanging around, doing nothing, and of course, smoking.

obviously, i stayed with the malay gang among the crowd, considering the obvious fact that i stood out like a sore thumb, 1 year ago, i would never have thought i could survive in such a combination, and hell, look how i fit it. i listened to how these people crap about their rowdy lives, laughing at how these people cynically view issues that may have been viewed otherwise by the common people, issues such as menstruation, sex, being gays, being lesbians, being Bi-s, blah blah blah. issues which in my pt of view, are constantly in everyone's minds, except most people dont express it as freely as how this gang does - and i actually find it rather amusing and super hilarious. the way this gang view such issues really are appalling enough, yet you'll seem to envy their lack of self-restriction, and even their heck-care-ness of the society's expectations. "the dungeon" is indeed like a whole new world itself. half an hour is all you need to bring that hidden part of u out, to foolishly fool ard with them, speak in total freedom, laugh as loudly as u want, i mean, anyone who saw me there would have thought that wasnt me! hah! thinkagain.

not that i celebrate such total reckless behaviour, but i do think that it serves as a healthy escape from a world full of societal expectations, laws, and blah blah blah. i mean once in a while, letting that never-ever exposed part of you out isnt such a bad idea afterall, i do not see how long term suppressing your emotions, your raging hormones, or restricting your language can help make u a better person either. i mean we should just all shout "Yes, we are horny!" and if you by now, are having the idea of how disgusting a person i am now, YOU, should just jump down like immediately, i mean its innate, cmon, hormones are supposed rage when they rage, if not, how else are we supposed to mate, and carry on the line. unless you really are the person who looks forward to world destruction, stop acting demure and innocent, like you've never ever had the impulse to peek at horny stuffs, or have queer-y ideas about those-shall-not-be-named-thoughts.

technically, speaking about sex freely doesnt exactly make you a bad person, teaching each other how to smoke isnt exactly the worse hobby ever, these people like u and me, just happen to have a different hobby , different discussion topic, a different something, that just also happens to be one that the society condemns, does that hence, distinguish them from us? perhaps.

but perhaps we are just a bunch of soul-less people succumbing to meeting the sometimes unreasonable society's rules, fooled into thinking we are living the right way, when maybe, just maybe, they are actually the ones who knew the true meaning of living - despite maybe ironicallydying of lung cancer.

But who would then dispute the very fact that life itself, is an irony.

11:02 PM muacksbisous :) Y

Monday, August 13, 2007

Chaletovertheweekend was surprisingly fun. relaxing over the east side of Singapore never proved to be less entertaining than anything else despite the boring routine -food.play.sleep.food.play.sleep.food.play.sleep.food.etc.
Nothing fantastic may have happened , but thats exaxtly precisely the very fact why we do enjoy time in those cramped rooms and superhigh bbq temperatures. and so.. while waiting for relatives to come.. we were kinda

bored

bored-er

boreder-er

hilarious.bored-est.berserk.

haha, of course, thats not only how we spend time throughout the day, we prepareee..

prawns

and stingraywithsambal, blahblahblah

of course! uncooked food dont look nice, they shouldnt d-uh.

first, we gotta start the fire, hey dad!

then we peng and peng and peng

THEN, we have food. yummylicious.

Satay

andCokaColaWings

eatenandtaken with mydearestgodmum

myparents: and herhotyellowshorts

MY superhilarious couzzie

MY cutieaunt

Okay, shescuter

See? wesaidfood!notOIL!

nowonder her sons hilarious too

and then everyone else got tired except us

2 (noticethe restofthemales mahjong-ing attheback-theonlypictureofthem)

and 4! andtheres5,6,7,8...

and neverforget that chalets about the cards too

with the alltimefavouriteMahjong

and ofcourse! the god-desses of gamblers.

there you go, YOU have the completepackage!

1:25 PM muacksbisous :) Y

Sunday, August 12, 2007

had hightea with the girls at RoyalPlazaScotts thecarousel like finally on last wednesday.
i thought its uber more better than Marriot, at least for me, except they dont have the cakes on display for hightea! and it looks damnnice! checkout thepic i stole from leemeowmeow.
gosh and we dont have the luck to eat them. oh wells.

eh? leemz ?

thereyougo! @the carousel

2:21 PM muacksbisous :) Y

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

today, my tuition kid said we have a age gap,
and fyi,
shes 12.
and im strictly speaking only 19.

crap, now i feel the impact of age on me, u have to let someone say that to your face to know how i felt, terrible man. speechless even. i was looking for words to rebutt, or sacarstic comments to throw her out of the window, BUT (...)

interesting aint it? She really does make me laugh, a rare talent in that i say.

Now that ive only one tuition kid left, i probably should look for more, forthemoney. ha, spending power has increased tremendously and earning power is definitely not matching it.

however, tuition hasnt been that rewarding morally since then, for my kid has not been significantly hardworking enough to pass her P6 maths, and nottomention the China kid whom i conveniently "dropped" due to sufficient reasonable reasons. i mean of course, i can entirely blame it on the kids and say,

"no matter how good the tutor is, the kid is ultimately the one who sits for the exams"

Nonetheless, i dont think i can henceforth absolve myself from the responsibility.

In such a situation of having no statisfaction from tutoring, and in face of my mini financial crisis, taking up more students will only reward myself materially, not mentally, and so.

is it (yes!) ichoosemoney?

or (no!) ichoosepride?

i guess you'll never learn how to spell g-u-i-l-t, i tried hypnotising myself, foolishly stuck 2 fingers on each side of my temples, chanting and chanting, "forgive and forget, forgive and forget...forgive..forget". i will try, but u'll never learn, and thats the worst disappointment.

11:09 PM muacksbisous :) Y

Monday, August 06, 2007

and so issues have been bogging my mind, plus, with the addition of the recent CORS frustration, i think i need a let-down-the-hair day, i dont care if my account has been depleting due to my implusive buyings and eatings, i just need to reward myself for the whatever shit that got me.

ive had it.

So, someone said,
People dont forget about you, they just forgot to remember you.

it kinda made me feel better actually, i mean, the lack of attention ive been feeling for the past months have indeed been coming down on me lately, so much so some people would know i seem to be out of my mind sometimes, doing crazy things to imnotdenying attract attention. yes, i need that attention to survive now.

or perhaps, ive been taking all those attention too much for granted, such that i have forgotten that i have to earn them. yet it seems as if i should still deserve it. hah! selfish selfish selfish.

whos not?

so my new love, a hopefully addition-able to my collection of fetishes for bags -

Coach's curly signature

my fetish have moved to a higher level, and so have i :)

12:15 AM muacksbisous :) Y