Special Moments

I guess this yr... it gonna be another peaceful bday for me... recalling last yr... alone in the student lounge.. only have my lonely laptop with me... but lucky... the second half is nt tt bored coz i went to watch death note.. but still a boring bday... this yr... i think it gg to be this way too... haiz... longing for some different day... it is my bday.. shldnt i be enjoying this special day with not only myself.. but.. i doubt i can do so... haiz... nvm... ren ming liao... juz long for something different.. nvm den~ =_=... Countin down...... Looking forward to 16 Nov... Looking forward to 21 Nov... Looking forward to 6 and 7 Dec.... not very looking forward to 14,15,16 Dec....

Today.. i went to uhwc to see the doc as my throat got a little discomfort.. den in the end.. is due to a uclers in my throat... den the doc told me to keep a journal.. initially i was wondering wat is the journal for.. to record when did i have uclers? hahaha not really.. he told me tt there are 2 kinds of ppl.. one is unhealthy another is healthy... so as our human body consists of 3 parts... mind..body and last one i forget le.. so we are not machine.. and cant work like a machine... we need to rest.. we need to give ourselves sometime to stay healthy.. so when ur body start to hv some signs, it tryin to tell u something.. and to keep a journal can let u easily track wat food had u eat.. and wat are the things happening to u that will lead u to something... if u always have one illness... most likely is due to ur living habits.. wah.. i talked to him inside the room for almost 20 mins... and =_='' no wonder i waited for 1 hr before gg in... no wonder~~ but his words sort of ...

shld i? actually by right i shld hv.. but there is a large possibility that i cant... can i? haiz i juz can only say that... sometimes feeling is hard to control.. even though there is nth much to worry abt.. but yet.. u will still feel worried.. i noe when tt day comes.. my whole mind is not with me.. but wat else can i do... ya.. i told myself nth can stop me from doing so.. but i have to consider it thou.. haiz really dilemma... do u noe wat i am thinking? i wonder... it had been a long time.. really long time.. if i din take any initative..will i have the chance? hope so ba...

Life~ is so bored recently.. true enough.. nxt week is my final report submission... so sianz~ i am in charge of the report and my english is like "ahem"... haha dunno wat to write... and lots of diagrams to draw... heehee... hmmm~ when is my last updates ar.. haha.. i forget also.. oh ya.. had been waitin for the reply from moe and mindef... but i think not much hope in it... heehee... hmmm~ wat updates can i have... life is so sianz... Anyway.. last sat.. went to anne wedding.. hahaha.. it is a romantic and nice wedding.. ambience is good... but i think the eyes from another table keep looking over to my table... the feeling is indescribable... quite stress i can say... den my meal is wonderful.. haha.. solo meal of vegetarian.. and very nice =).. It was held in expo and i was rushing here and there sia.. but in the end.. i shldnt hv go tt early... hehe... had a great chat tt day... =) Had a class Photos that day.. hehehe.... long long long time din see them... when is the ...

Haha..new responsibility taken up~ can i faint... *fainted* dunno will i do it well this time~ the last time.. i think i still got things to improve on.. now~ hmmmm let me think.. haha... hope i can do better den prev ba... Oh.. forget to update abt my psychometric test on fri.. hehe... can faint sia... for abstract reasoning... there are 115 qns.. but i only manage to finish 75 of them... for verbal reasoning.. there are 60 qns and i only ans 40 of them... hahaha and for personality test.. 185 qns!!! and got one part ask qns like cat is to dog, happy is to ____... Faint! and i was brain dead when i come out... coz think too much.. haha.. at nite.. tt tuition.. ok la.. nt tt bad.. heehee.. my student is a cute ger ger... Pri 2.. and she can bargain with me on her homework sia.. haha... with her mom by the side somemore.. and her mom nearly laugh out when she heard her daughter bargaining with me.. haha.. anyway.. from this week onwards.. i teaching her in morning.. hehe.. better for me...