Confess

I have some few things to confess.

Recently I had been told by one of my friend about the table tennis tryouts happening in next Tuesdays which will be 2 days later.

It makes me hesitate so long about going for the tryouts. The follow are the reasons for my hesitation.

It always hold me back a little when table tennis is mentioned. I could say that I don't have any luck or faith in table tennis. Many times I had got disappointed when playing this sport. Thus, I don't have much confidence when there is a tryouts or any competition.

Moreover, due to some medical issues, I am unable to play table tennis for about a year. I haven't been playing it not to say playing any competition. Well, not having any proper trainning or competiton, will I be able to get a place in tryouts in BUSC games?

Looking after my timetable and stuffs, I might no be able to attend some competitions due to that there are not held in Cardiff. Competitions are at Wednesdays. My Wednesday classes finish at 1pm. If it starts at 3pm in other places where I need to take a 3 hour bus journey, impossible for me to go.

A friend of mine told me that some girls are quite good. It really break down much of my confidence.

Sorry for people who is reading this. Maybe it's hard for some people to understand how I feel. Anyway, thanks for spending time to read.

What I really need is confidence, but where can I find it?

Last Post about You

Literally, I was really kind of excited today as it is my father's birthday.
My mood kind of get ruined by the same thing over and over again.
It's not your fault.
It's just me I am clearly sure that's me.
I have written many emo posts about you and I thought that I had fully recovered.

It's been so long that you live yours and I live mine.
Till recently I met you back unexpectedly and glad that I don't feel the same as I am towards you.

But
My heart just don't feel right greeting you both.
I would rather wish someone sincerely but not putting on a mask to give a bright smile.

Please give me some time to let go and vowed this is the last post of me posting about emo stuffs of you.
My viewers will get bored, right?

I feel better right now in the end of this post :)

not as mad as just now

Follow my new blog in this link .
I am slowly switching most of my stuffs to that blog. 

and finally please don't ask me about this. It's my past and something that I don't like to talk about. Thank you :)

NEW BLOG

I thought of deleting this old blog of mine but I hesitated a little.

I could say this blog contains most of my young immature post or I could say my stupid young days in schools.

Anyway, I have also created a new blog.
This blog contains more about my travel experiences.
I hope to write them down so I can remember every moment that I have been.

Not sure how many of my old friends will actually see this post.
Hope you guys love my new blog!