Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Cleaning

I was cleaning my study room today and I found a lot of memories there

I never know that my study room was a place of GOLD

Now I understand why my mom always nagging me about my untidiness
as well as saying me love to keep rubbish

FYI
I always kept all my tests papers and some books which I loved so much
Upon cleaning, I found my primary school's test papers, projects, essays, exam time tables, letters, etc
Well, I no need mention about secondary school,huh? :P

Looking back my precious essays in primary school, I felt so noob. Haha!
It's good to reminisce what we had done

Also Looking back my results in my secondary school
WOW
I didn't know I was once so hardworking!!
OMG!
It's not so bad than expected! :D

Guess what? I even kept all my art works from form 1-4 :) except for those which had been used for exhibition :O

It's a good memory



My form 1 work :P
my name :O
This was done my cutting the erasers and chop it!
CD cover design

I think I posted this before 
I like the clouds :O
This a bit ulgy =w=
素描
Room Design
透视技术
Human Body (Form 1)
Scenary
My first sketching when I was in form 1
ALPHABETS
CD COVER-KARAOKE
Shoes Design
me, myself (SKETCHING)
Drew in Form 1


Let's compare :P



Saturday, November 24, 2012

害怕

总是很害怕

也许现在也开始设想许多可能性

事实上的却很恐怖

不知道会怎样呢

Thursday, November 22, 2012

老朋友

今天和一位自己非常挂念的朋友谈天
本以为这些话 年底一次过写在信里交给你
但 自己还是忍不住 说出来了

我想 你应该是第一个鼓励我这样的朋友
其他人都说我疯了
以我了解的你 的却会这样说
或许出现这样的想法 应该是被你影响了 跟你跟太多

这几天都冷静下来了
把不愉快的 都放在潘多拉箱子
牢牢锁住

我已经清楚 自己要什么
理智的 清醒的 知道 所谓的可能与不可能

但愿 十年、二十年、三十年
我们都保持联络
你知道的 你是我一位永远都无法忘记的朋友
深深的烙印在我心
真心的 希望 你永远幸福
找到一位真正了解你的 相信你的 会珍惜你的
帮你分担 那些我们永远都不知道的黑暗

谈着谈着眼泪都掉了下来
不知道为什么 
或许是一种解放


Monday, November 19, 2012

羡慕

看看大家的照片

感触很多

我真的很羡慕你们

那些错过的

我想都无法实现了

但 我不后悔

words

I was quite stubborn when going to bed

Looking at one of my friend's wall

"To allow our journey to progress we must cast certain memories aside. We must break free from the past if we are to enjoy the future." 

quite meaningful :)



Being stupid again
Waiting aimlessly

Sunday, November 18, 2012

50 Ways to Say Goodbye




My heart is paralyzed
My head was oversized

I'll take the high road like I should
You said it's meant to be
That it's not you, it's me
You're leaving now for my own good


Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died

My pride still feels the sting
You were my everything







Wednesday, November 14, 2012

month

Lately
most of my friends are sad
What a stupid month is this

Well
I am not feeling fine too
but I can't tell them that I don't want to listen

Sometimes
I really don't know what to say

I knew you all were sad to be online
I knew you all were there
or maybe avoiding me for questioning
you know I wouldn't

Everything I see reminds me something that shouldn't be here
everywhere I went reminds me the path we walk before

Maybe I am the one still couldn't accept it
although all came in as expected


Oh dear
MY IELTS

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Words

Telling yourself not to live under his shadows

He is just one of your chapters but not your whole book

A friend of mine told me this
I hope it helps you

恶梦

还以为 自己已经平复了
这几天的表现都很好
干嘛 不继续下去

闭上眼睛
同一个梦 流入脑里
反复地把我弄醒
很担心又害怕的事实

我这才发现 原来自己
已经到 无法挽回的地步

我告诉自己
一定要努力
道别

流泪

心都在流泪了

有时候自己知道那个事实 却不想面对
找了百般的借口
为了掩饰自己的伤口

我不知道这是好事还是坏事

毕竟 对我有利?
但 我开心不起来

我感受到某个角落心里头的哭泣声
即时 发生什么事都不会告诉人 默默地承受
因为太了解

每一方都是我很在乎的人
我了解 我明白

很想逃
这也是我很想离开的原因

我知道有一天 可能你会浏览
原谅我不能坦白告诉你
因为 我一直都是个胆小鬼


Friday, November 9, 2012

Don't know

Can I act that I don't know?

You never know how I feel

never

Thursday, November 8, 2012

你 她

到底自己是在想什么?

又知道不想知道的事

还以为自己已经放开了

你说你已经不是以前的自己

但 我还是过不到心里那关

可能是了解你 更不安

这也是我想离开的原因

但又不舍

心里毕竟都会有私心

如果我们不认识 那该多好

我欠你的 太多了

从不妄想 那一切都属于我


Wednesday, November 7, 2012

考完试

TANG DANG ;D
很高兴的说
考完试了

不是自己想要的吗?

真的很害怕说再见

是挂念还是不舍?

Sunday, November 4, 2012

I WISH





Naramyeon jokesseo geureomyeon jokesseo
Lonely lonely oh saranghaejwo
Deo isangeun honjaigin sirheunde oh woh
I love you




Saturday, November 3, 2012

不安

不知道他会不会觉得我们没诚意
我不知道为什么我就是考虑太多
毕竟还是觉得不安

要麻烦到父母更让我不安
感觉显得没诚意

希望他会明白

Friday, November 2, 2012

高三

浏览着面子书
看到朋友们都纷纷放上自己最后一天在中华的样子
真让我想起去年高二的我

去年也是我最后一年在中华了
那时 多么不舍 因为已经确定自己会走

犹记得朋友们、体育出的老师(除了啊懂):P 都纷纷叫我留下
那是多么不舍啊
高二离校
就注定错过了体验高三中学生涯最美好的
错过了明天的毕业典礼
好想回去。可是现在考试
想像朋友们带上高帽
拿着自己不会有的毕业证书
哈哈
可能很多人哭呢!

有得有失吧
我想 早出来 也好
中华的日子 太美好了
学生们都受保护
出去了 渐渐接触了社会
开始学习 人心

说真的
当时很庆幸 一群中华朋友们
给予我精神上的支柱
当然也有折磨
哈哈 :P

如果这些事情都不是这样
我想 我还傻乎乎的
哈哈

很期待谁谁谁再办聚会


该从梦醒了
继续读书吧
加油 :)

Thursday, November 1, 2012

last night

I slept early last night
and hope for a better tomorrow

You knew you will kill me
You knew

But I am not blaming you
because that is what I want

I felt quite dizzy today
totally blur
How can I finish my biology and chemistry?


Killed

You killed me many times
Many
But it is my choice
How

This week

Many things happen this week

Finally I finished 3 subjects
2 subjects to go :(

Did I do well?
Sigh
ESL- I didn't have time to check my extended essay respond :(
Maths- I have no idea what I am doing .
Looking at Angeline who can finish in two hours time. I think I screwed :/
Physics- A first I think it was fine but eventually what I think was too shallow. After Y told me everything, I screwed again :(

Looking back at this year what we did

Studying for few months because of these exams

I was so grateful Y send his notes to me
Maybe I was too frustrated :O
He was always helping me these days
How o feel is just like the title of the picture :P

Anyway got a cat from a friend too
Thanks very much
It really does help :)
Maybe It helps when you express how you feel
And the moment you give yourself hope

I can't wait till next wed - the last day of my exam

Well, after that it is like continue my old days as well

Gonna miss them

How good if they can be your family forever :/