Y

"Hard Work win Genius"

Although it is like a definite lose war

because the enemy is too strong

and our own troop is too weak

but you can do a lot of small things which leads your troop has a higher chance of winning

-quoted Y

It is 3am and I don't feel like sleeping :/

Tomorrow is my exam

Excited or Nervous?

Understand

Parents couldn't understand their what their child thinks
Ironically, a child couldn't understand what their parents think too


For once
I was dashed with the thought of earning as much money as I could
Maybe I should consider study a job which can earn a lot of money :/

The old me thinks that money is not so important to me

Maybe I have now evoluted to your world
I remember that time I couldn't understand why money is such important to you all
Now I think I get it.
Perhaps what I am upgrading?

I remember you said
When one is more mature enough
He can visualize the future
Perhaps more than twenty years?

"make sure you're perfect before marriage "


What I think just now is too repay her kindness
Maybe you think that is not worth as she is paid to do so
But she is more than what she is


How I wish time can accelerate to the moment I want

Being independent
Working with my own bare hands

blank

I felt blank
Monday is my first exam and you now telling me try to relax?
I can't, I am sorry, I lied.

o's Hypothesis,
There is a reason behind a person's lazyness :)

How I wish we can be in the same university
Th moment I decided to did what you did
everyone was like giving me negative mind-sets of it
Anyway, just let it be :/

One day we will be busy with our work
and it is a forever GOODBYE

I hope I am luckily by the following two weeks

Future

Today, I wasted my time again
I did nothing
I just don't feel like doing anything

Had a talk with a friend, a friend who really can get along with me

What is future?
Can you imagine when we meet after 10 years?
You said, maybe that time I was studying and working, having a house and a car, and a wife who is pregnant!
I can't stop laughing!

Imagine your close friends are leaving from you to pursue their dreams
The feel that you once look at them small then suddenly grow to become a mature adult
And looking at them getting married..
How would you feel?
Well, I might as well felt dismay to let them go.
How bad I am :/

If you really know your target well, life would be easier.
It is like during the 5minutes reading time, you already can see the answers.
And after the reading time you just need to find a correct space to write them down.

Everyone's aim is the same
Is just like same experiment but different conducting way..

Life only begin when you are in uni and when you get married.

Chaos theory state that a small change in parameter will result in a small change. However every some cases a small change can cause a big change!

Future is chaotic

Frankly speaking, I do quite excited we meet after 10 years.
Who knows how we will be?

最近

最近读书还挺累的
是累还是懒？

我完全没考试的心情，怎么办？
明知道自己心里有目标
却还不努力？

眼看自己好像离目标越来越远

让我温馨的是妈妈
看我读书读到很累 食物都放在我旁边
我想 自己太投入了 没注意到
累的时候 看到 还挺感动的
一杯橙色的萝卜汁和一块cheese蛋糕 足让我感到温暖
我还记得妈妈临走前 我都没看她一眼说再见
好坏

那天Y还告诉我怎样算ATAR
我还真的 什么都不知道
只会想得浅。。
问我一大堆问题
你觉得你这样做值不值得？
你觉得你现在你可以拿到多少%....
怎天就是问我那些让我stun的问题 =w=
有一个人讲我读书是 fat mong！ LOL

我知道自己逼切需要多少
但 为什么又自己发霉了？

关闭自己
是自我安慰？

可能我现在跟Y他们去midvalley看戏会考到更好=w=

好羡慕统考的，明天就考完了！！羡慕死了！

Angeline告诉我一句，" You believe it, you see it, you do it"
Still old Angeline :P

昨天为desire946的东西忙
好怀念那个感觉
嘻嘻

考完试了
我告诉自己要有一个不一样的我
或许很想去一个没人认识的地方重新开始

啊

我在某角落写的东西被你看见了 .__.

还全部留言==

status

What's your intention of posting that status?
Craving someone to concern about you?
Or you just want to make me feel bad?

A status which just open for four of us?
What do you want to say?

I am not that kind who like to ask people questions
If you want to tell, just tell..

I am tired of living in the world where you exists
I am tired of being you friend

You do not know how much scratches you did on me
In the end, I will felt sorry for you and regret of saying things I shouldn't say

Thanks
You took away my mood now

Promise

It is a promise between us
Oh wait! It is a task or a promise?

I don't know why
I really felt like achieving it

You know me well, huh!!
It is a way you designed for me to let me study?
Or just for yourself?

Anyway
one day I will achieve it
And tell you the secret code ;)

It is a hard task but still I really want to try for you :)

I know this is the only way to help you

I hope

although you always perform well than me no matter what :/

Everyone must gah Yao ah!!
7days left !!

Knowledge :/

To understand the knowledge is hard.

Well, I am learning.

like this

so true

HAHAHA
hope so, temporally :/ 

Thankyou

I was damn touched when you said that..

For once, I felt warm

Well, I don't know what happen to you
Chatting with me unlike your usual way
Motivating me? Comforting me? WOW!!!
I wasn't quite used to it :P

Anyway, I knew that the fact and truth
Should start planning and WORK HARD
as you mention many times to me ==

Eventually I disappointed you :(

Being Motivated?
hmm
Just a bit (maybe just that sentence) :P

Although is impossible, I feel like giving my best shot! Can I?

You are always helping me
I am not that good or smart you know?
Don't overestimate me
I feel bad

For months,you don't know how grateful I am.

I am glad you shared with me.
I clearly know that now is all depend on myself.

Life is full of surprises, you said.
Well, I got much surprises which I don't ever want.
Perhaps this time, can I get what I want?

I am always scared giving myself hope and later on it ends up being bubbles.
Maybe that's call expectations? -_-

There is only one week left?
What will you do?

Telling myself to overcome the pressure and just work for it just this few days..
After then, I am free :))))

Thinking of my life after exams..
Looks full !

Anyway, I wrote this post to remind me of what should I do during this period..

Lastly, I Love you always as a friend :)
Thankyou. <3

念

今天天气凉

正如今天的心情

毕竟还是想念着

糟

糟透了。。。

A day

Recently, I don't have mood in doing stuffs :/

I felt that my soul had been taken away

As usual, I went to Miss Janeki class in the morning

I don't know why, every talk between me and her is like she always has something implied to me

She is a teacher that can look through students problem I think

I felt that she knows what I am frustrated with

Asking me not to be negative ( I didn't tell her anything ) O.O

She inspired me with some world news on the newspaper

Studying and learning is different ..in fact, we are always on the wrong path :(

There are many things in the world you missed

The world could be horrible and exciting ..

Many people do not think deep when reading..ex me -_-

On the second thought, I felt damn tiny after hearing all those stories, after reading those heart-wrenching stories

I like the feel which you are full of knowledge

I know that besides studying there are still many thing waiting for us

Realizing that I brought your soul with me

It's all your thoughts but not mine originally

Deep inside your heart, is this the you?
Or you just act to be just closer to the line?

You clearly know that no matter how you work, you wouldn't know the dark side, the side of MOON

For instance, I though of doing more meaningful things after my finals better than thinking nonsense here..how stupid I am..how weak I am

There are people outside can strive stronger as we think, far more than we imagined

What am I doing here? self complaining?
Letting people worried? When can you grow up?


you told me the world you imagined (TRUE WORLD)
I believed
you brought me out from my naive world
The world which I used to belong
Where happiness is always with me
I tried to change you
I don't like to see sorrow behind you
In the end, is only me who hasn't wake up..
Is reality man!
I am too noob


"Ignorance is bliss"
Miss Janeki taught me this xD

Well, I totally agreed this..
it's better to not knowing as you might be happier

But is happy really make you survive in the society?

Yet still I prefer knowing the fact.. The TRUE WORLD!

life is deceiving..everyone is a good actor

Even the friends you are close to are all actors (is normal )

You won't know throughly a person, maybe just 5% of a person

"Miss frog, I would like to catch you to exposed to the world.."

I kept laugh
Reminding me the name you called me :D

I knew deeply

lost

Sitting together

But no words are spoken

I never felt that odd before

Since when we are like strangers

I don't like the feel

Especially those you was once close to you

I tried to convince myself not that it is your personality being cold outside but eventually is hot on the inside

I still believe that this is the you I had known

Life in Taylors gonna end soon

Is like going to say forever goodbye to some of you

Or maybe after ten twenty years we meet again or never

WE ARE NEVER EVER GETTiNG BACK TOGETHER - Taylor swift <3

就这样

就这样我们 一天一天不说话

就这样我们见面也不微笑

就这样我们当彼此是陌生人好了

那该多好

早晚都要习惯 分开的感觉了

毕竟让我分心的、在意的 是你的存在

我想读书了

Why can't

Struggling for hours on the same page
I felt stupid
Always think nonsense stuffs

why I can't just don't care too much
Or don't give a shit on it

Why I can't

坏

我知道我很坏

一直拖

总是会莫名的伤心

我很害怕

没想到我在xx写的东西你们都看到了

真让我懊恼、还以为没人看

我不希望你们担心我

我知道自己的问题

不可能解决的、因为他们会一直滚来

如果人失忆了，会怎样？

< 2

I am glad to received texts from you
You never know how much influenced your text are
How much value your words are to me

I am happy to know I am in your heart
No matter how long you are always in my heart too :p
I am gonna miss you :(

Well,
those days I really think too much
I felt like nobody wants me :/

Maybe I was being too selfish or what

Looking your smile at far away

I am glad that you found someone can make you smile again :)

I LOVE YOU < 2 da

;D

I was so moodless yesterday
so many things which I haven't completed yet

Instead I choose to go to bed :D

Indeed I had a fresh mind and a calm heart to do it :)

Shocked to see you staying up so late night
well, I wasn't in a good mood yesterday
Maybe I did something hurtful :/
I hope you understand
I think you will :)

I know you are better than me
I know there is always no worries for you
like my mom said,you will evolved it
when tough gets going, going gets tough
In the end, I am the one who think too much and did not do well
There is still a huge difference between us 

Don't know why 
I just hope I can help you
but eventually I can't help anything
I damn really hope I have two brains and two heart like you !
Then maybe you might not suffer so much

感人

埃

看了你的blog

看了你post的videos

真的很感人

没想到 简简单单的短片 我会流泪

它唤起了以前曾经坚持的我

曾经做到的我

曾经熬过心理战的我

这些日子的却冲淡了我的记忆

我忘了 我也有那个时候

我忘了

现在 就那么容易被打垮

那些日子算什么？

还有一个月就考试了

在坚持吧

读书读着会情不自禁地想念你了

我的歌声里

没有一点点防备
也没有一丝顾虑 
你就这样出现
在我的世界里
带给我惊喜 情不自已

可是你偏又这样
在我不知不觉中 悄悄的消失
从我的世界里 
没有音讯 剩下的只是回忆

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里
你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里

还记得我们曾经
肩并肩一起走过
那段繁华巷口
尽管你我是陌生人 是过路人
但彼此还是感觉到了对方的
一个眼神 一个心跳
一种意想不到的快乐
好像是一场梦境 命中注定

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里
你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里

世界之大 为何我们相遇
难道是缘分 难道是天意

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里
你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里

你存在我深深的脑海里
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里






总是很喜欢这首歌
当你介绍给我，我就爱上了它的歌词
不知道为什么

不吵不闹
让我感觉活在自己的世界
我喜欢 ：）

夜深人静

夜深人静
自己好像又想多了
本来还以为自己过得很充实
那一切都是自欺欺人
安慰自己的话

为什么
说好不上网的嘛
为什么去上网呢
还看到让自己伤心的事

当初说好一起
现在感觉你好象放开了我

我出出的在为你想
感觉我又做多余了

在加上这种情况
我没心情了

反正 现在有我没有我都没差了
好傻