As usual i almost dozed off during church service today.
however i remembered one thing.


"Never Been Unloved"
Thats the tagline for year 2007. LOL.

GRRR, my brother wanna snatch computer with me again.
hahah.
my left hand is kind of swollen.
ahhhhhhhhhh
swollen.
swollen swollen
stupid mosquitos

& i wonder, holidays are for us to rest and to catch with with school work
WHY MUST THE SCHOOL GIVE US ALOT OF HMWK
I AM LIKE SLEEPING AT 2AM IN THE MORNING
AND WAKING UP AT 7AM

TORTURING!
haha but i still sleep in the afternoon!
my sleeping time is so irregular.
when sch start's i guess it'd worse.
hahah
.......................................

zzzz gonna dozed off.
going to church.
i missed cell today,
cause i was doing newspaper article no.3
hais.

my cousin! SHERILYN SIA! HAHAHAHAHA <3 <3 <3 cousin! hahaha
it was nice hanging out at your house with cheryl and pei jia the other day!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaa! they are so funny !!! & i copied chinese from them! hhaha Sec2 hcl peopel are so smart. hahhaha.Guess what! they are doing the same 5 sets of chinese paper as us!
speaking of that.. i am down with 2 zuo wens, 1 newspaper article, phy and bio tys and 2 composition.
&&& with just one day to complete!

ps : Laviniaa! i need my papers backk urgently.. LOl. XD

i promised isaac ang that i would post sylvester up on my blog. haha. i wont kill it (: LOl.

cousin again. heheh (:

enough of silly photo blogging.
hahahaha

how how how
i am left with tys to do! bio chem phy
hais.

& 4 compos & two compre for chinese...
i am so sick of chinese. hahahaha
i cant even bothered to countdown to 2nd jan.
cause the digits just keep getting bigger and smaller overtime...
i spent my days unwisely!

& i didnt grow tall but fatter during e holidays.
hahahah
nevermind i am gonna jump JUMP JUMP ON THE TRAMPOLINE OF COURSE. BUT I'LL DO THAT LATER. SUPER LAZY.
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
gonna do 4 newspaper articles later.
& maybe geog too.
feeling so dazed. =(


fat girl says bye bye.

FAT AUNTIE <3 NIECE JANELLEEEE!

stupid act cute but not nice face.

...............nvm.

:D

cousin.

i eat apples everyday... (not exactly) :D

Testing out camera.

auntie valerie, niece janelle , auntie rachel.
argh. i am only 15 going on 16.
i do not want to be known as an auntie
i am only 13 years older than my niece. arghhh!!
i am not an auntie.
aunties are 40 years and abv!!! ahhhh!
i am like so young la..
i can boast about this. lalalala. you cant steal my youth .....! heheheheh!

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh dont we all look different? HAHAH
we are blood- related. hahahaha.

How could i forget this...

Thanks jessica for lending me your other handphone when i've lost my hp that time , but the keypad got problem! really appreciate it.
Thanks shelyce for the samsung phone!! hahaha (: thanks for lending me for a few months! hahah a
really appreciate it and will return them to you all when school reopens!
hahah eh shel! i will always remember the light flashing when there's a text. haha soo cool lehs
too bad now the phones dont have such a function. Dont know why cant part with it. xiang yi wei ming le (: (: (:

LOl there goes my nonsense again. hmms
what are best friends for?
they are like so nice people
i <3 <3 <3 3 love 0'7 & 4 love 0'8

I GOT A NEW HAND PHONE! very average. hahaa. there's no nice phone right now.
but i really need one. hehehe :D
i am dismantling it right now.. trying to take out the SIM card and microsd card. hahaha for fun.
guess i must be crazy...
hahaha
oh i got my sim card out(:

and i do not need to get contacts for 1yr8mths. because i bought 6 boxes and got a few spares at home (:
was given two pairs of acuvue define to try out.. (the ones that enlarges ur pupils by alot? )
bet shelyce and baiyu gonna laugh..x)
OHH BUT ITS ONLY FOR TWO DAYS! i am trying it out for fun only!!! hahaha.

... gee i spent alot yesterday...

& one last note,

I DONT HATE ANYONE ANYMORE.
HAHAHA CAUSE...

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS! ?

IS................

"NOT TO HATE ANYONE. EVEN IF THE PERSON HAS DISAPPOINTED ME"

....Zzzzz


finally!
yay! i am gonna celebrate!
i have growwwwn up!
no more a little girl
no more childish
HHAHAHAS!
u cant make fun of mee!
wheee!
crazy val!

lalalala

byes.

choir bestiezsx. hahaha. choir would be boring w/o them !
ohh yay! my blogg revived. (((((x

Went out with Lavinia! hahah (: my long lost best friend from primary school!
i remembered when i lost my hp sometime in july , i panicked because all of my contacts that i have accumulated in my SIM would definitely be gone. So i was really upset cause i dont know how to get those numbers that i have accumulated since primary school.
hahaha , i used to think writing diaries are dumb. But hahah i found all their numbers inside! (:
Yeaps so we went vivo. Both of us have to be back home by 6pm. Our meeting time was 12pm but i was 20 min late. so sorry for that!! hahaha! Wanted to watch enchanted. But.. no more le... =(
I am like so sick of town already. So going to vivo felt great!

Vivo stuffs are so expensive. i only bought a top from there. LOl.
heheh :DDD
HANG OUT SOON LAVINIA! IT WAS GREAT GOING OUT WITH YOU!
hahaha i keep laughing. i dont know why. hahahahahaha
evenn over the slightest thing!
hahaha went out with jeanette the other time, i was also laughing for all the wrong reasons! hahahahah! (:

BUNNIES! THEY LOOKED LIKE THE ONES I SAW IN ARCADE. HAHA SOOO SWEET.

Today hahahaha.

HAD A BUSY AFTERNOON & not wanting to elaborate.. hahahaa
well after that wendy and me went for dinner with her parents. At the 24hr coffee shop somewhere around j8.

Gosh, this keyboard is hard to type....e one i used to use is screwed up.
hahaha continuing my story...
There were bands playing in the open field. Some were pretty good actually. Singaporeans are IMPROVING HAHAHAHA!
after dinner we went shopping , & of all places we chose J8! THE PLACE WE ALWAYS HANG OUT TGT AFTER SCH! heheh.

I bought a pair of heels , well they dont look exactly like heels. i dont know how to explain.
It cost me a blue $ minus one purple $. Guess how much? lol
hahahahhaa.
Wendy bought a nacho's tee! hahah
So in total we spent way more than $50 and we just got ....
a ten dollar gift vocher.
so stingy mans. hahahaha..hahah (: jkjk.


12th dec will be going out with jeannetteee!! hahahaha yay!
time files doesnt it.
hahaha.


ooohh i miss swing.
no one would always go with me to swing!! hahaha
so on friday i went to jog. hahaha i seriously need to lose some weight. hahahaha. i eat alot in the past. so yeah. haha.
&&&&&&&&&&&& i FOUND THE SWING IN THE PARKKK
& its empty.
so .. i went to play. kind of silly though....
as the swing oscillates, (dont know if this is the rightwordtouse)
i thought of many things...
Like..

Was i making the right decision in life?
I really dont know. My mind's in a whirl.
Am i on the right path?
How was i wasting my holiday away?
What am i doing with my life?
Who were my true friends?
Why am i hating her so much?
Why do i even hate people?
Why am i procrastinating
Why do i spend money like water & not save it.
Why ! !!?
&&& alot more.

& most of the questions that i've been pondering about is still unanswered.

ARGH.
so irritated.
all i have to do is to remain calm, and pretend nth has happened.
tough life.

YESTERDAY.

I received my HANDPHONE BILL.
Its really silly.
Cause my incoming call is 66min
BUT MY OUTGOING CALL is way more than my INCOMING CALL!
& my texts was near 2000.
In the month of october it was 2335.
i didnt have a counter in my phone like i used to so i cant control my usage.
hahahaah.
so, my dad wanted to suspend, but not cut off my line. AS A PUNISHMENT! as i sorta broke my promise!!!

BUT HAHAHAHAH. THE PERSON DONT LET MY DAD SUSPEND. CAUSE ABIT MA FAN!
HAHAHAAH

okays..
then. the next day...
my dad said that i should get a new phone..

I WASNT HAPPY AT ALL.
BECAUSE... I WANTED TO WAIT FOR CYBERSHOT K850I 's price to fall
so that i can buy it at a reasonable price with a renewed two year's contract.
My previous phone was bought without a contract.
$700+ & within a year, i lose it.
pathetic huh.
so my dad said that he would not get me a veryy good hp during my school days
as i am such a forgetful person
oohh wells.
HAHAHAHAA

soft toy so cute. lublub euus! hahaha (:

eeee fringe... =(

Playing with the effect (:

MESSY ROOM (: =X

i am having moodswings everyday. is the weather at fault?
i feel likeeeeeeeeeee a spare tyreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
SPARE TYRE!
SPARE TYRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING IS ATTACK ME IN ALL FOUR DIRECTIONS
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

just like the someone who tagged
yes indeed i admit that i dont have many close friends
they are even lesser than my 10 fingers for good friends
close friends are lesser than the fingers on one hand!
should be my attitude at fault la.
i am fed up.
bye.

JOGGING ALONE IS SO FUN.
HAHAHA.
-.-

FRINGELESS!

PREVIOUS FRINGE!

POUTS! now my fringe is out of shape! all because of boredom! hahahahahahah! i went to cut!!! slanted fringe. LOL

IF forgiving others is difficult, forgiving ourselves is even harder. Many people spend their whole lives punishing themselves mentally and physically for what they believe to be their own shortcomings.
It is always OUR CHOICE whether we get on with our life and live in the now, or whether we chain ourselves to grudges and upsets of the past.


YOU HAVE YOUR BRUSH AND COLOURS.
YOU PAINT PARADISE, THEN IN YOU GO.
LIFE IS HOW WE MAKE IT TO BE.
THE CHOICE IS IN OUR HANDS.
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAA!

bored bored bored..............................................................................

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

FAKE MONEY.






THAT STUPID PAST HAS BEEN HAUNTING ME
IT MAKES ME HATE YOU MORE EVEN IF I TRIED NOT TO.
I AM SO SORRY FOR THAT.
CAUSE ITS VERY HURTFUL
I WISHED YOU KNEW,
(:

ATM MACHINE!! ( used to replace the word spare tyre)
HAHAHAAH
SO TRUE.
LEARNT THAT FROM A FRIEND.
PEOPLE DRAW MONEEY FROM THE ATM MACHINE WHEN THEY NEED THEM
BUT WHEN THEY HAVE ENOUGH MONEY
THEY DO NOT NEED TO GO TO THAT ATM MACHINE
PUT THAT IN FRIENDSHIP,
DOESNT IT SOUND LIKE YOU ARE BEING MAKE USE OF ALL THE TIME?
PEOPLE COME TO YOU WHEN THEY ARE SAD, ANGRY OR IN NEED
BUT WHEN THEY HAVE THEIR OTHER FRIENDS OR COMPANY THEY WOULD NOT EVEN CARE ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL.
HOWEVER, TIME AND TIME AGAIN YOU WOULD STILL BE THERE FOR THEM
BUT I GUESSED I AM SO SICK OF IT.
I REALLY NEED TO VENT OUT ALL MY ANGER.
I AM FEELING SO SICK OF EVERYTHING
I JUSTTTTTTTTTTTTT WANNA BE LEFT ALONE SOMETIMES.
I AM TIRED. LEAVE ME ALONE!

OH YEAH AND YOU! stupid witch is a FILTY FLIRT! hahahahah
and also go around breaking people's heart!
omg . thank god you are not my friend to start with.
IF NOT I WOULD BE GIVING YOU HELL!

i am disgusted by you.
argh why do i always see you damn face everywhere.
lalalalalalala.
cursing you has no point.
i am gonna take care of my health like what coussie said

&&&& SMILE

IT HELPS YOUR BODY TO PRODUCE MORE SEROTONIN! , the happy hormone!

&&&& PLS DONT THINK THAT I DONT KNOW WTH IS GOING ON
THERE IS FRIENDSTER AND BLOG AND WHATEVER!
HAHAHAH THEY ARE NOT RUMOURS, FYI!

i hate you.

i dont mind giving all this up hahaha
hahahaha
i dont care anymore
i am becoming heartless
i am gonna let you have your way
i am gonna let time heal my pain
and yeah, i really dont bother about anything
cause i dont wanna be hurt.
i am gonna live my life happily
you cant ruin it for me
i really dont bother if......................................

stupid slut! why did u have the rake up the past ! why do u have to ruin everything. WHY WHY WHY! TIME AND TIME AGAIN! you keep ruining it.
YOU WITCH! witch! WITCH!!!!!
WHY CANT YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS INVOLVED IN MY LIFE?
WHY!
WHY DO I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE!
I WISH SOME PERSON WOULD CRUSH YOUR BONES! AND YOU WOULD NEED A WHEELCHAIR!
NO ONE WILL DONATE OR PITY YOU.
due to my religion!!!! i am supposed to love my enemies! AND TO SHOW UNCONDITIONAL LOVE NO MATTER WHAT. hahahah BUT YOU ARE THE EXCEPTIONAL ONE!!!!
YOU ARE A SHIT! NOT A HUMAN! I HATE YOU!
****!YOU!
hahah ps : its not a vulgar word.
and guess what? we have the same religion!
Does this make it more obvious that it is YOU?
OHH NOO! hahahaha there are others who have the same religion as US
shall not name who you are. BUT. you jolly well know this in ur freaking heart.
YOU ARE A DISGUSTING STUPID ACT CUTE SHITTY FACE BITCH.
I WANNA STAB YOU WITH POISONOUS KNIVES
HAHAH NO ONE WILL EVER HELP YOU!

I DONT LIKE YOU.
I HATE YOU.



ps! YOU WONT EVER KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
BECAUSE I AM GONNA SHOW YOU HYPOCRITICAL FRIENDSHIP!
ITS FAKE!
I AM GONNA TREAT YOU AS MY FRIEND.
but deeep inside my heart , i really hate you!

you know we wore hats to plaza lehs! believe mahs?! LOL!

wheee!

zheenn (:

i've got bad aiming! arrgh LOL!

valerie and wendy

jessica and hui yun!

zheenn and val