LOLS..
alrite tt's like VERY long..
but i guess it dun reali matter anyway..
=)
and so my darling is going thru his BMT now..
and he will be finishing it NEXT WK!
holy sh!t i cant believe it..
aft sooooooooooo long!
but aft BMT, still got unit posting..
and it will truthfully end in 1yr 8mths..
cant wait for him to complete and we will hv more time tgt..
my nephew is already sooooo grown tt i forgot how many months he isssss.......
let's see........
8mths gg 9mths in DEC!
n i can rem the day when sis wen to give birth and how tiny he is..
lols..
work............
hmm...
was supposingly in oncology general ward setting..
but for e past 3wks gg to 1mth, me and another fren was posted to HighDependency..
reason was cux 2 staff nurses went for adv. dip..
and inside not enuff ppl.
so unluckily both of us were "selected" to go in...
SAD LA!
when sister ask me how is inside, i told her " can i come out?"
and she replied "Huh? What did you say? I've got selective hearing."
i've asked other seniors (at least more senior than me) hw long they've worked inside, and is it like they voluntarily go in..
bu nope..
sister told them 3mths.....
but 1 of them had been there for gg 2 years....
i seriously have a bad feeling abt this..
=.=
nonetheless, seeing patient recovering when u seen their worst state is reali contenting..
BUT i dun think im up to the HD standard and i wan OUT!
soooooon in 1 mth's time will be my 3rd year with darling..
threeeeeeeeeeeee yearssssss!
like woah!
hopefully i will get off on tt day and darling too will be able to..
but its a freaking monday......
shags..
in love for 3yrs but im not tired of it..
though sometimes e quarrels are v irritating and make us reali sad, it somehow will bring us closer..
i hope n pray tt this love will not die off..
cux i've been having nightmares abt it.......
f*ck...........
anyway, xmas is coming soooon
and i've decided to get gifts for e 4 wonderful frens who went thru the tough PRCP tgt with me..
hv not yet decided wat to get for them though...
and gift exchange is set on the 17th Dec...........
=.=
in my ward we are suppose to draw lots as to see who u hv to buy a gift to..
and i got this person whom ALL of us, if not MOST of us hate.........
and i've got no freaking idea wat to get her..
darling says "aiya jus get her tt one la (points to ferrero rocher) then write "From: Anonymous" then ok liao lor"...
sometimes i feel tt NS had made my darling to be someone who jokes more n lame more..........
hahahs!
lazing at home todae..
then it will be wed, thurs and then FRI night i will be able to see love agn!!!!!!!
HAHAS!
now tt's the motivation...
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 1:13 PM
UPS!
so MANY things happened...@ work AND within my personal life..
lols..
a v cute patient was admitted VERY sick BUT she was discharged to DPH quite well..
=) though i miss seeing her smile every morning when i ask her "Auntie, ho bo?"
but im glad she's d/c.. even though its to DPH..
i hope she will enjoy her last days with her family..
have been attached to our FAMOUS ward clerk for these past 4days, tmr will be the last..
abit dun bear it cux of WORK STRESS but lols..
i wanna change job lehh..
ward clerk is SOOOOOOOO easy once u get the hang of it..
but NURSE is NOT..
and i DUNNO why i still see sooooooooooooo many students arnd.....
if i can choose agn, i wun treat my O's as childplay..
and i might be doing wat i like now..........
=.=
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will be gg out with RABIAH, GRACE, SHARM, YUMEI this sat!!
so excited as it will be our 1st time gg out TGT!
hahas..
and from dunno-each-other till PRCP-mates till colleagues till noe-each-other-better..
how nice!
hopefully even if we are not nurses we will still keep in contact ya babes..
and then tmr MIGHT be gg to cousin's child's bday celebration...
abit hesitating if to go or not..
hmmm......
17th and 18th is CONNIE FOO's bday celebration.....
promised her to go and i had bought her PRESENT!
im sure she will love it..
and its quite ex ehh..
but it will worth it if she likes it..
=)
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saw a fren's FB and her pics.
i jus cant stop feeling and thinking "y is she such a BITCH?"
and i dunno y her gd fren can maybe treat it like nth?
so DISGUSTED!
bitch......................
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darling's at gym......
tt boy......
=P
gg to go makan le.....
makan makan makan!
Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 7:33 PM
Authentic
got a SCARE from sis saying tt my le pliage might be a FAKE............then i was like thinking, HOLY SHIT!
i paid $250 for it ehh...
then v kan jiong wen to find out the details and see how to differentiate btw a authentic and a replica.................
and the results....................................
ITS AUTHENTIC!
phew........
those who are thinking of getting it shld also learn to differentiate 1st b4 buying...
if not, kena a replica and paid so much for it will reali .............................
anyway, jus finished 2nights..
was ok and had another cycle nxt sat n sun, which means my pay will be more...
heh heh...
waiting for my NTUC fairprice plus card so i can start saving liao...
=X
will be off for FOURDAYS!
=)
shall be loving it...
=D
Friday, August 07, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
LongChamp!
sweet, and i reali bought it at takashimaya...wanted red but jus nice saw a auntie carrying red one, so i gt abit ..........
and wen to paragon, oni saw beige and navy blue which is not tt nice..
so i walked from taka to paragon and back to taka...
its not far but the weather is sooooooooooooooooooooo hot!!!
and in the end i bought the purple one..
=)
i haven seen alot of ppl carrying purple YET..
so well, =)=)=)=)=)
wanted to buy ralph lauren's polo tee for darling..
but he say too ex...
hmm, it is ex for a polo-tee..
but its nice..
and btw, it costs $199 if im not wrong...
and there is still more ex one..............
i dun mind, because you are worthy of it.... =)
shall consider agn.....
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junjun has grown bigger...
in size and age..
haha..
and he is loving the song 'Incy Wincy Spider'!!
which i used to LOVE when i was still young...
=)
how cute and i reali wonder why he will smile when we sing
"Incy Wincy Spider........."
hahas...
tmr is work agn.............
oh gawd.............................
Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 3:34 PM
back to the place where i can VENT all frustrations and angers and whatever at work!hahas..
seriously, im too used to being at the female cubs..
and i gotta take the male cubs ytd and today MORNING...
was so damn damn tired that i skipped dinner ytd and went to slp str8...
and todae AM is no exception too..
and colleague commented that it's like a hospice there...
i jus feel =.= man...........
and wat she say was true...
i wonder how nurses at hospices cope....
and i reali reali dun wanna hold on to this job despite the pay and its a sturdy job...........
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and its PAY DAY!
and when i rch JP to meet darling, i jus went into G2000 as there is sales gg on and a blouse jus hit my attention!
hahas, bought 2 diff. colours of the same design in the end.....
tmr shall be gg to Paragon!
tot of buying LongChamp bag but gotta see e price..
asked grace and she said she bought for $190!
like wows!!
hmm...............
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tmr off!
mon off!
i MUST treasure my off days and NOT THINK ABT ANYTHING WITH REGARDS TO WORK!
HMPH!
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shall be meeting the girls after SOOOOOOOOOOO LONG this tues!!!!!!!1
=))
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
HARRY POTTER
AND SO THEY HAVE GROWN UP!
how fast time flies, hahas..
and they are now so handsome n pretty!!
watched Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince with sis, bro and sis's husband just now..
OMG was it cool man!!!
although seriously they missed out alot, and those who nv read the book wun reali understands, its still a gd one afterall!!
hahas..
so many funny scenes, loves, sadness of cux...
and i've waited 2years for this!
and now they are filming for the LAST LAST BOOK!
and i heard it will be split into 2, part 1 and part 2........
grrrrr...
so let's WAIT!!
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july is not a gd month, tt's wat i felt..
so many things at WORK happened, and of cux not GOOD things...
i hope this will stop soon........
finally having my off day tmr!
phew...
i think im gg to get DVT at this rate im working, standing, walking.......
and now my legs are hurting real bad....................
hurhur.....
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hmm......
bought a new phone, again........
and my LG ice cream is less than how many months oni...........
=X
the reason i gave ppl is so O.O that they cant believe it eh..
i told them i bought the phone cux i was stress....
hahas..
actually i like E71, RED!
and i wanted it so much....
and so i bought it, and so it helped relieve part of my stress....
its not IMPULSE SPENDING eh..
its a nice phone to use... =)
and PAY DAY is this COMING FRIDAY!
omg, all of us is waiting for this day..
and i reali hv to open a fixed savings acct...
if not, money earned = money spent....
=X
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alrite, ttime to enjoy and reminisce on Harry Potter ~~~
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Unhappy.
FUCK!!!!!!!todae is not gd...........
haven start work, passing roll call nia, me and my fren kena SHOOT like wat like tt liao..
"We have 9 medication errors till now. And MOST of it are made by NEW girls who are less than 1year old."
AND FUCK! all the eyes look at me and my fren, jus cux we are the NEWEST in the ward..
WTF!
"NEW GIRLS ARE MAKING MEDICATIONS ERRORS!" - is the oni thing they are bringing across..
and this sucks totally when we are not the one..
ok i did made one with my preceptor but we SERVED the meds jus that instead of PRN we picked 2regular..
alrite this i admit..
and i learnt my lesson..
BUT THE OTHER 8??!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
practically EVERYONE is talking abt it and it jus feel so STRESSFUL to even eat at the same table and me and rabs chose to go down to hv lunch instead of buying back..
now all is having the impression that WE are breaking the record..
WHEN it is NOT TRUE!
so much abt "we are not blaming, we must all learn tgt" stupid shit..
in the end, they are making us feel guilty for things we haven't done..
they can continue being like this, its ok with me..
i can leave anytime..
but i wun now..
cux i believe its not all OUR med errors..
and tell me, WHO NEVER MADE MED ERROR?
dun forget ur roots and where we all started..
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gonna watched HARRY POTTER & HBP next tues!!!!!!!!!!!
WOW!!!!!
although there are alot of bad reviews for it but heck..
i love HP series..
=)
but hv to admit the current director is lousier compared to the previous 2..
hmmmm.......
actually our ward gt free tiks on 28th july for us BUT with this kind of thing gg on, how to watch tgt??
haix....
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i nid a listening ear and understanding soul....