I think i should learn not to take peoples so importantly.
I should not have place them first in my life.
I should not commit myself too much into something or to someone.
If only i had done so...
i wouldnt feel so pain.

I begun to dislike things i used to like so much.
This isnt what i wanted for the beginning...
I ... am lost for words....

This special day10062008
& even this30032009.

I feel that this time is for real,
no one is gonna attempt to make the other stay..

293,our last day.

I am afraid you didnt know,
i am serious from the second i agree to be with you..
I already changed quite alot since we are together.
But i guess you didnt know.
I loved you so much all these while...
And i had promised myself to make you my last.
But i am afraid i have to break the promise.
Goodbye my love.

Maybe i am not good enough for you.
Maybe we are no fated together.
Maybe we shouldnt start at all..
Leaving all these painful memories....