Now that my last and only had also gone.
I am left alone.
He just don't understand how much i love him.
He just don't believe i am true all these while.

Am i wrong for wanting more care from him?
I admit i am wrong for shouting at him for not helping me to carry the tray.
But i did it because my hand really hurts..
I told him i scald my hand...
He said.. I don't know mah, also you nv tell me you want me to carry
I told you not for anything else but i want you to care for me )':
is it wrong?
I nvr hate your friends!
I just dont like them to appear at the wrong time,
when i wanted to spend the time together with you alone..

Anw.. i know everything is tooo late alr
But still, i want him to know i really love him.

)':
Maybe i am always not being a good gf.
I share bills with him worrying that he will not have money to use.
I buy things he dont like for him..
I promised to change, but i can't and needs more time.
I am no good.

)':
sorry.

Happy 4th Monthsary, Darling!
(: I am really very happy today,
& surprised to receive your gift.
I apologise for not giving you anything.

However, something bad happened too.
I know my temper is not very good,
I am so sorry!
I only want you to know, everytime i say Break..
I really dont mean it.
I really love you alot.
We have come so far now,
I really don't wish anything to happen to our relationship.
I also wont let anything break us up.

& also, I felt really lucky to have you..
You are the first guy who is so true to me
Though you are also the first guy whom we've quarrelled the most.
But you also the first guy that i dont wish to lose.
I love you very much!
Lets stay together as long as we live:D

I requested for 2 gifts - 4th month/Birthday
You said no, but at last you also gave me.
I am really very happy Jerome..
Thank you so much!

Worn out~

Number of days to O'level is decreasing.
It seemed like its just June yesterday.
No matter what, I must achieve my targets.
But i made some amendments to it alr,
because i think i should'nt think SO highly about myself
though i am quite confident.

*dont't be complacent* >.<

English - B4
Chinese - A2
Math - A2
Geo/SS - B3
P.O.A - A2
Chem/Phy- C5
L1R4 = 13

The remaining 13days,
less: Graduating.Ceremony1
Birthday celebration1
Birthday1
Remaining Approx.10days! o.0

Hopefully i can really memorize as many things as possible!
Jiayou everyone!

CWQ+JSRL=119days
122days - 119days=3days to 4thmonthsary!(:

Time is short:

08days to Yeming's 17th!
10days to My 17th ! (:
10days to Calvin's 17th! (Same as me)
11days to Winnie's 17th!
11days to Chem/Phy prac! ( FUN)
15days to Chem written paper (Given up)
16days to EL p1/2 ( a lil. worry)
16days to Fionna's 17th!
18days to Geog! ( PREPARED!)( x-cept for Map reading -..-)
19days to Math p1 ( No worries at all )
24days to Phy (Given up)
25days to Math p2 ( Need a lil. more prac! )
26days to POA p1/p2 ( Needa put in x-tra efforts!)
29days to SS!! ( Preparing! )
32days to KYT's 17th!
37days to Chem/Phy p1 ( "di-kam")
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98days to Fatty's 18th! :D