My hubby go japan 9days..
I miss him so much ):

Quiz
1.The person who tag/pass you : TANZHONGXI! ha
2.Your relationship with him/her : MY SON xD
3.Your five impression of him/her : Friendly, handsome, cute, clever, slim (my genes)haha
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you : No father day present!!!!
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you : hahaa
6.If he/she become your lover,you will : -..-
7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be : -..-
8.If he/she become your enemy,you will : lame
9.If he/she become your enemy,the reason will be : !!!!!!!!!!!!!
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : Wait for him to give me father day present first. AHHAHA
11.Your overall impression of him/her is : nice
12.How you think people around you will feel about him/her? : same
13.The characters you love of yourself are : Attitude. HAHA
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are : Attitude-.-
15.The most ideal person you want be is : Slim, tall. Be nicer to jerome(:
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them : Thanks(:

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1)William
2) Angella
3) Zhihui
4) TzyyIan
5) HuiXin
6) Joanna
7) Booo
8) Engteck
9) Elene
10) Germs

1. Is no.6 having relationship? No bah
2.Is no.9 a male or female? jiejie
3. If no.7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing? Haha cannot imagine leh xD
4.What is no.2 studying about? NOT STUDYING NOW
5. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? 2days ago
6.What kind of music does no.8 like? ASK HIM!
7.Does no.1 have any siblings? One Sister
8.Will you woo no.3? Mayb, if i am lesbian
9.How about no.7? NO
10. Is no.4 single? ya bah
11.What is the surname of no.5? Tan.
12.What's the hobby of no.10? She likes japan thing(:
13. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? Yes(:
14.Where is no.2 studying at? BN
15.Talk something casually about no.1. Funny
16. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6? Ya ya haha
17.Where does no.9 live at? Jie fu house
18.What colours does no.4 like? i ask her next time
19.Are no.5 and 1 best friends? friends
20.Does no.1 have any pets? No la
21.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? I sexier
22.What is no.6 doing now? maybe working(:
23.Do u like no. 8? ya see his face will laugh! (:

I felt so really happy today going out with my baby!
Finally he got off from his work and so, we can go out together!
We went to the escape theme park today...
and its really fun.
Though it rains unfortunately 2hours after we reached there.
So we went for a meal and back to the park again!
But we missed quite a few games because the theme park closes really very early.
Afterall, its still fun la!
(:

After that we went to E-hub for the arcade.
waste quite alot of money there-.-!
Spent around $20!
Yea, but at least we won a Jackpot at one of the candy machine!
And baby win me a Tweety Bird:D:D:D:D
So so happy!!
Heeee.

Pictures on the next post ~
Hohoho,
christmas is coming sooon

I love baby!
Bold red represents loves&happiness! xD

My hubby is sick ):

I hate it so much!
I really dislikes arguments with my parents!
Sucky feelings~

Arent i old enough!
I HATE being treated like a small kid.
ASS

Everything doesnt seems right for me now!
Ohmypreciousgod~
1. Broke
2. No freedom
3. No one to turn to

Sigh, forget... it
Have been preparing myself for 'poly' life
That i even neglected that i have to depend on the result coming out in Jan
I have always been very confident with myself,
but not now.
I fear that i will not get results of my desire,
and could not get into the college i wanted...

whatever it is...
I just wanna voice out that
I REALLY HATE BEING CONTROLLED!
No matter who it is.

__________________________________
Anw, just called someone.
He just had a quarrel with his mum over something which I THINK is rather small.
But i can understand him for being frustrated over the matter.
But i cant for his impatient, anger and 'violent'
I know the moment he read these sentences, he will be very angry.
I was once like him.
Very often i used to vent all my anger at others and being not appreciative.
I really feel like crying upon talking to him.
I just wanted a nice talk with him and hope that he could take my advice.
Also that he can calm down.
But i failed to do so.
I felt so sad and disappointed, i guess with myself.
I dont know why either.
Our parents are really very great.
They are the only in the world who will/can give you love and care unconditionally.
And whom also never ask for any return.
Especially our mother...
they gave us a most precious gift the moment we are born.
It's our life.
No matter how painful it is to give birth to you,
your dearest mummy wouldnt mind just to let her precious come to this world.
Try to think back...
When you're young, who are the ones by your side with you no matter sorrows or laughter?
Who are the ones who always carries/hug you when you cry?
some may even say '' my precious, everything is alright.. daddy/mummy is here''
Who are the ones who buy you things you wanted!
Even until now, they are always there for you...
No matter what hurtful things you've done/said to them...
they do no mind and still love you so much.
They are also like us.....
they've got emotions, temper. own thinking....
They might have did something that hurts you,
but they didnt mean it.

Suddenly, i reflected...
I tried to think what it is that my dad do not allow me to stay out late.
It is because i am his precious girl...
No matter how old am i, i am still a small lil. baby girl in his heart..
I felt better now, and my anger is gone.

But still, i want ppl to know that they have to learn to be appreciative of everything around us.
Learn to treasure what you have before it is tooo late.
Dont hate your parents, dont be too late to regret.
We must really consider ourself as lucky.
For instances, i take myself as an example..
I have a bedroom of my own,
while my parents doesnt have when they are young.
I have got all of my desire...
-Computer
-mp3
-handphone
-money
-shoes
-nice tops/bottoms(alot)

Think... do our parents have these in their younger days?
Learn to appreciate them but not thinking that they are not doing enough..
Sit down alone and think through..
you will seee that your parents worked so hard actually just to support the family,
and to provide all your needs.
Yet everytime they came home...
what we did as a child is to make them angry instead of caring for them.

Thats all i can say.
Because i am once like everyone else.
But i am learning to appreciate.
Its never too late to learn.
___________________________

Sorry if i hurt that someone,
and to people who doesnt agree with me.
I can do nothing to change your thinking,
and make it similar as me.

ENJOY~

Blue: peace, tranquility, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order, loyalty, sky, water, cold, technology, and depression.

Black: power, sexuality, sophistication, formality, elegance, wealth, mystery, fear, evil, anonymity, unhappiness, depth, style, evil, sadness, remorse, anger, underground, good technical color, mourning and death.

Green: nature, environment, health, good luck, renewal, youth, vigor, spring, generosity, fertility, jealousy, inexperience, envy, misfortune.

Orange: attention, warm, energy and signals.

Purple: royalty, spirituality, nobility, ceremony, mystery, transformation, wisdom, enlightenment, cruelty, arrogance, mourning.

Red: love, valentines, attentions, warm, danger, desire, speed, strength, violence, anger, emergency exit signs, stop signs and blood.

White: reverence, purity, simplicity, cleanliness, peace, humility, precision, innocence, youth, birth, winter, snow, good, sterility, and marriage.

Treat others the way you expect others to treat you.
Mood: BLACK

P.S.: I know things are changing every second, so are human.

Finally!!!
The 'O' level examination has ended!!
Yay, I have regained my freedom! :D

Outing with Team mates today!
Its an enjoyable day man though our plan actually failed half.
We didnt managed to cycle because it rains the minute we reach there.
But thankfully we managed to play basketball in the night(:
Thats when our team spirit comes in.
Haha!
Seriously.. Its damm fun out with them la!
We had Subway for lunch!
Its simply so delicious!
The day was awesome!

what we done most at east coast park is that we kept on trying our luck on those machines that we can catch soft toys.
Okay firstly i wasnt playing can.
I couldnt resist the temptation of those cute lil. bears.
then i tried my luck with $2.
I am lucky enough to catch one, but not the one of my favour.
I tried another $3 yet i caught nothing.
Okay after lunch, back to the machine.
I promised myself to catch the bear carrying a soccer ball for my hubby,
I another $3 and i was so so lucky to catch 2 bear at a time!!
I gave the baseball one to Sam(:

And the Netball one represents me, whereby the soccer one represents hubby!
Heeeee :D
i am so happy today.
Thanks Mates!

:D:D

The 'O' level exam is ending soon, with the last paper on tues!
haha but to me, it has alr ended..
Okay well, i guess for everyone.
I went out almost everyday after the previous paper,
and i saw my schoolmates everywhere!
hahaa!
Everyone started their holiday alr!
(:

And I need money so badly can!
$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!
haha.

okay nothing else.
I love my hubby so much(:

Finally, the GCE 'O' level is ending so soon.
Two papers to go(:

I think my target of three A(s) is just a dream.
Haha):
I had alot of careless in my math papers and Poa.
The most stupid-est thing in the world is to write '$2400' as '$240'
OMG!

okay.
Many things happened nowadays.
& they let me realised how much i love my hubby.
I can't live a second without him.
I really love him very much.
I am very sorry for all the disappointments i caused in him.
But i really didnt mean it.
I am really trying very hard to change my Fking attitude.
Hubby..

Another serious problem is, my shortage of $$$$!!!!!
I seriously need a billion.
HAHAHA
To fulfil my great dream of walking into LV wearing singlet, boxer and slipper.
And then grab whatever i eyed for.
Because i had the money in the whole world to buy everything i want.
This is my dream.
HAHAHA no la.... this is what i wanted to do after i achieved my dream.

Firstly.... I aimed 15points and below for my O' level result.
And then proceed to SP's business faculty.
Secondly... After getting my diploma Cert...
I wanna interview for an air-stewardess job.
I wanna work as an air-stewardess for around 2-3years.
Thirdly... be a sucessful business women!
I wanna be rich.

Now that my last and only had also gone.
I am left alone.
He just don't understand how much i love him.
He just don't believe i am true all these while.

Am i wrong for wanting more care from him?
I admit i am wrong for shouting at him for not helping me to carry the tray.
But i did it because my hand really hurts..
I told him i scald my hand...
He said.. I don't know mah, also you nv tell me you want me to carry
I told you not for anything else but i want you to care for me )':
is it wrong?
I nvr hate your friends!
I just dont like them to appear at the wrong time,
when i wanted to spend the time together with you alone..

Anw.. i know everything is tooo late alr
But still, i want him to know i really love him.

)':
Maybe i am always not being a good gf.
I share bills with him worrying that he will not have money to use.
I buy things he dont like for him..
I promised to change, but i can't and needs more time.
I am no good.

)':
sorry.

Happy 4th Monthsary, Darling!
(: I am really very happy today,
& surprised to receive your gift.
I apologise for not giving you anything.

However, something bad happened too.
I know my temper is not very good,
I am so sorry!
I only want you to know, everytime i say Break..
I really dont mean it.
I really love you alot.
We have come so far now,
I really don't wish anything to happen to our relationship.
I also wont let anything break us up.

& also, I felt really lucky to have you..
You are the first guy who is so true to me
Though you are also the first guy whom we've quarrelled the most.
But you also the first guy that i dont wish to lose.
I love you very much!
Lets stay together as long as we live:D

I requested for 2 gifts - 4th month/Birthday
You said no, but at last you also gave me.
I am really very happy Jerome..
Thank you so much!

Worn out~

Number of days to O'level is decreasing.
It seemed like its just June yesterday.
No matter what, I must achieve my targets.
But i made some amendments to it alr,
because i think i should'nt think SO highly about myself
though i am quite confident.

*dont't be complacent* >.<

English - B4
Chinese - A2
Math - A2
Geo/SS - B3
P.O.A - A2
Chem/Phy- C5
L1R4 = 13

The remaining 13days,
less: Graduating.Ceremony1
Birthday celebration1
Birthday1
Remaining Approx.10days! o.0

Hopefully i can really memorize as many things as possible!
Jiayou everyone!

CWQ+JSRL=119days
122days - 119days=3days to 4thmonthsary!(:

Time is short:

08days to Yeming's 17th!
10days to My 17th ! (:
10days to Calvin's 17th! (Same as me)
11days to Winnie's 17th!
11days to Chem/Phy prac! ( FUN)
15days to Chem written paper (Given up)
16days to EL p1/2 ( a lil. worry)
16days to Fionna's 17th!
18days to Geog! ( PREPARED!)( x-cept for Map reading -..-)
19days to Math p1 ( No worries at all )
24days to Phy (Given up)
25days to Math p2 ( Need a lil. more prac! )
26days to POA p1/p2 ( Needa put in x-tra efforts!)
29days to SS!! ( Preparing! )
32days to KYT's 17th!
37days to Chem/Phy p1 ( "di-kam")
.
.
.
.
98days to Fatty's 18th! :D

Quarrels are there to strengthen relationships.
After a quarrel everytime, let me know how important are you to me.
Also, let me know how much i need you.
&let me learn to treasure you more, baby.

I love you

yo..love you so much!!!

Jerome is here

77days together baby!(:
I love you so much.
heh!

O-level is just 1month+ away,
But i know, i am still not prepared.

ANW, PLEASE NOTE THAT..
I WON"T BE BLOGGING IN THIS PERIOD,
UNTIL O'LEVEL ENDS!!
(:

PMS~

Sigh.
C5? Expected.

I love Jerome Sern!
I really really love Jerome Sern alot!
I really really love him!
I can't live without him!
He is mine forever!!

He is the only one i love!!
I swear.

I used to look forward to weekends, but not longer now.
I am awaiting for the month July to end!
I wonder if Melissa had helped me to update my Time-in/Time-out correctly.
Sigh, PayDay!!

We had been quite peaceful in the first month dear.
Why isnt the second month the same?
Why are we quarrelling almost everyday?
):
Sigh, anw..
Jo had brought up another issue recently.
Yea & i strongly agree with her.
Okay, almost everyone agrees.
She is the number 2.
I wonder why is she acting like this,
or is it what she borned to be?

I just want to make things clear,
that J is mine.(:
heh, loves2

Please don't be so petty okay!
I know you will read this post.
Be more mature okay!

Hate tml, needa work):

Happy 1 month together baby!:D
hehe, thanks for the meal & present.
I love you.

Getting sick of schooling & working at the same time.
But i have to persist.

FUCK is the only word that can describe my feeling.
I guess sooner or later i won't be able to take it anymore.
H I S N U..
):

Tml, my first day of work at Giordano.
I know that this is really an important year for me..
But i believe despite studying in the morning & working in the night,
I can achieve good results in GCE O'level.

However, I fear a little.


There will be lesser time I can spend with my family & friends.
Also lesser time for Jerome.
Sigh.

yay!
I've got both my Belly & Smiley pierced!
So happy.
I really feel so happy that my shuai ge nvr angry le.
heeeheeee xD

(: I love him so much so much so much.
Happy 2 weeeks today!

We're having youth carnival tml,
crossscountry & water soccer.
HAHAHA?

okay night.
(:

I feel really bad & sorry.
I really love J alot.
I am sorry to lie again & again to him.
):
I don't blame him for being angry at me.
But believe me one last time okay,
I really really won't lie to you again.
I am really sorry.

I B. I Am T. This T.
Because I C. When I T. I Am G. To L. You
I L. You, R.

Hey told you, imma bitch.

N. I L. M. N. BF!

So, will you believe now?

I love J. alot(:

Freak. My brother reformat the whole computer system,
& there goes all my pictures and documents.
F.

Replacing Jas for work at BG later on at 6pm.
How boring.
But for the sake of the 30 bucks.....
Pathetic uh.

Yesterday we went celebrate belle's bd,
firstly we had movie 'the happening' at Cathay.
The ending sucks like crazy man.
okay, secondly they went MOS burger for dinner.
& lastly erzi's house for cutting cake.
I felt really stupid for finding a $1 coin like as if $50 is missing.
HAHA, you guys must understand..
I am really broke to an extend that i had to do that.
HAHAHA (:
I love my friends.

Bye.

Had my Navel piercing just now, on my own (:

I am impressed by myself of my piercing skill.

HAHA!

Mood: Contented!

NIGHTS!

Today is 100608 (:

Hopefully I am not A- positive.
Haha

My family & I went to Mount Faber for the bridge again for this week's family day. It was really a fun experience. We walked such a long distances & reached the Hortpark located in South Singapore, linking Telok Blangah Hill Park and Kent Ridge Park. The place is really a nice & awesome place. I am sure you will not regret visiting the hortpark.
However, it is really far to walk there from the top of Mount Faber through a few connecting bridges. Unless you are driving.

We went out in the noon & return home in the night at around 8pm. I went running below my house & came home with bad headache & aches around my neck. I knew.. i am having fever for sure.
I felt so super shag that the next day is the day i always looked forward to, the sentosa trip with my classmates!
Yet i was having fever. I prayed that i will be fine & it will not rain the next day.
I had 2 panadols & went to bed at 12pm after doing everything.
I was exhausted at that time, but i just can't get myself to sleep. & i rolled for 2hours before i fell asleep.

& today, the sentosa trip!(:
I am recovered from fever of course & the weather was burning hot!
Haha, I had fun!
I love having outing with my friends.
Slacked after everything at usual place(:

Certainly, everyone is burned.
haha!

1. Who are you chatting with now? Human being

2. What you want the most now? Everything

3. What's going to happen tomorrow? Stupid work at night

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes? Hating someone is tiring, so what for.

5. When do you wish to die? When its time for me to

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Duhhh

7. what impossible things would you wish to do? Change all bad ppl into good ppl.

8. Do you believe in eternal love? let me experience it, then i will

9. how long is forever? Check dictionary

10. What if your crush asked you out? Haha stupid question.

11. Describe your other half-talented. -..-''

12. What feeling do you hate the most? Being accused deeply/ disrespected

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? I love all my friends

14. What're ya lookin' forward to in the coming weeks? SENTOSA TRIP:D

15. The most important things in your life. ALL RELATIONSHIPS ( E.g Family, friends etc etc )

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you? People I love & who loves me.

17. Do you find life meaningless? At times

18. What have you been searching for all this while? Something to fill the emptiness.

19. List one thing that you're scared of. Cannot get into the course i want in Poly

20. What's your greatest wish? Be forever Happy!

21. Which one do you believe in? FATE or DESTINY? unrealistic-..-

TAG 10 PEOPLE.

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Hols' life is really boring that we are slacking almost every night.
Hahaa, came home quite late yesterday..
yep its relaxing working there yet its tiring.
I love working at Expo more, but i love the pay at ssc.
HAHAH!

okay, today everyone is busy.
I am miss lonely

Found alot of old pictures taken a few years back.
Many memories flashes by,
& i felt really stupid thinking back those stupid things i had done,
for some stupid reasons.
I'm glad am changed.

However, i really enjoy my life in the younger days.
With no much worries.
I remember i used to be so daring.
haha(:
I do & say whatever i felt like,
without thinking-.-
its a good & bad thing.

okay. i think i am studying at home today.
(:

SICK OF LIFE.


After secondary, I won't be able to see these people everyday anymore.
I will surely miss them so much.
Loves:
Elene huixin yuting teri yeming fionna belle Zhihui Germs Jo
Jerome ahboo fook chonghwee Zhongxi ET Mok Shangy Papaya

& CalvinPapa Cyrus winnie jaslyn + T.Huihui!
(:

dear classmates, like Haziq Tatming Junxiong Pres etc..
these funny peepos.
haha!

Mug hard for O.

We're really of different world.
There're always gaps.
You dont know me well,
& you don't know what i like to do.
&& you don't know what i always do.
&&& I am sure, you won't like what i do.
Don't ask me.

I love being with my friends(:
I love T.HuiHui
heh my new stead xDD

Oh my craves(:
Its the best medicine that cure all sickness.

O'level MT, screwed-up.
done.

I love my life this way, being myself.
I am so bitchy like my sisters are.
I do bad things.
ha.

No elaboration.

I always thought this is what I wanted.
But now, I realised it's not.

What should I do?

Weather are really bad nowadays!
I have got headache almost everyday,
due to the extremely high temperature.

Omg, what's gonna happen next?
>.<

5days to O' Mother Tongue,
prepared yet unprepared.
Nights. .

Family day as usual yesterday.
We went to Pulua ubin around 12pm, & left at 2+
I went to meet my friends after that for outing to ECP.
hehs, it was fun.
& we went to vi's house after that for dinner.

As it is a Public hols today,
naturally it became another family day-..-
& we went to bugis area.
Bought so many things costs up to few hundred bucks.
>.<
Having steamboat cum bbq at home tonight
:D yay!
Gaining weight-..-
haha
Byeee

Last day, still it was awesome!
I learnt what is it deep down in my friends,
& know how they really feels.
It was really really a good experience for me.
I seee those rebellious &irritating peoples in class crying,
when dedicating words from their heart to their parents.
I can see that everyone really do care for their family,
no matter how rebellious they are always.
I really gain alot from the 3days workshop,
though i am always dozing off.

Everything is impossible,
unless you put in effort to try it.

-Beliefs
-Expect
-Achieve
-Results

You will have to bear with the pains & obstacles you will face,
& make some sacrifices(:
No pain no gain.


ohya, i dedicated some words to my parents infront of the class.
Though my parents were not there just now,
but i really want them to know that i love them.
I love them so much that i can sacrifices everything for them.
I really appreciate the love &care they showered me unconditionally all these years.
I can't imagine my life without them.

Mummy & Daddy,
i will study hard & work hard to do you proud(:


Besides, i also learnt that there are lots of people out there who are less fortunate than me.
I should learn to appreciate but not to think that my parents are not good enough.
I know i can consider myself as the more fortunate ones(:
I have a loving parents who cares for me, & a ostrich brother xD


Lastly, i really really wanna thank God for giving my an opportunity to apologise to my sister.
I mean sister in school. ha, Through the dedication, i said sorry. I really mean it. Sorry for saying nasty words to hurt you so badly. I loves you so much, & i really do care for how you feel. But somehow out of anger, i did something wrong to hurt you. We always thought we would never be like how we used to be already, but we are wrong. Thank God for bringing us back together(:

I loves you Stella & Fionna.
& of course Jo Germs Zhihui Huixin Teri Yeming Belle etc...
all my friends, i love you!
:D

2nd day of the workshop is awesome man.
thanks trainers (:
though i did not pay 100% attention,
because i fell asleep a few times.
But i really did gain & learn something from you guys.
you guys are just so awesome!
Everything is so awesome!
HAHA!

cried so much today,
in fact the whole class did.
It lasted for around an hour or so.
(: its great.

Commitment: Family & studies.

Though i am lacking of sleeps,
but i know its worth it.
Bye peepos.

Oh, nice & simple blog newly created(:
Start anew! haha,
so. . Relink please!
:D thanks.

Well, today's workshop was awesome.
But only at the beginning..
It started to get boring towards the end,
as the trainer changes after each break.
(: the first one, gary, was damm hillarious.
The others were tooo, but he was more.
Though its tiring to spend more than half a day in the school,
but i believe i am gonna benefits alot from the course.
yea, & i am looking forward for tml's.
Gonna gain alot from the next 2 days with them!
Its late, so i am turning in now!
If not, i will be dozing off tml certainly.
Bye peepos!

& ya, remember to relink!
Nights, with loves.
(: