Brace myself!

In my life so far, I had only cried terribly and hated myself once. And this was in my sec sch days. I rem v clearly in that moment.. i was at home in my room at one corner, crying away because my chemistry exam gt a 49. It was devastating as I had never failed an exam in my life before. I dunno what gt into me becasue i did studied but failed my own expectations. My dad was there to comfort me and tell me that no matter what happens, as long as you tried your best , u will eventually do it. And yes, in the end, i made it and got into my dream junior college.

Now, when theres a first time, theres always the next one. I finally broke down today. Can u believe it? its a friday nite and i finally cried. Today i found a careless mistake that i made and my AM was not too happy abt it. All i can say is, its not a listed co but its a huge monopoly. how the hell can i do it without any mistakes. No matter hw much effort, heart n soul i put in? i jus dun get it. I gotta admit that i am really committed to my job as compared to 2 yrs ago.

I failed myself totally.

Can I face my battle on Monday again? I really hope so ...

Finally

To all my fans out there... wahhaha here i am with the last post for the year.

Going in a few hrs time to Beijing for my annual stocktake. How time flies ... i still rem last yr during this year, i was still healing a broken heart.. so emo when i went over myself and spend my new yr there. But this time round, i have moved on and is kinda sad i gotta go for afew days haha. I hope i am back to celebrate the brand new yr with my super buddies! and of cos.. to celebrate my drunkard fren birthday! hehehe

Right now at this very moment, my sister is croaking away.. her all time fav song " Bei Ai de nu Ren" by Coco Lee. OMG lah.. i gotta like listen to it almost every nw and then. But i thank God for everything... esp for my supportive sister and my suepr buddies who are there when i am so sian and down:)

Life is super filled with ups and downs. Went through so much down this year.. but nevertheless, it made me stronger and more positive. Nv give up when u have a problem.:) My workmate who jus broke up told me this, Weihui arent u worried that u cant be married? arent u lonely since u dont have any partner. Seriously i didnt tot of all these before she mentioned it to me. After some thoughts, i am so glad i am not worried at all! why? and once again thanks to my sister and my super buddies hehe... i think we gotta live life to the fullest and treasure everyone ard u. To my workmate, the ONE will come one day... jus gotta wait patiently for the arrival. Life is all planned out for u:)

Alrite.. so weird i am typing this post.. gotta get ready and go to the airport soon! This life is full of all the downs and i believe the Ups are coming up in the brand new 2010. I wish everyone a happy new yr! Always stay positive and cheerful!!

Love ya guys!!!

Kena shit again this week.

Planning for my own jobs gets pushed further.. mayb needa cancel my 2 wks leave AGAIN.

Call me SHIT COLLECTOR

May day rocks

Firstly, may day concert rocks man.. although the tickets is \freakgin ex but i feel that its all worth it! the songs and lyrics and ppl are all very real and to the heart. i really enjoyed it.. super destressing esp wehn u singing out damn loud and jumping haha.
still rem the first time i went to their concert was when i got this free ticket from alex. Thanks alex,.. if not for tt time, i dun think i will eveer go to any concerts man! haha its jus fantastic and didnt regret it at all :)
While may day were singing some friendship songs... celebrating their 10yr anniversary... i remember that my 2/4 also 10 yr already haha.. wished all of them were there at the concert together man. it will be perfect:)

e audit sucks

very routine work now... wake up training go hm. freaking hell tiring cos nw IT linked with Audit.. super sucks.

i HAte IT ;((


Moody and sian and sad

BUT....... MAY day is here to cheer me up:)

Song tt i like ...

I used to rule the worldSeas would rise when I gave the wordNow in the morning I sleep aloneSweep the streets I used to ownI used to roll the diceFeel the fear in my enemy's eyesListen as the crowd would sing:"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"One minute I held the keyNext the walls were closed on meAnd I discovered that my castles standUpon pillars of sand pillars of sandI hear Jerusalem bells are ringingRoman cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainOnce you know there was never, never an honest wordThat was when I ruled the worldIt was the wicked and wild windBlew down the doors to let me inShattered windows and the sound of drumsPeople couldn't believe what I'd becomeRevolutionaries waitFor my head on a silver plateJust a puppet on a lonely stringOh who would ever want to be king?I hear Jerusalem bells are ringingRoman cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainI know Saint Peter won't call my nameNever an honest workBut that was when I ruled the world(Ohhhh Ohhh Ohhh)Hear Jerusalem bells are ringingRoman cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainI know Saint Peter will call my nameNever an honest wordBut that was when I ruled the world

Leave = no Leave

here i am again with my complaints.... tot i would have 2 wks of leave... BUT.. gotta cancel it due to some training for my upcoming job. WTH la... sigh if i go overseas and dun have internet access how???
Now the shit job has nt ended... emails keep bombarding me. hence the next wk i gonna have a shit hell training till like 6 plus and then follow up with the job.. SIGHHH

4 more days to the end of my leave. so far... i am only enjoying the nite cos in the day everyone is bzbz..so hopefully the upcoming days will be gd.

To end.. HAPPY bday mummy hehhee