It gives us the idea of a man suffering shipwreck. The vessel in which he has been sailing has sunk. He has been plunged into the mighty ocean; and there he is buffeting the waves, struggling for life, panting for breath, and just about to give up all for lost. Suddenly he discovers a rock towering above him. If he can but climb up to the top of it, and get sure footing upon it, the billows will not be able to reach him, and he will be safe.
Fountain Elwin, 1842
I stumbled upon this verse while browsing the endless, random updates on Facebook and it grabbed at me. Perhaps it had something to do with the fact that I was terribly overwhelmed that very moment or perhaps I'm at a point in life where contemplating my next course of action has overwhelmed me.
In short; (whispers) I'm lost.
Been reading more lately since I have all this time on my hands. I guess it's a consolation to know that I don't go through this situation alone. So many 25 year olds have been in the very same situation and have survived! Perhaps I could draw strength from that?
I look at my peers and I feel like a failure again and again. What have I got to shout about? What can I proudly talk about? People talk about progressing, moving forward, taking life by the horns...but I just feel stuck. I look at better job prospects and the constant thought enters my mine - I'm not good enough. I want more for my relationships but am I worthy of it? Confidence - I wish I had you!
I'm still weary and afraid. I need STRENGTH...pleading for it earnestly.
Save me, O God; for the waters are come in unto my soul.
I sink in deep mire, where there is no standing: I am come into deep waters, where the floods overflow me.
I am weary of my crying: my throat is dried: mine eyes fail while I wait for my God. Psalms 69
