I don't know who you are anymore

and a lot of people tells me Change is inevitable

and I don't know what is best for you and me

because I am never what you expect of me

because babe the struggle is real 

and you will always be in my dua for your happiness

Nobody knows. Will ever know.

of how much I miss my dad and how I wish he is around to be my bestfriend, my bestest friend.

To the bestest dad, my only love, I miss you so dearly and I wish someday I'd get to reunite and hold your hand again.

Slow down, humps ahead

Because it's all beautiful when two becomes one. Because the world and everything else feels good, falls perfectly when two becomes one. Onion farts of your other smells like hot swirling bubblegum cotton candy, sewer breaths of your other smells like Incanto Salvatore Ferragamo fragrance. With that, you feel that you're contented but fuck you know, it comes fucking you over.

And over,

and over, and over again dear darling.

Who am I kidding. Who are you kidding. Who the fuck is everyone kidding.

I gave, I provide, I helped wherever I can but is this how everyone respects one another?
Is this how humans are formed?
Be fucking loyal in the beginning and lost everything when you've gained?
Stay and spend your time here and leave whenever the fuck you want?

TO BE F HONEST, I am writing this not to ask for any sympathy, or try to ask anyone to understand this but come on, Im sure it gets to anyone as a human being.

This goes out to anybody of my age, younger or older but just fucking adjust yourself man. Have some respect because Im sure your parents teach you right.

Sekian,
arigato-gozaimashita

That occupied huh. If this is all that is left. If this is what it's written and decided. I'll accept even if it hurts, even if it kills me. 

I miss you. I've missed you.

Ouh?

I've never felt so sad in a longest time before. Go easy dear heart. Humans say the worst words. Go easy now. Go easy. Go easy...