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Friday, November 30, 2007

Got up with at my topmost energy today.
So, went to school to do my exam. It's my last paper for today, I feel so lifted & gifted. Besides this final paper is just colorin right? (objective paper.) So, pressure is not really on top of my head. Just feelings of happy and sad mixed up together.
Did my papers, and waited till the moment 9:24:55 ~ 9:24:59 till the pengawas said,
" Baiklah, masa dah tamat, sila letakkan pensel anda." And that was when the moment when silence breaks with noises of students who's finally free like a bird to flee anywhere u like, cause the world wouldnt care anymore. (maybe for a while till we got catch and kept in a cage again.) So, i screamed : " Arghh! Fuck, i cant believe its over!" You people readin this feel me? lol. Anyway, how can we forget of taking everyone's signature on our shirt? I even got mr.lee (maths's teacher) and peter yee
(sucked pengetua)'s signature on my shirt. Ah, who give two shit? Im not gonna meet them anymore. Not to say i dont appreciate for what they've done for me, but lets look at the future right? "Birds dont look back". Hah!
David and jiro who seems to be a smart ass went at the top floor of the block and threw the chair from up to the ground. Lol, that is what i heard from one of the cleaners on my way out of school. Nah, they're not the worst for most. Got mercun's from mike. Our first primary target was the guardhouse. Hated the bustard ever since he was there. So, just imagine a power of 2 and a half of mercun bola, a bottle filled compact with serbuk where light up and threw to the guardhouse. And 2 seconds later, a big bang sound of boom in the house.! Haha. 2nd target would be the AIA BANK infront of our school. There goes another boom followed by the cars alarm. The guards went out to look at what happened. Haha. Fuck them. So, went to our last target.
Melaka Restaurant and put the last bomb there. From outside of the restaurant here comes the final bomb right at the center of the restaurant. There goes another big bang! Haha.
Then, went home and get changed to meet everyone at mid valley back.
Chilled and hang out till 10pm.

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Crazy dude.

Cheers! Eh apahal satu lagi besar?

The 5n'ers!

Never float alone!

Dinner:

Full

Huh? eh.

Just exactly when i got home Ed & Karen are already there to pick me up. Went clubbin with them at Sanctuary as usual every friday night.
This time scarlete is closed from people simply enterin it.
Entrance: Girls for free, Guys rm 38 if im not mistaken. Balls.
Went to sanctuary and chilled there till late night. Karen met a few of her friends.
This part is scary, we suspect those guys put in somethin at her drink till she got really drunk till dont know who the fuck we are. Lucky we got her off from that place. Sigh, this acts are just puttin down guys more and more each day.
So, answer to wai nee's question. Why on my leg? Actually this has been questioned to me 1 day before i did it. Im not gonna regret for my actions, why i did Saint.Michael on my right leg? This is because we think usin our right brain, and leg represents each of our moves we make. So, i carve him there to make sure he guide me to the correct steps and path im on.
Went home around 5am.

10:57 AM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Letter to my precious dad in heaven.

For 11 years of studyin ever since you use to send me to primary school and visit me whenever you got time, or even giveme the gold 1 ringgit coins to me that ill never use it in school, everythin is finally gonna come to an end tomorrow at 9:25am 30th November 2007. Just as you wished. All the love that you gave me, not even a tiny bit i felt left out when ur back from work every night, to think about the past, i really wish that you would be there for me tomorrow to take me back home just like how you did last time and ask me how's school. But i know, a million tears couldnt even bring you back, you told me to go on. And here i am. A grown up kid, ready to move up to the next phase. I'm sorry that i did not visit your grave this past few years, for i not dare to face you. But today, im ready. I wanna thank you for teachin me what is right and wrong when i was a little seed. Now i understand why'd u have to go. Thats the only way for me to grow up. Im sorry cause i take so long to speak. Thanks for everythin dad. I'll take care of mom and move on.

Truthfully written by Your kid,
Nimrod Mathews.

8:44 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Before shadin.

and its done.

Michael (Hebrew: מיכאל‎, Micha'el or Mîkhā’ēl; Greek: Μιχαήλ, Mikhaíl; Latin: Michael or Míchaël; Arabic: ميكائيل, Mikha'il) is the archangel mentioned in the Book of Revelation 12:7; in the Old Testament Michael is mentioned by name in the Persian context of the post-Exilic Book of Daniel. He is generally presented as the field commander of the Army of God. There Michael appears as "one of the chief princes" (Daniel 10:13) who in Daniel's vision comes to the angel Gabriel's aid in his contest with the angel of Persia Dobiel, and is also described there as the advocate of Israel and "great prince who stands up for the children of your (Daniel's) people" (Daniel 10:21, 12:1). The Talmudic tradition rendered his name as meaning "who is like El (God)(but literally "El's Likeness")" (compare the late prophet Micah), but according to Rabbi Simeon ben Lakish (AD 230–270), all the specific names for the angels were brought back by the Jews from Babylon, and many modern commentators would agree.

Michael is one of the principal angels in Abrahamic tradition; his name was said to have been the war-cry of the angels in the battle fought in heaven against Satan and his followers.

Much of the late Midrashic detail about Michael was transmitted to Christian mythology through the Book of Enoch, whence it was taken up and further elaborated. In late medieval Christianity, Michael, together with St George, became the patron saint of chivalry, and of the first chivalric order of France, the Order of Saint Michael of 1469. In the British honours system, a chivalric order founded in 1818 is also named for these two saints, the Order of St Michael and St George. St Michael is also considered in many Christian circles as the patron saint of the warrior. Police officers and soldiers, particularly paratroopers, regard him as their patron saint.

Roman Catholics refer to him as Saint Michael the Archangel and also simply as Saint Michael ("Saint" is a title meaning "holy", and is not meant to indicate that Michael is a human soul in heaven). Orthodox Christians refer to him as the Taxiarch Archangel Michael or simply Archangel Michael.

So, that's the meanin of the picture, and also the reason why i did it.

References : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_(archangel)

12:17 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007

Blog is reopened for publishes!
Been 1 month since i ditched you miss. Im sorry. =]
For this one month, i finally felt the 100 pounds stress on my head is slightly off.
A lil bit. So, stories?
Did not really enjoy the other night at sanctuary and scarllete.
Was fuckin full all around the club, as they say. It's year-end. Just to get another 10 meters in the club takes about 10 minutes. Worst than traffic jam. Me, Ed & our new family member Karen decided to get out of the club and head back to the car.
Cant imagine how about December or Christmas. Not to mention, New year! So, we manage to smoke shisha over my place last saturday night. Ed started the topic on Ancient Gods, and as we're talkin deeper into that topic, i realised somethin. My faith for existence of God is being stripped bit by bit. I realised, the knowledge of science made me forget of the existence about god and goddess. I wish to get back my strength to purify my thoughts on them just like a small kid beliefs in it. Why do we tend to forget them time by time as we grow elder? I asked Ed. But the answer we're to disappointin to hear. Everythin change as we grow old. We use to play ps2 when we're young, but when we're old, even if we got the time or chance to play it with our kids, we would not. Why? Nah. We're just over it. Most probably they even had ps6 at that time. So, talkin about that, we also talked about the tattoo that we're plannin to carve. Decisions we're made. Right leg would b an angel, and the left would b a devil. The texture of it was so detailed that i immediately fall in love with it by the first time i looked at it. Karen asked , " Why do u do the them on the leg, wouldnt it be a disgrace for them? ". It got me thinkin. Good question. This is what i reply,
'The legs that decides which path u take, every step of it causes consequences. An angel to guide me to the right step, but the devil is to guide me to overcome bad over bad if they enganged on each other. Which also have a secondary meaning, ' I can be good at time's, and bad at time's, depends on the situation'. Right now i have no problems with it on my leg. Except for Ed. Bulu kaki berlambak macam hutan amazon. haha. =P but if ur readin this bro, its not to offend you, but to inform you, no matter what it'll still be the two of us left in the end. It's 3.04 am and i think im gonna get my sleep for that angel to be carved tomorrow. Never again they're presence shall extinct even in the depth of my thoughts. Im sorry.

3:04 AM