`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`
Friday, October 26, 2007
Its 4:01 am and im scratchin my head while watchin my hair fall's and scatter around the floor. Just finished readin Sejarah and i got a few thousand pages more to go for the other 9 subjects. I guess this is my last post till after Spm (Shuttin People's Mental), or mayb my last post for this year. Lol. Lets just see about it later. If im alive, then we'll celebrate it. If not, its okay. Just bring a bottle of all mixed-type liquor for me and just pour it on my graveyard. At least it would be meaningful. I know the way i say it as if it's the end of the world. But i dont wanna take the risk and tell to my kid's later when im old ," I regreted this". So, my internet modem and hp will be given to the highest court judge in my house right now by my own will and own good. Im off to battlefield. Till then, sayonara.
Anotherdayindblock continues..?
4:10 AM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Slamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my friends whos celebratin it. Sorry if i did not get to wish ya'll directly cause mostly you guys ditched me in KL. So, end of the holidays is here uh. It can't be helped. My efforts need to be 20 times of what I am doing now. So far, holidays isnt that fun due to this one thing called Spm. I been thinkin what to do after Spm, I have alot of choices but this we're my priorities. 1st ) Continue my studies under Laws / Mass-Comm / Journalism. 2nd ) Do my own business. God knows what. My mom told me to do what i like. She did not meant to say that she dont give two shits about me already, but she know, it's pointless to send me to do something somewhere in the middle of nowhere but end up not happy about it. Cause we all heard about the story about this one kid before,: "He was sent to study and become a doctor. But he insist on studying art. So, not to disobey the dad, he just continue his studies under his dad's order's. And after 6 years , he came back and the dad was so proud of him. This is what he said exactly the day after coming back to Malaysia. " Dad, i brought you my certificate, i already did what you wanted. Now, you can keep that certificate but im gonna study for art's, Goodbye". The dad end up dyin out of heart attack. Pain isnt it? Forcing someone to do something they dont like is like feeding a baby with dog's food. If you lurkers get what i mean. Anyway, not much pictures during this Hari Raya holidays. But i got a few that might pick ur attention.
On a mission for " Guiness World Record of Minesweeper Flag All Boxes Open Championship! ". Started from down to up, left to right with Sis Cath.
Used our bomb's for the final boxes left.
Opened all till here.
Current stats is this.
Down to 6 boxes. Sis cath leadin, if she opens a flag we she'll win which also means we failed to open all the boxes.
But... thank goodness she opened a non-flag box. Which means continue for me x)
At last, all boxes are opened ! Mission accomplished.
Pictures by Sis Cath. Credits goes to her. =)
Only did 2 amazing things so far this whole holidays. Ate at sushi king this much? If its considered AMAZING. Lol.
And took a picture of my stinkin feets. Wuu. haha.
3:46 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
I met him in a basketball court 2 years back. I heard about him before, through some incident which dont ease both of us. Me and him never liked each other. But to say, its weird we hang out like brothers we've known from the last generation at the first day. The first day we got to know each other, we hang'd out at his place. Even helped me out on my hair during some event in assunta which me myself can't even remember. P/s: That school forever got something to do. Lol. So, since then we got to know each other better day by day. It's surprising to see we both have alot of things in common together. Then, got to know Phillip too at the same time. Isnt that close to him, but we still treat each other as brothers. Share problems together, go to the club together, fight together, and also run in the rain together! I remember I was there with you and your family during your 18th birthday, and so do you on my 15th, 16th and 17th. But today is your 19th, i know just by treatin you shisha and dinner over my place isnt that much to repay for your brother-ship treatment to me. But at least let me say Thanks for everythin you've done for me. Also sorry i could not join the vodka cheers at your place. We both we're bz. Anyway, dont'chu worry about all the trouble's your having right now. You know you always got me at your back just like how you covered my ass when I was dealing with a few coward bustards last year. Dont you ever forget this, family member will always be one, brother's too.! You know i will deff-jam for you. Haha. Happy 19th Birthday bro. Soon to be a 20 kiddo. We're old now! Cheer's!
As we vow to ourselfs, BROTHERS FOR LIFE. =)
4:22 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I might not get to wish you this exactly at 12am dar, but that does not mean i've completely forgotten about you. This isnt just sweet words that comes from me, but ever since the first day i met you, I felt this karma connection within you and me. It's like a deja-vu. Im sorry if i have been hurtin you all this while. You've thought me the real meaning of appreciation and true love. How i wish you were right here for me now. Among all the 8th month's together, it was my happiest moment in life that i ever had. You also closed the open wound from my heart due to that 5 year old incident that gave trauma to me. But lately, i been realisin that life is so incomplete without you by my side to support each of my actions. See, being a second with you means alot more than living in this world for a million minutes. Happy 8th month anniversary and soon to come. Also, may the hater's find the screw's to their brain.
I heart you. P/s: I also take pictures of you secretly. Boo.
1:23 AM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Yeah you right. Rubbishes. You got all your rights to fight against it. Me and her. But all you can do is watch me and her unbreakable. Im not goin back even if i could turn back time. Im gonna show you. I dont need to fight to get a right. I wanna love her. Im not gonna let you step on it anymore. And if your scared with it, pray, go to church, or call the nurse if it hurts to find out me lovin your sister. Shoot me down if you want. But facts remain immortal. Your the 30 year old woman who knows more than God himself right? So, pay attention. Listen to this question, if its a mission for the passion, then where's the conclusion hipped beneath the interruption? Not to mention, what's the lesson? Id rather be Nim myself than a fake guy to win your heart. cause if i do, that isnt him right? Put up more pressure, we can take it for sure. =) your not even in my position, dont act like you know triple shit. Sue me for this post, ill have no hesitation to face the court. And if your readin this, wake up. Your too arrogant, if i did the right thing at the wrong time, when would love be the right time? Put this into you, LOVE ISNT A CRIME. I wouldnt be born without my dad lovin my mom right? And probably, this post wouldnt even exist. Common, focus on reality, your too controlin. And dar, if your readin this, i want you to know you, you made me found my soul in this lost mist. It was a neverforgettin life journey to meet you. But there's just bumpers on road each time we go. Hang on it. There'll b a road without bumper's one day.
1:23 AM
Friday, October 5, 2007
A few days ago while im chattin with ... uhmm. Oh, ya. She wanted her identity to be kept a secret. lol.
On msn:
blob~ says: aiyor ....u give the fish eat ur left over dinner oso d feler will eat la
blob~ says: especially the haruan
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: im gonna bug you frm now on wei
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: askin advises for fishes
blob~ says: ill let u talk to my mom then
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: but if u give wrong advise, ill sue you!
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: lol
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: leftover dinner
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: wanna con also got limit la -.-
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: i not kindergarden student
blob~ says: hahha...serious...that stupid fish throw what oso will eat 1 lar
blob~ says: HAHAH...
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: your talkin to the future president here
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: bleh :D
blob~ says: ...PUHLEZZZZ ARR!!!
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: haha
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: k wait lor
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: wawasan 2020 i suggested to dr mahathir
blob~ says: but if ur fish die cuz polluted water + ur saliva....
blob~ says: dont blame
blob~ says: me
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: after wawasan 2020 they goin to do wawasan 3030
blob~ says: he is out of politics la MR...
blob~ says: its that skinny feler now
blob~ says: i forgot his name
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: ..
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: badawi.
blob~ says: OH YA
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: fuck you la
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: lol
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: dont know current prime minister name?
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: what the fucck
blob~ says: anuar badawi
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: u seriously duno or u saja?
blob~ says: no that sounds wrong
blob~ says: i dont remember his name
blob~ says: i noe who he is
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: my god.
blob~ says: ABDULLAH
blob~ says: THERE!
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: kids this days.
blob~ says: shuddup okie!
blob~ says: his name is abdullah badawai
blob~ says: badawi*
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: badawai
blob~ says: yesh correct..
» Ńıм <3 Bw. « (F) says: my god.
blob~ says: EH ENOUGH LA
blob~ says: silap type cannot izzit..
blob~ says: u damn mean la
This person dont even know our current Prime minister name. Plus, spelled it wrong. KIDS THIS DAYS. Pity you niaa. ( =P + -.-' )
3:56 AM
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Today as i scroll down in my inbox msgs i found this old text.
Definition of Globalization: Princess Diana an English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, followed closely by Italian paparazzi on Japanese motorcycles, treated by an American doctor using a Brazilian medicine. This message was created by an Indian on a Chinese phone, smuggled by a Pakistani and read by a Malaysian.
Lol. =)
2:57 AM
Monday, October 1, 2007
It's Sunday. 2 o'clock in the mornin. Or should i say, monday. It was SUPPOSED to be holidays but no. Exams. All because of who else if isnt my fucked up principal who's too selfish and think we're robot's that dont need cooldown. Kay, *puts down the karangan book* and get back to the keyboard.
I got lotsa pictures for today's post. Friday went to aquaria in klcc with my love <3 , hang'd out with her. * she got me hypnotized the whole day.* oh ya, i got back your smile that u left there. =P
It looks small in this pic. But the actual size is almost half your body. Imagine yourself.
The shark's in the tunnel.
Sayang said: "Eeee. You ugly one". 0.+
This a big one. Nice to cook! Lol
Big coral's. How much they spent for this?
Jellyfishes. Blue and yellow. Add together can produce purple.
And at the end of the road, Findin nemo.
I had a great day with her. =]
Meanwhile in the evenin. Nim said to himself. " I gotta stay at home and study man. " Right after that, got a call frm Ed. Ed: "Bro, where you? lets go out! I so stress man." Nim: " Malas la, i wanna study. Unless you come all the way frm ss3 to Cheras," Ed: " K deal, Go change. Ill b there in 15mins." Nim: "Dont want la, i wanna study." Ed: "Fuck you, im comin." *hang's up*. Nim: zzzz to myself.
WE went to the club straight. * AND I PROMISE TO MYSELF NO MORE CLUBBIN ANYMORE TILL I FINISH MY SPM".
Reach there, we go bang bang boggie. But dar, if your readin this. Im loyal to you. =)
See, i went gay on that night just for you. haha.
Then outside.
Candid.
Now we got meditation style on the road.
Wasnt possin for myself. But the glass im holdin.
Upclose at the glass. Toast for it ! haha.
Got home around 6am I was the first to be in the lrt. ><
Reached home at 7 am. Then thought could get some rest throughout the day. BUT NO, till 9am. Phone rings with that suicidal. How i wish to go suicidal cant even rest! Aliff: Weh, aku kat luar umah ko nih.
And highlight this too, IM GONNA LOCK MY HOUSE AND WONT PICK UP YOUR CALL IF ANYONE IS COMIN OVER MY PLACE AGAIN. Lol. So, thats it for September. Stepped in to October.
Special events comin soon: Another 17 days for our 8th month anniversary. Another 4 weeks till SPM. Another few hours for my 2nd round trial exams.