`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`
Saturday, August 25, 2007
There are thing's which best to do nothin rather than tryin hard to do sumthin. Being paralyzed is much better than gettin tired tryin to walk so far. It's like the poetry says, 'Why are we dyin to live While we're livin to die? ' As if the world cares for a soul. See, no matter what you do, everythin would end up with the same thing. A deep cut. I aint no missionaries to change the world, although i tried so hard, the society is still blind. Today im against the society, Tommorow i would be against you. I would change the world after i get up from my Ghetto dreams.
Im on a break till i get clear of my path. Till then, no more updates. Teardrops.
11:52 AM
Friday, August 3, 2007
I hope this would make me feel better. This past few days i been thinkin about sumthin i done last time which gets me to sleepless nights. It was 1996, i was a small kid. Probably i dont even know how to spell strawberry that time. Walkin with my mom back home from somewhere which i couldnt remember. I was at the roadside with my mom when i saw a tnb box. I was too itchy to bang it. Then the whole road. probably the town got blackout. i hold tight on my mom till a few seconds later i heard sumthin. my mom rushed to the roadside when she saw someone lyin on the road bleedin. she said i saw it too. but i cant really remember. It was because of a car speeding when he dint see the bike during blackout cause his lights are off. till the ambulance came. Although he was someone who i dint know, i felt sorry for what i did . Fuck ! Everytime i look at the mirror this days, i see a murderer. Now i know why i cant sleep on that night and lately. Im sorry, i realised i did alot of mistakes to alot of peoples, but if only i could rewind back, i would take away this pain in my heart that makes me wonder life everynight. I wanna change and pay for the bad things i did cause i believe in karma. Thanks to everyone who gave me a 2nd chance. And sorry to those who i hurt alot. Includin those whose in the cemetary right now. You're always in my mind reminicin, dad. Im sorry for everythin and ill make sure that this is my last sorry for i shall not hurt your soul anymore thy there's no forgiveness for myself if i ever do so again.