The Psychotic ;
Nimrod Mathews.
Born on 16th June 1990.
Hometown, Labuan.
Lived In KL since my childhood memories.
18 this year.

loves.. ;
My baby dar, family member's, bro's, homeboys, & friends.
Also chocolate cakes &
graffities.

Unforgettable Moments.. ;

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Talk 2 Me =) ;


Link 2 others.. ;
~+ Aaron +~
~+ Adila +~
~+ Bee Sim +~
~+ Boon May +~
~+ Carina +~
~+ Catherine +~
~+ Cheryl +~
~+ Chin Choa +~
~+ Christina +~
~+ David Tan +~
~+ Dionne +~
~+ Francesca +~
~+ Lynnett +~
~+ Mei Hsuan +~
~+ Mike +~
~+ Nezz +~
~+ Olivia +~
~+ Pei Szan +~
~+ Quinee +~
~+ Sarah Ann +~
~+ Sarah Ong +~
~+ Shivani +~
~+ Tanusha +~
~+ Warren +~
~+ Xin Yin +~
~+ Yeehooi +~
~+ Yee Lyn +~
~+ Yin +~

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Previous Episodes.. ;
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008


Special Thanks.. ;
Font: Dafont
Image: Adobe Photoshop
And the people who inspired me in my daily life.

Contact me ?
Msn / email:
nimrod.mathews@gmail.com

Designed by ;
`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`

Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Karma is Theosophy. The cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation. It's a fate & destiny. The good or bad emanations felt to be generated by someone or something. Anythin Good or bad comes for a reason. But the damn thing is..
How can we know what we did in the previous incarnation? Now, a person is affected by the society surrounds him. Plus mostly, the society right now are just selfish. No one ever thinks for others. And everything could be destroyed just because you envy me, i envy you. For me, i dont believe in humans. Mostly, they judge people by looking at the person's personality. This is karma's formula = if your rich, they come with you, if your usefull, they walk with you, if you shine, they stick with you.
Sorry if i get emo in this post, but try to think about it. Isnt life sad?
The person u know, used to be with you, all of sudden gone? Im still trying to get over it. If i had God's handphone number, i would call him and beg him to give me back that person. For 5 years, my mind is confused, but tonight, ill end this confuseness. Ive got my mind set up.
I want to try to fix everythin right. For this life, for my next reincarnation if God gives me another chance. I dont care about what people says about my previous deeds.
Its just me fixin my own life. Mind your own business haters.

11:19 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Okay okay. Im updatin it now.
Been really buzy with exams. Kawan kawan semua macam dah lama giler tak jumpa.
Everyones buzy with this and that with their own stuffs.
Im also not used to it with typin on computer already. Rasa kesengalan. haha.
Anyway, exams finished last friday. [ practically, were havin Est on monday. but wtb, its over! lol.] I got 1 week more till have to really focus on my studies. No outin, no clubbin, just studyin. fu-yoh. i know that wouldnt sound like me, but thats what my heart says. lol. Will b havin camps soon. This days, it's so hard to even get a time to relax and not worry about anythin. Ader jer masalah.
Anyway, updates.



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A night at 'The Sanctuary'


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'Kanak-kanak riang lepas exams'


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Gabenor Negara pun shisha? fu-yoh.


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Wei wei.. rileks arr! Gay ker nih?


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Kami pun nak bergambar..


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Alamak! Salah masuk.


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Camera Memory: 1 left.


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D'tro. We're out.

8:47 AM
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Million people walked in our life.
It's like a wishing star, only one could make ur wish come true.
I feel the presence of you although all the memories are buried in this solitary mind.
Afraid to reminice, givin myself a million reason why im still here.
Bleed, tryin not to show the blood.
Maybe the only person who could understand myself is my inner soul.
If love's a reason to get hurt, then why do i look forward to see wether the person is there tommorow? It's a cursed penitentary life, like a fairy tale in this dream.
Curiosity leads us forward, to see something we dont want to see and although we know it aint there we still look for it hoping theres something we could see.
pity, its a reality, complicity makes us loose focus on life.
The will to live wealthy, pray to god everyday hope he would give us signs, to achieve somethin not eternal. My vessel streams of mind is confused.
Refuse to feel being used in this life of mine.
I need my friends, but they're blown in the wind.
All i want is something eternal, not immortal.

9:35 AM