The Psychotic ;
Nimrod Mathews.
Born on 16th June 1990.
Hometown, Labuan.
Lived In KL since my childhood memories.
18 this year.

loves.. ;
My baby dar, family member's, bro's, homeboys, & friends.
Also chocolate cakes &
graffities.

Unforgettable Moments.. ;

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Talk 2 Me =) ;


Link 2 others.. ;
~+ Aaron +~
~+ Adila +~
~+ Bee Sim +~
~+ Boon May +~
~+ Carina +~
~+ Catherine +~
~+ Cheryl +~
~+ Chin Choa +~
~+ Christina +~
~+ David Tan +~
~+ Dionne +~
~+ Francesca +~
~+ Lynnett +~
~+ Mei Hsuan +~
~+ Mike +~
~+ Nezz +~
~+ Olivia +~
~+ Pei Szan +~
~+ Quinee +~
~+ Sarah Ann +~
~+ Sarah Ong +~
~+ Shivani +~
~+ Tanusha +~
~+ Warren +~
~+ Xin Yin +~
~+ Yeehooi +~
~+ Yee Lyn +~
~+ Yin +~

[ Want me to link you? Leave your name and link at tagboard. =) ]

Previous Episodes.. ;
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008


Special Thanks.. ;
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And the people who inspired me in my daily life.

Contact me ?
Msn / email:
nimrod.mathews@gmail.com

Designed by ;
`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`

Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Time's up. Lets close this.

I would love to take this opportunity to Thank everyone and i mean every single friends, enemies, homeboys, readers or even if ur just a parasite suckin blood out. Dont worry, i forgive you. But do forgive me if i ever insult or hurt anyone directly or indirectly. Anotherdayindblock brought me up when i was down. Bloggin is just like masturbating. The posts are my cums. Ha, thats the only way i can describe it for now. Say, thanks for the support guys, Im all out.

Blog will be completely out by 1st april.
btw, Happy 1st year Birthday.






They said God has a plan for everyone.
But tonight I discovered my own plan through kamikaze and karma.
Fight in what u believe even if its ridiculous, u'll succeed tomorrow.
-Nim-

8:24 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
It's been a while since i had the time to click on the button "New Post".
And without coming to my realization its already end of the march.
On my mission this month I had two choice.
To have a quick successful mission but with a long term pain, or
a late successful mission with less pain? The choices are yet undecided. Haha! But i wish for both!
So far, in my working days i've learnt alot about rich peoples. How they act, and how they treat the others down them.
Lets press the "Rewind back" button and go back to time. Ill make it short.
In beginning of the day, went to a house to fix the paintings that the customers bought. Their house look exactly like sunway lagoon with the big stone behind their house, bigger itself than their house. Had some problem while fixing it by myself but managed to get it in time. In this day, their husband bought it, but the wifes were at home. So, u know how aunties get fussy when it comes to bitching like a bitch. Though we had some problem finding the first house, we still find it, and thats the cause for our lateness on the 2nd house. But as i was told, they wasnt expecting us for a fixed time, we reach there at around 4 or 5 if im not mistaken. It was told there we can come after 3.30. So, what the fuck? And there me and a few other people got fucked.
Lady wife: What the fuck took u guys so long? Ive been waiting since 2 o clock and u just arrive now? Put the paintings there and get out of my house. GET OUT!
I cant stop smiling cause that bitch look so cocky with her madface, yet i managed to control my temper by smiling hoping i wont fly a punch to a lady.
There, ive never seen such people before. Yet, ive learnt to keep my hatred for this type of people.

If your rich doesnt mean your the richest.
If you have power doesnt mean your the most powerful.
I spit on people who dont earn money from their own hardwork. yet, think they've gone through hell. Lunatic motherfuckers!

8:20 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Okay, ill extend this a little bit. im actually lazy of bloggin about my life now but i was touched when mike asked me ' so, u gonna delete ur blog soon? ' thats not the part, its this part that i was touched ' sedih la, i check on ur blog everyday to see if theres any new post.' 'i love reading ur post' did u say that? whatever, ill add that up too here. haha.
anyway, i rechecked my 1st post, it was 27th march. i got it wrong. lol.
so for now ill continue a little i guess.

Todays topic. Elections underscore politicians.

Some people asked me, who do you support? .. I keep quite.
And the other day the cab driver was talkin about an opponent party which he thinks is so good, but still i keep quite and listen. I cant even sleeep at night cause the bikers are honing around while bringin flags. And u can also read on the web publishes alot of this. i dont really read emm, but i heard it from my friends. In my own opinion i think all politicians are just the same. they end up greedy with powers.
People who support the others mustve get paid too. Without money, no politics.
The other day in the lrt i overheard a women talkin to another guy. It goes sumthin like this; ' die tuh melayu, boleh la, orang support'. Sumthin sumthin.
Then it got me thinkin, if they say malaysians are one just like
'One for all and All for One' then i think the malaysian government should change the Ic detail from Bangsa: Melayu/Cina/India to Malaysians. WE should just forget about what races we are and that would close the gap between us Malaysians that have been occuring for 50 years.

7:34 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008

[Click the play button by urself if u want to listen this. Dont be such a bumpass.]


Happy 1 year anniversary dear. And they said we cant make it.
I know i've done some part wrong where i cant be forgiven. but yet, u still forgive me even if i was to followed by the devils to commit sins. I can be very hard headed for you to be with me, i insist on knowing everythin to make sure that u never feel down. I kick those asses who're rude to you, and yes, i still remember when there was once a guy said somethin to you, but i dint want to let him go. But you insisted on lettin him go. Yes, im a devil that hunger for love. Cant get enough of your love, im addicted to it just like an alcoholic hunger for drink, a madman hunger for love and yes im the drug addict that hungers for your drug u supply me. Just as our song said, u picked me up when i was down. If your readin this right now, id just want you to know that im so glad knowin someone as precious as you. Everytime when im alone, ill just look at our pictures we took together, it'll give me strength for the day up to the next day even when im strugglin here in the block. I can't imagine life without you. It's like the world without sun, the heart pumpin without blood. Yes, i hope u feel the same way too. I cant continue here cause so much i've got to say if its about you.



In appreciation of your presence, not even the sweetest word in world could be compared with you. Your more to a cure to cancer, and ill love you till the ocean dries up.


(Im sorry if it was too late if this post were supposed to b here.
I just want this to be on top before i put this blog to sleep.)

2:47 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sometimes i can be over emotional and turn my back on God,
but still i wont forget the reason why i did my tattoo.
Im sorry.

10:54 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
It's a normal thing for me to be awaken by the shock of nightmares that never stop for this past years. Was it because of my neverendin thinkin of my plot on how to get rich?
Last month isnt as much of that old feeling coming back to me, but now i feelin it back. I'm feeling back the presence of the pressure to struggle and escape from trouble. I'm still in the state of denying God. Not the time yet, God knows.
Lately ive learnt the true meaning of deep pain. I drink to take this pain out,
ive tasted a bullet of rice with my tear, i've learnt. LEARNT what i was supposed to learn before it was said. And yes, it was done for the mercy of love.


Also, congratulations to my brother who moved to another level of my respect.
Dont let others take it from you.

11:33 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Good luck to all the new bloggers. :)

If Only Blogging Were Easy…

10:52 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Have u ever seen a faggot who have a long nose just like wayang kulit?
Haha, i do! Just right before work. The situation occurs somewhere, somehow miracly.

While Mal is cleanin somethin outside;
-Mal is one of my workmate, last day on 18th, quittin to continue study.

Fag: Hi, u ni Mal kan?
Mal: Ye, kenape?
Fag: U kenal tasha? (another fag). U pernah buat projek ngan die kan?
Mal: Butoh kau.
Fag: *while opens his/her's jacket, u can see a tube.
You tak terpikat dengan I ker?
Mal: !@#$%^&*()
Fag: You habis keje kul brape? I amik u jap lagi.
Mal: 8. (padahal 7) Dah, bukan ko ade kerja ke? Blahh.
Fag: Ok, i jumpe u jap lagi.


I was just about to enter work when i saw that.
Scared of the incident, i was entertained when Mal explains the tensed situation.
Adds Mal; "Ini muke cam chibai, kalau muka cam Pamela Anderson ker, Paris Hilton ker, boleh i terima lagi."

Later then at 8, the fag came again, while i was talkin to one of the customer,
He rushed in with a high pitch of voice " Mal mane Mal?"
Scaring others. And me TOO.
Me: dah balik dah.
She/he/the fag: *Looks sad*

Thank God its ur last day Mal,
or not, i wonder whats gonna happen next!
You get a blowjob, or you'll do a blowjob? The question remains mystery. Haha.
All the best in ur studies, hope to see you joining back so we can bomb that fag.
*plays track 28 in ur cd* HAHA.

10:08 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Jeng jeng Jeng Jeng!
You peoples must we wonderin what i did for valentines?
Jeng bang gang dang jigiejang, nothin special.
All i did was work, stone at my workin place, and maintaining my gay reputation.
I can see alot of couples out there, especially the girls holdin flowers gifted from their guy. I dont fancy Valentines day. Not a special day for me, but still of course i wished her " I love you ". Just as i did, always, everyday. And i mean it from deep inside of my heart, and of course, how can i forget the person who took care of me of all my life, my mom, a kiss on the cheek is all i can give for now, but i promise, ur son got his plans too. So dont worry.

Happy Valentines To The Others.
Im still here, loving those who love me.


There should be a picture for this post,
wait till i get it.
OR MAYBE NOT.

11:24 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Been really buzy with work lately.
Sorry if i kept u guys waitin and always boomed my blog one shot with so many posts. Haha!

Well, its 13th February, which drops on my off day.
Even buzy on money making to accomplish another upcoming mission of mine, i dont forget
my homeboys of course. Yes, you know who you are bustards. Haha.
Location: Tuan rumah's house. Nim.
The good one came at 3, we went swimming. Was crazy jumping like frogs all over everywhere, but of course we're not jackuns as if it was our 1st time swimming, we were just happy after so long of meetin each other, we dont give two fucks about our surroundings anymore. The others came in the evening. Had our dinner, and we hang out from evening till night. God and the rest of them knows what we did till the next day 9am.

Damn, now i remember the vodka Mike granted to me, its not open yet.
I better sip some of them now.


The Psychotics.

12:00 AM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
DIARY OF 5N
SEASON 2


Due to high demand...Diary of 5N is back on track. with guaranteed juicier than season 1, a 5N original production...presents

DIARY OF 5N...the finale.

episode 1: war of educators>>
ever since the wide spread of THL's complicated affair... she's getting more aggresive than ever. it's was a shinny day...but in the class, it's thuderstorm. THL is in super bad mood...she brought a cane along. she was somesort in a hurry n rush to K class to see a few boys who dint do nilam. Mahaya is in K class that time. the dialouge sounded like tis...T-mahaya i wanna see this boys...you dont mind rite?! X,Y n Z come out! M-i do mind! let me finish my lesson first.T-fine! i stand here till the time is over. the bell rang...straight away T-time's up...i can see the boys now!X,Y,Z...mahaya just left then. *bravo to mahaya...u r the first teacher to fight back her!!


episode 2: the attacker>> N in our class was scolded n stroke by her due to something that i can't remember...once she left, the war started as N throwed a chair to the shuttle to relief stress. she was at the next class at that time. guess what?? she came in to the class and started investigating who the hell did that!!! by asking her "pet" and the whole class, "tell me who throw the chair to the shuttle??". you know we r all in this together!!! the answer she got is "I dunno... it's from 5H class" the weirdest thing is the reply by her..."5H? then nvm".
(well, N = me. )

episode 3: LOST>> f5 supervisor mdm NG is always punctual, but from that day onwards, she joined the production of "LOST"...she is missing in action.she is lost for some 4 good months. she din even attend our majlis restu...how sad! then rumors started flying everywhere... this is the most creative one - she n her husband married for some time already...but no children!! then people started saying that she had pregnancy issues. maybe she is sick or got tumour at "you noe which part"...then in december she appeared in school again...then we are relived...she's in pink of health...no worries.

episode 4: white lie>> trial exam is on the run... stress building up in everyone's brain. "stress giler!!!" we say. then another question always come after that line is the famous " you noe what's coming out arr??? got bocor arr?? ". then the days go by so fast...everyone happy yeah...happily ever after? no...there's more "WHAT???!!! 2nd trial???" due to our bad attendance, we r forced to sit for 2nd trial...kononnye... tricked by YII to come to school...saying that the better result from the 2 exam will b taken but...all r lies!!! first term result is the only one accepted... YII, u punye pandai...tipu kita!!!

episode 5: leakage>> 5 years is not short nor long...SPM is here!!! when everybody gets busy studying...some r busy searching bocor soalan online... special websites r set up to help the students. seminars held from here to there... on the very first day of exam...a sms is received. it's from VEN, soalan bocor la... students r grouped up to have a look n start memorizing answer...few days later...leakage is on the news. rumor has it... teacher gives out SPM question via seminar at a mosque...VEN is the target...students guess that he's the one. he did has a seminar at a mosque... n soalan bocor sms from him...wat to say "he's the man" but as time goes by the news sinked into the sea forever...

episode 6: didn't we almost have it all>> time left, memories stayed...good or bad times are always in our mind. at last SPM is over...which is equal to graduation...saying goodbye. signing shirts can be seen everywhere... laughter is heard but sadness is deep in the heart. the time leaves no mercy waiting no one... what left is memories... still remember the first time how we meet each other...we thought we hav it all...but do we??

there goes DIARY OF 5N'07 season 2...hope ya'll have enjoyed all the time in the red white building, in a class with a leakage. sweet memories always keep in mind...bad memories let them flow away...

The year, 2007 maybe jus an ordinary year for ur neighbour...but for the form 5 students of 5N...its a year that are meant to be remembered for the rest of their life...

In loving memory...
5N'07


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2:05 AM
Monday, February 4, 2008
Fresh awake at 2.40am, i had a strange dream.
The person who i love, knocked her head. She went insane, and loose mostly her memories. Was night, at her parents place,I tried to talk to her askin wether if she remembers me or not. My heart went crying when she ignores me just like that runnin around. I woke up with tears on my cheeks.

2:49 AM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Seems like yesterday I celebrated new year with my homeboys,
And now its already February, 11 months to the end of the year, just watch how time passes by and you wouldnt realise it. :)
February is a special month, 3 special events for me.
1st year anniversary of me and her, 1 year of anotherdayindblock.blogspot's birthday,and therefore also the last month of publishing my life stories here.
I also had made decisions on what to do next.
The question is, will it accomplish?
I will try to update as much as i can before dietime.


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but for now I'll rock the streets T-style with my homeboys.


This blog will be deleted by the end of this February.
Peace.

1:52 AM