In a-bit-lost world

There are times we used to know what our goals really are, what do we really want to achieve, and yes we knew it well. But there are at times, along the path, you tend to get off track, you cannot really recall what was your goal at the first place, why are you at this position. Have you ever felt so lost that you have no idea about your goals, dreams and direction? Yes, I'm feeling it now. I do not know what I want in life. For all these times, I thought I have an idea about what I really want. But, for a certain point, i stopped and stare, feeling so lost in this world. I don't have a long term plan which was set years ago, but a short term plan which i have achieved. so what now?

xoxo ♥

mama birthday

Not necessary Chinese New Year, birthday celebration also can make all of us gather together ;)

Happy birthday grandma. I love you! May you filled with health and happiness everyday!

break

You know, its tough once you get out of Uni. I never thought I'd say that btw. Lol.

See, in Uni, your life is somewhat planned for you. No matter what goes on, you know you have a purpose, you know you have something to *do*. When you leave Uni, its the weirdest feeling ever (especially if you don't dive into the area of study). Its a "now what?" feeling that washes over you. Fear grips you as you realise that the decisions you make today or tomorrow may affect the rest of your life.

That's how I'm feeling right now, really.

done

I don't know why I'm so lazy. I went out to have a drink with my lecturer days ago and he kept giving me some difficult questions that I didn't know how to answer. Well, that's why we called that "question"! Let me ask you, how do you spend your free time? Initially SLEEP will be my first answer and the asker will definitely reply me that impossible for me to sleep for whole day. I got stuck by then! I really gotta figure out wtf I was up to all these while when I'm, free? ;))

tired

Eh I'm so tired and sleepy right now. Now I get it, the reason why friends always ask for more than 24 hours in a day because time is really very fucking running out. There's a shocking news for me last week and I fucking cried like a shit baby! Well everything, I'm not sure to say it as very fucked up or challenging. I think its BOTH fucked up and challenging, in terms of I don't know how to handle and face the problem.

Blah blah blah...

Seoul Garden for the first time

We went to the Seoul Garden at One Utama, Damansara ;))

Had a fucking good time there. We ate like nobodys business and full like shit!

The choices of food and drink were just so so but we had fun max to bbq and also little 'food wasting'.

Services provided were polite and friendly. Promptly served when asked for anything.

Next round ---> Levain Boulangerie Patisserie

x x x

Love you bebe

For the rest of my life

Thru days and nights

I'll be with you

I'll stay by your side

honest and true

Till the end of my time

I'll be loving you. Loving you

The happy family in Klang

I spent my weekend in the last few weeks at second aunty's place- Klang. It's been some time I didn't visit there as honestly I spent more time with the Zhu Seng. Well during my 3 years university life in K.L, my second aunt and youngest aunt are my closest relatives and also play the role as my "mommy". I always remember the many lessons they taught me and how to survive in this cruel reality. I pray to God, bless all of them with peace and health, so they could attend and share the joy moment in my convocation ceremony later ;))

xoxo

Good day people

These days deep down in my heart, mood got ups and downs because of the thesis. Its okiee, half more semester til end of my Bachelor programme. I promised myself that I gotta work hard yet smart for all I can. Meanwhile I feel sign of relieve that I had submitted the exchange programme (AIESEC) form to the person in charge (where I also learnt how to type a proper cv and some common interview answers) ^_^ Anyway, feel proud of myself that I'm independent and getting more mature thinking day by day. Err at least mature that some 'adults' that had been explored the world more than me?

p/s: A great day start with a cup of hot chocolate hazelnut from Starbucks and meal from Popeye together with Zhu Seng! Huulala!

p/p/s: 4 more days til I meet the parents and grandparents and shopping ;))))

xoxo

Kinnaree

We started our day with something unhappy. Firstly was about some useless people and then come with the delayed-frustrated homework. So after day time classes, we decided to go for some fine dinner as rewarding ourselves. Zhu Seng suggested to go Jaya One and looked what's up there and finally we dropped by at this Thai Restaurant- Kinnaree. A very pretty and comfy place, awesome food and drink with worthy price. Most important definitely is the super friendly waiter and waitresses. Oh well, will see you very soon again!

After dinner at Kinnaree, Jaya One ;)

Green curry chicken spaghetti, tomyam seafood, thai chicken rice

Yummy, slurp~

Lychee Lemon freezer, pandan lemongrass tea (bottomless)

p/s: ❤ Will be there for you no matter what ❤

Pissed

Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean you're a fake.

It means you are mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them.

Essentials

Friend of mine tagged me to post 5 daily essentials.. So here they are:

1) Clinique pore minimizer: As you know my nose pore is so big and miraclely this thing can cover my pore nicely and very good in controlling face oil. I've been using this for so many years!!

2) Gucci-Guilty: I'm a perfume freak, how could I resist all the awesome smell of each different perfume ;) I fall in love with this at the first sight and smell during my 2010 end year part time job. What makes it more proud, it's bought with my salary!!

3) Note book: Bought by Zhu Seng when he was shopping at Kinokuniya. All my daily schedule is been jot down inside so *touch wood* if I lost this lil precious, my time will gonna be up side down!!

4) Nokia E71: My phone is my everything because without it I can't make contact with all my loved ones ;D anyway I just can't wait to switch to iPhone!!

5) ck glasses: I'm a blind lil girl without it ;)

New year wish

Gong xi fatt cai to all! May the year of cute rabbit brings:

a. Joy

b. Happiness

c. Prosperity

d. Wellness and

e. Longevity to you and your family

All the above can be achieved by the following advice:

a. Don't start if you don't smoke and reduce to stop smoking for better health.

b. Drink (beer) moderately too avoid hangover and other unwanted sickness.

c. Eat to live not live to eat. Consume healthy food.

d. Increase physical exercise at least twice a week and one hour per session.

e. Smile always. Do you know that you need 248 muscles to do so?

f. Interact- speak and voice your opinion to be knowledgable.

g. Always save some money for future. Buy insurance, unit trust, or property at your own affordability.

h. Help others to be happy and you should be automatically happy.

Yours truly,

Feng Shui Master ~ Ann Shanielle ^_^

Happy birthday

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I heart him ;) We don't need luxury food or fine dining to celebrate our birthday or anniversary. But yummy yummy like burned-fish at Petaling Street is the best to describe our 'style' ;)

good or bad?

I feel disheartened, sad, disappointed and angry with myself when I make a mistake.

But I try not to ponder on it for too long and repent, forgive and move on.

I make sure a lesson is learnt and that I don't repeat the same mistake.

When something unexpected happens, I take it as a gift from God to strengthen me.

Bit tired but exciting week

Finally I can sit down and chillax a lil while.

These days I fall in love ;) with K.L while at the same time I hate ;( Malaysia

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I enjoyed shopping for cny clothes last week.

I fucking hate the fucking poor road conditions no matter in highways or small roads

I've been busy with my thesis chapter 1 in this whole week and really heartfelt thanks to Zhu Seng whom really help me out a lotss in this chapter (hopefully he will continue help me in the coming chapters although I always say no no). This afternoon when I was alone in the library I felt so stress and helpless. I got the call number but could't find the books that I wanted. Chapter 1 is done but I don't think I did well in my part. Okay fine will see what my supervisor comment. I'm ready for that! When heading to my car after all, found that I forgot to bring pendrive to save down my file for printing, plus, from far I can see a paper (summone) waving like flag in front of the wind screen. I don't know what I'm going to do next time, I can't take even a lil things like this ...

Back to school

Hola! Happy new year ;)

I've been back to uni and today is the second day of class. Honestly this is the first time I ever feel excited and high spirits to be back to class after the long holiday and internship. Perhaps its also part of the psycho as in this is the last semester in university. I always feel honored and lucky to be one of the university student although it ain't any proud thing. Initially there were few of my friends that wanted to enroll in local uni and Communication/ Mass Communication as their first but they failed. While me, I did not put any hope and Comm was my last choice among all but I made it. So aiks that's the thing I mean I feel proud and lucky ;p A resolution for myself in this last semester:

1) build up better relationship with the course mates
2) work hard on my thesis
3) join more co-curriculars