Ann. The. Pro.

//Saturday, June 21, 2008//10:19 PM

Everything, over.
Goodbye.

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//Friday, June 20, 2008//11:39 AM

I thought only Alvin and me were pooling yesterday so for the morning I was like ): ): ): cos 2 people pool is seriously very boring, but it turned out Sharon, Hafiz, Bjorn, Tony, sister, cousin joined in as well. Though my money made the great escape for the game but well, worth it.

It's been so long since I added pictures ! I'm beginning to see the wordy blog again.
well i dont care. heh.
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It's hilarious. When you see these same two friends always together, you assume they're like the best of friends, cos whenever you see A, B will always be around.
Well I used to think that way but now it seems like, o.o
So called 'friends' use you as some kind of 'face-saving' companion, when they're alone they come and talk to you like they've known you for 10 years.

Yes and of course I understand that, who wishes to be seen alone, when everyone else has their own cliques. I myself will take out my phone and pretend I'm busy with the phone if I'm isolating myself. Heh. But please, you talk like I'm your best friend in this world and when other friends join in, you start shooting me in front of all the others, and make me sound like I turned my back against you. I kept quiet and said nothing, you went ahead and told them all sorts of things. I defended myself a little and you cry to the others, asking them to help you. Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you?

After that you come and act like nothing happened. Like whoa, you just turned your back against me with the others and when the others are gone you come back smiling at me, we're back to 'best friends' again. How happy. In this way you're never gonna have lack of friends. Smart, so smart.

It feels wonderful to have really true friends who are always there for you. But there's always this bunch of 'fake friends' around going everywhere trying to destroy the true meaning of friendship. Sometimes I wonder if they really know what are friends. Pity them.

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//Tuesday, June 17, 2008//9:13 PM

Happy belated Father's Day !
I shall be a good girl and list down good points of my dad.

My Dad
As naggy as he can be, I think I have a wonderful Daddy.
The jokes he cracked, be it funny ones, not funny ones, lame ones, dirty ones, vulgar ones, no sense ones, how cool is it to have a joke-cracking dad !
Once he went for Mahjong and came home at 6am. Mum asked: 'Why are you back so late?!'
Dad: '6am so early where got late?'

I complained to Mum not having enough money to spend, Dad took out $50 and told me 'Split 50:50 between you and your sis'. And that time I was like whoaaaaaaa wo de papa omg.

I swear that if there's recarination I'm gonna choose the same old Daddy ! Heh.

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//Sunday, June 15, 2008//9:44 PM

Everytime when I know it's time to go home I feel so reluctant,
and everytime with you it's like only for a few minutes.
and everytime when I wait for the next day to meet you again it will seem like a few years.
I never get bored of you and boy how I wish you can just pop up whenever I miss you so so much.
Every love song leads to you, and honey you can never never know just how much ilu.

Sometimes you make me so fucked up, I know I do as well. (:
But everytime after each quarrel you'll end it so sweetly with an 'i love you'.
And only through downs will we then experience ups,
I love you be it through the ups or downs, I'll stick to you like superglue and pester you everyday.

I'm so glad there's you in my life. So so glad.

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//Saturday, June 14, 2008//2:58 PM

People ask, why blog? Is blogging so important? Why does your life life seem to revolve around the Net, you should go out and explore more.
I don't know why either. I just know words can express my feelings more accurately rather than by talking it out. And I don't see how going out more relates to knowing more about the world. To some extent, yes. But it doesn't mean you don't learn anything from the Net.

I find blogging so important because it's like recording my everyday life. Who knows it may be my last entry for this blog? Who knows maybe after publishing this post I may just lose the ability to do so in the future?
Reading my past posts are hilarious. Seriously. And by comparing past posts with current ones I see how much my thinking changed. And to be honest I think more camoflauging happens more often now. If I could I would want to blog for the next don't know how many years so that in x-years time I can still read about my life in the past.

We change and often we aren't aware unless someone tells us. And what if there isn't this 'someone' who constantly tells us how much we changed? Simple, refer to your past and compare with the current you.

I don't get how childish people can be getting all sensitive over some blog posts and scolding the blogger. If people want revenge then by all means go ahead and create their own blog and scold the blogger instead of tagging stupid things at their tagboard. I saw this happening to my friends very often and whoa, thanks for reminding me not everyone is matured.
Of course if you spam tag the blogger because you see him/her 'buay song', then I can understand LOL. because I do that also :X

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//Friday, June 13, 2008//10:56 PM

4e4 outing. Normally I would put exclaimation marks (!!!!) behind for a long-ago-planned outing but this time honestly it's rather ): ): ):
Sorry to Sharon for being late heh.

Met up Alvin Gn and Sharon first then had Subway. Alot gave me the last minute aeroplane but ohwell, think I'm not gonna plan another one next time.
After that went to find Leonard Shaohui and Jaclyn. Rebecca joined in after that.

Pictures, nah. Too busy playing ball (sounds wrong :X) to take pictures.
But all in all although out of 27 in a class only a pathetic 7 turned up we still had fun !

Oh and HAPPY advanced BIRTHDAY JACLYN !
I hope you like our useful present ! :D

Thanks people for making it possible today !
Oh and AHSTEAD I love your present and I'm using it like now ! Thanks ! <3

half life left.

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//Thursday, June 12, 2008//11:25 PM

To be honest, I got phobia of talking to current school classmates in MSN. Because whenever they start a conversation, 80% it will be about project, school work, homework, schoolwork, project, schoolwork, homework. Like omfg sometimes I wish I can just block the whole of my NP buddy list :X

I don't want white hair, so not nice.

Another NS guy died today, coincidently he's Tony's friend. Like whoa,

TONY says:
life so unpredictable

So true hor.

What if tomorrow I go out and get drowned in sea?
What if I get banged down by car?
What if I fall down and knock my head and never wake up?

Sometimes I wonder who will be the first to pop out in my mind first,
will it be my family or will it be the bastard, or will it be someone I never expect, or someone I don't know, or some random long-time-no-see friend,
will all the memories just flash out all in my mind just like how it's shown on TV?
will it be like in playback form?

I really wonder sometimes.

Happy 4 months to prove that I love you ! :D

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//Tuesday, June 10, 2008//10:29 PM

It's Joel's birthday so happy 18th birthday Knoted Boy !
And chicken scammer's back today whee !
And Retard is not going Genting !
And ahstead's back as well ! Yay !
So happy so happy but when school reopens then walaooooooo siannnnnxzxzxzx.

I want you and me to be like a circle.
Because it never ends it ever stops.
It just keeps on going and going and how great would it be if we were like that.
As stupid as it may seem but I want you to be the guy I spent the rest of my life with and,
let everyday be a day to fall in love with you once again.

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//Sunday, June 08, 2008//10:24 PM

Like come on la please why can't people just fucking treat me seriously for one time? Everytime I ask something 90% people will go hoo hoo haa haa over it. Unless I blow my top, they won't fucking get serious. I'm not pinpointing anyone, if the cap fits you, wear it. It's just one recent problem of mine.

Just imagine getting serious when you want to ask something and people treat you like bullshit, you ask a number of times and people still yakking over at one side. Like please, is there even respect ? I may be like that some times too but at least I take note of my friends say and I do respond instead of saying things which are totally not linked.
I just found out one thing which can really piss people off. Na ma.

/offrant.

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//Friday, June 06, 2008//2:56 PM

I finally got the pictures for Jocelyn's chalet yay ! Time to spam pictures !

Uber obvious that we're acting la !

Supposed to be Jocelyn solo but I ks her.

Like I ditch her hor?

Besties since 2006.

Never forgetting to state the fact everywhere I go.

Top half written by Joyce, Bottom half by Rebecca.

Chu Qiao, Jocelyn, Ann, Rebecca.

And lastly not forgetting...

You must say Ann Rocks because your mum taught you not to lie.

I must say I had fun there even though there was only like 5 friends at the chalet ! Sharon came later in the evening that's why she's not in the pictures, bet there'll be more if she was there ! Heh.

Ahstead's in Japan now. And Chicken Scammer's going overseas soon. And I thought Retard's going overseas but turned out he don't want to. Heng ah.

Yesterday Chicken Scammer found MY FREAKING DOTA ROOM !

It may sound unbelievable but to find my dota room it's more tough than striking 4D okay ! Look at his reaction and you'll know.

See, I never bluff you one.

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//Tuesday, June 03, 2008//9:56 PM

Sometimes I think how come it's possible for people to behave all retarded in a moment then behave seriously in another. I see a thread, I click, I read some retarded posts and the whole thread talks about nonsense.
I go into another thread, there's this serious atmosphere all over in the thread, and whoa, the people posting are the ones who posted retardedly in another thread. If you get it, you get it.

Maybe some words can pull the seriousness of people out, vice versa. Maybe they used to right words. Perhaps that's the reason why people usually don't take my words seriously, hor?
Maybe I need to rephrase my way of talking if that's the case.

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//Sunday, June 01, 2008//11:00 PM

The sun asked me to go beach today ! I'm sooo busy and I have a freaking Economics Paper tomorrow. Wish me luck ! <3

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//Saturday, May 31, 2008//12:15 AM

This post is gonna so make me look like someone totally different manzxxzszx.
-points to previous posts-

Bunk, played with Leyi ! Like omfg long time since I played Audition already and whenever I miss I feel so pissed you know. I can throw the whole laptop on the ground if the ground's made of pillow and blankets.

Then there was Keni and Ariel. Heh. I felt comfortable with Keni around. Like natural. Maybe it's because I'm friendly. YA REALLY.

And everytime I feel like I fall in love again when you do the most unexpected things honey. Heh.
Loves !

thanks retard.

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//Thursday, May 29, 2008//5:17 PM

It's always through things like this then you'll know who are your true friends.
I feel so blessed.

Right Retard, Chicken Scammer and Ahstead ? :D

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//Wednesday, May 28, 2008//6:45 PM

Happy Birthday Sharon !
Sorry I didn't get you a present. ):

Maybe I can't convey the message to you properly, I'll do it here.

The fact is, honey, I can't possibly treat as though nothing happen because so much happened today. And for the first time in my life I actually got lectured so harshly, and everytime I recall and think about it, those words you used, do you know how much it hurts?
I know what's said is said but, I'm so afraid you'll hate me. For someone to use those words on another, there must be some kind of hatred inside. I don't know how come I'm thinking like this but during conversation all I asked myself was continuously 'does he love me does me love me'.

I've got so many questions, but I don't know how to start. Maybe I've got some sort of depression or I-dont-know-what. I think I'll be okay tomorrow. I love you.

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//Tuesday, May 27, 2008//2:04 PM

Yesterday was so busy. I thought finally I can get some serious work done so I decided to meet up Wayne and Gladys and Kai Ling at AMK Hub for elearning but hoho ! When a group of noisy people sit together they talk, and when they talk they laugh, when they laugh they... don't do elearning ! Heh.

Ahstead and her GP came for awhile then went off. We played with the webcam also !

Gladys !

No one kisiao.

Wayne kisiao.

All kisiao.

Nasi Lemak at $2, movie 'What Happens in Vegas' after that. Nice show 8/10 !

See I never bluff you, nice until we want take picture with the poster leh.

Then Gladys' friends came and thereeeee we took pictures again !

I is don't know why Kai Ling so scared Wayne la.

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//Sunday, May 25, 2008//11:03 PM

It's like whoaaaa such a tiring day manz wo de ma ma.
I met ahstead today for chit chit chat chat then we went Vivo together and omg the icecream was OMGOMGOMG ohmytian. You guys won't know, let the pictures do the talking !

This is the PWNZORXZ !

Couple Watch Ohx !

Tada ! Ahstead this is for you ! Love you to bits !

Oh and before I forgot, this is to credit mighty oh WAYNE for editing until so nice can !

Hahahaha thanks la ! Cry cry !

I'm gonna meet GLADYS WAYNE and KAI LING tomorrow for elearning yay ! Hopefully more pictures to spam this blog. Heh.

Oh and bastard ! Thanks for your belt heeeeszx. <3

You know actually I'd love to have one but I don't wanna waste your money or mine cos I really really pokkkk already soooo sorry for declining at first. ):

lurbsxzxzsx !

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//Friday, May 23, 2008//10:30 PM

Sorry I did what I did. ):
I didn't mean it but I guess what's done is done. I just don't know why laaaaaaaaaa.

I'll be okay tomorrow. I love you.

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//Thursday, May 22, 2008//8:51 PM

I just realised I got over 400 posts whoa !

400 chunks of my life ! So so cool.

I remember once or twice when I blogged about Maple. YES MAPLE THAT 2D PIXEL GAME LIKE OHMYTIAN HOW THE HELL AND WHY THE HELL I BLOGGED IT OUT ?!

I'm gonna refer back to my past posts after I finish blogging already I tell you you you and laugh at the Mapletard !

I just chatted with Ahstead on MSN today ! After like so so so long. She's coming NP soon soon !

We can meet up finally after so long ! And I mean LONGGGGG LONGER THAN YOUR TOILET PAPER COMBINED TOGETHER.

Peter !

Ninja pro.

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What will be, will be//Tuesday, May 20, 2008//7:29 PM

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Realised how drastic one's thinking can cause. I wasn't feeling all happy today because of curiousity. Then I got myself all moody and started to ask myself and my friends stupid questions.
I'm trying not to camoflauge my feelings in this blog, cos if I really did that then it'd defeat the purpose. Anyway, this song then popped into my mind when I was deep in thoughts and there ! I'm back here to myself again. This is oh-so-amazing.

I love this song I don't know why.
It just summarises what I can and can't expect of life.
My life is like a roller-coaster ride.
Hey I just realised it all rhymed !

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